 checking in we're about five minutes in and I'm just letting you know that if I do see a McDonald's I remember seeing maybe five on the way into Darwin so if I do see one I will be buying it there's no doubt in my mind alright you guys what is up we're at Catherine the time is 4 29 that means it's been almost three hours and I just did an illegal U-turn but it's alright now I had thoughts pretty pretty certain thoughts to be honest about a hundred and fifty percent certain that I was going to rest my head somewhere in Catherine I actually thought for whatever reason that there was a McDonald's here but there's not so I've actually I've driven past sorry guys this vlog is gonna be incoherent at best because I am fucking tired and to be honest carrying on this drive right now is not safe but it's what is necessary because every kilometer that I do now before I go to sleep possibly is a kilometer I won't have to do later on so I drove past for 10 minutes thinking I'd be able to reach the next spot and that's the thing that you have to you have to watch on these roads at night is that only the major places the major like towns are gonna have something open in fact Catherine Darwin Tenon Creek and Alice Springs would be the only ones with anything open right now so if I was to continue driving I would not only run out of petrol but even if I did come across petrol station it wouldn't be open so I had to turn around come back to Catherine for another 10 minutes fill up the car I've got some food I've got like half of that V drink I've got to take a piss to be honest and you know I'm gonna continue on so we're 320 K's in 320 of the slowest kilometers I've ever fucking done in my life I did this to myself anyways I'll see you guys when we get to the next place I don't know how long I'm gonna last honestly I think I'm gonna pull over somewhere and try and get some sleep we'll just put just close my eyes and see what happens because man it's fucking dangerous but I'll see you soon whoops all right one pissed up done I'm I'm actually feeling a little bit I'm feeling motivated I'm feeling motivated to get this done we've got a sandwich we've got the drink we've got a pie that I've got on the go so damn it tastes good I haven't had anything since yesterday lunchtime in fact you know what the next time you see me will be at sunrise okay so I'll see you then oh good morning good morning everybody I missed the sunrise only lasted about five more minutes after a talk to you last and then I had to pull over and go to sleep so it's about six in the morning I've just woken up probably sleep for like an hour and I've got to hit the road again all right my friends three sleeps deep three micro sleeps deep honestly guys I don't know if it's I don't know if it's better for me or worse to have these freaking half an hour sleep but I've done it three times now there's been three times that I felt not I just cannot continue it slows you down man that's the thing but it does make you feel better and Jesus that's loud we're at a place called dinner dinner narrow or some shit like that I'm not exactly sure I was quite lucky to be honest I I nearly found myself in that predicament again of going past a petrol station expecting another one to come up and realizing it was a hundred k's away with a quarter of a tank in this little car and it's quite scary well it's not scary I know I'm gonna get there but what I have to do is I have to slow down enough so that I don't chew through my petrol too fast which once again just slows me down so I'm about 700 k's through it's 921 this vlog is is titled Bali to Alice Springs it hasn't quite gone as planned obviously I stayed an extra night in Bali God I wish I flew home honestly but I'll show you guys around anyway this is what this is what we're working with right the local shell we've got a caravan park some road trains in the background and one of this places famous world famous apparently homemade beef pies and this looks absolutely fucking delicious oh I'm not gonna lie oh look at the pastry on it mmm so flaky mmm and that's gonna be the only thing that gets me through this drive guys is food and drink because on willpower alone I just won't make it so I'll see you guys at the next stop I can't I can't imagine I'll have another sleep although I do have you know over seven hours driving to go so it's a possibility you guys see that this is wow amazing I just had to let you guys know if you ever coming through these parts and you see a roadhouse in the middle of nowhere with world famous homemade pies on the outside you've got to get one I don't think it matters where you are whether you're in Australia out back Texas yeah it's got to be out back it really does only I'm literally only turn the camera on just to update you guys on what's happening I cannot be fucked talking to the camera man I just got I just woke up from my fourth little micro sleep I've had four like 15 to 30 minute sleeps on this trip and it has only made me feel worse I feel so terrible right now and I have to apologize to someone I'm not even gonna say his name but I posted a YouTube video you know I've always make sure I put in the work I hustled behind the scenes for my YouTube channel to make sure I've got videos to post always right so as I was coming home on this trip I posted another couple of videos and lo and behold you know as always someone's not happy oh why'd you post this player when you could have done this player why'd you do that plan when you should have done this other player doesn't matter who they are doesn't matter what player they're talking about it's still just bullshit little hater comments right and me feeling the way I am right now I snapped I snapped back I told them to shut the fuck up and I'm sorry I didn't mean it I'm just tired as hell so give us a break I put up a Bernie Kosar video apparently I looked at my phone during the video for like 30 seconds for whatever reason I didn't think it was a problem apparently it is and it really affected me so I fucking went nuts at the guy I told him to I said shut the fuck up or message me on Instagram and he did he sent me an Instagram message and then I went nuts at him through Instagram because of the way I'm feeling right now can you can you understand man I'm feeling like shit I will never ever ever I should have stayed in Darwin for a night but I didn't want to this was my this was my thinking guys I didn't want to pay for a whole night's worth of hotel if I was gonna get there at like 1 30 in the morning and only be able to stay till 11 you know I thought not it's not gonna be worth it but really it would have been all I needed was a bed but in saying that I wouldn't be here where I am right now at 1 27 in the afternoon so you know I have made you know decent ground we've done 12 hours traveling now you saw I got in the car it was 1 36 I think this whole fucking this whole this whole vlog with a whole fucking last half of it is just me complaining so I apologize guys but if you did want to see what a road train looks like we've got one just over there 1 2 3 4 4 carriages it's got to be about 50 55 to 60 meters long and that's one unique thing about the roads here in central Australia is you find massive trains sorry not trains road trains trucks they look like trains anyways my my ex sent me a couple of pictures of Tate she's she's waiting for me I cannot wait to see her that's all I'm thinking about right now so I don't know I guess the the last clip of the day might be me seeing Tate for the first time in a couple of weeks my daughter so I'm looking forward to that I've got about three hours drive no actually I've got four hours drive and I've bought another one of these I bought some water that's the problem I haven't drunk enough water and I've got another Hammond Hammond salad roll so and it's the depressive fact that I have to go to work man it's the depressing fact you're not on holiday anymore I mean I can't wait to see my daughter but that's not stopping me from that's not I mean that doesn't mean I don't have to go to work still so at least I don't have to go to work tomorrow it's Wednesday today I have to go back on Friday so I've still got one more day off so it's gonna be recovering it's gonna be sleeping getting my shit together possibly doing a couple more reactions but I promise I won't tell anyone to shut the fuck up anymore oh shit the comments get to you they do I'm not gonna lie but that's the territory that you go in when you start a YouTube channel two hours 15 I felt this entire trip I'm starting to feel positive I'm starting to feel like I'm nearly home great feeling after all this fucking shit that I've been feeling man I've been I've been I've been what what they call clinically depressed for the last 10 hours but I am I'm getting there I'm fucking getting there I don't know if you can hear me the road noise in this car is terrible but I did download some some podcasts so I'm listening to Gary Vee Joe Rogan and stuff about the Australian property market also some podcasts from Rx muscle my man Dave Palumbo my four favorite things to watch at the moment as well as football and now it's raining I've got absolutely no idea why I've gotten out of my car to take even longer to get home but look how good and good does that look Alice brings 192 kilometers away I've just filled up the car for the fifth and final time this will be the final clip of the video I can't wait to see my daughter I can't wait to get home I can't wait to lay my head on the pillow but seriously thank you guys for coming along you've kept me company you've kept me sane but it is time to go so I want to say have a fantastic day you know what you know what I you know what I say you know how it is if you've liked the video if you want to support me you want to support the channel and its growth hit that like button if you want to subscribe and you haven't yet you're crazy so do it now and I'll see in the next one peace everybody