 아쉬워도 알라, 일라하, 일랄라 와 아쉬워도 안나, 무한마딴, 라스룰라 안녕하세요 제이키웨입니다 아! 다우두키웨입니다 다우두키웨 다우두키웨 첫 번째로 제가 정말 많은 축하를 받았죠 아 정말 감사합니다 제가 많은 질문을 받았고 80%의 질문이 왜 muslim이 되었나요? 오늘 제가 이 질문을 답을 드릴게요 제 컨버팅이 아니고 리버팅 스토리 오케이 그럼 여기가 보였어요 제가 muslim이 되었나요? 다우두키웨 아... 아쉽게 제 첫 기억은 이슬람이 911이었어요 그때 저는 8년생이었어요 저는 TV에 큰 빌딩을 보였어요 제가 정말 놀랐어요 그때 이슬람을 TV에 말했죠 그래서 처음에 이슬람을 말했죠 잘 모르겠는데 이슬람이 위험해요 왜냐면 미디아는 항상 이슬람의 negative images war, oppression, terrorism 그래서 이슬람이 위험하고 많은 시간을 지내셨어요 사실 저는 캣틀릭이었어요 하지만 어떤 인류리쥬는 제 삶을 지내셨어요 하지만 이슬람은 일주일에 인도네시아에서 한국의 노래를 불렀어요 아직도 안 popular 하지만 그리고 제 컨디션에 제 컨디션에 제 컨디션에 제 컨디션에 이슬람을 모르잖아 그래서 많은 인도네시아에서 많은 무슬람을 모르잖아 정말 모르잖아 사실 두 가지가 정말 놀라웠어요 첫 번째 정말 잘생겼어요 정말 잘생겼어요 그리고 second 그게 많은 여성들 제 컨디션에 제 컨디션에 제 컨디션에 제 컨디션에 인도네시아에서 정말 핫한 나라 그래서 그래서 제가 이슬람을 왜 제 컨디션에 여성에게onut 제 컨디션에 저는 정말 uncertain 잠시 저는 정말 collide 저도 온라 불쌍해 드디어 제 컨디션에 루시의 일을 잊지 않았어요. 그래서 음악을 잊지 않았어요. 일을 잊지 않았어요, 하지만 쉽지 않았어요. 왜냐면 더 크리에이티브 일을 하려고 했죠. 그래서 유튜브 시작했죠. 그리고 저는 인도네시아에 대한 기억을 말했죠. 그리고 그 영상을 많이 봤어요. 그리고 그 영상은 이슬람과는 두 번째 만남이었어요. 처음에 처음을 잊지 않았어요. 하지만 이번에는 다른데요. 제 상황에 대해서는 다른데요. 아, 오케이. 제가 말할게요. 아무리 말할 수 없죠. 하지만 사실은 전혀 시간을 잊지 않았어요. 왜냐면 제 목적은 음악이었어요. 하지만 제가 잊지 않았어요. 그래서 제 목적을 잊지 않았어요. 다음 단계에 가고 싶었어요. 하지만 어떻게 해야할지 모르겠어요. 저는 완전히 잊지 않았어요. 제 마음으로는 안 잊지 않았어요. 하지만 surprisingly, 그때는 이슬람을 만나게 되었죠. Through this, I could meet many muslims. They are real muslims, not in the media. 그래서 제가 그들과 같이 있었어요. And found out what I didn't know about Islam. Why do they believe in Allah? Why do they pray? Why don't they eat pork? Why don't they drink? And what is halal? And what is haram? And who is Prophet Muhammad? Peace be upon him. Many things. I learned one by one. And I found something really special. I never felt before. It's very hard to explain, but I felt they have something that I'm missing. Because the way they treat their lives is definitely different from mine. I thought life is competition. And only surviving the competition is success. I thought I have to fight and win, but they were different. They always help others and they were always thankful for what was given for them. This impressed me a lot. The attitude of their life. My muslim friend told me, life is a journey, not a competition. And the purpose of this journey is to go on the right path according to the God, Allah. The most glorified and the most high. If you follow Allah on the right path, there will be a great present at the end of this journey. Yeah, that's Jannah. When I heard this, I felt like someone punched my face so hard, the belief that you're going to the right path. It touched and moved my heart. In the beginning and the end of this everything, there was Allah. This was the something I was looking for. So to know about this, I started to follow their practice. I read the Quran, studied about Muhammad, peace be upon him. I fasted for a month in Ramadan. I went to mosque and prayed. It happened in just a few months. As I experienced their practice, little by little, my faith also grew up. The faith in Allah, who created me and also guide me. The absolute, the most gracious and most merciful. And these things never happened in one time. I found it little by little. And the important thing is I found it myself. Nobody forced me. As I fasted, I found gratitude for Allah and I found that prayer to Allah would give me the peace of mind. So finally I was sure about my belief. So I thought about becoming a Muslim. But nevertheless, I hesitated for a long time. There are reasons. Many people told me that the pork and alcohol, but I didn't think it's not very difficult if I have faith. There were other reasons. First, can I overcome the prejudice of others as a Muslim? And second, am I perfectly prepared to be a Muslim? And also opposition for my family? For me, it was a big problem and pressure. I press myself a lot. But after that, I thought like this. Why am I pressing myself? Islam is a religion that creates a relationship between me and Allah. Not others. If Allah made a plan for me, only Allah can give me the answer. So I visited the mosque and asked him, what do I have to do? And surprisingly, my thoughts organized. I got the conclusion. I have faith and will to practice. So I don't need to hesitate anymore. I don't need to care other people's opinion because my life is mine. Not others. My relationship with Allah is only mine. They can take the responsibility about my life. Even my mom and dad. But of course I love mom and dad. And one more thing about the perfect pre-patient. There's no perfect human. There's no perfect thing except Allah. But can't be a Muslim because I'm afraid of the mistakes I'll make in the future. I think this is excuse for myself. Of course I'll make a mistake because I'm not perfect. Already I had a lot of mistakes but I believe he will leave me back As he led me here. I'm in his plan. So I know he helps me. So that's why I decide and divert. That's my story. So now I'm doubt and I'm so proud of that. I was sailing alone on a small boat over a dark and huge sea. I was sinking without knowing where to go. But the merciful Allah recognized and signored me. And fortunately I noticed and cast it. And finally I knew that following Allah is the purpose of this journey. So now I know where do I have to go. He gave me the light and I believe that it's the greatest blessings and gift in my life. So I'm like a baby Muslim who doesn't know anything well yet. But I will try to be a good Muslim little by little. So nice to meet you brothers and sisters. I'm so happy to meet you as a Muslim. I've talked a lot this word but finally I can tell you from my heart. Assalamu alaikum There is no God but Allah and Muhammad is messenger of Allah.