 My first time going to the studio was I was still in foster care I went to the studio, but it was a backdoor like niggas. It was not a studio. Like I met I searched online Poor studio. Yeah, we got a studio. I went there. It was somebody crib They had me in an attic bro like no cap, and I don't know what the fuck about that They were shot back to me like take my money, but I got the fuck up out of there man It was crazy. That was first time and then I told wasn't really a student But that's the first time I actually Attempted to but then the first time we go out to the studio after that was around Um 2018 I dropped my first song called therapy. That was more of an emotional story It was about me being like sexually abused as a younger girl and stuff like that. So that was the um first time I ever been I see that you're like open Up talking about that more Are you like past it or like? Yeah, I'm I'm I'm Hailing past it. Okay, and that took time Do you feel like you was going through something mentally with that or I was going through mental mental problems ptsd a lot of trauma and it was It was just a lot A lot of it's a lot of heaviness I was holding Okay, and how did you I guess overcome man? Did you go to like workshops and stuff? I'll pray I used to have I used to pray a lot. Um had a deep deep relationship with God um and just like over the years, you know, just meeting new people and learning to trust people again and You know creating my own family and music as well So all of that played a part in me getting myself out of that dark place Okay Okay, and do you still sweet to your family at all? Man, I'm like, let's go get the fuck out of new york Okay, because you know you getting lit right now. So I can see people spinning the block like I'm so sorry They better stay with it Okay, all right. So you did um did anybody specific help you get through it? I guess like you need a friend or like someone helped you along the way getting through it I mean, I have anybody I had pastors And I had a lot of um I had my godmom, you know, like a lot of mentors in my life Friends really they didn't really understand me with that shit because I never really was open to voice You know, I first shared my story So in that space they didn't know anything about what I was going through we we're linking up to smoke weed and escape that shit Okay, and do you feel like you use like drugs as a skateboard my drugs like we eat or something I used to pop perks. I used to abuse it when I got um Prescribed it and shit. I used to use perks alive to drink a lot And you know, I used to always tell myself I'm not going to be a drunk because my aunt was a drunk growing up You know what I mean? But then I was just like I kind of understood why Result to drugs and shit is hard So I was just popping pills and shit, but I really got out of that. You know what I'm saying really got out of that phase of my life So music kind of helped with all that The clip may be done, but there's still more to come make sure you like comment and subscribe And while you're at it check out our website at talk of the town show dot com. Let us know what you think