 CHAPTER VI He stood a moment by the door looking at her, half startled, then he came over beside her, put his hands upon her shoulders, looking down into her upturned, veiled face. My child, he said tenderly, my little Marsha, is this you? I did not know you in all this beautiful dress. You look as your own mother looked when she was married. I remember perfectly as if it were but yesterday, her face as she stood by your father's side. I was but a young man then, you know, and it was my first wedding in my new church, so you see I could not forget it. Your mother was a beautiful woman, Marsha, and you are like her both in face and life. The tears came to Marsha's eyes and her lips trembled. Are you sure, child, went on the gentle voice of the old man, that you understand what a solemn thing you are doing? It is not a light thing to give yourself in marriage to any man. You are so young yet. Are you doing this thing quite willingly, little girl? Are you sure? Your father is a good man and a dear old friend of mine, but I know what has happened has been a terrible blow to him and a great humiliation. It has perhaps unnerved his judgment for the time. No one should have brought pressure to bear upon a child like you to make you marry against your will. Are you sure it is all right, dear? Oh yes, sir, Marsha raised her tear-filled eyes. I am doing it quite of myself. No one has made me. I was glad I might. It was so dreadful for David. But, child, do you love him? The old minister said, searching her face closely. Marsha's eyes shone out radiant and childlike through her tears. Oh yes, sir, I love him, of course. No one could help loving David. There was a tap at the door and the squire entered. With a sigh, the minister turned away, but there was trouble in his heart. The love of the girl had been all too frankly confessed. It was not as he would have had things for a daughter of his, but it could not be helped, of course, and he had no right to interfere. He would like to speak to David, but David had not come out of his room yet. When he did, there was but a moment for them alone, and all he had opportunity to say was. Mr. Spafford, you will be good to the little girl, and remember she has but a child. She has been dear to us all. David looked at him, wonderingly, earnestly, in reply. I will do all in my power to make her happy, he said. The hour had come, and all things, just as Madame Skyler had planned, were ready. The minister took his place, and the impatient bridesmaids were in a flutter, wondering why Kate did not call them in to see her. Slowly with measured step, as if she had practiced many times, Marcia, the maiden, walked down the hall on her father's arm. He was bowed with his trouble, and his face wore marks of the sudden calamity that had befallen his house. But the watching guests thought it was for sorrow at giving up his lovely Kate, and they said, one to another, how much he loved her. The girl's face drooped with gentle gravity. She scarcely felt the presence of the guests she had so much dreaded, for to her the ceremony was holy. She was giving herself as a sacrifice for the sin of her sister. She was too young and inexperienced to know all that would be thought and said as soon as the company understood. She also felt secure behind that film of lace. It seemed impossible that they could know her so softly and so mystically it shut her from the world. It was like a kind of moving house about her, a protection from all eyes. So sheltered she might go through the ceremony with composure. As yet she had not begun to dread the afterward. The hall was wide through which she passed, and the day was bright, but the windows were so shadowed by the waiting bridesmaids that the light did not fall in full glare upon her, and it was not strange they did not know her at once. She heard their smothered exclamations of wonder and admiration, and one, Kate's dearest friend, whispered softly behind her, Oh Kate, why did you keep us waiting, you sly girl? How lovely you are! You look like an angel straight from heaven. There were other whispered words which Marcia heard sadly. They gave her no pleasure. The words were for Kate, not her. What would they say when they knew all? There was David in the distance waiting for her, how fine he looked in his wedding clothes, how proud Kate might have been of him, how pitiful was his white face. He had summoned his courage and put on a mask of happiness for the eyes of those who saw him, but it could not deceive the heart of Marcia. Surely not since the days when Jacob served seven years for Rachel, and then lifted the bridal veil to look upon the face of her sister Leah, walked their sadder bridegroom on this earth than David's bafferd walked that day. Down the stairs and through the wide hall they came, Marcia not daring to look up, yet seeing familiar glimpses as she passed. That green-plad silk lap at one side of the parlor door, in which lay two nervous little hands and a neatly folded pocket handkerchief, belonged to Sabrina Bates, she knew. And the round lace collar a little farther on, fastened by the brooch with a colored derogatype encircled by a braid of faded brown hair under glass, must be about the neck of Aunt Polly. There was not another brooch like that in New York State, Marcia felt sure. And were Uncle Joab's small meek Sunday boots towing in, and next were little feet covered by white stockings and slippers fastened with crossed black ribbons, some child's not Harriet. Marcia dared not raise her eyes to identify them now. She must fix her mind upon the great things before her. She wondered at herself for noticing such trivial things when she was walking up to the presence of the great God, and there before her stood the minister with his open book. Now at last, with the most of the audience behind her, shut in by that film of lace, she could raise her eyes to the minister's familiar face, take David's arm without letting her hand tremble much, and listen to the solemn words read out to her. For her alone they seemed to be read. In David's heart she knew was crushed, and it was only a form for him. She must take double vows upon her for the sake of the wrong done to him, so she listened. Dearly beloved, we are gathered together how the words thrilled her. In the sight of God and in the presence of this company to join together this man and woman in the bonds of holy matrimony, a deathly stillness rested upon the room and the painful throbbing of her heart was all the little bride could hear. She was glad she might look straight into the dear old face of the old minister. Had her mother felt this way when she was being married, did her stepmother understand it? Yes, she must in part at least, for she had bent and kissed her most tenderly upon the brow just before leaving her, a most unusually sentimental thing for her to do. David touched Marcia deeply, though she was fond of her stepmother at all times. She waited breathless with drooped eyes while the minister demanded. If any man can show just cause why they may not be lawfully joined together, let him now declare it, or else hereafter forever hold his peace. What if someone should recognize her and thinking she had usurped Kate's place, speak out and stop the marriage? How would David feel, and she? She would sink into the floor. Oh, did any of them know how she wished she dared raise her eyes to look about and see? But she must not. She must listen. She must shake off these worldly thoughts. She was not hearing for idle thinking. It was a solemn holy vow that she was taking upon herself for life. She brought herself sharply back to the ceremony. It was to David the minister was talking now. Wilt thou love her, comfort her, honor and keep her, in sickness and in health, and forsaking all other, keep thee only unto her, so long as ye both shall live? It was hard to make David promise that when his heart belonged to Kate. She wondered that his voice could be so steady when it said, I will. And the white glove of Kate's, which was just a trifle large for her, held on David's arm as the minister next turned to her. Wilt thou, Marsha? Ah, it was out now, and the sharp rustle of silk and stiff linen showed that all the company were aware at last who was the bride, but the minister went steadily on. He cared not what the listening assembly thought. He was talking earnestly to his little friend, Marsha, have this man to be thy wedded husband, to live together after God's ordinance in the holy state of matrimony? Wilt thou obey him and serve him, love, honor and keep him, in sickness and in health? The words of the pledge went on. It was not hard. The girl felt she could do all that. She was relieved to find it no more terrible, and to know that she was no longer acting a lie. They all knew who she was now. She held up her flower-like head and answered in her clear voice that made her few schoolmates present gasp with admiration. I will. And the dear old minister's wife, sitting sweet and dove-like in her soft gray poplin, fine white kerchief and cap of book muslin, smiled to herself at the music in Marsha's voice and nodded approval. She felt that all was well with her little friend. They waited those astonished people till the ceremony was concluded and the prayer over, and then they broke forth. There had been lifted brows and looks passing from one to another of question, of disclaiming any knowledge in the matter, and just as soon as the minister turned and took the bride's hand to congratulate her, the heads bent together behind fans and the soft buzz of whispers began. What does it mean? Where is Kate? She isn't in the room. Did he change his mind at the last minute? How old is Marsha? Mercy mean nothing but a child. Are you sure? Why my Marianne is older than that by three months, and she is no more able to become mistress of a home than a nine days old kitten. Are you sure it's Marsha? Didn't the minister make a mistake in the name? It looked to me like Kate. Look again. She's put her veil back. No, it can't be. Yes, it is. No, it looks like Kate. Her hair's done the same, but no, Kate never had such a sweet innocent look as that. Why when she was a child, her face always had a sharpness to it. Look at Marsha's eyes, poor lamb. I don't see how her father could bear it, and she's so young. But Kate, where can she be? What has happened? You don't say. Yes, I did see that captain about again last week or so. Do you believe it? Surely she never would. Who told you? Was he sure? But Maria and Janet are bridesmaids, and they didn't see any signs of anything. They were over here yesterday. Yes, Kate showed them everything, and planned how they would all walk in. No, she didn't do anything queer, for Janet would have mentioned it. Janet always sees everything. Well, they say he's a good man, and Marsha'll be well provided for. Madame Skyler will be relieved about that. Marsha can't ever lead her the dance Kate has among the young men. How white he looks! Do you suppose he loves her? What on earth can it all mean? Do you suppose Kate feels bad? Where is she anyway? Wouldn't she come down? Well, if it was his choosing, it serves her right. She's too much of a flirt for a good man, and maybe he found her out. She's probably got just what she deserves, and I think Marsha'll make a good little wife. She always was a quiet grown-up child, and Madame Skyler has trained her well. But what will Kate do now? Hush, they are coming this way. How do you suppose we can find out? Go ask Cousin Janet. Perhaps they've told her, or Aunt Polly. Surely she knows. But Aunt Polly sat with pursed lips of disapproval. She had not been told, and it was her prerogative to know everything. She always made a point of being on hand early at all funerals and weddings, especially in the family circle, and learning the utmost details which she dispensed at her discretion to latecomers in fine sepulchral whispers. Now she sat silent, disgraced, unable to explain a thing. It was unhandsome of Sarah Skyler, she felt, though no more than she might have expected of her, she told herself. She had never liked her. Well, wait until her opportunity came. If they did not wish her to say the truth, she must say something. She could at least tell what she thought, and what more natural than to let it be known that Sarah Skyler had always held a dislike for Marsha, and to suggest that it was likely she was glad to get her off her hands. Aunt Polly meant to find a trail somewhere, no matter how many times they threw her off the scent. Meantime for Marsha, the sun seemed to have shined out once more with something of its old brightness. The terrible deed of self-reunciation was over, and familiar faces actually were smiling upon her and wishing her joy. She felt the flutter of her heart in her throat beneath the string of pearls, and wondered if after all she might hope for a little happiness of her own. She could climb no more fences, nor wait in gurgling brooks, but might there not be other happy things as good? A little touch of the pride of life had settled upon her. The relatives were coming with pleasant words and kisses. The blushes upon her cheeks were growing deeper. She almost forgot David in the pretty excitement. A few of her girlfriends ventured shyly near, as one might look at a mate suddenly and unexpectedly translated into eternal bliss. They put out cold fingers in salute with distant, stiff phrases belonging to the grown-up world. Not one of them, save Marianne, dared recognize their former bond of playmates. Marianne leaned down and whispered with a giggle, Say, you didn't need to envy Kate, did you? My, ain't you in clover? Say, Marsh, wistfully, do invite me for a visit some time, won't you? Now Marianne was not quite on a par with the Skylers socially, and had it not been for a distant mutual relative, she would not have been asked to the wedding. Marsha never liked her very much, but now, with the uncertain, dim future, it seemed pleasant and home-like to think of a visit from Marianne, and she nodded and said childishly, Some time, Marianne, if I can. Marianne squeezed her hand, kissed her, blushed, and giggled herself out of the way of the next comer. They went out to the dining-room and sat around the long table. It was Marsh's timid hand that cut the bride-cake, and all the room full watched her. Seeing the pretty color come and go in her excited cheeks, they wondered that they had never noticed before how beautiful Marsha was growing, a handsome couple they would make, and they looked from Marsha to David and back again, wondering and trying to fathom the mystery. It was gradually stealing about the company the truth about Kate and Captain Leavenworth. The minister had told it in his sad and gentle way, just the facts, no gossip. Naturally everyone was bristling with questions, but not much could be got from the minister. I really do not know, he would say in his courteous old-worldly way, and few dared ask further. Perhaps the minister, wise by reason of much experience, had taken care to ask as few questions as possible himself, and not to know too much before undertaking this task for his old friend the squire. And so Kate's marriage went into the annals of the village, at least so far as that morning was concerned, quietly and with little exclamation before the family. The squire and his wife controlled their faces wonderfully. There was an austerity about the squire as he talked with his friends that was new to his pleasant face, but Madame conversed with her usual placid self-poise and never gave cause for conjecture as to her true feelings. There were some who dared to offer their surprised condolences. To such the stepmother replied that, of course, the outcome of events had been a sore trial to the squire and all of them, but they were delighted at the happy arrangement that had been made. She glanced contentedly toward the child-bride. It was a revelation to the whole village that Marcia had grown up and was so handsome. Dismay filled the breasts of the village gossips. They had been defrauded. Here was a fine scandal which they had failed to discover in time and spread abroad in its due course. Everybody was shy of speaking to the bride. She sat in her lovely finery like some wild rose caught as a sacrifice. Yet everyone admitted that she might have done far worse. David was a good man with prospects far beyond most young men of his time. However, he was known to have a brilliant mind, and the career he had chosen, that of journalism in which he was already making his mark, was one that promised to be lucrative as well as influential. It was all very hurried at the last. Madame Schuyler and Dolly the maid helped her off with the satin and lace finery, and she was soon out of her bridal attire in struggling with the intricacies of Kate's traveling costume. Marsha was not Marsha any longer but Mrs. David's baffled. She had been made to feel the new name almost at once, and it gave her a sense of masquerading, pleasant enough for the time being, but with a dim foreboding of nameless dread and emptiness for the future, like all masquerading which must end some time. And when the mask was taken off, how sad if one is not to find one's real self again, or worse still, if one may never remove the mask, but must grow to it and be it from the soul. All this Marsha felt but dimly, of course, for she was young and light-hearted naturally, and the excitement and pretty things about her could not but be pleasant. To have Kate's friends stand about her, half shyly trying to joke with her as they might have done with Kate, to feel their admiring glances and half envious references to her handsome husband almost intoxicated her for the moment. Her cheeks grew rosier as she tied on Kate's pretty poke bonnet whose knotting blue flowers had been brought over from Paris by a friend of Kate's. It seemed a shame that Kate should not have her things after all. The pleasure died out of Marsha's eyes as she carefully looped the soft blue ribbons under her round chin and drew on Kate's long gloves. There was no use denying the fact that Kate's outfit was becoming to Marsha, for she had that complexion that looks well with any color under the sun, though in blue she was not at her best. When Marsha was ready she stood back from the little looking glass with a frightened half-childish gaze about the room. Now that the last minute was come, there was no one to understand Marsha's feelings nor help her. Even the girls were merely standing there waiting to say the last formal farewell that they might be free to burst into an astonished chatter of exclamations over Kate's romantic disappearance. They were Kate's friends, not Marsha's, and they were bidding Kate's clothes goodbye for want of the original bride. Marsha's friends were too young and too shy to do more than stand back in awe and gaze at their mate so suddenly promoted to a life which but yesterday had seemed years away for any of them. So Marsha walked alone down the hall, yet no, not all the way alone. A little wrinkled hand was laid upon her gloved one, and a little old lady, her true friend, the minister's wife, walked down the stairs with the bride arm in arm. Marsha's heart fluttered back to warmth again and was glad for her friend, yet all she said was, my dear. But there was that in her touch and the tone of her gentle voice that comforted Marsha. She stood at the edge of the steps, with her white hair shining in the morning, her kind-faced husband just behind her during all the farewell, and Marsha felt happier because of her motherly presence. The guests were all out on the piazza in the gorgeousness of the summer morning. David stood on the flagging below the step beside the open coach door, a carriage lap-robe over his arm and his hat on, ready. He was talking with the squire. Everyone was looking at them, and they were entirely conscious of the fact. They laughed and talked with studied pleasantness, though there seemed to be an undertone of sadness that the most obtuse guest could not fail to detect. Harriet, as a small flower girl, stood upon the broad low step, ready to fling posies before the bride, as she stepped into the coach. The little boys, to whom a wedding merely meant a delightful increase of opportunities, stood behind a pillar munching cake, more of which protruded from their bulging pockets. Marsha, with a lump in her throat that threatened tears, slipped behind the people, caught the two little step-brothers in her arms, and smothered them with kisses amid their loud protestations and the laughter of those who stood about. But the little skirmish had served to hide the tears, and the bride came back most decorously to where her stepmother stood awaiting her with a smile of complacent, almost completed, duty upon her face. She wore the sense of having carried off a trying situation in a most creditable manner, and she knew she had won the respect and awe of every matron present thereby. That was a great deal to Madam Skyler. The stepmother's arms were around her, and Marsha remembered how kindly they had felt when they first classed her little body years ago, and she had been kissed and told to be a good little girl. She had always liked her stepmother. And now, as she came to say goodbye to the only mother she had ever known, who had been a true mother to her in many ways, her young heart almost gave way, and she longed to hide in that ample bosom and stay under the wing of one who had so ably led her thus far along the path of life. Perhaps Madam Skyler felt the clinging of the girl's arms about her, and perchance her heart rebuked her that she had let so young and inexperienced a girl go out into the cares of life all of a sudden in this way. At least she stooped and kissed Marsha again and whispered, You have been a good girl, Marsha. Afterwards Marsha cherished that sentence among memories dearest treasures. It seemed as though it meant she had fulfilled her stepmother's first command given on the night when her father brought home their new mother. Then the flowers were thrown upon the pavement to make it bright for the bride. She was handed into the coach behind the white-haired Negro coachman, and by his side Kate's fine new-haired trunk. Ah, that was a bitter touch. Kate's trunk, Kate's things, Kate's husband, if it had only been her own little moth-eaten trunk that had belonged to her mother and filled with her own things, and if he had only been her own husband, yet she wanted no other than David, only if he could have been her David. Then Madame Schuyler, her heart still troubled about Marsha, stepped down and whispered, David, you will remember she is young. You will deal gently with her? Gravely David bent his head and answered, I will remember. She shall not be troubled. I will care for her as I would care for my own sister. And Madame Schuyler turned away half satisfied. After all, was that what woman wanted? Would she have been satisfied to have been cared for as a sister? Then Gravely, with his eyes half unseeing her, the father kissed his daughter goodbye. David got into the coach. The door was slammed shut, and the white horses arched their necks and stepped away amid a shower of rice and slippers. End of Chapter 6 Chapter 7 of Marsha Schuyler by Grace Livingston Hill Chapter 7 For some distance the way was lined with people they knew, servants in negroes standing about the driveway and outside the fence, people of the village grouped along the sidewalk, everybody out upon their doorsteps to watch the coach go by, and to all the face of the bride was a puzzle and a surprise. They half expected to see another coach coming with the other bride behind. Marsha nodded brightly to those she knew and threw flowers from the great nose-gay that had been put upon her lap by Harriet. She felt for a few minutes like a girl in a fairy tale riding in this fine coach in grand attire. She stole a look at David. He certainly looked like a prince, but gravity was already settling about his mouth. Would he always look so now, she wondered. Would he never laugh and joke again as he used to do? Could she manage to make him happy sometimes for a little while and help him forget? Down through the village they passed, in front of the store and post office, where Marsha had bought her frock but three days before, and they turned up the road she had come with Marianne. How long ago that seemed! How light her heart was then, and how young! While life was before her with its delightful possibilities. Now it seemed to have closed for her and she was someone else. A great ache came upon her heart. For a moment she longed to jump down and run away from the coach and David and the new clothes that were not hers, away from the new life that had been planned for someone else which she must live now. She must always be a woman, never a girl any more. Out past Granny McVanes they drove, the old lady sitting upon her front porch, knitting endless stockings. She stared mildly, unrecognizingly at Marsha, and paused in her rocking to crane her neck after the coach. The tall corn rustled and waved green arms to them as they passed, and the cows looked up munching from the pasture in mild surprise at the turn out. The little coach dog stepped aside from the road to give them a bark as he passed, and then pattered and pattered his tiny feet to catch up. The old schoolhouse came in sight with its worn playground and dejected summer air, and Marsha's eyes searched out the window where she used to sit to eat her lunch in winters, and the tree under which she used to sit in summers, and the path by which she and Mary Ann used to wander down to the brook or go in search of butternuts, even the old doorknob that her hand would probably never grasp again. She searched them all out and bade them goodbye with her eyes. Then once she turned a little to see if she could catch a glimpse of the old blackboard through the window where she and Susanna Brown and Miller Thompson used to do arithmetic samples. The dust of the coach or the bees in the sunshine or something in her eyes blurred her vision. She could only see a long slant ray of a sunbeam crossing the wall where she knew it must be. Then the road wound around through a maple grove and the school was lost to view. They passed the south meadow belonging to the Westons, and Hanford was plowing. Marsha could see him stop to wipe the perspiration from his brow, and her heart warmed even to this boy admirer now that she was going from him forever. Hanford had caught sight of the coach, and he turned to watch it, thinking to see Kate sitting in the bride's place. He wondered if the bride would notice him, and turned a deeper red under his heavy coat of tan. And the bride did notice him. She smiled the sweetest smile the boy had ever seen upon her face, the smile he had dreamed of as he thought of her at night sitting under the stars all alone by his father's gatepost, whittling the crossbar of the gate. For a moment he forgot that it was the bridal party passing, forgot the stern-faced bridegroom, and saw only Marsha, his girl love. His heart stood still, and a bright light of response filled his eyes. He took off his wide straw hat and bowed her reverence. He would have called to her and tried three times, but his dry throat gave forth no utterance, and when he looked again, the coach was past, and only the flutter of a white handkerchief came back to him and told him the beginning of the truth. Then the poor boy's face grew white, yes, white and stricken under the tan. And he tottered to the roadside and sat down with his face in his hands to try and comprehend what it might mean, while the old horse dragged the plow whither he would in search of a bite of tender grass. What could it mean, and why did Marsha occupy that place beside the stranger, obviously the bridegroom? Was she going on a visit? He had heard of no such plan. Where was her sister? Would there be another coach presently, and was this man then not the bridegroom, but merely a friend of the family? Of course, that must be it. He got up and staggered to the fence to look down the road, but no one came by saved the jogging old gray and cariol with Aunt Polly, grim and offended, and Uncle Joab meek and depressed beside her. Could he have missed the bridal carriage when he was at the other end of the lot? Could they have gone another way? He had a half a mind to call to Uncle Joab to inquire, only he was a timid boy, and shrank back until it was too late. But why had Marsha, as she rode away, wafted that strange farewell that had in it the familiarity of the final? And why did he feel so strange and weak in his knees? Marsha was to help his mother next week at the Quilting Bee. She had not gone away to stay, of course. He got up and tried to whistle, and turned the furrows evenly as before, but his heart was heavy, and, try as he could, he could not understand the feeling that kept telling him Marsha was gone out of his life forever. At last his day's work was done, and he could hasten to the house. Without waiting for his supper, he slicked up, as he called it, and went at once to the village, where he learned the bitter truth. It was Mary Ann who told him. Mary Ann, the plain, the awkward, who secretly admired Hanford Weston as she might have admired an angel, and who as little expected him to speak to her as if he had been one. Mary Ann stood by her front gate in the dusk of the summer evening, the halo of her unusual wedding finery upon her, for she had taken advantage of being dressed up to make two or three visits since the wedding, and so prolonged the holiday. The light of the sunset softened her plain features, and gave her a gentler look than was her wand. Was that it, and an air of lonesomeness akin to his own that made Hanford stop and speak to her? And then she told him, she could not keep it in long. It was the wonder of her life, and it filled her so that her thought had no room for anything else. To think of Marsha taking in a day gone from their midst forever, gone to be a grown-up woman in a new world, it was as strange as sudden death, and almost as terrible and beautiful. There were tears in her eyes, and in the eyes of the boy, as they spoke about the one who was gone, and the kind dusk hid the sight so that neither knew, but each felt a subtle sympathy with the other, and before Hanford started upon his desolate way home under the burden of his first sorrow, he took Mary Ann's slim bony hand in his, and said quite stiffly, Well, good night, Miss Mary Ann, I'm glad you told me. And Mary Ann responded, with a deep blush under her freckles in the dark, good night, Mr. Weston, and call again. Something of the sympathy lingered with the boy as he went on his way, and he was not without a certain sort of comfort, while Mary Ann climbed to her little chamber in the loft with a new wonder to dream over. Meanwhile, the coach drove on, and Marsha passed from her childhood's home into the great world of men and women, changes, heartbreakings, sorrows, and joys. David spoke to her kindly now and then, asked if she was comfortable if she would prefer to change seats with him, if the cushions were right, and if she had forgotten anything. He seemed nervous and anxious to have this part of the journey over, and asked the coachmen frequent questions about the horses and the speed they could make. Marsha thought she understood that he was longing to get away from the painful reminder of what he had expected to be a joyful trip, and her young heart pitied him, while yet it felt an undertone of hurt for herself. She found so much unadulterated joy in this charming ride with the beautiful horses in this luxurious coach that she could not bear to have it spoiled by the thought that only David's sadness and pain had made it possible for her. Constantly as the scene changed and new sights came upon her view, she had to restrain herself from crying out with happiness over the beauty and calling David's attention. Once she did point out a bird just leaving a stalk of golden rod, it's light touch making the spray to bow and bend. David had looked with unseeing eyes and smiled with uncomprehending ascent. Marsha felt she might as well have been talking to herself. He was not even the old friend and brother he used to be. She drew a gentle little sigh and wished this might have been only a happy ride with the ending at home and a longer girlhood uncrossed by this wall of trouble that Kate had put up in a night for them all. The coach came at last to the town where they were to stop for dinner and a change of horses. Marsha looked about with interest at the houses, streets, and people. There were two girls of about her own age with long hair braided down their backs. They were walking with arms about each other as she and Mary Ann had often done. She wondered if any such sudden changes might be coming to them as had come into her life. They turned and looked at her curiously, enviously it seemed, as the coach drew up to the tavern and she was helped out with ceremony, doubtless they thought of her as she had thought of Kate but last week. She was shown into the dim parlor of the tavern and seated in a stiff haircloth chair. It was all new and strange and delightful. Before a high-guilt mirror set on great-glass knobs like rosettes, she smoothed her wind-blown hair and looked back at the reflection of her strange self with startled eyes. Even her face seemed changed. She knew her bonnet and arrangement of hair were becoming but she felt unacquainted with them and wished for her own modest braids and plain bonnet. Even a sun bonnet would have been welcome and would have made her feel more like herself. David did not see how pretty she looked when he came to take her to the dining-room ten minutes later. His eyes were looking into the hard future and he was stealing himself against the glances of others. He must be the model bride-groom in the sight of all who knew him. His pride bore him out in this. He had acquaintances all along the way home. They were expecting the bridal party for David had arranged that a fine dinner should be ready for his bride. Fine it was, with the best cooking and table-service the mistress of the tavern could command, and with many a little touch knew and strange to Marcia and therefore interesting. It was all a lovely play till she looked at David. David ate but little and Marcia felt that she must hurry through the meal for his sake. Then when the carry-all was ready he put her in and they drove away. His keen intuition told her how many little things had been thought of and planned for for the comfort of the one who was to have taken this journey with David. Gradually the thought of how terrible it was for him and how dreadful of Kate to have brought this sorrow upon him overcame all other thoughts. Sitting thus quietly with her hands folded tight in the faded bunch of roses little Harriet had given her at parting the last remaining of the flowers she had carried with her, Marcia let the tears come. Silently they flowed in gentle rain, and had not David been born down with the thought of his own sorrow he must have noticed long before he did the sadness of the sweet young face beside him. But she turned away from him as much as possible that he might not see, and so they must have driven for half an hour through a dim sweet wood before he happened to catch a sight of the tear-wet face and knew suddenly that there were other troubles in the world beside his own. Why, child, what is the matter? He said, turning to her with grave concern. Are you so tired? I'm afraid I have been very dull company with a sigh. You must forgive me, child, to-day. Oh, David, don't, said Marcia, putting her face down into her hands and crying now regardless of the roses. I do not want you to think of me. It is dreadful, dreadful for you. I am so sorry for you. I wish I could do something. Dear child, he said, putting his hand upon hers, bless you for that, but do not let your heart be troubled about me. Try to forget me and be happy. It is not for you to bear this trouble. But I must bear it, said Marcia, sitting up and trying to stop crying. She was my sister, and she did an awful thing. I cannot forget it. How could she? How could she do it? How could she leave a man like you that— Marcia stopped, her brown eyes flashing fiercely as she thought of Captain Leavenworth's hateful look at her that night in the moonlight. She shuddered and hid her face in her hands once more, and cried with all the fervor of her young and undisciplined soul. David did not know what to do with a young woman in tears. Had it been Kate, his alarm would have vied with a delicious sense of his own power to comfort, but even the thought of comforting anyone but Kate was now a bitter thing. Was it always going to be so? Would he always have to start and shrink with sudden remembrance of his pain at every turn of his way? He drew a deep sigh and looked helplessly at his companion. Then he did a hard thing. He tried to justify Kate, just as he had been trying all the morning to justify her to himself. The odd thing about it all was that the very deepest sting of his sorrow was that Kate could have done this thing, his peerless Kate. She cared for him. He breathed the words as if they hurt him. She should have told you so before then. She should not have let you think she cared for you ever, said Marcia fiercely. Strangely enough, the plain truth was bitter to the man to hear, although he had been feeling it in his soul ever since they had discovered the flight of the bride. Perhaps there was too much pressure brought to bear upon her. He said lamely. Looking back, I can see times when she did not second me with regard to hurrying the marriage so warmly as I could have wished. I laid it to her shyness, yet she seemed happy when we met. Did you—did she—have you any idea she had been planning this for long, or was it sudden? The words were out now, the thing he longed to know. It had been writing its fiery way through his soul. Did she meant to torture him this way all along, or was it the yielding to a sudden impulse that perhaps she had already repented? He looked at Marcia with piteous, almost pleading eyes, and her tortured young soul would have given anything to have been able to tell him what he wanted to know, yet she could not help him. She knew no more than he. She studied her own nerves and tried to tell all she knew or surmised, tried her best to reveal Kate in her true character before him. Not that she wished to speak ill of her sister, only that she would be true and give this lover a chance to escape some of the pain if possible by seeing the real Kate as she was at home without varnish or fur bellows. Yet she reflected that those who knew Kate's shallowness well still loved her in spite of it, and always bowed to her wishes. Only their talks subsided into deep silence once more, broken only by the jog-trot of the horse or the stray note of some bird. The road wound into the woods with its fragrant sense of hemlocks bruised in wintergreen and out into a broad, hot, sunny way. The bees hummed in the flowers, and the grasshoppers sang hotly along the side of the dusty road. Over the whole earth there seemed to be the sound of a soft simmering, as if nature were boiling down her sweets the better to keep them during the winter. The strain of the day's excitement and hurry and the weariness of sorrow were beginning to tell upon the two travelers. The road was heavy with dust, and the horse plotted monotonously through it. With the drone of the insects and the glare of the afternoon sun it was not strange that little by little a great drowsiness came over Marcia, and her head began to droop like a poor wilted flower until she was fast asleep. David noticed that she slept and drew her head against his shoulder that she might rest more comfortably. Then he settled back to his own pain, a deeper pain coming as he thought how different it would have been if the head resting against his shoulder had been golden instead of brown. Then soon he too fell asleep, and the old horse going slow and yet more slowly, finding no urging voice behind her and seeing no need to hurry herself, came at last on the way to the shade of an apple tree and halted, finding it a pleasant place to remain and think until the heat of the afternoon was passed. A while she ate the tender grass that grew beneath the generous shade and nipped daintily at an apple or two that hung with intemping reach. Then she too drooped her white lashes and knotted and drooped and took an afternoon nap. A farmer, trundling by in his empty hay wagon, found them so, looked curiously at them, then drew up his team and came and prodded David in the chest with his long hickory stick. Wake up there, stranger, and move on! He called as he jumped back into his wagon and took up the reins. We don't want no tipsy folks around these parts. And with a loud clatter he rode on. David, whose strong temperance principles had made him somewhat marked in his own neighborhood, roused and flushed over the insinuation and started up the lazy horse which flung out guiltily upon the way as if to make up for lost time. The driver, however, was soon lost in his own troubles, which returned upon him with redoubled sharpness as new sorrow always does after brief sleep. But Marcia slept on. 8 Owing to the horses napped by the roadside, it was quite late in the evening when they reached the town and David saw the lights of his own neighborhood gleaming in the distance. He was glad it was late, for now there would be no one to meet them that night. His friends would think, perhaps, that they had changed their plans and stopped overnight on the way or met with some detention. Marcia still slept. David as he drew near the house began to feel that perhaps he had made a mistake in carrying out this marriage just as if nothing had happened and everything was all right. It would be too great a strain upon him to live there in that house without Kate and come home every night just as he had planned it and not to find her there to greet him as he had hoped. O, if he might even turn now and flee from it out into the wilderness somewhere and hide himself from humankind where no one would know and no one would ever ask him about his wife. He groaned in spirit as the horse drew up to the door and the heavy head of the sweet girl who was his wife reminded him that he could not go away but must stay and face the responsibilities of life which he had taken upon himself and bear the pain that was his. It was not the fault of the girl he had married. She sorrowed for him truly and he felt deeply grateful for the great thing she had done to save his pride. He leaned over and touched her shoulder gently to rouse her, but her sleep was deep and healthy, the sleep of exhausted youth. She did not rouse nor even open her eyes, but murmured half audibly, David has come, Kate, hurry. Half guessing what had happened the night he arrived, David stooped and tenderly gathered her up in his arms. He felt a bond of kindness far deeper than brotherly love. David was a bond of common suffering and by her own choice she had made herself his comrade in his trouble. He would at least save her what suffering he could. She did not waken as he carried her into the house nor when he took her upstairs and laid her gently upon the white bed that had been prepared for the bridal chamber. The moonlight stole in at the small pained windows and fell across the floor, showing every object in the room plainly. David lighted a candle and set it upon the high mahogany chest of drawers. The light flickered and played over the sweet face and Marsha slept on. David went downstairs and put up the horse and then returned, but Marsha had not stirred. He stood a moment looking at her helplessly. It did not seem right to leave her this way and yet it was a pity to disturb her sleep. She seemed so weary. It had been a long ride and the day had been filled with unwanted excitement. He felt it himself and what must it be for her? She was a woman. David had the old-fashioned gallant idea of woman. Clumsily he untied the gay blue ribbons and pulled the jaunty poke bonnet out of her way. The luxuriant hair, unused to the confinement of combs, fell rich about her sleep-flushed face. Contentedly she nestled down, the bonnet out of her way, her red lips parted the least bit with a half-smile. The black lashes lying long upon her rosy cheek, one childish hand upon which gleamed the new wedding-ring, that was not hers, lying relaxed and appealing upon her breast, rising and falling with her breath. A lovely bride. David, stern, true, pained and appreciative, suddenly awakened to what a dreadful thing he had done. Here was this lovely woman, her womanhood not yet unfolded from the bud, but lovely in promise even as her sister had been in truth. Her charms, her dreams, her woman's ways, her love, her very life, taken by him as ruthlessly and as thoughtlessly as though she had been but a wax doll, and put into a home where she could not possibly be what she ought to be, because the place belonged to another. Thrown away upon a man without a heart, that was what she was, a sacrifice to his pride. There was no other way to put it. It fairly frightened him to think of the promises he had made. Love, honor, cherish—yes, all those he had promised. And in a way he could perform, but not in the sense that the wedding ceremony had meant, not in the way in which he would have performed them, had the bride been Kate, the choice of his love. Oh, why, why had this awful thing come upon him? And now his conscience told him that he had done wrong to take the girl away from the possibilities of joy in the life that might have been hers, and sacrifice her for the sake of saving his own sufferings, and to keep his friends from knowing that the girl he was to marry had jilted him. As he stood before the lovely defenseless girl, her very beauty and innocence arraigned him. He felt that God would hold him accountable for the act he had so thoughtlessly committed that day, and a burden of responsibility settled upon his weight of sorrow that made him groan aloud. For a moment his soul cried out against it in rebellion. Why could he not have loved this sweet self-sacrificing girl instead of her fickle sister? Why, why? She might perhaps have loved him in return, but now nothing could ever be. Earth was filled with a black sorrow, and life henceforth meant renunciation, and one long struggle to hide his trouble from the world. With the girl whom he had selfishly drawn into the darkness of his sorrow with him, she must not be made to suffer more than he could help. He must try to make her happy, and keep her as much as possible from knowing what she had missed by coming with him. His lips set in stern resolve, and a purpose, half prayer, went up on record before God that he would save her as much as he knew how. Being helpless so, she appealed to him, asking nothing she yet demanded all from him in the name of true chivalry. How readily had she given up all for him! How sweetly she had said she would fill the place left vacant by her sister just to save him pain and humiliation! A desire to stoop and kiss the fair face came to him, not for affection's sake, but reverently, as if to render to her before God some fitting sign that he knew and understood her act of self-sacrifice and would not presume upon it. Slowly, as though he were performing a religious ceremony, a sacred duty laid upon him on high, David stooped over her, bringing his face to the gentle sleeping one. Her sweet breath fanned his cheek like the most imperceptible fragrance of a bud not fully opened yet to give forth its sweetness to the world. His soul, awake and keen through the thoughts that had just come to him, gave homage to her sweetness, sadly, wistfully, half wishing his spirit free to gather this sweetness for his own. And so he brought his lips to hers and kissed her his bride, yet not his bride, kissed her for the second time. That thought came to him with the touch of the warm lips and startled him. Had there been something significant in the fact that he had met Marcia first and kissed her instead of Kate by mistake? It seemed as though the sleeping lips clung to his lingering lee, and half responded to the kiss, as Marcia in her dreams lived over again the kiss she had received by her father's gate in the moonlight. Only the dream-lover was her own and not another's. David, as he lifted up his head and looked at her gravely, saw a half-smile illuminating her lips, as if the sleeping soul within had felt the touch and answered to the call. With a deep sigh he turned away, blew out the candle, and left her with the moon-beams in her chamber. He walked sadly to a rear room of the house and lay down upon the bed, his whole soul crying out in agony at his miserable state. Kate, the careless one, who had made all this heartbreak and misery, had quarreled with her husband already, because he did not further some expensive whim of hers. She had told him she was sorry she had not stayed where she was and carried on her marriage with David as she had planned to do. Now she sat sulkily in her room alone, too angry to sleep, while her husband smoked sullenly in the bar room below and drank frequent glasses of brandy to fortify himself against Kate's moods. Kate was considering whether or not she had been a fool in marrying the captain instead of David, though she called herself by a much milder word than that. The romance was already worn away. She wished for her trunk and her pretty furblows. Her father's word of reconciliation would doubtless come in a few days, also the trunks. After all, there was intense satisfaction to Kate in having broken all bounds and done as she pleased. Of course it would have been a bit more comfortable if David had not been so absurdly and earnest and believed in her so thoroughly. But it was nice to have someone believe in you no matter what you did, and David would always do that. It began to look doubtful if the captain would. But David would never marry, she was sure, and perhaps by and by, when everything had been forgotten and forgiven, she might establish a pleasant relationship with him again. It would be charming to coquette with him. He made love so earnestly, and his great eyes were so handsome when he looked at one with his whole soul in them. Yes, she certainly must keep in with him, for it would be good to have a friend like that when her husband was off at sea with his ship. Now that she was a married woman, she would be free from all such childish trammels as being guarded at home and never going anywhere alone. She could go to New York, and she would let David know where she was, and he would come up on business and perhaps take her to the theatre. To be sure, she had heard David express views about theatre going, and she knew he was as much of a church man almost as her father. But she was sure she could coax him to do anything for her, and she had always wanted to go to the theatre. His groupals might be strong, but she knew his love for her and thought it was stronger. She had read in his eyes that it would never fail her. Yes, she thought, she would begin at once to make a friend of David. She would write him a letter asking forgiveness, and then she would keep him under her influence. There was no telling what might happen with her husband off at Zee so much. It was well to be foresighted, besides it would be wholesome for the captain to know she had another friend. He might be less stubborn. What a nuisance that the marriage vows had to be taken for life! It would be so much nicer if they could be put off as easily as they were put on. Rather hard on some women, perhaps, but she could keep any man as long as she chose, and then she snapped her pretty thumb and finger in the air to express her utter disdain for the man whom she chose to cast off. It seemed that Kate, in running away from her father's house, and her betrothed bridegroom, and breaking the laws of respectable society, had with that act given over all attempted any principle. So she set herself down to write her letter with a pout here and a dimple there, and as much pretty gentleness as if she had been talking with her own bewitching face and eyes quite near to his. She knew she could bewitch him if she chose, and she was in the mood just now to choose very much, for she was deeply angry with her husband. She had ever been utterly heartless when she pleased, knowing that it needed but her returning smile, sweet as a main morning, to bring her much abused subjects fondly to her feet once more. It did not strike her that this time she had sinned not only against her friends, but against heaven and God-given love, and that a time of reckoning must come to her, had come indeed. She had never believed they would be angry with her, her father least of all. She had no thought they would do anything desperate. She had expected the wedding would be put off indefinitely, that the servants would be sent out hither and yon in hot haste to unbid the guests upon some pretext of accident or illness, and that it would be left to rest until the village had ceased to wonder, and her real marriage with Captain Leavenworth could be announced. She had counted upon David to stand up for her. She had not understood how her father's righteous soul would be stirred to the depths of shame and utter disgrace over her wanton action. Not that she would have been in the least deterred from doing as she pleased had she understood, only that she counted upon two great power with all of them. When the letter was written it sounded quite pathetic and penitent, putting all the blame of her action upon her husband, and making herself out of poor, helpless, sweet thing bewildered by so much love put upon her, and suggesting, just a hint, that perhaps after all she had made a mistake not to have kept David's love instead of the wilder, fiercer one. She ended by begging David to be her friend for ever, and leaving an impression with him, though it was but slight, that already shadows had crossed her path that made her feel his friendship might be needed some day. It was a letter calculated to drive such a lover as David had been, half mad with anguish, even without the fact of his hasty marriage added to the situation. And in due time, by coach, the letter came to David. CHAPTER IX The morning sunbeams fell across the floor when Marcia awoke suddenly to a sense of her new surroundings. For a moment she could not think where she was nor how she came there. She looked about the unfamiliar walls covered with paper decorated in landscapes, a hill in the distance, with a tall castle among the trees, a blue lake in the foreground, and two maidens sitting pensively upon a green bank with their arms about one another. Marcia liked it. She felt there was a story in it. She would like to imagine about the lives of those two girls when she had more time. There were no pictures in the room to mar those upon the paper, but the walls did not look bare. Everything was new and stiff and needed a woman's hand to bring the little homey touches, but the newness was a delight to the girl. It was as good as the time when she was a little girl and played house with Mary Ann down on the old flat stone in the pasture with acorns for cups and saucers, and bits of broken china carefully treasured upon the mossy shelves in among the roots of the old elm tree that arched over the stone. She was stiff from the long ride, but her sleep had wonderfully refreshed her, and now she was ready to go to work. She wondered as she rose how she got upon that bed, how the blue bonnet got untied and laid across the chair beside her. Surely she could not have done it herself and have no memory of it. Had she walked upstairs herself, or did someone carry her? Did David perhaps? Good kind, David! A bird hopped upon the window seat and trilled a song, perked his head knowingly at her and flitted away. Marcia went to the window to look after him and was held by the new sights that met her gaze. She could catch glimpses of houses through bowers of vines and smoke rising from chimneys. She wondered who lived near and if there were girls who would prove pleasant companions. Then she suddenly remembered that she was a girl no longer and must associate with married women hereafter. Then suddenly the clock on the church steeple across the way warned her that it was late, and with a sense of deserving reprimand, she hurried downstairs. The fire was already lighted and David had brought in fresh water. So much his intuition had told him was necessary. He had been brought up by three maiden aunts who thought that a man in the kitchen was out of his sphere, so the kitchen was an unknown quantity to him. Marcia entered the room as if she were not quite certain of her welcome. She was coming into a kingdom she only half understood. Good morning! She said shyly and a lovely color stole into her cheeks. Once more David's conscience smote him as her waking beauty intensified the impression made the night before. Good morning! He said gravely, studying her face as he might have studied some poor wave whom he had unknowingly run over in the night and picked up to resuscitate. Are you rested? You were very tired last night. What a baby I was, said Marcia deprecatingly, with a soft little gurgle of a laugh like a merry brook. David was amazed to find she had two dimples located about as Cates were, only deeper and more gentle in their expression. Did I sleep all the afternoon after we left the canal? And did you have hard work to get me into the house and upstairs? You slept most soundly, said David, smiling in spite of his heavy heart. It seemed a pity to waken you, so I did the next best thing and put you to bed as well as I knew how. It was very good of you, said Marcia, coming over to him with her hands clasped earnestly, and I don't know how to thank you. There was something quaint and old-fashioned in her way of speaking, and it struck David pitifully that she should be thanking her husband, the man who had pledged himself to care for her all his life. It seemed that everywhere he turned his conscience would be continually reproaching him. It was a dainty breakfast to which they presently sat down. There was plenty of bread and fresh butter just from the hands of the best butter maker in the county. The eggs had been laid the day before, and the bacon was browned just right. Marcia well knew how to make coffee. There was cream rich and yellow as ever came from the cows at home, and there were blackberries as large and fine every bit as those Marcia picked but a few days before for the purchase of her pink-sprigged chins. David watched her deft movements, and all at once keen smiting conscience came to remind him that Marcia was defrauded of all the loving interchange of mirth that would have been if Kate had been here. Also keen or still, the thought that Kate had not wanted it, that she had preferred the love of another man to his, and that these joys had not been held in dear anticipation with her as they had with him. He had been a fool. All these months of waiting for his marriage he had thought that he and Kate held feelings in common, joys and hopes and tender thoughts of one another. And behold, he was having these feelings all to himself, full and blind that he was. A bitter sigh came to his lips, and Marcia, eager in the excitement of getting her first breakfast upon her own responsibility, heard and forgot to smile over the completed work. She could hardly eat what she had prepared. Her heart felt David's sadness so keenly. Shiley she poured the amber coffee and passed it to David. She was pleased that he drank it eagerly and passed his cup back for more. He ate but little, but seemed to approve of all she had done. After breakfast David went down to the office. He had told Marcia that he would step over and tell his aunts of their arrival, and they would probably come over in the course of the day to greet her. He would be back to dinner at twelve. He suggested that she spend her time in resting, as she must be weary yet. Then hesitating he went out and closed the door behind him. He waited again on the door stone outside and opened the door to ask, You won't be lonesome, will you, child? He had the feeling of troubled responsibility upon him. Oh, no, said Marcia brightly, smiling back. She thought it so kind of him to take the trouble to think of her. She was quite anticipating a trip of investigation over her new domain, and the pleasure of feeling that she was mistress and might do as she pleased. Yet she stood by the window after he was gone and watched his easy strides down the street with a feeling of mingled pride and disappointment. It was a very nice play she was going through, and David was handsome, and her young heart swelled with pride to belong to him. But after all, there was something left out. A great lack, a great unknown longing unsatisfied. What was it? What made it? Was it David's sorrow? She turned with a sigh as he disappeared around a curve in the sidewalk and was lost to view. Then casting aside the troubles which were trying to settle upon her, she gave herself up to a morning of pure delight. She flew about the kitchen, putting things to her rights, washing the delicate sprig china with its lavender sprays and buff bands, and putting it tenderly upon the shelves behind the glass doors, shoving the table back against the wall demurely with dropped leaves. It did not take long. There was no need to worry about the dinner. There was a leg of lamb beautifully cooked, half a dozen pies, their flaky crusts bearing witness to the culinary skill of the ants, a fruit cake, a pound cake, a jar of delectable cookies, and another of fat sugary doughnuts, three loaves of bread, and a sheet of puffy rusks with their shining tops dusted with sugar. Besides, the preserve closet was rich in all kinds of preserves, jellies, and pickles. No, it would not take long to get dinner. It was into the great parlor that Marcia peeped first. It had been toward that room that her hopes and fears had turned while she washed the dishes. The Skylers were one of the few families in those days that possessed a musical instrument, and it had been the delight of Marcia's heart. She seemed to have a natural talent for music, and many an hour she spent at the old spinnet, drawing tender tones from the yellowed keys. The spinnet had been in the family for a number of years, and very proud had the Skyler girls been of it. Kate could rattle off gay waltzes and merry, rollicking tunes that fairly made the feet of the sedate village maidens flutter in time to their melody. But Marcia's music had always been more tender and spiritual. Her old hymns, she loved, and some of the old classics. Stupid old things without any tune, Kate called them, but Marcia persevered in playing them until she could bring out the beautiful passages in a way that at least satisfied herself. Her one great desire had been to take lessons of a real musician and be able to play the wonderful things that the old masters had composed. It is true that very few of these had come in her way, even somewhat mutilated copy of Handel's creation, a copy of Haydn's Messiah, and a few fragments of an old book of box fugues and preludes. Many of these she could not play at all, but others she had managed to pick out. A visit from a cousin who lived in Boston and told of the concerts given there by the Handel and Haydn Society had served to strengthen her deeper interest in music. The one question that had been going over in her mind ever since she awoke had been whether there was a musical instrument in the house. She felt that if there was not she would miss the old spinet in her father's house more than any other thing about her childhood's home. So with fear and trepidation she entered the darkened room where the careful ants had drawn the thick green shades. The furniture stood about in shadowed corners and every football seemed a fearsome thing. Anna's bright eyes hurried furtively about, noting the great glass knobs that held the lace curtains with heavy silk cords, the round mahogany table with its china vase of everlastings, the high, stiffed-back chairs all ducked in elaborate antimicassers of intricate pattern. Then in the furthest corner, shrouded in dark coverings, she found what she was searching for. With a cry she sprang to it, touched its polished wood with gentle fingers and lovingly felt for the keyboard. It was closed. Marsha pushed up the shade to see better and opened the instrument cautiously. It was a piano forte of the latest pattern, and with exclamations of delight she sat down and began to strike cords, softly at first as if half-afraid, then more boldly. The tone was sweeter than the old spinet or the harpsichord owned by Squire Hartrand. Marsha marveled at the volume of sound. It filled the room and seemed to echo through the empty halls. She played little soft airs from memory and her soul was filled with joy. Now she knew she would never be lonely in the new life, for she would always have this wonderful instrument to flee to when she felt homesick. Across the hall were two square rooms, the front one furnished as a library. Here were rows of books behind glass doors. Marsha looked at them with awe. Might she read them all? She resolved to cultivate her mind that she might be a fit companion for David. She knew he was wise beyond his years, for she had heard her father say so. She went nearer and scanned the titles, and at once there looked out to her from the rows of bindings a few familiar faces of books she had read and re-read. Thaddeus of Warsaw, the Scottish chiefs, Mysteries of Udolfo, Romance of the Forest, Baker's Livy, Rowland's History, Pilgrim's Progress, and a whole row of Sir Walter Scott's novels. She caught her breath with delight. What pleasure was opening before her, all of Scott, and she had read but one. It was with difficulty she tore herself away from the tempting shelves and went on to the rest of the house. Back of David's library was a sunny sitting room or breakfast room or dining room as it would be called at the present time. In Marsha's time the family ate most of their meals in one end of the large bright kitchen, that end furnished with a comfortable lounge, a few bookshelves, a thick in-grain carpet, and a blooming geranium in the wide window seat. But there was always the other room for company for high days and holidays. Out of this morning room the pantry opened with its spicy odors of preserves and fruit cake. Marsha looked about her well pleased. The house itself was a part of David's inheritance, his mother's family homestead. Things were all on a grand scale for a bride. Most brides begin in a very simple way and climbed up year by year. How Kate would have liked it all. David must have had in mind her fastidious tastes and spent a great deal of money in trying to please her. That piano must have been very expensive. Once more Marsha felt how David had loved Kate and a ping went through her as she wondered however he was to live without her. Her young soul had not yet awakened to the question of how she was to live with him, while his heart went continually mourning for one who was lost to him forever. The rooms upstairs were all pleasant, spacious, and comfortably furnished. There was no suggestion of bareness or anything left unfinished. Much of the furniture was old, having belonged to David's mother, and was in a state of fine preservation, a possession of which to be justly proud. There were four rooms besides the one in which Marsha had slept, a front and back on the opposite side of the hall, a room just back of her own, and one at the end of the hall over the large kitchen. She entered them all and looked about. The three beside her own in the front part of the house were all large and airy, furnished with high four posted bedsteads and pretty chins hangings. Each was immaculate in its appointments. Consciously, she lifted the latch of the back room. David had not slept in any of the others, for the bed coverings and pillows were plump and undisturbed. Ah, it was here in the back room that he had carried his heavy heart as far away from the rest of the house as possible. The bed was rumpled as if someone had thrown himself heavily down without stopping to undress. There was water in the wash bowl and a towel lay carelessly across a chair as if it had been hastily used. There was a newspaper on the bureau and a handkerchief on the floor. Marsha looked sadly about at these signs of occupancy, her eyes dwelling upon each detail. It was here that David had suffered, and her loving heart longed to help him in his suffering. But there was nothing in the room to keep her, and remembering the fire she had left upon the hearth, which must be almost spent and need replenishing by this time, she turned to go downstairs. Just at the door something caught her eye under the edge of the chins' valance round the bed. It was but the very tip of the corner of an old derogatype, but for some reason Marsha was moved to stoop and dried from its concealment. Then she sighed was her sister's saucy, pretty face that laughed back at her in defiance from the picture. As if she had touched something red-hot, Marsha dropped it and pushed it with her foot far back under the bed. Then shutting the door quickly, she went downstairs. Was it always to be thus would Kate ever blight all her joy from this time forth? End of chapter 9. Chapter 10 of Marsha Schuyler by Grace Livingston Hill. This slipper box recording is in the public domain. CHAPTER 10 Marsha's cheeks were flushed when David came home to dinner, for at the last she had to hurry. As he stood in the doorway of the wide kitchen and caught the odor of the steaming platter of green corn she was putting upon the table, David suddenly realized that he had eaten scarcely anything for breakfast. Also he felt a certain comfort from the sweet, steady look of wistful sympathy in Marsha's eyes. Did he fancy it, or was there a new look upon her face, a more reserved bearing, less childish, more touched by sad knowledge of life and its bitterness? It was mere fancy, of course, something he had just not noticed. He had seen so little of her before. In the heart of the maiden there stirred a something which she did not quite understand, something brought to life by the sight of her sister's derogatype lying at the edge of the balance, where it must have fallen from David's pocket without his knowledge as he lay asleep. It had seemed to put into tangible form the solid wall of fact that hung between her and any hope of future happiness as a wife, and for the first time she too began to realize what she had sacrificed in this impetuously throwing her young life into the breach that it might be healed. But she was not sorry, not yet anyway. Suddenly frightened and filled with dreary forebodings. The meal was a pleasant one, though constrained. David roused himself to be cheerful for Marsha's sake as he would have done with any other stranger, and the girl suddenly grown sensitive, felt it, and appreciated it, yet did not understand why it made her unhappy. She was anxious to please him and kept asking if the potatoes were seasoned right, and if his corn were tender, and if he wouldn't have another cup of coffee. Her cheeks were quite red with the effort at matronly dignity when David was finally through his dinner and gone back to the office, and two big tears came and sat in her eyes for a moment, but were persuaded with a determined effort to sink back again into those unfathomable wells that lie in the depths of a woman's eyes. She longed to get out of doors and run wild and free in the old south pasture for relief. She did not know how different it all was from the first dinner of the ordinary young married couple. So stiff and formal, with no gentle touches, no words of love, no glances that told more than words. And yet, child as she was, she felt it, a lack somewhere, she knew not what. But training is a great thing. Marsha had been trained to be on the alert for the next duty, and to do it before she gave herself time for any of her own thoughts. The dinner table was awaiting her attention, and there was company coming. She glanced at the tall clock in the hall and found that she had scarcely an hour before she might expect David's aunts, for David had brought her word that they would come and spend the afternoon and stay to tea. She shrank from the ordeal and wished David had seen fit to stay and introduce her. It would have been a relief to have had him for a shelter. Somehow she knew that he would have stayed if it had been Kate, and that thought pained her with a quick sharpness like the sting of an insect. She wondered if she were growing selfish that it should hurt to find herself of so little account. And yet it was to be expected, and she must stop thinking about it. Of course Kate was the one he had chosen, and Kate would always be the only one to him. It did not take her long to reduce the dinner table to order and put all things in readiness for tea time, and in doing her work Marcia's thoughts flew to pleasanter themes. She wondered what Dolly and Debbie, the servants at home, would say if they could see her pretty china and the nice kitchen. They had always been fond of her, and naturally her new honors made her wish to have her old friends see her. What would Marianne say? It would fun it would be to have Marianne there some time. It would be almost like the days when they had played house under the old elm on the big flat stone. Only this would be a real house with real sprigged china instead of bits of broken things. Then she fell into a song when they sang in school. Sister, thou wast mild and lovely, gentle as the summer breeze, pleasant as the air of evening when it floats among the trees. But the first words set her to thinking of her own sister and how little the song applied to her, and she thought with a sigh how much better it would have been, how much less bitter, if Kate had been that way, and had lain down to die, and they could have laid her away in the little hilly graveyard under the weeping willows, and felt about her as they did about the girl for whom that song was written. The work was done, and Marcia arrayed in one of the simplest of Kate's afternoon frocks when the brass knocker sounded through the house, startling her with its unfamiliar sound. Breathlessly she hurried downstairs. The crucial moment had come when she must stand to meet her new relatives alone. With her hand trembling she opened the door, but there was only one person standing on the stoop, a girl of about her own age, perhaps a few months younger. Her hair was red, her face was freckled, and her blue eyes under the red lashes danced with repressed mischief. Her dress was plain, and she wore a calico sunbonnet of chocolate color. Let me in quick before Grandma sees me. She demanded unceremoniously, entering at once before there was opportunity for invitation. Grandma thinks I've gone to the store, so she won't expect me for a little while. I was just crazy to see how you looked. I've been watching out of the window all the morning, but I couldn't catch a glimpse of you. When David came out this morning, I thought you'd sure be at the kitchen door to kiss him goodbye, but you wasn't, and I watched every chance I could get, but I couldn't see you till you run out in the garden for corn. Then I saw you good, for I was out hanging up dish towels. You didn't have a sunbonnet on, so I could see real well. And when I saw how young you was, I made up my mind I'd get acquainted in spite of Grandma. You don't mind my coming over this way without being dressed up, do you? There wouldn't be any way to get here without Grandma seeing me, you know, if I put on my Sunday clothes. I'm glad you came, said Marsha impulsively, feeling a rush of something like tears in her throat at the relief of delay from the ants. Come in and sit down. Who are you, and why wouldn't your grandmother like you to come? The strange girl laughed, a mirthless laugh. Me? Oh, I'm Miranda. Nobody ever calls me anything but Miranda. My paw left Ma when I was a baby and never come back, and Ma died, and I live with Grandma Heath. And Grandma's mad because David didn't marry Hannah Heath. She wanted him to, and she did everything she could to make him pay attention to Hannah, give her fine silk frocks, two of them, and a real pink parasol. But David, he never seemed to know the parasol was pink at all, for he'd never offered to hold it over Hannah, even when Grandma made him walk with her home from church ahead of us. So when it came out that David was really going to marry and wouldn't take Hannah, Grandma got as mad as could be and said we never any of us should step over his door or seal. But I've stepped I have, and Grandma can't help herself. And who is Hannah Heath? Question the day's young bride. It appeared there was more than a sister to be taken into account. Hannah? Oh, Hannah is my cousin, Uncle Jim's oldest daughter, and she's getting on toward 30 somewhere. She has whitey yellow hair and light blue eyes and is tall and real pretty. She held her head high for a good many years, waiting for David. And I guess she feels she made a mistake now. I noticed she bowed real sweet to Herman Worster last Sunday and let him hold her parasol all the way to Grandma's gate. Hannah was mad as hops when she heard that you had gold hair and blue eyes, for it did seem hard to be beaten by a girl of the same kind. But you haven't, have you? Your hair is almost black and your eyes are browny-brown. You're years younger than Hannah, too. My, won't she be astonished when she sees you? But I don't understand how it got around about your having gold hair. It was a man that stopped at your father's house once told it. It was my sister, said Marcia, and then blushed crimson to think how near she had come to revealing the truth, which must not be known. Your sister, have you got a sister with gold hair? Yes, he must have seen her, said Marcia confusedly. She was not used to evasion. How funny, said Miranda. Well, I'm glad he did, for it made Hannah so jealous it was funny. But I guess she'll get a setback when she sees how young you are. You're not as pretty as I thought you would be, but I believe I like you better. Miranda's frank speech reminded Marcia of Marianne and made her feel quite at home with her curious visitor. She did not mind being told that she was not up to the mark of beauty. From her point of view, she was not nearly so pretty as Kate, and her only fear was that her lack of beauty might reveal the secret and bring confusion to David. But she need not have feared. No one watching the two girls, as they sat in the large sunny room and faced each other, but would have smiled to think the homely crude girl could suggest that the other calm, cool butt of womanhood was not as near perfection of beauty as a bud could be expected to come. There was always something childlike about Marcia's face, especially her profile, something deep and otherworldlike in her eyes that gave her an appearance so distinguished from other girls that the word pretty did not apply, and surface observers might have passed her by when searching for prettiness, but not so those who saw soul beauties. But Miranda's time was limited and she wanted to make as much of it as possible. Say, I heard you making music this morning. Won't you do it for me? I'd just love to hear you. Marcia's face lit up with responsive enthusiasm, and she led the way to the darkened parlor and folded back the covers of the precious piano. She played some tender little airs she loved, as she would have played them for Mary Ann, and the two young things stood there together, children in thought and feeling, half a generation apart in position, and neither recognized the difference. My land, said the visitor, if I could play like that, I wouldn't care if I had freckles and no father and red hair. And looking up, Marcia saw tears in the light blue eyes and knew she had a kindred feeling in her heart for Miranda. They had been talking a minute or two when the knockers suddenly sounded through the long hall again, making both girls start. Miranda boldly tiptoed over to the front window and peeped between the green slats of the Venetian blind to see who was at the door, while Marcia started guiltily and quickly closed the instrument. It's David's aunts, announced Miranda in a stage whisper hurriedly. I might have known they would come this afternoon. Well, I had first try at you anyway, and I like you real well. May I come again and hear you play? You go quick to the door and I'll slip into the kitchen till they get in, and then I'll go out the kitchen door and round the house, out the little gate, so Grandma won't see me. I must hurry for I ought to have been back 10 minutes ago. But you haven't been to the store, said Marcia in a dismayed whisper. Oh, well, that don't matter. I'll tell her they didn't have what she sent me for. Goodbye, you better hurry. So, saying, she disappeared into the kitchen, and Marcia, startled by such easy morality, stood dazed until the knocker sounded forth again, this time a little more peremptorily as the elder aunt took her turn at it. And so at last Marcia was face to face with the Mrs. Spafford. They came in, each with her knitting and a black silk bag on her slim arm, and greeted the flushed perturbed Marcia with gentle, righteous, rigid inspection. She felt with the first glance that she was being tried in the fire, and that it was to be no easy ordeal through which she was to pass. They had come determined to sift her to the depths and know at once the worst of what their beloved nephew had brought upon himself. If they found aunt wrong with her, they meant to be kindly and loving with her, but they meant to take it out of her. This had been the unspoken understanding between them as they wended their dignified, determined way to David's house that afternoon, and this was what Marcia faced as she opened the door for them. She gassed a little as any girl overwhelmed thus might have done. She did not tilt her chin in defiance as Kate would have done. The thought of David came to support her, and she grasped for her own little part and tried to play it creditably. She did not know whether the aunts knew of her true identity or not, but she was not left long in doubt. My dear, we have long desired to know you of whom we have heard so much, recited Miss Amelia with slightly agitated mean as she bestowed a cool kiss of duty upon Marcia's warm cheek. It chilled the girl like the breath from a funeral flower. Yes, it is indeed a pleasure to us to at last look upon our dear nephew's wife, said Miss Hortense quite precisely and laid the sister kiss upon the other cheek. In spite of her, there flitted through Marcia's brain the verse, whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek turn to him the other also. Then she was shocked at her own irreverence and tried to put away a hysterical desire to laugh. The aunts, too, were somewhat taken aback. They had not looked for so girlish a wife. She was not at all what they had pictured. David had tried to describe Kate to them once, and this young, sweet, disarming thing did not in the least fit their preconceived ideas of her. What should they do? How should they carry on a campaign planned against a certain kind of enemy when, low as they came upon the field of action, the supposed enemy had taken another and more bewildering form than the one for whom they had prepared? They were for the moment silent gathering their thoughts and trying to fit their intended tactics to the present situation. During this operation, Marcia helped them to remove their bonnets and silk capes and to lay them neatly on the parlor sofa. She gave them chairs, suggested palm-leaf fans, and looked about for the moment forgetting that this was not her old home plentifully supplied with those gracious breeze-wafters. They watched her graceful movements, those two angular old ladies, and marveled over her roundness and suppleness. They saw with appalled hearts what a power youth and beauty might have over a man. Perhaps she might have been worse than they had feared, though if you could have heard them talk about their nephews coming bride to their neighbors for months beforehand, you would have supposed they knew her to be a model in every required direction. But their stately pride required that of them, and outward loyalty at least. Now that loyalty was to be tried, and Marcia had two old, narrow, and well fortified hearts to conquer ere her way would be entirely smooth. Well, might Madame Schuyler have been proud of her pupil as alone and unaided, she faced the trying situation and mastered it in a sweet and unassuming way. They began their inquisition at once so soon as they were seated and the preliminary sentences uttered. The gleaming knitting needles seemed to Marcia like so many swarming vindictive bees menacing her peace of mind. You look young child to have the care of so large a house as this, said Aunt Amelia looking at Marcia over her spectacles as if she were expected to take the first bite out of her. It's a great responsibility. She shut her thin lips tightly and shook her head as if she had said, it's a great impossibility. Have you ever had the care of a house? Asked Miss Hortense, going in a little deeper. David likes everything nice, you know, he has always been used to it. There was something in the tone and in the set of the bow on Aunt Hortense's purple-trimmed cap that roused the spirit in Marcia. I think I rather enjoy housework. She responded coolly. This unexpected statement somewhat mollified the ants. They had heard to the contrary from someone who had lived in the same town with the Skylers. Kate's reputation was widely known as that of a spoiled beauty who did not care to work and would do whatever she pleased. The ants had entertained many forebodings from the few stray hints and old neighbor of Kate's had dared to utter in their hearing. The talk drifted at once into household matters as though that were the first division of the examination the young bride was expected to undergo. Marcia took early opportunity to still further mollify her visitors by her warmest praise of the good things with which the pantry and store closet had been filled. The expression that came upon the two old faces was that of receiving but what is due? If the praise had not been forthcoming they would have marked it down against her but it counted for very little with them warm as it was. Can you make good bread? The question was flung out by ant-hortense like a challenge and the very set of her nostrils gave Marcia warning. But it wasn't a relieved voice that ended almost in a ripple of laugh that she answered quite assuredly. Oh yes indeed, I can make beautiful bread. I just love to make it too. But how do you make it? Quickly questioned ant-amelia like a repeating rifle. If the first shot had not struck home the second was likely to. Do you use hop, yeast, potatoes? I thought so. Don't know how to make salt-rising do you? That's just what might have been expected. David has always been used to salt-rising bread, said ant-hortense with a grim set of her lips as though she were delivering a judgment. He was raised on it. If David does not like my bread, said Marcia with a rising color and a nervous little laugh then I shall try to make some that he does like. There was an assurance about the if that did not please the oracle. David was raised on salt-rising bread, said ant-hortense again as if that settled it. We can send you down a loaf or two every time we bake until you learn how. I'm sure it's very kind of you, said Marcia, not at all pleased, but I do not think that will be necessary. David has always seemed to like our bread when he visited at home. Indeed, he often praised it. David would not be in polite, said ant-Amelia after a suitable pause in which Marcia felt disapprobation in the air. It would be best for us to send it. David's health might suffer if he is not suitably nourished. Marcia's cheeks grew redder. Bread had been one of her stepmother's strong points well infused into her young pupil. Madame Schuyler had never been able to say enough to sufficiently express her scorn of people who made salt-rising bread. My stepmother made beautiful bread, she said quite childishly. She did not think salt-rising was so healthy as that made from hop-yeast. She disliked the odor in the house from salt-rising bread. Now indeed the ants exchanged glances of on to the combat. Four red spots flamed giddily out in their four-sallow cheeks and eight shining knitting needles suddenly became idle. The moment was too momentous to work. It was as they feared, even the worst. For, be it known, salt-rising bread was one of their most tender points and for it they would fight to the bitter end. They looked at her with four cold, forbidding, steely, spectacled eyes and Marcia felt that their looks said volumes. And she, so young too, to be so out of the way was what they might have expressed to one another. Marcia felt that she had been unwise in uttering her honest, indignant sentiments concerning salt-rising bread. The pause was long and impressive and the bride felt like a naughty little four-year-old. At last ant-hortense took up her knitting again with the air that all was over and an unrevocable verdict was passed upon the culprit. People have never seemed to stay away from our house on that account, she said dryly. I'm sure I hope it will not be too disagreeable that it will affect your coming to see us sometimes with David. There was an iciness in her manner that seemed to suggest a long line of offended family portraits of ancestors frowning down upon her. Marcia's cheeks flamed crimson and her heart fairly stopped beating. I beg your pardon, she said quickly. I did not mean to say anything disagreeable. I am sure I shall be glad to come as often as you will let me. As she said it, Marcia wondered if that were quite true. Would she ever be glad to go to the home of those two severe-looking ants? There were three of them. Perhaps the other one would be even more withered and severe than these two. A slight shudder passed over Marcia and a sudden realization of a side of married life that had never come into her thoughts before. For a moment she longed with all the intensity of a child for her father's house and the shelter of his loving protection, amply supported by her stepmother's capable, self-sufficient, comforting countenance. Her heart sank with the fear that she would never be able to do justice to the position of David's wife and David would be disappointed in her and sorry he had accepted her sacrifice. She roused herself to do better and bit her tongue to remind it that it must make no more blunders. She praised the garden, the house and the furnishings, invaluable, eager, girlish language until the thin lines of lips relaxed and the drawn muscles of the ants' cheeks took on a less severe aspect. They liked to be appreciated and they certainly had taken a great deal of pains with the house, for David's sake not for hers. They did not care to have her deluded by the idea that they had done it for her sake. David was to them a young God and with this one supreme idea of his supremacy they wished to impress his young wife. It was a foregone conclusion in their minds that no mere pretty young girl was capable of appreciating David as could they who had watched him from babyhood and pampered and petted and been severe with him by turns until if he had not had the temper of an angel he would surely have been spoiled. We did our best to make the house just as David would have wished to have it, said Aunt Amelia at last, a self-satisfied shadow of what answered for a smile with her passing over her face for a moment. We did not at all approve of this big house nor indeed of David setting up in a separate establishment for himself, said Aunt Hortense, taking up her knitting again. We thought it utterly unnecessary and uneconomical when he might have brought his wife home to us but he seemed to think you would want a house to yourself so we did the best we could. There was a martyr-like air in Aunt Hortense's words that made Marcia feel herself again a criminal albeit she knew she was suffering vicariously but in her heart she felt a sudden thankfulness that she was spared the trial of living daily under the scrutiny of these two and she blessed David for his thoughtfulness even though it had not been meant for her. She went into pleased ecstasies once more over the house and its furnishings and ended by her pleasure over the piano. There was grim stillness when she touched upon that subject. The aunts did not approve of that musical instrument that was plain. Marcia wondered if they always paused so long before speaking when they disapproved in order to show their displeasure. In fact, did they always disapprove of everything? You will want to be very careful of it, said Aunt Emilia looking at the disputed article over her glasses. It cost a good deal of money. It was the most foolish thing I ever knew David to do buying that. Yes, said Aunt Hortense. You will not want to use it much. It might get scratched. It has a fine polish. I'd keep it closed up only when I had company. You ought to be very proud to have a husband who could buy a thing like that. There's not many has them. When I was a girl, my grandfather had a spinnet. The only one for miles around and it was taken great care of. The case hadn't a scratch on it. Marcia had started toward the piano intending to open it and play for her new relatives but she halted midway in the room and came back to her seat after that speech, feeling that she must just sit and hold her hands until it was time to get supper while these dreadful aunts picked her to pieces, body, soul and spirit. It was with great relief at last that she heard David's step and knew she might leave the room and put the tea things upon the table. End of chapter 10.