 Q&A time I went to Twitter and I said hey Twitter. How's it going? I Said give me your best questions, and I will answer as honestly as I possibly can no holding back I wanted to do just an honest Q&A when more people ask me maybe harder-hitting questions And I just asked honestly Eunice honestly, so I am going to do this. Hopefully the recording doesn't fuck up and if it does But take a hammer to my fucking computer, and I'll kill it. I'll kill it. I'll kill it I won't but I wish that I had the willpower, you know because it's hurt me so much Why don't I get to hurt it? Why do my hand hurt? All right, let's get to the questions I'm not gonna answer all of the questions. I will answer Some it's usually how it goes How's your mental health at the moment in this moment right now? God? I did so much driving today. It's such a long day. I just wanna go to bed Why do In general it's good. It's really good actually. I'm in I'm in a very good spot right now I've been having so much fun filming videos both for my channel and for Eunice honest and things are just going good I'm having a good time, and I hope that that shows through through the videos Have you ever made a stinky doodoo in your pants as an adult? Ryan No after you hit a million subs, which is going to happen soon. It's very soon guys It's very very soon. How soon? I'll show you how soon this soon 986 that's me close. We're so close. What is the next big goal for Ethan and his cranky crew? I don't know dude. Probably just make bigger better videos I've got some stuff on the back burner that I really want to work on And obviously like when it's honest is taking up a lot of my time, and it's going to until it's done But doing stuff like that has really just gotten me motivated to make different kind of videos to step outside of my comfort zone But yeah, I just want to make more videos cooler videos do stuff with more people I want to do more collabs and stuff like that. I want to do more streams I want to do a lot more stuff, but my goal for 2020 my New Year's resolution is Less talking more doing throughout my entire life I've always talked about things that I want to do and I want to talk less about them I want people to hear about it through me doing it not about me Blabbering on about a thing that I want to do you know if you died tomorrow Would you be satisfied with your life? If not, what's missing? Yeah, I'd be Semi-satisfied am I proud of where I am now? Yes, do I really am I am I happy with the things that I have? Yeah, but there's a lot more that I want to do like you know I wouldn't be not satisfied, but you know my my thirst has not been Properly quenched yet. There's still so much more that I want to do What would you say are your best and your worst traits? That's a good question my best trait I think that I'm pretty thoughtful. I think that like I I think about other people a lot And I like try and do stuff for other people. I do a lot of stuff for other people without them asking That doesn't mean that I'm just like the most giving caring person ever I'm not but like I try and think of other people and I try and do things for other people if I think that they Need it or if they would appreciate it or whatever. I really like doing stuff for other people Like both for them and selfishly for me, too. It makes me feel good doing things for other people. What's the worst trait? I don't know What my worst trait is I don't know I get jealous pretty easily and I really don't like being jealous But a lot of times I'll get jealous I also like have a like severe fear of confrontation and like disappointing people So I'll say yes to a bunch of things and then not follow through with a lot of them Because I just want to please everybody and you can't but I'm afraid of saying no to people or like letting people down But then I just end up letting everybody down instead because I said yes do everything and I can't possibly do everything Do you find this man sexy? Yeah, which movie should win best picture parasite parasite doesn't win best picture I will riot. It was so good. It's not only my favorite film of the year, but of the past like few years I think maybe I loved parasite so fucking good. Hey, I love you and all and I don't know if this is rude or intruding But are you a hundred percent sure you're straight? I'm sorry It's a spectrum fam. It's fucking spectrum. I don't know if I would date a guy. It's a spectrum I wouldn't say that I'm bi but I'm not like one of those guys that's like I Like I think there's plenty of people that I'm like Chris Evans is super attractive. He's fucking hot as hell Would I date a dude? I don't think so like I've kissed guys before I haven't like made out with a guy before what I say I'm bi. I don't think so would I say that I'm 100% straight It's a spectrum best lens the one that I have right here. I love it so much. It's the 24 to 70 G master It's an F 2.8, but I also love prime lenses. This is a very deep question I've always had issues with self-confidence and self-love because I have acne What helped you with that journey of overcoming that mindset and building your confidence and self-worth? I think one of the biggest things that helped me is Realizing that nobody really cares people are too Worried about what they look like to care about what you look like Also It's a thing that everybody goes through, you know The the people that you see Like celebrities and stuff with like perfect skin like with pictures of celebrities and stuff like that Almost all of them are photoshopped. Also a lot of people wear makeup. So don't think like oh my god Kylie Jenner has perfect skin. Well, she's got perfect skin because most of her photos are edited down and she wears a ton of makeup and Probably like had some medical procedures done with her skin as well No, the biggest thing is like for me was realizing that people don't care And it was a hard thing to overcome and I had to take steps to like Get through it and stuff and make it better And that was the other thing too is like when I started to treat my acne and my skin like I've got pimples right now But I was like, okay I'm doing it because I want my skin to be better not because I want other to other people to Think I'm more attractive or something like that. No, I mean do it for you Do you ever feel overworked with how you're making videos? Right now. I'm in a really good spot. I've been working super super hard recently, but I it's been Very good because I think I slacked for a really long time. Has there been times where I felt overwork? Absolutely, like I've talked about this a lot But at one point I was making two videos every day and working 40 hours 40 plus hours a week at a restaurant And I was just killing myself with that like it was so so much Yeah, there there are sometimes where I feel overworked There are sometimes that I feel tired recently. I felt really really good like I've been working super super hard And I've been really busy, but that's been really great. What was the class you struggled with most in high school Do you wish you had done you had done gymnastics for longer or kept up with it at least after no longer competing my Hardest class was math. I just didn't understand it Do I wish that I had done gymnastics for longer? I do and I don't because if I did then I wouldn't I probably wouldn't be where I am today because I stopped doing gymnastics So I could focus on YouTube. Do I miss gymnastics? Yeah, I really miss gymnastics. I really miss being on a team I missed I miss being that fit like I was I don't think I'll ever be in that shape again in my life and like I really loved the sport of gymnastics And I really loved the community And so yeah, I missed a lot. Do I wish that I had Kept up with it probably now because I wouldn't be doing this You know how loved you are your fans love you. I love you not just for the content for you I just wonder sometimes if you know that. Thank you. I do know that. It's nice to be reminded though It's nice because there's there's a lot of times where And I'm not fishing for compliments. I'm not about to say this to be like oh give me a little company But like there's a lot of times where I Feel like you know a lot of people only watch me because I'm associated with other people And that's really hard to deal with sometimes And so it's nice knowing that a lot of you guys actually like watching my videos for me and not watching them because I may be Associated with other people. It means a lot. Thank you for liking the thing that I do Do you love Markiplier not in a friendly love but gay love? I have nothing against gays just wondering because y'all Be looking cute together love y'all both. No We don't doesn't frustrate you when people compare you to other people instead of letting you be your own Yeah, and that's something that like I've come to terms with that something that I will never be able to escape And like I'm fine with it Like do I wish that people didn't constantly compare me to Mark and Sean and do I wish that people Weren't always like asking about them or stuff like that. Yeah, of course Like everybody wants to be recognized for their own thing. Have I accepted that that's probably gonna happen forever? Yeah, and the same thing happens to them too Like I know that Sean and Mark both get and like those are the people that I most commonly Get compared to like I know that they get asked about me a lot too and about each other Especially and like that just kind of comes with the territory like do I get frustrated when people constantly ask about them? Yeah, cuz like you know, I want people to be watching for me and not for another person And I know that people do but do I still get frustrated with it? Yes See normally I'd be like no, but I'm trying to be honest. So yes, I do get frustrated I'm not gonna lie about it. I do get frustrated, but you know, it's fine. I get it Why do you have a pair of shoes with right and left on the soles? I totally don't understand if it's to help you keep track of them, but your other shoes don't have that No, it's not I know the difference between right and left It's just the style of the shoes just the design that's on pretty sure it has something to do with either ADD or dyslexia One of the symptoms can be finding it difficult to tell them from left from right So it seems like a very torsory way to memorize this. No, it's just it's just the design on the shoes Honestly, do you credit your YouTube fame and success completely because of no I am where I am because I worked my fucking ass off is Mark a big reason why there was a huge spike. Yes, absolutely. Like there's no There's no Debating that like the channel would not be as big as it is today If not for Mark, but the reason Why I worked with Mark and the reason why Mark gave me the shot that he did was because I was working my ass off and because Like I was super dedicated and I really really loved Making videos like that's the reason why I am here today numbers was yeah, sure like a lot of that has to do with Mark But also like it has to do with me keeping it up too Because if if like I started working for Mark and then I just abandoned my channel then things wouldn't be where they are today It's the same thing with Sean and Felix like Sean got a shout out from Felix When he was smaller and like yeah, Felix gave him a lot of subs and stuff, but people stayed because of Sean and Sean Got his channel to where it is Because of his hard work There are so many other people that were shouted out in that video that are nowhere near the size of Sean and Sean is Where he is because of him not because of the shout out from Felix. Have you ever struggled with mental health? If so, how did you cope with it? Yes? I just stopped going to therapy actually for a Little over a year. I was going to therapy And like that was how I cope with it for a while I put it off and I put it off and I put it off and I was like, oh, I should probably go to see a therapist I didn't even realize how many issues I had until I started going to therapy because like You know, I went in the beginning because I was like, oh, I don't feel motivated and I feel sad and blah blah blah And then it just like opened up all of this stuff that I was like Oh, I really got to deal with this and this and like this is where this stems from and like this is why I do this thing so going and seeing a professional who knows the brain like I cannot recommend it enough also Just being able to vent to a completely unbiased person is so great because you can talk to your friends and your family all you want And that's great like that you should talk to people But being able to talk to a professional that doesn't that isn't a part of your family or isn't a part of your friends group and also Legally cannot share any of that information Is really great and it's really comforting and you feel very safe because you can talk about how you truly feel without the The worry of like because when you talk to your friends about your feelings Like there's that thing in the back of your mind Even if you trust them a lot is like, oh, what if they tell one of my other friends of this and like I only want this Person knowing it that doesn't happen with a therapist because they are legally not allowed to tell anybody anything that you tell them unless you are in Endanger of harming yourself or others so as long as you're not in those two categories They cannot share any information with anybody even the police unless you were in danger of harming yourself or others But like they cannot they legally cannot tell anybody anything And so it's just comforting knowing that like you can completely trust them and they know what they're talking about and like You don't have to worry about like oh, what if I like talk about how I truly feel about one of my friends and like it gets out Or whatever that's not gonna happen, and you also don't You don't feel as like ashamed or embarrassed because this is what this person does for a living like They they know how to help you through it. So that was how I cope with it going to therapy was so great Cannot recommend it enough. I will probably go back to therapy It's wonderful even if you don't have because that was the other thing too is for a while I put it off because I was like oh, I'm not like super depressed or anything like I don't think I have any like huge issues or whatever You don't have to like just even if you are completely happy like going and talking to a professional Just about what's up? You know it's it's great. It's really really helpful. What's your favorite thing about your girlfriend? I think how weird she is she's like one of the weirdest people I know in the very best way because I feel like I can be like Completely my weird self around her because she matches it or goes above that But yeah, she's she's super super funny She's fucking hilarious and she's super creative and she's really talented and she's really kind But I think my favorite thing is just like Just how weird she is and makes me happy that she feels comfortable being as weird as she is around me And I'm really happy that I feel The same way that I can be weird around her. Do you have big pee pee energy? No, but I want to That's something that I actually want to work on like the meme aside just being more confident I want to be more confident these last couple years I've sort of like developed anxiety and so I want to deal with that better And I just want to be more confident and more sure of myself and not be as afraid to say no to things or speak By mine because a lot of times I'll just go along with things because I don't want to tell people my real Opinion on it or I don't want to disappoint people and I want to just tell people how I feel more be more confident So yeah, you jack off everybody jacks off dude Of course completely hypothetical if it meant that everyone in your life all of your friends family your girlfriend Etc would never be unhappy or experience her again. Would you sacrifice your career 100%? Absolutely because Also, like if my friends and my family and everybody around me is happy I will be happy too, but I would absolutely I would sacrifice almost anything for my friends and my family and like my Relationships and like everything for everybody to be happy. Of course. I was are you a milk drinker because we exist I like milk. I like chocolate milk. I like blueberry milk. I like strawberry milk. I like milk milk I like it and I will drink it straight up and I'm not afraid to say it. I like I Like milk you can be honest ever smoke a big fat joint sometimes you cat person or dog person I like dogs more. I like dogs more. I love I love dogs Have you ever thought of quitting YouTube because of hate not because of hate but because I was like Oh, is this something that I really want to do anymore Is this something that I would like want to devote my time to is this something that I think is going to actually Like benefit me in the long run like that's all factors of like doing YouTube and like especially doing it full time Is like okay is this worth putting as much energy as I'm putting into it No matter how much you love it. You got a you got a way out the pros and the cons, you know I've never thought of quitting YouTube because of hate. That's never been a thing But there have been times where I've for sure thought about like Should I be putting as much time into this as I am? Is there something else that I want to follow more? How would you go about telling a girl that you like her? I? Know that this seems Maybe not like the easiest thing to do but people like confidence Just go up and just say it try You're very best to not be nervous but I guarantee you if you like a girl and you go up and just say without hesitation just like hey I Just wanted to let you know like I I really like you a lot like I like this this and this about you Word it better, but just confidently be like hey. I have feelings for you I like you like they will probably be a little bit impressed even if they don't reciprocate those feelings They will probably be a little bit impressed that you just straight up like confidently just said how you felt Try it out. See what happens wholeheartedly. Would you die for Spencer Henry? No, I love Henry and Chica, and I there's almost nothing in the world that I love more than Spencer, but no I wouldn't die for any of them unfortunately. I love Spencer so fucking much, but no Sorry Got that hurt to say what's the worst relationships mistakes such mistakes you've made? I think being too accusatory is something that I've that I've done like not like owning up for my mistakes at all but like being like oh you did this and you did this and Like in many relationships that I've been in like I think I've done a lot of like pinning the problems on other people And I don't take responsibility for things that I do enough because but whatever So yeah, I think that's some of the worst mistakes. I've made is just not thinking about how I'm Impacting the other person and thinking more about like how what they're doing is impacting me But I don't think enough how about how maybe I'm impacting them stuff like that because it's two sides to every coin dude It's relationships are a joint effort It's almost never Completely one person's thing that's making something go wrong or right or whatever. It's a joint thing So if you think oh the other person's making this suck or whatever You're probably also making it suck a little bit too. So you know reflect on yourself How does it feel being famous or as well-known as you are in this time period also? Have you ever been threatened as a youtuber? I Don't think of myself as famous at all, but like I know that I'm more or less in the public eye It's Like everything it has its pros and cons like it's cool Like being able to go to conventions and see people that watch myself and it's cool like having a community And it's really cool being able to like do this as a job But also sometimes it sucks like this doesn't happen like I get recognized like a few times a week Maybe it's not like every time I go out I get recognized like it's not at that level But like sometimes I'll get recognized when I'm in a really bad mood and like I just don't really want to Talk to people and like I'll always stop and like take a photo with somebody or whatever but sometimes There have been times when it's like I really don't want to To talk right now like I just want to be left alone Like I don't even want to talk to my friends let alone like Someone that watches my videos. I say that meaning like I love and appreciate you guys so so much But it is in a way talking to a stranger because you guys know me I don't know all of you guys and so sometimes being stopped by By essentially a stranger is not something that I want if you see me out in real life Please stop me and say hi. I'm almost always down to say hi. I don't know if there There's really ever been times just like out in the wild that I've said no to people at conventions and stuff Sometimes I have to say no because I have to get to different places and stuff like that some of the downsides It's it's tough because I feel like there's nothing that I can publicly do without people Watching or judging or anything like that, you know It's also like impacted a lot of my friendships too Because there's been a lot of people in real life that see that I have an amount of success and an amount of Fame and like they get really hungry for it like when I moved out to LA I've had so many people from high school hit me up randomly and it's very obvious why they're doing it And so that that kind of sucks. Have I ever been threatened? I mean there have been like fake comments of like oh, I want you to die or I'll kill you And not real stuff. I've never really been threatened before. No, I've not had a lot of like Creepy interactions with fans or anything like that. No one's ever showed up at my house before which is good I've had a couple people find my number But that was easily taken care of But nobody's shown up at my house if you find my address Don't fucking come to my house ever that is the one time that I will be an asshole If any of you and I'm sorry in advance if any of you come to my house I will straight up be a dick and tell you to leave. I will not take any pictures I will not talk to you. I will just ask you to immediately leave. Don't In any sort of whether it's a youtuber or like a mainstream like celebrity or whoever if you don't know them personally at all Do not go to people's houses. Don't fucking do it ever under any circumstance Don't do it. Unless you are invited there or you are a good friend. Do not ever go to somebody's house It's me officially on record for those of you out there that may be looking for my address and stuff Don't fucking come to my house. I will not take a picture with you. I will not talk to you I'll probably just be a dick and tell you to leave cuz it's not okay. Anyway, I think I'm gonna end this here Thank you guys so much for watching. Thank you for your deep deep question. Did I scroll through all of them? I might have scrolled through all of them. Thank you guys so much for watching. Thank you for your deep questions I hope that you were satisfied with said question answers Thank you so much. See you soon