 Mae ymhwyft wedi mynd i amser gweithio, hwnna am mynd i'n amser gweithio gyda'r amser gweithio'n amser. Rydw i'n mynd i'r llyfr o'ch gweithio'r amser yna arach yn y blaen. Yn dod yn ei ddechrau'n meddwl. Mae wedi'n llei'r yn 5 ydym. A bod yma wedi cael y gallm cymdeithas. Rydw i'n meddwl. Mae'n meddwl fan hynny. Rydw i'n meddwl pan i'r cynnwys. Mae'r hyffordd hyffordd hynny. Maen nhw lnewch eich ysgwyl wedi chi eich ysgwyl. Rydyn ni chi eich ysgwyl. Rydyn ni chi eich ysgwyl. Rydyn ni chi eich chi'n gweld i dw i. Rydyn ni'n gweld i ysgwyl gyda'r meddwl gyda'r meddwl gyda'r mewn agor, ddweud y先fodol i'i r�au i'r meddwl agor. Mae yna y bydd wedi gyda'r meddwl! Mae yna y prosiegiad i'w meddwl gyda'r meddwl gyda'r meddwl. Mae'n prosiegiad i'r meddwl gyda i'w meddwl gyda oherwydd, ..a'r ddod yn ychwaneg. Mae'n ddod yn ymddangos fel James, felly mae'n ddiddos. Mae'n ddiddos ddod. Yn'r cyfriffeidio, ein bodi'n gydag yn digwydd, ymddangos gydag i'r ddod, a'n bwysig i'r ddod. Mae'n gallu jechydig, mae'n ddiddos fel yma, mae'n gallu'n ddiddos i fynd i gydig i'r gwybod a'n ddiddos i'n gydig i'r gilydd. Mae'n ddiddos fel yma. Ond我很 fel amddun i gael gyda diwylo.' It's off with that he's made a living for me, and I've seen a bit of shit. And I've seen someone die in front of me mate. I've seen someone killed in front of me and I've seen a fucking dead person. I used to help a friend out in the North, I've seen dead people, and I've seen someone just been killed. ni hefyd, ond mae maen nhw'n cwyntio. Onda wnaeth y ddweygu efallai'r ddwe arguments i wneud hynny. Mae'n gobeithio ddim yn cael ei ddwe, oherwydd mae'n gobeithio. Mae hwn yn d resolution, mae'n gobeithio'n drwg. Felly, mae'n tempa sydd o'n dwe. Dwi ydy'r wirthedor – mae'n dweud hynny'n gyda'r wybodau. Byddwn ni'n holl iddyn nhw ymddai'r ymddai, nad yw'r ymddai'n goth nerves ar hyn. Fe wnaeth i dda. Cwm i mi now, dwi'n meddwl i'n meddwl i. E'n gofio, mae'n gofio, mae yn James. Na llawer. Oethe'n meddwl i eisiau, dwi'n meddwl i eitaf. A oeddech chi, a gymryd. E'n gymryd b12. W pale wneud Arferir L tableen, yma. Mewn gwneud cyddiadau, gymryd b12on. oeddech chi, oeddech chi arны. Rhowch yn eitaf, oeddech chi. Roeddech chi'n meddwl! Oeddech chi i ddaf i, dwi'n meddwl i. Rydych! Let's call him Billy, Billy, he's got his ball and I'm like, no I can't, I can't stick my fingers up my mate's hands, I can't fucking, and Dave was going, no I won't fucking, no I can't, I can't, so I rags his balls, I'm picking him up off the bed, come on, wake up. So anyway, I said, you've been in your ambulance, so I've rang the ambulance, I said look, it was like, I've been shaking, so I said what's he's at, he doesn't have no drugs as in, you know, a little bit of coconut, full bottle of liquid morphine, a 500ml, half a bottle, some pregabellans, some diases, I couldn't do it, wouldn't make him. Get on the phone to the ambulance, he said, look, I've been trying for, feeling like it's probably three or four minutes, two minutes, I can't make him, but you put the phone to him, you can't talk to him, he went, no he's just, one of theirs breathing, so it, start CPR now, can you do CPR? Yeah, I said no, he went, start it now, there he went, put that back right now, is that right next to his lips? He said, start it now, what's your name, Sean, Sean, you need to start it. I'm working on him mate, I'm working on him, and you're in that like fucking off the kid, I'm working on him, and everything else is going on, you don't care what's going on, get the fuck, I'm shouting to his bed and Dave, the other jock kid, get out of the fucking ambulance, I'm working on him, so Dave's landing across the bed, I'm leaving over and working on him, so I'm sweating on him, I'm sweating all over him. And he just goes like, like Greg, like the life just drained out of him, and I'm sweating, go no mate, no come on, and the saying on the phone, Sean you need to take a break now, I said never mind a break, I'll do it, it's 24 hours a fucking day, I'll be made to love him, and she went, you need to swap over, I said no one's swapping over, swap it goes to this Dave, give me that, don't swipe me brown, he's lying on the bed and I've had a towel on him and a cold. I've got a cold compress on him, down the cull him down, and I'm going, give me that, and he goes, he grabs me and he goes, oh is he going, I'm like what the fuck have you done, I've got what I've got, I've got what I haven't faked on him with, so he's pathing down, swiping me brown, he's seen him going grey, he's thought I've fucked him over the land, because he was dying, and I'm going, pathing on him, give me that, he's not going to see us, I can't fucking hold your hand anyway, come wipe me brown, so I'm still making on him. That was the funny part, so anyway, I'm making the ambulance come, so they have the ambulance in that like little special car, I'm going down to eat it, I'm coming up like what the hell, I said look he's a better cop fighter and all like that, what's he had, and I've got his beard to get all the medicines, and he goes, okay, well listen, you've done well, I said look at that man, I want him well mate, I want him well. See man, I can use all these room, and then monitor the ambulance fella goes, oh I know you, because Sunday morning I start to put them in, oh yeah I've got this here man, nah I've seen on the setting, what the fuck are you doing, oh yeah, yeah, yeah, who's here man, these are one of our fighters, oh fuckers they hear them, what you going to be like when he wakes up around, or what would you be like mate, if you woke up with four fucken fellas and the mum was standing around you, he went, well Sean in here, stay here, it's always bear calls out and tape calls out when I'm standing in here, one of my best mates. And they give him that, they tell him I don't know like that, so we go, mate it's like the exodus, you know, I'm shouting, come on, and he went and shout, he gave me this, and he woke up in a minute, he's woke up, he's like, come on, and then just, just flat lines, just flat lines, right, step aside, and then he started them, so we fucking died, didn't he, so I'm like oh, come on. Anyway, he went, look, he needs the blue light to take something, the hospital. So anyway, we're outside, they've got him in, he went, look, we just, we're working on him, we've got a pump on the stomach and no worries at him, he don't know what he's at, we give all the stuff to the doctor to go on through what he's at, because you can't just give something, they've got to know what stuff he's at. So I understand, he's going to be all right, he's lucky to be here, but yeah, so the ambulance fare, he said he knew me, well knew me twice, he comes out and he goes, don't you want to shake your hand there, Sean? So did you enjoy him? He went, no, you just saved your mate's life, I went fuck off, he went you're half. He said, I went fuck off saving my life, you know. You're half, he said it's only for you, you wouldn't be here, and you don't want something, it's your thing. Why does he get you so emotional, mate? Can I be in there? Yeah. Oh, sure, I've been there, that could have been me on the better, could have been me when I started to shoot myself, could have been me when I slipped my list. I hit you, and I thought, that's what my parents would be like, that's what I would have been like, to get me James. The realisation? Yeah, it hit me 10 minutes, and then all that just brought everything back, you know. Yeah, I'd saved his life, he's done well, look, he's done well, he's here. I'm not ass, people go, oh Sean, you done great, you done great. Yeah, well you do me, I don't mind what people do with every fucking, every week, they're the heroes, I'm not. They're the heroes, mate, they keep us going, they fucking train us to do it, so anyone out there, go home fucking first aid, cos you never know when you need it. I never thought I'd need it to do that, on my best mate, who's fit as fuck, who can fight like fuck, put him against anyone the best in the country, man, look, he is one of the best. And I was like, no, this thing's in, you understand, it's going to be alright, he was in for 10 to give it two or three days, sorry about that. Anyway, it brought everything back to me, like, yeah, he was on the men, but James had just fucking knocked me back, and I thought, wow, what the fuck? Fuck, I've been there yesterday, poor Dave was like, I can't get over it, I was going, shut up, yeah, fuck, you know, and it was like little things Dave were going to get a bit yuked, and it was about, before the day, we had to cancel the show, and we were all busy then, we cancelled the show, we got another date, and then I'm just sitting in my room all night, and I just, I just fucking blocked out mate, and I went, what's fucking happened? Not because I saved my mate, and then I didn't want him in Wellington, so I rang with Johnny from Dundee, Dundee. I said, Johnny, you'll have to come and get him. Johnny's stuck him, Johnny's stuck him up to Dundee and looked after him, he's a fucking big fit for that, he's done brilliance. Jay Paul was running down, Jay was helping him, everyone got round, and so everyone's running round, they're all fixing them, and I'm sitting in my little room, cos I'm all the time, we go home and I go in my room at eight o'clock or whatever, and I'm sitting there and everything just fucking hit me in the door. That could have been, mate, so the way I felt a bit upset and no alone on my own at all, I was my bed where it felt all at me, it's all right where it's on man. I would meet kids feel going to school, or you don't kill themselves, people don't see that to me. Yeah, it's a sad thing, it's where the mindset is hard to say, but the bottom line is when you take your own life, it doesn't take away your pain, it passes it on. Exactly mate, exactly. Your pain's gone, cos it's gone to all your fucking family.