 It's beautiful when people feel like they can talk about things and not be judged, you know There's it's this self-concept this image That believes it's this human being and it's it's very volatile mask, you know the mask is always teetering and You work your whole life to try to prop it up and to make the mask solid and strong and like you're a decent law-abiding good human being and it's this mask and then little by little things keep poking poking holes in it and Trying to shatter it as you go through your life And you're still trying to uphold it and it's just good to get more and more to that state of mind Where you can start to see the falsity of the mask because it takes so much energy to keep the mask up And when you can just relax and let yourself be who you are and feel all that love pouring through you then it's that warm kind of cozy feeling of love and connectedness that's That is so real and yet, you know, it's like when you people get glimpses and taste of it And it's almost torture to think of not being in it and then pressuring yourself to try to do something to get out of this other thing it just gets into a very difficult struggle which for three weeks Yeah That's right first there and all that opening up I had all these the right ideas with the right things They had to leave these teams in this for two years in religious science And we would do all these camps together and do all these weekends and sharing I Didn't have a clue about what open was It's not time with them and they're like hiding you and all these bees and angel washes and sharing to you and I was like Well, I better catch up to them For two years it was like all this They're just so expressive they can't pull back We don't mind You can't be fake around Very Yeah, I think that's that's a great symbol of breaking the mind out of this conditioning and patterns his children can be very spontaneous and we sort of am I feel so blessed by the cats that we've had at our peace house Because it's like just to look in their eyes is if there's nothing like the Beatles song is nothing to get huff about It's like that's just the state of looking into their eyes and they're just around Reminding reminding of that and and the thing about Spirituality is it's it's the temptation is is to try to fit the spirituality into the same old boxes, you know Even with with things like The adderings or materials, you know or anything, you know, it can be just like transferring the same Thought patterns that you had with your family over to church or to spirituality So it's like you're you're putting it in a box and you're expecting it to function away When true spirituality is the undoing of everything you think, you know all your expectations and and I've loved that about travel about animals and Meeting children and just wisdom that comes pouring through and You know when you when you realize that things are just not what they seem nothing is as it seems