 think of it like if the body was like a puppet or a marionette with strings and a crossbow like in Pinocchio. Pinocchio clearly starts out as a puppet. Cipeddo has made the puppet and the the puppet master moves the puppet and you might say that in terms of inner purpose if we call that purpose to wake up we call that spirit and then this other alien purpose called ego is a death wish. It's like which hand is moving the puppet is very important because the actions of the puppet are just depending on who's moving the crossbow. So to me that's where you you do have to get very clear on your purpose and it does come from within you and it's often associated with form. You know I'm a carpenter, I'm a bricklayer, I'm a chef, I'm this or I'm this role, that role and that's really those functions are part of a false identity that in the end we have to let go of. Now if I take the metaphor Pinocchio one more step if you remember the story of Pinocchio you know he he wants to be a real boy he wants to be an autonomous real boy he wants to be off the strings is really what he wants and oh he's got a lot of problems that's where the drama of the whole fairy tale comes in is he's he's off the strings he gets drawn to Pleasure Island and we know where it goes from there you know and half boys half donkeys you know it it gets to be really a kind of a crazy dualistic metaphor and then there's Jiminy Cricket you know the conscious who's who's always trying to advise him he tells him don't go to Pleasure Island but he goes anyway and he gets a nightmare as a result so I had a friend who I worked with for years who channeled all this music from the angels and she at one point she said I got it I want to get back on the strings and I want to have the spirit pulling the strings which takes the pressure and the guilt off of trying to figure it out from the perspective of the puppet what do I do where do I go you know if you're back on the strings which I call guidance you know really being guided you know like St. Francis Lord make me an instrument of your peace that's that kind of saying of going back on the strings and and really relaxing into that where the question doesn't become what should I do or what should I not do it's more what is my purpose that that purpose in mind really clarifies absolutely everything and it integrates the whole perception