 Hey you guys, I'm coming on camera quick. Just to pour out my heart got a drink girl I've had so many mixed emotions this week like It has been a Very stressful Opening week for me So let me just start off by saying that Mother's Day was okay I got stuff for Mother's Day, but you know my husband and I Got into a little disagreement. They didn't have anything to do with Mother's Day We got into a little disagreement while we were out on our date night and that really set my mood for the whole Mother's Day weekend baby, but you best believe he got his ass up To JB with the bed bath and whatever and got me some stuff because even though you know I was you know, we were going back and forth. He appreciates the the mother than I am. So thank you, honey And so So that already had me in a mood then Childly's birds My mother called me Two days ago to tell me that my cousin was involved in a really bad accident And everyone died with him When I told you I was like what now I'm not gonna sit over here up here in front and say that this was a cousin I was close with you guys have to realize I moved away from Longview, East Texas when I was 17 for college And so when I went back I would see people here and there But this was a cousin that I grew up with, you know He's four years three years older than me. Those of you from East Texas This was an accident on the 31 so going in between Kilgore and Tyler I guess he was going he was going to Tyler to drop off the babies at their mom Y'all those babies his three and five-year-old babies So I guess what happened is that a guy the other guy This is a two-lane road. Which is very very common in the country And so the other guys worked into their lane and hit them head on Now he was apparently alive and they tried to pull him out But they couldn't get him in time, but they were able to pull my cousin out They went over to see the driver, which was the passenger Excuse me, which was his girlfriend at the time. She was dead And the two babies were already bad. They were still strapped in their car seats dead When I tell you that that is absolutely So a part of me, you know what that was like, I don't need to be upset With anything with my husband my child is healthy. I have my husband. I you know, we're all good I don't need to be you know, and I was telling my my best friend was really upset about mother's day And she's like, wait a minute this woman lost her kids on mother's day. I said, yeah She's again. I'm I'm I'm actually I'm Because she was upset too about something else with her husband and that was like a reality check like But yeah, y'all I just Then on top of that, I know someone else. I'm not gonna give too much information But she is a subscriber. She is going through a loss right now Huh, I was devastated when I saw that you know who you are if you're seeing this. I'm still praying for you It's a lot y'all we thought 2020 was a lot But I have a feeling 2021 just started and this it's going to be a roller coaster of emotion And I'm trying to get prepared um And actually JB just told me to oh, um On the lighter side, there is a homeless person. We've been seeing in the neighborhood And y'all my my mom always taught my sister and I to give and so I want a couple of neighborhood groups And people are already complaining about the number of homeless people in the area, which I understand But there is a woman who is up here and she Someone posted on our facebook group that they stopped by talk during she's very sweet But she's just trying to make her way up to a town that's about 10 minutes away So when I was taking JB to go get some donuts this morning, I saw her moving her stuff And it's hot y'all it's already in the 90s here in phoenix. So I'm like, you know what let me cover myself real quick pray I got my trolley my extra trolley that I would do for the hair shows and I went out there and helped her to Oh, shit y'all. Sorry. Sorry. I went out there to help her to get at least like I don't know how far we walked like half a mile to where she needs to go But the thing is that it looks like she's a hoarder She's hoarding because she had a lot of stuff that she possibly doesn't need And so I told her exactly where to go and I saw her I just saw her going home and she's still sitting somewhere But anyway, you know even with that And I told her I verbatim told her I said you need to get out of this neighborhood by night because there are people in this And she's She's in her 40s Hispanic woman, you know and I said there are people in this neighborhood Who are already complaining? She's got no the cops have already came by to tell and told me that I need to leave Y'all she looks like you know what she looks like you ever remember a home alone too When Macaulay Culkin was with the homeless lady in the park. That's what this woman looks like She's a heavier said Hispanic woman. She has all this stuff And so she looks kind of scary if you're a kid. Well, it's kind of scary, but she's very sweet I just talked to her for a bit You never know what people are going through you really don't so it it It's really nothing for me to try to help someone but the thing that kind of upsets me about this neighborhood is that these folks Very judgmental not everyone But the majority of them I look again. I live in north Phoenix very judgmental And I was telling her I said, yeah people are already complaining. So you know, yes, ma'am You need to you need to try to get out of here as soon as possible. So that's why I'm going to help you But I'm looking around and I'm like Anybody with a truck could just have have her sit in the truck and get herself all she's trying to do y'all is get five miles No, like five minutes up the road And I told her I said if I had the room I would put you in my car But she has so much stuff like again, she's a hoarder. She has trolleys and buggies. I'm like Got more stuff than I do and you're homeless um And so even then I told her I said, I'm gonna be praying for you and she said thank you and I'll be praying for you To I said thank you, you know just a sweet presence about her and She had a certain There was confusion there But there was moments of clarity and peace. Was she more than likely she probably have some type? I'm not a I'm not a psychologist But more than likely she has probably had some type of mental issues But with that being said she's not smoking. She's not drinking She was picking up everything everything that she dropped. She makes you to pick it up So she respects our area I just don't get these people y'all Like if we were in Texas honestly, she would be up the road by now because we help people out in the south But these folks up here child, they're like I literally saw a comment from one person who was like That's great that she's you know, she's moving her way But she needs to hurry the hell up and get out of our neighborhood I'm like, well, why don't you help her? She said a couple of people have stopped to help her but they're um Oh Shout out to angel. Thank you. Nezzie naps for helping me Give you giving me some advice on my taxes with youtube girl. At first. We almost old youtube I was almost old taxes, but now since she told me girl. You better do your um I don't know y'all my head is in the in the clouds. Basically. I can you know My deductibles for being a youtuber. I put all that in there and now we don't owe money We get a little bit of something back now. So thank you. Shout out to nezzie naps For that advice. So y'all I'm just now I'm just Hug your babies hug your children You know, I know some of y'all do it but really do because Life is so fragile Good morning. Good morning you guys Girl my hair looks a mess because I'm like days behind on washing my hair But it's friday it's friday and I'm really too slang Y'all I'm in a much better mood today um Yesterday I was very weepy. I hate I spent most of the time on the couch cuddling with JB's ass and he girl Even though JB's eight and a half. He still loves to cuddle hell I'm pretty sure most of us would love to cuddle our mom even grown I would love to cuddle my mama right now Having a child, especially a small child Makes you realize just how dependent we are on others Not just our family our parents, but just some humans and um Just how animalistic we are at our young age like JB sniffs He still sniffs my neck. He sniffs my face And he's so cute. He's like he smells so good. I'm like baby He sniffs my husband top of his head My husband girl my husband be done. He's like get the hell off Y'all we finally had my baby's bed delivered yesterday, right and when I tell you I am done I'm done. Now. I see why nobody going to no damn furniture store. I spent almost 700 dollars on our bed and a mattress They were no box spring Even the bed itself. It doesn't have the railings to go underneath it. It's just like three real I got a grown-ass man. He can't he can't sleep on that So I might have my husband look at it and see what he I am pissed y'all And mind you we've been waiting on this damn bed since March I ordered it like mid-march March 13th as we went up to the furniture store and got the bed, right Um, so nice little um Nice little red bone help the I gotta stop saying that y'all I'm country Um, nice little african-american fair-skinned girl helped us very young But clearly her ass was such in her hair. She was very thorough while we were there But she was in such a hairy first of all. I don't even think that's the right bed. We that we want it I need to go online Because JB was even JB said he's like, this is not what I thought it would be. I said no, this is does not look like what I ordered um So last night in a hairy I just went ahead and ordered him a box spring because let me back up. I did call the furniture store. I'm like You guys didn't deliver the entire bed. She's like, well, can you see your order? I said, well, I can't find the paperwork I literally had to paperwork here. Y'all I'm really good about keeping stuff I had to paperwork here for months and all of a sudden I can't find it So she looks it up in the system, right? Hold on y'all. I'm doing work too. She looks it up in the system. She's like, oh, she didn't get you the box spring And I said, excuse me. She's like, yeah, she didn't include the box spring. I said, does that make any sense to you? Why would I order an entire bed with my mattress and I get the box? She's like, yeah I don't yeah, she the lady got a little quiet So I said, so if I ordered a box spring through you guys, do I have to order Do I have to also do the delivery fee? She's like, yeah, unfortunately. No $100 no, I'm gonna take my ass away fair. So I got on like way fair Ordered a box spring mattress for like a hundred dollars, which is expensive now in my opinion They used to be like the girl. I don't know I ordered a box spring spring mattress and while I was edit I went ahead and got me another makeup Trane case because mine is broken And I got another I found a really cute bedroom set for us um 70% off it was like originally $150. I got $50. So yes, I got me there You guys say hi, baby. Hi So we are on our way. Look, I just did my hair this morning and I have a video coming for y'all girl wash stay with olivera plant I don't like doing a shower videos. I mean who does so anyway, we're on our way to an indoor playground I am super excited now about the end of our indoor playground, but because I get to get Rudy's barbecue afterwards Rudy's is based out of Houston and this place is pretty far. So Yeah, anyway y'all we're gonna go ahead and head out and I'll film a little bit while we're there But I really that's it for today. We're gonna do that. We're gonna be there for a while And then my neighbor um wanted me to come by later on tonight so that jb can play with her Her nieces and nephews and her daughter and so that we can Yes, my husband can't do that anymore y'all He said that it's messing with his lungs because he's when he runs he can feel a difference I'm like, we'll stop exercising now. My husband runs three miles a day He said since he's been partaking with me. He's noticed a change when he's um, right? I think it's really allergy season. The man has only done it three or four times Like it's not like you a 20 year old 20 year smoker I don't know but hey if he says it's what it is, but he does eat my edibles