 just when you just say you're moving forward and you're minding your own business and you are focused on yourself people people people that are just confused on who they really are and that's the problem that is really the problem see there is so much I've been through this past couple days you know I've admitted to my wrongs to my mistakes I've came forward I've done so much these last few days I've opened up a side of my life to the public I've I've let the world see me on a very emotional journey I was a lot of people they like to be like a lot of people have a lot of pride and they they they can they they're always confused on should they apologize and sometimes I understand that um especially with a subject like this it could be very very touchy for somebody to be woman enough it to be strong enough to you know be like fuck I made a mistake I made a mistake but to forget that we were once friends at one point of time and to forget that forget like people forget people forget people forget you know it's very sad that somebody could lie so much and just lie lie lie do y'all necessarily like a liar y'all want a liar y'all like liars y'all prays liars y'all prays liars y'all prays liars y'all must prays liars I'm not a liar but right now the truth is gonna be told and it's very sad that we have to do this because some people just didn't know how to just you know tell the truth be a woman tell the truth stop lying they can't do it they just can't and that's the sad part and that's why I'm finding happiness because I can I'm so strong like imagine y'all put put yourself in my shoes imagine waking up to this you know the mental the mental thing that could happen the emotional journey that you'll go through it's crazy like if you really just put yourself in the comments you will go crazy but when you know who you are and you know how you are very truthful and you know that you would never lie and you know that if you've done something it was wrong and you admit to it the only thing you can do is move forward and be happy because you know what you did and you know you know how strong and powerful you were in the situation but some people say I'm a cloud chaser not we're not gonna say some people everybody say I'm a cloud chaser and I don't do she's nothing she don't do nothing she don't do nothing she ain't never did nothing okay okay okay it's all I can say but this truth that I have right now that is the that that will that is the tea with this whole situation I want everybody to just I don't even have words for everybody because I've been taking this blame but what I'm about to put out what I'm about to put out and show the world after you've lied to somebody's face after you lied to this grown woman grown woman grown woman where's the truth why can't you tell her the truth why why can't you tell her the truth why do you have to lie why do you have to lie to her you know what when this truth comes out it's gonna hurt her that you could even look at her face you could even look at her face eye to eye whatever whatever had went on you could even do that like it's nothing some somebody's marriage okay yeah a lot of everybody want to say she didn't know that it was and she she said it wasn't okay okay but now that I'm mature and now that I've actually gotten to this this is serious and the first thing that you need to do is tell the truth so it will never happen again but no you want a lot because that shows what type of person you are it's fine it's fine it's fine it's so fine baby much love to you much love to you my love much love much love there's never gonna be hate but I want you to do after you see this take time ask God for help take time and find your inner peace and find your inner self because you need serious help to even come out and lie lie to lie to lie this is crazy this is crazy so give me time but these receipts after this own to the next own to the next honey it's out of my hands out of my hands