 So I make a confession. I was seven, eight years of age, started resisting anything and everything which could sense to me. Slowly, four years' time, maybe by the time I was eleven, twelve, this harder, completely, unintellectual which could sense to me, concerned with religion, philosophies, various other things, including love and against everything because it did not make logical sense to me. To an extent, twelve years of age, one day, for some reason, this was not really those times when others every day have to chant, I love you, I love you, they never said such things. But they lived for us so we never had a question mark whether they love or not, there was no such thing. But something happened and she expressed her affection towards me, 100% correct. If I was born in the next house, would you still feel this way about me? Cheers came out of her, I said, what did I say? I just asked a question and she went away. After about ten, twenty minutes, she came back and she touched my feet. I was only twelve. I am saying to cease, this is the nature of our intellects. If you use only your intellect, everything that's beautiful and magical about life will evaporate from your life. Your mother expressed a certain emotion. You have a logical question. So if you apply your intellect and your logical aspect of who you are to everything, you will survive well. You will earn your food and shelter. Maybe dominate a few people. Maybe win a race or two of these things. Your intellect may be good enough, for your intellect will never be good enough to make you soaked in ecstasy every moment of your life. It will not do that, believe me. When I say magic of life, one thing in this universe which is not magical, if you put filth in the roots, a beautiful fragrant flower will blossom. Is this not magic? From filth to flower to outcomes, is this not magic? All scientists, Charles Darwin told you, you were all monkeys and just a tail fell away and you all became like this. Magic or no? Some people can keep it quiet because maybe the tail, it's okay. They gave only one cell each, not millions, one each. With these two cells, look at you, how you become. Is this not magic? So if you apply your intellect to everything, everything seems to make sense on one level, but you will see everything that's beautiful, everything that's blissful slowly evaporates from your life. So from the age of 11, 12, to 17 or 18, I'm a hardcore atheist, hardcore. Now compromise. Families are not very religious, but something simple they do once in a while. Even though I will not participate. I cannot see and I cannot logically decipher. It doesn't exist. Intellect, to earn your living, to earn food and shelter, to win a few silly races with people and you have no business to be racing with anybody. Because if you are on a race, if you think life is a race, then you must win. If you want to win the race, you must get to the finish line quick. You want to? You know what's a finish line? You want to get there quick. If you think it's a race, that's what it means, but your logic and your intellect is not good enough to make your ecstatic every moment of your life. It is not good enough to give you access to the magical aspects of life, nor can it meet the steamroller of time that what you do or you don't do, what nonsense you think or you do not think, time is rolling away. It means this. I am sitting here for an hour. What it means is, since you came here, you are one hour closer to the grave. I am conscious. The body knows. Somebody passes. Always people are surprised because they thought they are immortal. I was just telling them, David Forrest today, about eight or nine months ago, a sage, a very well-known sage in southern India, at the age of 111, 111 years of age. He lived a life of absolute service, hugely respected by people. But unfortunately, he fell down and he did not recover from that form and he died. All the newspapers, this great sage died suddenly. I said, what, 111? How do you die suddenly? Did naturally. When is it that we are going to die naturally? I am saying, time is a steamroller. Doesn't stop for anybody. Nobody can rewind it. But you could be riding the cycles of time or you could be crushed by the cycles of time. If you are riding the cycles of time, you will know something. It is very different. You will know life in ways that other people will never understand. Now this kind of a person, why is he bringing David to Nepal? My friends and family always would not want to happen to him. Because when I first said we have to build this, she said, because of you I stopped going to the temples. Now you are building a temple. I said, no, no, no. This is a different purpose, different way of doing things. This is not about believing something. This is not about going to heaven. This is about making a heaven out of yourself. There is a way to do it. Memories that you hold, empowers time. If you lived a number of years, if you carry a lot of burdens and memories in your head, 50 years feels like a very long time. It is a burden of memory which makes time heavy if you are living acted to the source of creation. Where is it? Don't look up because you don't know what is up and down. In Nepal everybody knows the planet is round. I am just checking. It is round. And it is also spinning. If all of you want to sit there like this silently, I am the yogi here, okay? I can sit like this for hours and go away. It is also spinning. Yes. So if you look up, you are never looking up in the right direction, I am telling you. Because it is round and it is spinning, where are you looking? So you don't forget about knowing what is up there. You do not even know what is up and what is down. This is the nature of your existence. So if you are not connected to the source of creation, when I say that, where is it? Where shall I plug in? As I already reminded you, you had for your lunch today, let's say you ate a roti and a chapati. Chapati doesn't look like you. How does it smell like you? How does it feel like you? How does it bleed like you? But if you eat it, in a few hours it becomes you. If the source of creation was not dropping within you, you think you could make a chapati into a human being over the afternoon. So suppose I take a chapati in my hand and make a human being out of this. Who do you think I am? Creator himself, isn't it? And every one of you are doing it, not in your hand, in your stomach. What's the difference? You are doing it discreetly. And it's good. It need not be done obscenely outside. It is done discreetly. You take a chapati and make a human being out of it. Within a few hours, obviously the source of creation must be functioning within you, dropping within you every moment of your life. Otherwise this wouldn't be happening. If you plug into this, if you turn inward and plug into this, if you open up a window or a doorway to this, then there are tremendous possibilities. Life opens up in ways that you cannot imagine. If you consider yourself just a certain number of kilograms of flesh, bone, and a few thoughts and emotions, nothing wrong. Just limit it. Is it wrong to be limited? No. Is it a crime to be limited? No. It is not a crime. It's a disaster. Because loss, when we say loss, loss is not only when you lose what you have, not explore the full potential of who you are. That is the greatest loss. You don't even know you lost it. You have something in your hand and you lose it. You know you have lost it. Things that are possible will never explode. This is a terrible loss. It is to ruin this loss, various aspects. This is a culture steeped in this. Nepal is one of the few countries, one of the few of this region which has kept this largely alive. Slowly over generations, if nobody reminds you what are created with very scientific understanding of how to regenerate life, how to ignite new possibilities within you, could become just symbols, just symbols that inspire belief which may also make something work. So if you use an airplane, suppose you found an airplane and you don't know what is an airplane, then you got the engine started but then you found these two ugly things are going to hit your lampposts and buildings. So you chopped off these two things and started driving an airplane. And the streets of Kathmandu, you are very happy because you found a wonderful car or a bus or whatever it is depending on the size. But someone who knows what it means to fly, if they see you driving an airplane with chopped off wings, they will cry. So one reason I have not told this to anybody here yet, because this is a confession day, I'm telling you. One reason why I decided that we should come to Nepal is some of the fantastic temples that you have. When I see the way it is kept and the way it is approached, tears came to me. These are tremendous tools being used in rudimentary ways. This is why I can't let me inspire that using the pyre wheel as a source, how many of you will revive many things in this wonderful country. But Sadhguru, there are other countries in societies where they don't have a temple, they have nothing but they are doing well. There are two aspects to life. One is what you do and what you have and what you do accordingly you have certain things. Another is how you experience your life. If you don't value how you experience your life, you will have and you will want more and more and more. You will have everything and you will want to have everything that everybody has in the world and still you are broken within yourself. Do you want a life like that? Unfortunately large parts of the world have chosen a life like that. They have everything and more. They have more than any human being should ever have. They have obscene levels of comforts and wealth internally broken. Today to a point where the World Health Organization is predicting there is going to be a mental health pandemic. Are you going to be the epicenter, Nepali people of this mental health pandemic or will you stay sane? A word that you had not heard three years ago. Now everybody knows what is a pandemic. What it means is in this, all of you, a few thousand of you over here, if there are hundred people with some problem, by the time you leave this place all of you will have it. This is a pandemic or at least most of you will have it. If hundred people are a little, by the time you leave this place all of you will be wonky. Dangerous situation, isn't it? But it looks ridiculous. How will it happen? My friend has always been a nutcase. I have been okay. Just a week, ten days ago I think the CDC, which is a major, you know this is controlled institution in the United States based in Atlanta term. This is authority there has announced that among the teenage girls one out of three, one out of three is depressed. One out of three, this is an ordinary situation. How we new teenage girls was, they would simply giggle for nothing. There was a question of they being depressed because they didn't need a reason to laugh. Simply they were exuberant. Out of the exuberance they giggled all the time. But now one in three is depressed. Do you want more? We are heading this way because we have not held the experience of our life important. We are only thinking what we have is important. What can you have? You can have wealth, you can have jewelry, you can have home, you can have car, you can get a golden chariot if you want. If you are not joyful, if you are depressed, you are riding in a golden chariot. What to do? I am asking. Now also I am seeing, not so much in Nepal. I am very happy and proud to say this. Generally all over the world, wherever I travel almost every part of the world, people are driving their dream machine. Something that they always wanted to own and today they have it. The traffic gets a little big. They got an opportunity to spend more time in their dream machine. Are they bursting with joy? No. They are cursing the whole universe. They are using filthy words at everybody on the street. Everybody is sparing. While you are in your dream machine, you must be enjoying it a little more time because of traffic. I see your traffic is quite chaotic but people still, nobody is fronting except a few people. Rest of the people seem to be okay. They are stuck in the traffic. They seem to be okay. This does not mean we should not fix the traffic. We should but also must have to go. But how you experience your life is very, very important. If you do not know how to sit here blissfully no matter what you wear, what you own, how much you possess, it is not going to make a difference because all of this is only in your memory right now. How much money you have, how much wealth you have, what all nonsense you have in your life is only in your memory. I can do this to you and I remove your memory. You are nothing. Everything that you think you possess is only in your memory. One who lives in their memory, one who enjoys their memory, naturally lives in the past because memory is of the past. You will never taste life. You will have a taste of life. You will only know what is accumulated. Anything accumulated, the very nature of creation is such it will rot after sometime and it will stink. You see very wealthy families after five generations they stink. Everywhere in the world this happens because what you possess is only what you can use. We want to have things so that certain things are comfortable. It will facilitate us to act better in the world. Beyond that what we possess means nothing but how we are, how we experience our life, how we unlock our genius or how we are stuck in our own realm of intellect. This is important. But for this you need access to access. There are tools for access. Devi is just that. She is access. She is a doorway. If you know how to use it she will open up possibilities that you never imagined possible. Well this is all just somebody's belief. How can describe a woman do things to me? I am a living example but you know generally we are living in that part of Asia where still there is a problem. At least in our universities and so-called educated people unless it has a stamp from the west it is not really a science it cannot work. You also still there only? You need an approval? Only a few young people are saying no. I don't know if you have heard of Reymar Knot. There was a movie about him about four years ago. His name is Ramanujan. You heard of Ramanujan? Oh really? So I don't have to tell you about him. For Ramanujan I don't have to speak about him. Same people are saying yes and no. So Ramanujan was born in Tamil Nadu in southern India. He was a small village. At the time he was 16, 17 he became a devotee of the Devi. He picked up notebooks and started writing mathematics. Not the kind of mathematics that you learn in school. One plus one is two. Two plus two is four. Not like that. Very complex forms of math. Why math is important is because in many ways if you want to reduce the universe into any one language the closest language which can do that effectively is mathematics. Those of you who are not good at it already thought that I understand. Music is all mathematics where engineering is mathematics, physics is mathematics. Everything can be deduced into mathematics because that is one language which is more efficient and I'm not saying it's absolute. It is more efficient than any other language that we speak in describing the universe and he started pouring out math. Then he was just working as a clerk in Chennai at that time. Then some English officers saw this guy sitting there and pouring out thousands of pages of math. Simply. He sits down, he's just writing like he's possessed. All of it he could figure it out. He showed it to somebody who's a mathematician who wrote this. We need this guy. So they transported him to Oxford University. There he went. Well-being of the wrong skin color in all South Indians we don't. We are baked by sun. So he was treated very badly and given very bad accommodations because he's a vegetarian. There was no proper nutrition at that time. Today everybody is talking about eating vegetarian. At that time if you're a vegetarian you are attacked on the street and beaten because you're just a vegetarian. Today all the doctors in the West are saying you must do it with cheese otherwise you will die of water die or something else. He was treated very badly, no nourishment so he got tuberculosis exposed to cold and he was sitting on his death bed. But he pulled out mathematics. Books and books he wrote and they asked him where is this all coming from? How is it? He said my daily beliefs mathematics. In 2010-11 they discovered what he wrote in 1908 over a century ago the mathematics is actually describing the black holes in the universe. Concept of black holes in the scientific community at that time. The way science progresses is first a concept and a theory and then the math. Then it becomes a reality. But he wrote mathematics which there was no theory or concept. He just wrote the math. He says it's all my daily. I'm just saying this example because this is how it is. If you open the doorway suddenly your access to the universe outside and the inner universe both open up and it's a tremendous life. Today I can say there are thousands of people around me who are beginning to function like this at a different level of genius and capability. I would like to see that the youth of Nepal that's not sounding very youthful it is very important that you access make use of devices which gives you access to the beyond. Particularly the young woman of Nepal must make use of this and saying this is because when it will create survival, survival is very important. Only because we are surviving all other aspects become possible. So we are not saying survival is less, survival is very important. Only because we have survived we are here today. Survival will not make everything. It takes feminine to create a civilization otherwise we would have survived and without a civilization we will wonder why are we here. So this is very important because variety of reasons. Though in these cultures women have been worshipped as devils, goddesses, in spite of that a whole lot of prejudice and a lot of keeping them down has happened. It is time. You don't have to fight. You just have to empower yourself. However there should be, you know this very western idea of women's liberation means fight the men. Then who will you have in your life? Fight the husband, I understand. Throw all the men and then do what? Fighting because fighting. I will fight for my freedom. It's very masculine. It's not feminine. Masculine always thinks in terms of conquests. Seminile is inclusive. It's an embrace. These are two ways to conquer something. One is by force. Another by inclusion. I believe all the men here were delivered by women. Am I correct? Any exceptions? Now then what the hell are we talking about? How many great examples where women rose? Why they rose? See you being successful in the world is a different thing. But you must understand what is a male, what is a female means. It's just a question of you body parts. The difference is necessary to fulfill certain aspects of our life. We are all born here because of that. So that is not even the issue. Why should we every moment of our life be identified with a few body parts, two reproductive organs in our body every moment? It's not necessary in certain relationships, in certain situations. It is relevant. When you're working on the street, why is your reproductive organ in any way in play? Your legs and your brains must be working. Every moment, every moment, wherever you go, who is a man, who is a woman, what body parts do you have? This is rubbish. This is an unhealthy way of existence. This is why spiritual process is very important because when it comes to bodily functions, there is a difference between a male and a female. When some women like to claim, no, my muscle is also as big as yours. It's alright, but don't go that way. It's alright. We want you also strong, made in a certain way for a certain purpose. A female body is made differently. But we are not talking about male and female. We are talking about masculine and feminine. We are here. I've already checked this. But anyway, every one of you are here because a man and woman came together. So because you're a woman, does it mean to say your father doesn't exist within you? Or because you're a man, does it mean to say your mother does not exist within you? Both of them are there. Both of them are there. So logically, by intellect, I am either a male or a female. But the truth is you're both. If both these qualities are not going to be a skewed human being. You've seen Adiyogi Shiva. One half of him is man. One half of him is woman. Perfect man in total balance. Great sage by the name Jagnavalka. You heard of him? Ramanujam. Jagnavalka was a great sage. And then he came to know about a young woman whose name was Maitreya. Because she was so evolved and spiritually exuberant, he decided if he marries, she will marry only her. Otherwise, he will become a monk. It fell together because she also was looking for someone who spiritually evolved and they married. After a few years of a very exuberant life, no children came. That means you can assume. But they lived in a very exuberant way. Then one day, Jagnavalka came. I have been in this marriage for about eight years now. This has been a phenomenal experience for me. But my heart is longing for something deeper, more profound than this. Everything that I have, the house, the fields, the wealth, everything, I will leave it to you. And please release me. I wish to go in search of something else, which is far more profound than what I have right now. So Maitreya said, what makes you think when you are seeking something more profound than what we have now, I will settle for this house. I will settle for this property. I will settle for this silly money that you are going to give me. What makes you think I will settle for this? I also seek something more profound than what is there right now. You don't try to settle my life by giving me a house and money and clothes and jewels and something else. Once a woman is like this, nobody can look at her as just body parts. If your identity is only limited to your body, then naturally that's how it will work. There is nothing wrong with the man's body or a woman's body because this is creation. This is creation. This is the way it is. It is not about that. It is just that there are other aspects for you to be human, which is only possible for a human being. Because for all other creatures, nature has put two lines in those two lines. For a human being, slowly the top line just evaporated and most human beings have not realized that. They are still thinking there is a top line. This is like you kept a bird in a cage for a long period of time. One day you take away the dog but the bird just sits there because food comes straight there. It doesn't have to go in search of anything. Everything is comfortable. Only thing is he cannot fly. He cannot fly but that's okay. At least you are well fed and fat. Come this. It's very important. Human creation. Human being means there are many, many ways we can look at this. The simplest thing is this. We call your being only you. In Nepal do you call tigers, tiger beings? Hello? Mosquito, mosquito being? It has your blood. But still it's not a being. The only you are referred to as a being is no matter what is the circumstance around you. If you are willing, you can decide how to be. No other creature can decide this. All other creatures are instinctive, compulsive reaction to the situations in which they exist. This is the only one which can determine how to be no matter what is happening around us. If you do not exercise this choice of how to be, we have to say you are a human creature. Have a huge narration. If you decide how to be, to ask you something, you can say yes, no or silence. Whatever you say, I am going to bless you. It's up to you. If you had a choice between being blissful right now and being miserable, what's your choice? For yourself, it's always the highest level of pleasantness, isn't it? Sometimes for your neighbor, there may be a debate. But for yourself, highest level of pleasantness. What is pleasantness? If you become pleasant in your body, we say you are healthy. The pleasantness of body is referred to as health. You want it. Not everybody said yes, I am giving you one more chance. Don't take this thing slightly because the value of health is only when you don't have it. If every day, every cell in this body is not clearly saying I want to be healthy, you becoming sick is not far away. How many people who find today, tomorrow morning they are sick or dead, is it not happening every day? Bless you with a healthy and a long life and everything. But for all this, you must be pleasant. If you are unpleasant, you will only stretch your torture. So body being pleasant means health. You want it. If it becomes very pleasant, we call this pleasure. Only a few people, others, not acres. If your mind becomes pleasant, we call this peace. If it becomes very pleasant, we call it joy. If your emotions become pleasant, we call this love. If it becomes very pleasant, we call this compassion. If your energies become pleasant, we call this blissfulness. If it becomes very pleasant, we call it ecstasy. If your surroundings become pleasant, we call this success. Only to create pleasantness in your surroundings, you need the cooperation of other people. To create pleasantness of body, pleasantness of mind, pleasantness of emotion and energy is 100% your business, yes or no? You said yes. This is transformation. You said, Guru, I am not happy because my wife is doing this, my husband is doing this. I probably is like this, Kathmandu traffic is bad. For you to be pleasant and unpleasant is 100% your doing. This is why you need a powerful tool. How heavy is that? That if you know how to make use of this, being exuberant and wonderful every moment of your life is a living possibility. Just now, the Maa Baragini Maa who was here was doing the Arathi. She is Lebanese. Another country that I have loved very much and been there very often except in the last few years. She is Lebanese. In the next 6 to 8 months, there must be a Nepali because this is the only culture in the world. This is the only civilization. When it came to spiritual aspects, men and women had no distinction. Both were treated equally. Nowhere else. Nowhere else on the planet, only in this culture, in this civilization. And in recent times there has been a certain loss, certain amount of prejudice. So in the Bhairavi temple, the inner sanctum is only managed by the women always. So women of Nepal must stand up and make sure they sleep with this Lebanese lady. She is wonderful but we need her back there. Will you do this? Yes. But it needs a lot of training, dedication and striving. It's not like you know how to do this. It takes a lot of work. You must be willing to do that. This is not hard work if you have devotion in your heart. Nothing is hard work. Have you seen? You fall in love with somebody. Nothing seems to be hard, whatever. It doesn't matter. If you have to crawl under this and go you will do it. This is the nature of sweetness of emotion, love, compassion, devotion. These are all different levels of sweetness of emotion. Once you have sweetness of emotion, once you are a devotee, you have the best deal. No matter what's happening, you are, it's very important. Because without creating human beings who are blissful, without creating human beings who are peaceful, do you think you can create a peaceful world or a blissful world? There is no problem in this world except the human being. Is there any other problem on this planet? Only human being. Why human being a problem? Human being is the peak of evolution. Human being the most intelligent creature on this planet. Human being is the flower of evolution on this planet. Most competent on this planet. What is the only problem? I thought intelligence is a solution. What do you think? Is intelligence a solution or a problem? Is intelligence a problem or a solution? What should it be? It must be a solution. That's the only solution for every silly thing that we do. The only solution is ignited intelligence. But today our intelligence has become a problem. Being peaceful has become a problem. Where we are talking about a mental health pandemic, what does it mean? It means you don't know how to have new intelligence. I'll ask you one more question. Yes, no silence, I'm going to bless you. Would you like your intelligence to be sharp or blunt? So once you have a sharp instrument, you must know how to hold it. If your little... Interestines will come out. If we give you a very rather napolic look at life, if you don't have a steady hand, if you do this, this, this, either your intestine will come out or somebody else's will come out. Because once you hold a sharp instrument, your hand must be very conscious and steady. So if you ask for a sharp intellect, then you must be very conscious and stable. Otherwise, you will simply cut yourself every day. You will call this stress. You will call this anxiety. You will call this tension. You will call this misery. Call whatever the hell you want. Essentially, you don't know how to handle your intelligence. That's all it is. If you move half your brain, you will be peaceful. A lot of young people are trying because they don't know how to handle their intelligence. They want to keep their brain choked in alcohol or smoke it out. So you must decide whether a really sharp intellect is good for you or blunt it with something and then you don't feel anything. Even if you do this, it doesn't cut you. If this was a sharp knife, it would open up. So if you wish to have a very sharp intellect, the important thing is how you hold it, how stable are you, how conscious are you. This will determine whether this intelligence will work for your benefit or it will torture you every day. Right now, this is the condition of the human societies. Their intelligence is torturing them on a daily basis. They have got names and names. I was in conversation with some top psychiatrists from UK and they told me there are 72 varieties of mental ailments. I thought there may be half a dozen or maybe ten but 72 varieties. I said, what are they? They started telling me so many things. One thing stuck in my head. Compulsive nose picking is one of the to a point they will bleed. Even if they are bleeding, they cannot stop it. They keep on nose picking. Somebody, some of you are wearing red clothes because you don't want to be seen. So I'm saying just about anything you can make it into an ailment. Your intelligence, if you turn it into a problem, what to do. Any gift that's given to you, you will turn it against you. Right now, technology, what a blessing but most people are turning it against themselves. Economic well-being, most people are ruining themselves with economic well-being. Those are wonderful things that are given to us. We want to poke our sense because unconscious, compulsive reaction. I want you to understand this. This whole moment, including the biography, this may be little difficult for you to understand. You must explore a little more in a short duration. I won't be able to do this. This is a moment from religion to responsibility. The manager of your emotions, your thoughts and your experiences, where is he or she? Here or there? You must make up your mind, here or there? If you know it's here, you will see how to gain access. If it is there, you have excuses and explanations as to why you're miserable. You can come up with any number of explanation but misery is misery. Hello? Explanations are not going to be a bomb for your misery. It will only deepen the misery because now you have found reasons as to why you suffer. So spiritual process is beyond bodily identification because body is something that you gathered. What you gather can be yours, can never be yours. There are so many ways people are trying to find peace. I was in New York City, we were releasing a book, it's a large crowd. Then I asked them a simple question. How many of you in New York City can spend an evening peacefully without even a glass of wine? I'm using a glass of wine as the minimal dosage. There are many others, you know. They say maybe three to five percent. So 95 percent cannot sit one evening without a glass of wine. If they don't have it, they can't be peaceful. Then next week I'm in London, a group of prominent people. Then I asked them the same question. How many of you can sit peacefully through an evening without a glass of wine? I said maybe one percent. How can we be peaceful without a drink? So to be peaceful, you need chemicals. To be happy, you need chemicals. To be blissful, you need chemicals. To be healthy, you need chemicals. If you do this in a generation or two, you will have human beings who are much less than who we are. That's a climate against humanity. Many ways every human being can find their own way to be peaceful. This happened. One day, Shankaran Pillai was particularly abused. You know him also? He was particularly abusive to his wife. But she sat there very peacefully. Then he threw his arms up and said, What's the matter with you? I have been so abusive to you. Almost every day I abuse you. Sometimes I've even physically abused you. But you are just peaceful all the time. Nothing seems to disturb you. How do you manage this? She said, I clean the toilet. He said, what? If I abuse you, you clean the toilet? And it makes you peaceful? She said, yes, I clean the toilet. How does it work? She said, I use your toothbrush. There are many ways to become peaceful if you do not take charge of your faculties. You being peaceful by accident, either by chemicals or by cleaning the toilet or by doing something harmful to somebody else you feel good for some time. These are not solutions. The solution is, all of you, can you move your hand like this? On the right side, just try and see. Wow. Can you do this? Fantastic. Oh, you're great. You have total control over your right hand. It's not a joke. Some people have lost control. Yes or no? Some people have lost control. Try this with your mind. You want to put your mind here. It goes there. You want to put it there. It goes somewhere. You want to put it there. It goes all over. With this kind of nonsense, what are you trying to do? You can't say get into your car or motorcycle. Actually there is a bicycle which is created like this. You must try it. You're driving. You want to go like this. If you do this, your vehicle goes this way. Terrifying or no? With this kind of mind, if you want to go here, it goes there. How do you live? That is why everybody is saying anxiety is normal. Doctors are saying, anxiety is normal. Like the fear, terror, everything is normal. You are a human being. Am I saying something wrong about you? You're supposed to know how to be. If you know how to be, you've already made your choice. If you know how to be, you would choose to be blissful. Matter of what is happening, everybody is finding some reason to be miserable. This happened. It was their 40th wedding anniversary. Anybody in the takers? 40th wedding anniversary. So they decided. That day they wanted to celebrate. So they decided they will do exactly the same things that they did 40 years ago. They went to the same church to dinner to a particular restaurant. They went to the same restaurant, ordered the same food, ordered the same wine. Then after that, they went to the movies. On that day, they went to the same theater. The movie was different, they had booked up in the same hotel where they had stayed after their wedding. So they were driving. The lady said, John, what's the matter with you? Why are your grandparents driving like this? On that day, how passionate were you? All the way to the hotel, we were kissing each other. Oh, okay, let's do it. He started kissing her and they went over to the bridge and landed down and they landed in heaven. In golfers, first thing they checked was is this golf in heaven? The reception said, yes. The most spectacular courses would have never seen anything like this. And honestly, is there a tea time for us? We've just come. Of course, any time is tea time in heaven. So they went and they were given, he was given a golden golf kit. She was given diamond studded thing and he hit the ball, went straight, splitting the fairway very far. Then she went to her red team and she teed off. She also went straight and long. Both of them were walking towards their ball. Suddenly, the husband became little depressed. When it happens to husbands, hello, she looks at him and then, John, what is the problem? We are in the most spectacular golf course. You had a great shot. I had a great shot. What's your problem now? He said, if it was not for your stupid health food, we could have been here long time ago. Of us, every one of us, are we not materially, I'm saying, you may have many complaints, but still materially are we not living way better than our grandparents? Hello. Everyone of us, and what is the complaint? Complaint is not about what you don't have around you. The complaint is what should be throbbing within you is not happening. Take part of it, and let it blossom within you. I heard there are questions, are there questions? There are questions, please. So I come there and answer the questions. My name is Melvi, from Indonesia. What is the relationship between the feminine and art? Creativity and decorations at the end. And decoration. Decoration. Thank you very much. Are you asking this question because I think women like to be decorated. Actually, looking for decoration. Feminine is not about decoration. Feminine is about aesthetics. Feminine is about aesthetic. Feminine is about aesthetic. Not about decoration. It's just that in societies over a period of time our sense of aesthetic may get culturally influenced at the end of the best decoration. Esthetic means just the way you stand, the way you sit, the way you are, can be aesthetic. It's not necessarily you go painted from head to toe just the way you are can be aesthetically very beautiful or not. Isn't it? So feminine and aesthetic is very very connected because as I said earlier masculine is about survival. Do not think one is superior to the other. If there is no survival there is no aesthetic. Hello? This is a serious problem masculine and feminine has been badly influenced by women's liberation and these kind of ideas. The very idea that one is superior to another whichever way is such a gross and silly idea. It's like saying sky is superior to earth why don't you go there? If that is superior to earth why don't you get lost there? Heaven is superior to this why are you not gone? Hello? So between masculine and feminine this should be completely collapsed. There is no such thing as which is superior. These are two fundamental ingredients of life this makes us survival very important because without that what is there, nothing is there. But just with that what is there doesn't feel like there is nothing. So these are two this is the beauty and intelligence of creation two different qualities were packed in two different ways and life will not happen without both these aspects being there. Both these aspects being alive within us. Hey look at the moon moon is feminine. Moon is feminine yesterday she was round today she is little woman you know every day sun is masculine every day perfect round here but tell me is there more poetry and music about sun or moon? Without the sun moon cannot reflect anything it's only a reflection but still because every day it freaks you you don't know what shape moon is yesterday it was round little today it's little less another day it will disappear another day it will come back very feminine you know like some time ago I was doing a program in Chennai and inner engineering program and after this program one man comes up to me and says Satguru after this program now I understand what's my life I am unable to understand what's my wife I said don't try to understand your wife experience her as a wonderful thing don't try to understand mistake isn't it? they're trying to understand you as a mistake because anything anything in the world that you think is beautiful cannot be understood if you think you understood the beauty will vanish yes or no? not that you have understood you thought you have understood it's gone so this aesthetic is a natural part of the feminine not necessarily decoration decoration is a cultural thing in different cultures different types of decorations that is not important the important thing is you must be aesthetically fine it's very important for a woman and if feminine is not aesthetic then what will the masculine do? survival do more conquer more than what? don't know because do not misunderstand feminine, masculine as always as man, woman or male, female it is manifest in every ways that's why we're saying we see moon as feminine oh is it a female? no it's feminine and you cannot argue with me on that because the cycles of the moon and the cycles of womanhood are together twenty-eight days and it's only because of the cycles you and me are here if our mothers did not go with the moon we wouldn't be born so moon is aesthetic it has no other particular value like sun without sun there is no energy on the planet moon is aesthetic but without that we wouldn't be born who's got the microphone please? Namaskaram Sadguru where are you? I'm here Namaskaram Sadguru my name is Roshan Diwala you saw how the lady asked the question aesthetic yeah it's alright it's alright you're a man I'm Roshan Diwali and I'm from Nepal and this is the biggest opportunity of my life to get a chance to ask a question to you I'm really blessed and as a I'm a devotee of Linga Vairavi Devi I'm doing my stuti and Devi Dandam in Nepal we do lots of rituals and offerings to many gods but none of them have worked as far as I know no no not that they did not work you couldn't make them work maybe and as a real devotee of Linga Vairavi Devi shall I perform those rituals and offerings or just a Devi stuti and Dandam will work I think he needs a Dandam thank you those of you who don't understand this language Dandam means a stick Dandam also means frustration well the Devi sadhana is on many levels the simplest form is stuti and Dandam but that's not everything there are many ways to internalize this if you have the necessary devotion we'll one by one open doors why one by one sadguru why can't you open all the doors at once if you even when you were a child initially your mother breastfed you then maybe some cows milk then maybe some solid food then now we don't know what you're eating first day only her favorite food if she had put it in your mouth probably you would be dead so similarly we will open this thing not because of anything else it must benefit if even the best thing in the universe if it comes to you when you're not ready it doesn't work the greatest thing in the world if it comes to you before you are ready for it it can only hurt you so we we can open the doors let me see the intensity of your devotion accordingly we'll open up please take the microphone Namaskaram Sadguru so I'm here so I'm in front of you yeah yeah Namaskaram Namaskaram Sadguru so it's my pleasure first of all I would like to thank you for establishing Linga Bhairavi in Nepal thank you very much it's a good honor for Nepal so you did this your contributions will be recognized in future so with your approval I would like to ask you the short two questions very short two questions so as you just recently said that so in Nepal so this in Nepal as you said the traditions about your temples and what you have said that the Sanatan Dharma in Nepal is vibrantly alive so can you suggest what can we do to make it alive for more years thousand and thousand years this is my first question and the second we'll go one at a time one question one question one thing don't don't feel insulted by what I say I'm telling you a practical solution huh because I'm not given to diplomacy I say what I have to say one thing you have to do is the temple should be open for all human beings irrespective of their color caste, creed another thing is it should be only open to human beings the monkeys you must get them out because I see I went to one of the prominent temples and the monkeys are having a big fight no space for the human beings and there is somebody at the gate saying are you Hindu or are you a foreigner stopping you don't do this because this comes from another time this comes from a see this comes from another time where foreigners came to the temple only to desecrate the temple only to some way harm the temple but now the foreigners who are coming they genuinely want to come you must welcome them many lawmakers are here I hope you will take this and make it happen because because the foreigner that who is coming today genuinely wants to come to the temple they are not coming there to desecrate the temple to harm the temple that was another time let's not carry that hangover please where is the microphone please I am not coming there because if I come there my microphone may not work there are you I am here what's happening can't hear anything I am Maven from China I am so honored to participate I am Mike Bhairavi is about exuberance don't just sit there like this I want to see I want to see if all this Nepali people can dance or not get the drums going I want to see boom boom boom come on let's see V is now open for all from 6.30 a.m. to 1.20 p.m. and 4.20 to 8.20 p.m. every day Abhishekam can be offered at 7.40 a.m. 12.40 p.m. and 7.40 p.m. at Vasundara Chok Ring Road we would also like to express our gratitude to various government ministries departments and officials for their support to make this event a resounding success particularly Nepal Army Nepal Police Traffic Police Armed Police Force District Administration Office Kathmandu Metropolitan City Office and we would also like to thank the members of the media last but not the least all the Isha volunteers for their relentless commitment and effort and to the participants this evening we invite you to be a part of Sadguru's vision to raise human consciousness and craft a conscious planet and we look forward to welcoming you at Linga Bhairavi Devi's Abode in Vasundara we once again thank you for joining us this evening Namaskaram Thank you