 know who interrupt me. He's scared, he's scared the hell out of me. Let me let the camera just see another reason why this camera, we ain't gonna talk about that girl. I get a lot of, not a lot, but I would say newly every other video or every other video I have a comment, there we go, of someone who is saying you know they look forward to my videos or that my videos are you know put them in a better mood and that's what I want to do but I want to say this because I feel like it needs to be said. Whatever you are going through right now sis or brother, whatever you are going through just know that you are loved and know that you're not alone. Whatever you're going through even though right now it seems like when you are awake it is a nightmare. You look forward to going to bed because you can forget about everything and as soon as you wake up you know that there's issues that you may or may not have to deal with that day later on. Whatever it is that you're going through it will get better. I know that it's so cliche to say and especially when you're in the midst of the storm quote-unquote you know what I mean but it will get better if you are praying whoever you pray to pray, meditate, eat better, drink some water, stay hydrated, take a walk. Trust the process. Trust the process. It is hard. I know girl. I need to delete some stuff on this camera y'all. Hey y'all y'all like my workout show? I workout because it should say I workout because my greedy ass really likes food but you know what it is y'all about food? I like snacks. I like to snack on food. I like to eat a lot of different food y'all. Hold on let me drink some water. I've been feeling a little dizzy. This morning I was feeling a little dizzy while working out so I had to cut my workout short. I got this huge mason jar from the Goodwill. Anyway y'all it is Thursday July 5th ain't a dangle thing going on around here. It's quiet because my husband just left for work. JB's at school. I've caught up on work. The only thing other thing I need to do today which I need to do here in like 20 more minutes is wash my hair. Sometimes I'm gonna say yeah I'm going black girl. I have been on an emotional roller coaster. I like to watch movies when I am working so when I was at the gym I was watching the Handmaid's Tale which is a whole other thing. And then what movie did I watch? I can't remember. But the last movie I watched was Still Alice. When I told you that movie was so emotional it stars Alex Baldwin and Julianne Moore. And it basically has to do with onset early Alzheimer's which is becoming a lot more frequent. Have y'all been I've been seeing a lot more stories of that. A couple of people especially in the UK a couple of women have been diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer's in their 30s. Now I didn't know they were such thing called Familia Alzheimer's. It's just horrible. I mean I used to work for hospice. I know what Alzheimer's looks like at an older age. But to see someone who's working with fairly young kids to get it in their 50s and like I said some people even been diagnosed in their 30s. I don't think people realize that Alzheimer's is basically a long death. I hate to put it like that but that's that's what it is. It's an extremely long death. So y'all anyway that was the movie I was watching and then just I'm cooking some food right now. I got knocked the bandwagon. I was eating a lot of carbs. I've been eating a lot of carbs girl the last two or three days. Which why I know I could not do keto. You can get that. That could get out of my dictionary right now. Ain't nothing ketosis around here because I'm gonna eat my carbs. I can eat tacos every week. And I do. I just about do. I do eat them every week. So yeah that's it y'all. I was gonna say I found another church. You know the good thing about being in this 21st century era with technology. You can look at reviews. Most churches have Facebook pages which is so weird to me. But it is what it is. Even my home church has a Facebook page. And you could just go on the church to look up if you can go on the church's website to look up information on the pastor. Look at reviews. Google reviews. Because I told you the church that I go to that these holes ain't loyal. And for those of you who don't know the reason why the reason why I call it that these holes ain't loyal church is because during church announcements about two years ago they played the instrumental to these holes ain't loyal with Chris Brown. It was a Chris Brown. That messed me up for a whole year. I didn't go to that church for a whole year because that really messed me up that y'all playing these holes ain't loyal doing the church announcements. So last the one thing I wanted to talk about when I say you know church was good but I would say it anyway. I don't know what it is but we had a guest guest preacher. And towards Santa Mary I knew it was coming. Towards the end he asked for an offering. But why did he ask for a thousand dollars? Let me say this. If God puts it on your heart to give this man a thousand dollars praise be. But this man set up here and I'm gonna say he basically begged for a thousand dollars and don't you know nearly 20 people went up there. Nearly 20 people went up there and donated. I don't even want to say donation. Their offering was a thousand dollars. Then he said girl this is a guest preacher. Then he said guaranteed you gonna get this money back within seven days. That is bold as hell. You better you better have a direct line into God for that. But to say that. Now let me say this. I do believe in what we call sow and seed. I do believe in tithing but what I don't believe is begging at the end. Can I get a can extra fifty dollars? I need ten more people to give twenty dollars. I ended up finding a church. I forgot the name already but there Baptist. And the pastor has been at this church for 50 years. And it's a small church looking at our guest that it has no more than 200 members. Probably less than that. 200 or less members. I'm just eyeballing y'all. It's because it's a small congregation. He was with the board of education here in Phoenix for 23 years that piqued my interest. Then when reading his background girl when I when I read this I just I read it. He was born and raised in East Texas. So I'm like all right we got us at East Texas. Y'all it's something about us fellow Southerners especially if you're from Texas or the sister state Louisiana. We tend to stick together. So when we hear that someone else is from Texas that makes us a little bit more trustworthy. Now yeah there are some ratchet churches in Texas and in the south in general. Hello. I'm not going to name any names but that made me feel a little bit more comfortable knowing he was coming from East Texas and the longevity. He started preaching there in 1965. So good guy. I'm doing really good. JP's really good at these. And I built this crocodile right here. All he's doing is looking at the pictures. It's taking it's taking me a while but his little brain is is pretty good at this. All right baby. So I'm not gonna I'm not even helping him. He's just doing it so you can you can continue. As soon as I got in because we have a pool where you have to walk in off the ladder right. So walked in a few steps. My breast was submerged. I could feel my my inflammation basically my scars up underneath but it's been and so I'm like oh I immediately stepped back out and I look at my husband like I could feel something burning. He's like well yeah I put a lot of chemicals in here. This is a lot of chlorine. This is what the tomatoes, tomatillos look like and I have jalapenos here. You're supposed to use two things. You know those dried peppers red peppers sometimes you see in the produce section. They're very dry. They're backed up. Supposed to use that or the long skinny I think they're called serrano peppers. He's supposed to use that and all I'm gonna do is place this in my blender here. Pulse it a few times and then stare in my onions my cilantro and I think I'm gonna stare in some tomatoes too. You normally don't add tomatoes but I am. Okay this is what the salsa looks like. Okay before adding anything else. Now one thing I'm going to do is I'm going to allow this to cool down because it's a little yeah it's a little warm. I have my chopped onions some tomatoes some cilantro okay and I'll add a little bit of lemon I think. All right I'm gonna go ahead and add my onions. Normally you just you do white onion but it is what it is. Here's my cilantro and I'm not gonna add a lot of tomatoes. Mix it up like this. I'm gonna add some cumin here and some salt. Yeah you know what I'm gonna take those tomatoes out y'all. I know crazy huh. I don't like the tomatoes in it. I'm gonna take the tomatoes out. It's hot y'all. Right now it's the high of a hundred and a hundred and I don't know it's a hundred hell. It's like a seriously though it's like a hundred and seven a hundred and eight degrees and it'll be this way until they ain't going there November. We're gonna go check the mail because I got a message y'all. I'm very OCD when it comes to my packages. Y'all heard me talk about this before. I signed up for you UPS VIP status so I know exactly when my stuff is delivered. Oh it's hot. It's so hot like and it's dry out here so it's windy but it's dry hot wind. No cool breeze girl. I am full. Today is Saturday by the way. I didn't really vlog earlier today because I wasn't looking to talk about. No we did a lot. We went to keep going sweetheart. Keep going. You want me to carry it and vlog? What do we go boo boo? Went grocery shopping of course and we went to Mocha Chucky Jesus right and y'all I am notorious for if JB wants to play somewhere like JB wants to play at McDonald's. We don't eat McDonald's though. So I bought me some nachos from Rubio's and walked up into McDonald's but I did like I bought like a ice tea at McDonald's and sit down and he played. What else that set? You don't know. No because clearly I've done three vlogs now in a row and typically they're spaced out you know every four or five days or so. Yeah until I get my camera which I haven't even had time to mill off yet I'm milling off Monday morning until I receive my new camera there will be no more hair related videos until then even though I got some new stuff coming in yo we're gonna hold off vlogging I'm okay on this old camera but I know y'all tired of me hearing about talking about it but I just want to explain if those are you who are wondering where the hair related videos are at. Can you dresses? Oh you know what it was part of a bundle because I'm like I would never in all honesty I wouldn't do avocado. I'm gonna try it but this was part of her bundle so we have a leave in we have hair oil and then we have a coconut mango hair butter also for those of you who don't follow me on Instagram which I understand everybody's on you know everything like I have Twitter sorry I have Twitter but I don't tweet at all I just don't but I am on Instagram quite a lot. What's the point? I did a length check a couple of days ago and I hadn't done one in about seven or eight months I'm at the longest it is in the front 18.5 inches girl that's that's a bundle this part of my hair is in the front right here in the front right here longest part is between 18.5 some areas were like almost 19 inches right here on the side I'm 15 there was some 13 then the back in between he gonna get he gonna get body slammed in the back it's between 12 13 inches y'all mind the shape of my hair is so and I get comments every now and then how do you get that shape is it cut girl it's called having multiple textures so I have a natural graduated bob I mean I just said the back is 13 inches the front is dang on your 19 so yeah that's a bit extreme. Hey y'all it is Sunday evening no we didn't go to church this morning I've been feeling a little dizzy I was a little dizzy yesterday morning a little dizzy this morning I notice when I don't drink as much water I'm a little dizzy I also have what's called BP PV I mean I get business from different things but the main reason is as the positional basically is a positional vertical it's a type of vertical where you have particles in your air now it's gotten so bad once that I had to go to my ENT I do see your nose throat specialist for it and they had to do the specifically a maneuver where they put your head all the way back and she basically had you to jerk your head around real quick and it breaks up the particles in your inner in your inner air and she could tell I mean the specialist was able to tell because my eyes go back and forth like this when she does it crazy but right now I can feel a little bit it's okay now I'm okay that's why I'm driving we're gonna go to the Dollar Tree and go to Walmart I got to run some errands I gotta get some more organizational stuff for supplemental homeschool yeah I can't do homeschooling full-time I just can't tied but yeah I had to send an email to the voluntary coordinator I'm like look how far I was supposed to be on the schedule anyway but this ain't gonna work out I am gonna be trying the new church next Sunday I'm gonna go by myself and if I like it then the family's gonna go with me this Sunday afterwards I just want to you know get a feel from it forward you know um see how I mean yeah but I need the folders I don't need a binder I need I do need a notebook stay still baby let's get this school stuff fell sack lunches ziploc bags I have tons of this stuff at home I used to get my elf I want to sell any right oh you're so sweet Luba cuz I wouldn't have no I wouldn't pick it up I really don't get anything over here unless it's condiments sometimes but sometimes it'd be cheaper at Walmart Applebytes yeah I'm sitting up here my skin looks horrible lately I mean there's a pimple right there I've been breaking out I've been noticing it for the past week or so and the first thing that I do is when I notice my skin and this is abnormal for me this many pimples and outbreak like this I don't get outbreaks like this one or two yeah but all over know my diet I look at my diet so I'm gonna try to clean up my diet as much as possible I'm trying to think I haven't had been a little bit more sweets normally as far as sweets go I'll probably have something sweet to eat once a week but I've been having something sweet to eat almost every day so yeah I try to cut off the sweets I know y'all can't really see me I'm putting on my sneakers cuz I'm gonna go to the gym actually I'm gonna go to the UPS not UPS the postal office which is in another city because we live on an outside of Phoenix I gotta go up to Anthem and then come back down hit gym and then go pick up boo boo um I know this vlog is getting long and we're spilling into the next week but y'all I was gonna tell y'all I spent the last two days you know I need to do that I was thinking about something else this is July of course we're in July and one more month technically less than a month before JG starts kindergarten officially let me let me calm down too um so I've been spending a great deal of time just looking at my calendar making things everything's okay we haven't meet the teacher in two more weeks I gotta purchase uniforms next week I just need to purchase his tops I've already got him some shoes I've already purchased him pants for this for the winter time which is gonna be like damn they're three months from now he has plenty of sharks but I have to purchase his tops for the school colors I mean just a lot going on just making sure he's prepared I'm going to spend I was supposed to do it this week I yesterday I just remembered but we have time I'm gonna spend the time to go back on the school's website and read and read over their policies I don't want any type of surprises their policies on everything vacations or excuse me sick days sick days quote unquote school lunches and stuff like that I know that they you have to order it he won't be doing school lunches I know that but breakfast every now and then he does like to eat breakfast food so you know just making sure I'm prepared so I need to make sure that I'm aware of all their policies or at least go over most of them I also even though this is a great school it's a charter school and I know people who kids go there I am not discontinuing my supplemental learning no I think that's a mistake that a lot of parents make and the funny thing is that I was speaking to another parent who he was saying how you know his child is also going to the same school that JV is going to but they're also going to do supplemental learning he's he's an educator actually so I'm gonna mostly focus on social skills African studies gonna be more African centric oriented I ordered a slew of books this morning from books.com I ordered another book case to really get myself organized and I have my notebook here I've been taking notes for like two days straight y'all I spent a good amount of time doing this but I have all month to get prepared I just want to start now and I'm gonna create a curriculum for him again mostly African centric base African American and focus on social skills like I said we're gonna do reading we would prefer that he gets introduced to a lot of these subject matters in the house before some outside influences get to him all right so anyway let me go mill off this camera I'm a choke and if anyone even says cannon I'm I want to choke them Lord all right y'all that's it for this vlog there how do you oh how do you feel now you feel yeah you feel better huh you feel better than I took your horrible hat off hmm yeah you know you stop crying little lad a little giggle there's something in between his legs blocking see that blocking him from going over my hair is in a scarf and oh okay all right then you want me you want to kiss are you gonna stop give me a kiss