 أنا سينار، لم أقوم بإنهاء الله، أنا موارد للسيطان هذا one of the tricks of shaitan but remember what Allah سبحانه وتعالى says the most merciful verse in the Quran قل يا عبادية الذين أسرافوا على أنفسهم say my servant الذين أسرافوا على أنفسهم they have transgressed against themselves what did they do? أسرافوا أسراف meaning you went way above the limit what did they do? it doesn't matter and what did Allah says لا تقنطوا من رحمة الله don't despair from the mercy of Allah and then he put this statement verily Allah forgives all the sins if you didn't want me to repent you would not show me my shortcomings you are a creation of Allah then he loves you you are the one say لا إله إلا الله then he loves you you are a sinner all of us are sinners and the best among us repent don't you ever let shaitan paralyze you with this