 Hi. New channel. Same bad lighting and same bad organizational skills and same bad try hard voice. I don't know, that's how I feel about it. I explained this a little bit on my video on my other channel just stating that like the main reason that I wanted to make a new channel was about privacy and this was something that I really feel like it took for granted. I made my channel with my name, my real name. It was very in at the time that I made my channel. I made my channel in like 2015 where it was still very in to have your real name be your username on YouTube and I don't really have like a problem with that for especially for people who are like that's their job now as YouTube. Cool. Be yourself completely online. That's fine. If that's what you want to do but then I went to library school and it's not that these corporations don't already have all my data but I just felt like it's smarter and safer to put a name between me and the world and also like booktube specifically everyone uses a username no one uses their real name on booktube for the most part so that kind of made me stand out which hypothetically could have been a good thing but it just like didn't feel right. It never felt right. Life updates. Big life updates since I last made a video. Last video I made on my other channel was an August wrap up so I made that in September. Wow. First of all I cut my hair off. Most visually obvious one. I don't know. I love it. It's easy. I cut my hair off when I was in college and I hated it and this time I'm really enjoying it. I just feel like I know how to deal with it a little bit better than I did then. I don't miss my long hair at all which is kind of surprising because last time I missed my long hair almost immediately. Yeah. Other life changes. The biggest one is that I have a job guys. I've been on here. I've been on YouTube talking about not having a job for like years at this point plural like so many years and now I have one and it feels really good and I'm really settling in and it's like not in libraries but it's like library adjacent. It is both library and publishing adjacent which is really cool. I'm really liking it. I like what I do. It is not mentally destructive to me which is like some of my old other jobs were that. So the fact that I've been there for like two months and am not like ruined by it yet is great. And also the biggest, the last thing, I don't know what's the biggest, the biggest is probably that I got a job but then the last thing of my life updates is that my parents moved. They bought a house in our town and we moved which was very stressful and like weeks of work but now I have this space that you see me in now. I used to live in this tiny room. It was awful. It was like it was okay but it was awful. And now I have a bedroom and an office where I am currently in my office and I will be doing YouTube from here and I have like my work stations right behind me and I have like a little, I have like a TV in here that I can like play video games on. Things have gotten better for me in the last two months in ways that I genuinely wondered if they ever would. But yeah, I really wasn't sure if my life was really ever going to kick off basically and it will. It is, it is on its path. I'm gonna be moving again to the city where my job is at. I'm work from home until whenever this pandemic stuff begins to legitimately wrap we're about to go through a pretty bad phase. It looks like weirdly this year has been better for me than most years and I think it's because I basically hit as close to rock bottom as I will get unless I start like doing hard drugs basically. I got a job. I started going to therapy. It can only go up from there really. So yeah, that's the life update. I will be back soon with stuff but I'm really excited about the new channel. I am like so pumped. It feels like there was always this block for me and now this channel can really just be a hobby because like it's separate from my name. It's separate from things. People can't like Google me the same way they could before. I'm just ready to have some fun here and I always get a little bit more creative in the winter. I always get a little bit more jazzed about booktube and making videos in the winter. I think it's because I'm stuck inside and that's maybe why I did okay with it throughout the summer this year is because we're all stuck inside. But the next thing up after this will probably be my fall wrap up for the months of September, October and November which should be very exciting. I don't even remember what I read anymore. I'd have to look at my good reads and we will find out. Thank you so much to everybody who who just came right over and subscribed right over. I almost have 50 subscribers and like it feels a little silly to be really excited about that but I'm like really excited about it. Like thank you so much. I really appreciate it. I really do. I'm so excited to have you here. I'm so excited to like start talking about books again. I'm so excited to have a channel that really reflects what I want you know little things like that matter. So yeah I will see you next time. I don't know why I did that. Bye.