 It's Wednesday, and we're here at the mall. My voice is still fucked up. Five days later, it's still there. And funnily enough, everyone around me is starting to get sick now, so my sister went back to Alice for the cold. The chick I've been staying with has a cold. My mum took a day off work, she's had a cold, so either it's my fault or New Zealand's got some fucking bug. But either way, beautiful day here in Christchurch. Honestly, the weather has been amazing. It's been fucking amazing. I can't complain with that. But yeah, hopefully by Monday, when I have to go back to reality, my sickness is gone and I'm feeling all right. But Anna went back to Alice today. So she had a 5.30 flight. Had to be at the airport at like 3 o'clock, so I'm sure she had fun doing that. But as far as the diet goes, fuck diet. Man, I've basically been using intermittent fasting to get me through this holiday without too much damage. Basically I fast for the first 5 hours of the day on just a coffee and then after that I'll start eating and basically it starts clean and then by the end of the night it's dirty as fuck. So I don't know, man. It's hard. It's definitely hard being on holiday sticking to a diet, especially like I don't have a show this time. If I had a show date that was in a few weeks, man, I'd be miserable because I wouldn't be able to or basically if I did give in on the diet I'd be just waking up feeling miserable and it would be consuming and without having a show date in place, I've been able to just cruise, just eat what I want, obviously hit my protein amount and just try and keep calories under a certain amount. So at the end of the day we'll see what the damage is. There definitely has been some damage done but not as much as could have been done. That's all good. I'm just here chilling, relaxing. I'm actually going to get a haircut. It's going a bit crazy. I'll just get the sides and back done. I'm going to keep the top. So we'll go do that. But first I'm going to start my day off, well, my first meal because I've had one basically black coffee and now I'm going to have another one which is a vanilla chiller which you might have seen me get one in Alice. Well, since then I've been addicted to them. My sister told me she was addicted. I can now tell why. So you can basically up the coffee amount as to how many shots you want to have. So I have a regular which has two shots in it already plus an extra shot on soy milk. Tastes absolutely amazing. Gloria Jeans is right behind me. So I'm going to go to that now. She first, I'm going to go and see an old friend. See if she's here. Surprised her. Apparently she works at Barker's. So Barker's, Barker's, Barker's. Alright, so she's officially not at work today. I have to surprise her tomorrow. So I'm just around to go get a haircut. I've heard a lot about these guys. My father's barber. Apparently it's a really great barber here in Christchurch. So I'll give them some business. See what they can do for me. So it looks like my day tomorrow has already sorted for me. Got the haircut booked. Going to go see Holly here tomorrow. Got to find some other shit to do. Might go shopping. Who knows? You know, it's funny. I'm still sort of stressing about these fucking YouTube videos and what you guys are going to think and getting likes and shit like that. It's funny, like, the one I put up yesterday is it's got footage in it that's a month old. And so I can't really remember what I was saying back then. You know what I mean? So if anyone does pull me up for saying things that I've contradicted myself since then. Man, pull me up because, you know, that's, I guess that's just what you're going to run into when you're putting a series up that's a month behind. But it's funny in my last episode, someone noticed that I was watching a Frisma video. So I was obviously vlogging and watching that at the same time. And he told me that Frisma, who's, you know, an inspiration to me, he's an inspiration to many. I mean, he's younger than me, but he's still an inspiration to me. I'm not going to, you know, I'm not going to deny that. I'm not going to try and act cool and say that no one younger than me can inspire me because of course they can. So anyway, apparently he, oh fuck, there's someone beside me. I still lose my call in front of people on the camera, but apparently Frisma has gone, deleted all of his journey back to aesthetic videos and they had like 10,000 views each and heaps of likes and everything. Like, apparently he's gone and he's just gone really, really quiet lately and gone and deleted all his YouTube videos. And I'm just thinking, well, why on earth would someone do that? Like, obviously he's become, you know, depressed and down about something or maybe he's just thinking, you know, fuck this whole social media thing. Like, I'm better than that or I don't need it or I don't need people's validation for me to feel good about myself. And you know, some people sort of do take this whole social media thing that way and it's all about making themselves feel good. And yeah, but I mean, whatever way it's gone, Frisma should at least address his fans and tell them what's going on, because fuck. At the end of the day, I was looking forward to the next journey back to aesthetics episode, man. I want to see him, I can get back to aesthetics. So, anyways, these chicks probably think I'm weird as fuck. Maybe. Oh, yep. I'll tell you what, one thing you learn when you grow up is that coffee's good. And I'll tell you one thing about these coffees, they do the trick every damn time. They really do give you a kick. It's probably because of the fact that I've got three shots in there. But you know, it might not be. Haven't had any pre-workout. No amino energy, no fucking fat burners, nothing while I've been here, which has been good. I have still been having caffeine, but nothing from, you know, the supplements. It's all been from coffee, so it'd be good to get back on that when I get back.