 Okay are you worried that this stuff will be your legacy at the end of the day because it's it's you know I said this leading up to the fight and and and it was bothering me that people were talking about you in a certain way and I tried to remind people hip surgery you don't need me to defend your honor but like but you know what I've already said this to you Ariel we've already discussed this topic but now that it's over are you no no no we discussed this legacy is stupid legacy is something that people shouldn't really be concerned about because you should just be worried about what you're doing on a day-to-day basis like moving forward what I'm gonna do I'm gonna keep trying to coach the main kids and change the main lives as I can and and if I somehow long-term achieve something and people want to think back on me favorably or unfavorably then they're gonna do that but you can't determine what other people think and you can't let what other people think dictate your actions and so I've already told you I think legacy is a relatively stupid concept from from a self perspective like I'm going to do this because of my legacy I think that's that's a really negative thing for people to actually think about so I try not to think about it ever for myself so you but you don't sit back and say like man you know when I'm 60 is this going to be the first line or is this going to be the foot ever ever that's good and you shouldn't you really shouldn't it's it's counterproductive to your current life to think about what people what people may think of you in your future life and just like literally do do what you want to do in your in your current life and if it fits your morals and standards and if you can stand by it then stand by it and if you think you should do none of the things then go do other things and that's it but to think of what is someone going to think of me in 30 years that's kind of productive and so you have won way more in your life than you have lost however and I hope you take this right away you're one of the best losers that I've ever met in the sense that no one you handle defeat and you don't just lose you have lost twice in a very you know public and spectacular way and you handle it better than anyone who taught you how to do that because I mean I so I would just say the thing that taught me to never ever be um I mean I think I think my dad was probably a big influence of like not being scared just go go freaking do you know um but yeah I think I think that was probably a big influence because I wasn't good I wasn't good in the beginning so it was like I'm just gonna go compete as much as I can if I lose I lose and then I'm you know I'll just keep moving from there and then I probably I probably should credit a little bit to the fact that I'm slightly autistic I think that's like allows me to just like be in the moment with whatever I'm doing right now