 Hello everyone, welcome to another NoxivirtheLive video. I'm just at this cabin today in a tribal village in Taiwan. 1,500 meters above sea level, hidden away in the mountains. It's a miracle that there's even a signal up here. But somehow there is, it's actually very cold, about 10 degrees Celsius right now. It's a nice change, it's a bit of cold. Of course I'm so used to the hot weather, with all the hot countries that I've been to over the last year. But yes, in this one, the topic we're talking about, does the narcissist regret losing a good person? Because I'm sure many of you who are watching this right now, you identify yourself as being a good person to the narcissist. You fulfilled their every demand and expectation. You were whatever they wanted you to be, you were that. You were at their beck and call. You did everything you could to please and satisfy them, to make them happy. So you might wonder, do they regret losing you? After all the time, energy, effort and money that you invested in them, do they regret losing any of that? And to answer the question, quite simply, does a narcissist regret losing a good person? I'm sure many of you can already guess that the answer is no. Narcissists do not regret losing a good person. I just think about it like this, why would they? Why would they regret losing you? It's kind of like if someone just won the lottery, they just won the jackpot, $100 million, do you think they would really appreciate it? When they've just won it, they didn't have to put in any effort, any work, of course not. And in fact, we know that lottery winners, many of them just saying they were spending all of the money and then they end up in the exact same position that they were in before. I remember there was one article about this girl from the UK, I think she was only 19. She was working in Tesco and then she won the lottery jackpot. I'm not sure how much it was. It was like tens of millions of pounds. So obviously she quit her job, she was travelling around the world, buying houses, cars, everything. But then one year she spent all of the money and then she ended up back at her job in Tesco. And why does this happen to these lottery winners? To most of them anyway? It's because they didn't have to work for it. They didn't earn it. They just got lucky. And that's the same thing with you and the narcissist. They just got lucky with you. They didn't really deserve you. They didn't work for you. They didn't earn you. They just manipulated you. They tricked you. So why would they ever regret losing you? They just look at it as though they had their time, they had their turn, the ride's over. They cannot fully value or appreciate you because they have to be in a possession of authority, a possession of superiority and control. So that means that they naturally overlook all of these things that are good about you. They overlook that. They have to for them to be so arrogant and entitled. It doesn't allow them to see it. It doesn't allow them to recognise it. To them you are just an object that exists to meet their needs. You're a tool and appliance. And at the end they just look at it like this tool is defective. Now it's faulty. It's not working the way that it used to. It's not having the same effect because yes over time your supply loses its potency. It's no longer as effective as it was in the beginning. That is when they begin to devalue you. They're insulting you, putting you down. Treating you with contempt as though you're worthless or beneath their consideration. Because they're looking at it like you're no longer serving your purpose in the way that you were before. So it's always from a position of blaming you and looking down on you. Because in their minds it's unfair. Deep down they already know that yes it's actually unfair for you. But they project that onto you as though you're responsible for the unfairness, the unfair treatment of them. Because remember they're superior. They're so arrogant and entitled. They believe that they deserve the world without even putting any work in. But honestly that is the worst mentality to have. To be coming from that possession of superiority it means that you can never appreciate anything in your life. It's much better when you come at it with humility and modesty. When you are grateful you are thankful for what you have. These things that you have worked for you have earned. Because then you're going to appreciate it a lot more. You're going to find a lot more fulfillment in it. This is how we already know that they're never going to find fulfillment or satisfaction in anything in their lives. They won't. Because they're constantly looking at things with this attitude of expectation. They just expect it. In their minds they just deserve it. Even though they never did anything to earn it. They just manipulated their way into that position with you. Because if you look back you can see what do they ever actually do for you. That in that position where they received all of these privileges and special treatment with you. I mean it's different when you put in the work like myself as you know. I've been doing these videos now for over five years. I've been working hard every day for everything that I have in my life. So of course yes I appreciate everything that I have. And I appreciate all of you. Everyone who watches my videos and supports this community. I appreciate all of you because I have done the work to earn everything that I have with you. To earn your support. But that's the thing with these narcissists. They do not appreciate us because they didn't have to earn our support. They didn't have to do any of that. So they just take us for granted. They don't really appreciate us. Yes of course they can see that you are a person of high value. But that's different from them appreciating you. They just take everything for granted. I mean of course if they really appreciated you they wouldn't devalue you. They wouldn't beat you down. They wouldn't do all of these mean things to you. They would treat you with care and respect. Of course they're always coming at it from a position of authority and control. As though they're superior, they're greater than you. So in their minds you are inferior. But then of course deep down it's all just to compensate for how they really feel about themselves. Because they are actually very insecure and they know that you are far greater than them. I mean of course that's why they targeted you. Why would they want to be around someone and try to leech off them. If they believe that that person is inferior to them. That wouldn't make any sense. Because then that means you would be a liability to them. So why would they be devaluing you and then they're still sticking around. That wouldn't make any logical sense. So yes they know your value, they know your worth. But they do take us for granted. So do they regret losing a good person. Of course the answer is no. You are just a tool and appliance. That's all that you are to them. They don't see you as anything more than that. And once they devalued you and they've beaten you down. They just look at it like you're faulty, you're defective. And you're done. That's it, that's the end for you. And then they run off and they go and find a fresh new source of supply. Someone to replace you. And it's sad I know I feel for you. Those of you who know that you were a good person to the narcissist. You were loyal, you were devoted, you gave them everything that you had. You sacrificed your life for them on many occasions. And in the end no, they don't even regret losing you. If anything, because they're so arrogant and entitled. Despite everything that you went through. They're still looking at it as though you owe them. Because they just can't be satisfied. You could sacrifice your life a million times for a narcissist. You want to make a difference. They still would not be happy. They still would not feel like that you've done enough. And that is how you know that no matter what they do, no matter where they go. No matter who they move on to. It's not going to make a difference. They are never going to be happy. With anyone or anything in their lives. And you've only got to look back at everything you did for them to know that. That should tell you everything that you need to know. Just lay on the bed. My cabin. Got to unpack my bags now. Going to have a shower. It's really cold outside so I'm just relaxing. It's nice and peaceful here. 1,500 meters above sea level. It's a good place just to come and chill. My bags. I'm hoping I'll be able to do a live video tomorrow. Somewhere outside in the day. Should be good. But I've been thinking as well that I may change the format of my regular videos. The ones where I do the music and the voiceover. Now I'm thinking of changing it to where I'll have a pre-recorded video where you can see me. And I'll be like sitting down on a chair at a desk or something. And I'll be reading out the video in front of the camera. It won't be live, pre-recorded. But I think it will be better that way. Instead of just having the narrative. Just the voice, the audio. And it's just the Knox Fiver logo. I think people may be getting bored of just seeing that all the time. And I think I should put in the extra effort. To actually sit down. And record the video properly where you can see my face. You can see me talking. Because that's really the direction I'm trying to go in now. Where you can see more of me. Because it's clear that the most popular videos. The ones that are bringing in tens of thousands of views every week. Are definitely the live videos. Like this. Where people can actually see me. So yeah, that's the direction. The channel will be going in. I'll test it out, hopefully. Within the next few days there will be a video. Where you see me sitting down. A pre-recorded video. And it will be the first of its kind. I mean some of you might remember. This is going back like a couple of years now. But there was also a pre-recorded interview that I did. I've done a few interviews. Some on Instagram as well. I think it will be fun. It'll be more interesting. You'll see more of me in the videos. Rather than just getting the logo. And then you just hear my voice. But then at the same time I can still do the... The Narc Survivor Role. Where I'll just take the audio. From the one that's pre-recorded where you can see me. And then I'll just add the music to that. The same music. As before I'll keep it the same. Because I know some people do like the music as well. So yeah. I think it'll be good to move the channel in this direction. I've noticed the views have been gradually increasing. Over the past month. Things are gradually getting better. So it's good to see. But I know that there is so much more that we can do. To really spread the awareness. Because let's be real. Narcissism it is everywhere in the world today. Wherever we go. Wherever you look. It's always there. So that means that more needs to be done. And you think you've been through one relationship. It's over. No more narcissists. But that's the thing. You could go to the gym. A restaurant. It could even be a teacher in your kid's school. These narcissists are everywhere. They're all over the place. So this content is kind of like going to the gym. It's like a workout, a routine. It's something that we need to stay on top of. We need to stay educated and updated. Because that's what's going to protect us. I mean I've experienced it a few times. But I thought okay I've dealt with the narcissists now. It's all over. I can forget about them. And then as soon as I adopted that mentality. It happened again and again. And the same thing can happen to you. Unfortunately as far as we know at this time. It's not going anywhere. These narcissists are going to be around. So we need to protect ourselves. We need to stay on top of this information. We need to be aware of it. So yeah there is a lot more to look forward to on the channel. You haven't seen everything just yet. And in fact I don't think you will ever will. There's always going to be more. The videos are going to get deeper and more advanced. But at the same time I may also do some videos that are a bit more simplified for newer viewers and subscribers. And I'm really looking forward to starting the pre-recorded videos. It will be different. Something new. Something fun. Exciting. Something to look forward to. Because I know for a while there haven't really been many changes on the channel. Things have kind of been kept the same. I have noticed the views go down on the regular videos. It's typically just the live videos that people watch now. So there will be some improvements. And I hope you like it. You'll see it soon the first one. Hopefully within the next week. Then you can comment. Let me know what you think about it. I'm hoping that it will be received well. So that I can continue with it. Because of course these things, whatever I do it always depends on the viewer's feedback. I mean of course I'm not going to keep doing something if you guys don't like it. You need to approve of it as well. So that's the way that it's going to go. But these narcissists just know that they don't ever regret losing a good person. They never will because they didn't have to do the work to earn you. They manipulated you. So of course they're just going to take you for granted and then they're going to run off and do the same thing to someone else. Again, they're not going to appreciate. They're not going to regret losing them as well. But yes, I'm in this cabin. In this tribal village. 1,500 metres above sea level. In Taiwan. I'm only here for one night. Then I'm on to the next place. A little bathroom in here. Going to have a shower. Hopefully it's hot water. Get some sleep. Maybe do a bit of work first before I go to bed. And then I'm up in the morning again to read all of your comments. So that's what I'm doing. Working all the time every day. It's very rare that I rest. I actually prefer it that way. I love my work. I'm very passionate about it. I could quite possibly see myself doing this for the rest of my life. As long as there's an audience, there's people who need this information. I will keep doing it. Of course, I'm looking into other ventures as well. I may be going back into the spiritual content. Maybe doing a chosen one's channel. Because that's something that I resonate with as well. I just feel like there's so much more to myself. To my personality.