 The first drug that I took I took when I was 12 years old and eventually I was on the streets homeless. I started smoking crack cocaine doing cocaine and then I ended up doing heroin I just didn't want to be me didn't want to be in my skin. I was alone on the streets cold with nowhere to go. I've been through hell but my life like I'm happy today and that's all because of recovery it's a natural thing like I've always been a loving person and I have a huge heart if someone needs help I'm gonna help them like they need love in their life they're missing something that's why they're using they're missing something. Recovery is a journey it will have its ups and its downs reach out ask for help know that you are worth it.