 Hey Bidgetts, my name is Li Shang from Move On, you know, the one where she goes If you couldn't hear the game screaming since May 1st, you should know by now that today, June 1st, 2019, is the first day of Pride Month Just so you know, I'm going to make all these videos this month of Pride theme and you're not going to stop me because I said so Before I start this video though, I just want to say, I have gay merch! Wait, this is not the right outfit. I have gay merch. Wait, we need a celebration. Woo! You all know that I've already had the Bidget hoodie out for a little bit. I've worn it on my Instagram But now we have the gay version. Proud Maid really wanted me to make Pride merch to celebrate, you know, gay Which apparently you guys didn't know that but yes, I am indeed a homosexual That design is going to be on the hoodie. It's also going to be on the dad hat and it's going to be a dump hit They're only going to be selling until the end of Pride Month. Thank you, Layden, for helping me design them. You're amazing I just want to thank Proud Maid so much once again for always being supportive of LGBT YouTubers Also, at the end of each video, I'm going to talk about a coming out story of one of you guys Because I will always encourage you guys to be your true selves So if you want to come out this way, send me a DM of you wearing the hoodie Tell me how you came out or how you're going to come out on my channel if you want to And let's just celebrate Pride while we still can because after this... Let's get to the video. I already came out before I started this channel So you guys didn't really get to see my evolution, my transformation My metamorphosis as a gay person Because everyone goes through one. It dramatically gets more and more colorful So I thought it'd be ideal to just go through some pictures on my camera roll These go way back, by the way And just see how I grew as a person before and after I came out Morning, it's cringey so prepare yourself I'm also gonna scoot this way Okay, first of all, my old elementary school friend is above me I'm just propping her out for the sake of privacy Don't pay attention to the rubber chicken above my head Pay attention to my face and my hair and my shirt In this photo, I didn't really know what sexuality was In fact, I don't think anyone in elementary school knows what sexuality is But I definitely did like girls Like, facial-wise I like girls' faces, they're very pretty Didn't know about what goes down under, you know, this area But I also thought boys look pretty at the same time I didn't think twice about it However, looking back, I'm really questioning the Minecraft Lego shirt That was classic gamer Frederick It still exists, obviously, but I would never ever wear that shirt in real life ever again Never ever? Never ever ever Never never ever ever for never ever? Never ever never ever ever ever Oh my god, okay, this is the same girl Again, I'm gonna block her face out I think this was after our fifth grade graduation Um, the bangs? Yeah, they're pretty choppy Very mangled by an animal Yeah, not a good look And I fucking hate this This picture is iconic in my family And my close friend group back then Because they all laugh at how pissed off my cat diesel was I still want my cat back, by the way And I know you're watching this, Jijie My bangs are definitely longer I had a chubby baby face too at the same time And I remember back then, I asked not one, not two, but three girls And got rejected by all of them I hope you regret that decision now But yeah, it really made me sad Because I always thought people liked me because I was cute But apparently that doesn't correlate with I Want to Date You Also, I don't know why, but I hated polo shirts Anything with stripes And now I love them Fifth grade me predicted the clothes I would wear now He predicted my gayness What happened? That was three months later What happened? By the way, this is my birthday And I wore money science because it's about me And I wanted bank in fifth grade My mom cut my hair at the time And she definitely cut that way too short I used to have a bus cut And then when I told my mom I wanted longer hair She's like, okay, I'll give it to you But when I cut your hair, you're going to still have a bus cut I think I ate one too many cheesecakes Also the filter Ooh, middle schoolers want to understand the fact that we went through a harshly edited phase We're the bigger the vignette, the cooler you were I really just... I don't want to look back at all Move on This is one of those examples By the way, that's my sister If anyone calls her ugly, I will rip you apart to shreds Yeah, sky is not that blue The sky also does not come in dark blue and light blue But I'm just going to focus on the fact that I am crossing my arms That is an early sign of the gayness coming out Also, in elementary school, I always braided girls' hair Because I was the only boy who could braid hair Very proud about that With the rainbow loom, I did those stupid wax strings where you can make figurines I love doing those plastic beads where you iron them and make a design If you did not play with these, you are not my friend And I will gladly make videos doing these again if you want me to I really like, as seen on TV stuff, that was meant for girls Doesn't mean I didn't play with fucking like-ups though And Pokemon I was a boy's boy And a girl's boy Versatility, okay? Don't take it the other Next one This is us on vacation My sister's beautiful, let's just point that out And my hair was starting to turn into that like, swept back wavy hair And I hated wavy hair I don't know why I watched anime at the time And I got so jealous, so jealous that I can have that black shiny hair that flows in the wind It's like, offensively straight, like very hetero And I actually told myself, if my hair did not fall when I went upside down on monkey bars Not straight enough So I started stealing my sister's straightener Another sign that I'm gay because we use straighteners in this household And I actually thought this was one of my best pictures at the time Definitely not good now because I can see the mustache there That's 12 years old It was during this time that I learned what waxing and shaving and tweezing meant My parents never taught me shit I actually watched my sister do this stuff and I would repeat So yeah, I did shave my legs until 8th grade Can you feel the rainbow coming out at this point? Next! Okay, I'm going to put both of these up there because they're kind of similar And take them out the same day, I assume Classic example of either a very Asian tourist or a very gay male Yeah, that's when my sister finally knows gay I actually asked when does she know after I came out to her She said 5th grade because I used to wear makeup So I took my sister's Maybelline Fit Me powder And just swiped it all over my face Mind you, my sister's like two shades lighter than me I look like a ghost at school and I'm so glad I'm in a picture of it Because it was really bad You don't want to see that Oh my god, the bangs are terrible This was only 5 years ago by the way That was one of my favorite hoodies I thought I was so stylish My bangs? Yeah, hell no And this is also where I went into my emo phase It was also here where I found my love for lemons Alright, I'm going to block out my friends And we're just going to focus on me My bangs? Yeah, that's pretty bad That's how bad the bangs were That's 8th grade dance by the way I also hate wearing the plaid checkered pattern shirts They just give me, you know, heterosexual male working at a desk job Or going to church I hate doing both of those things So, yeah, I don't wear those shirts anymore Alright, oh god By the way, it was the transition between 8th grade and 9th grade that I finally came out First time I ever told someone was October of my freshman year And it was my best friend Eliza And let's just see what I look like the day after This picture, taken the day after I came out Already, you can see it, the pose And I also thought I dressed so cute at the time I was like, yeah Blue shorts, crew neck tee Let's just find some other pictures right after I came out Alright, to the right is Eliza And if you look to the side of my cheek You'll see that she painted a rainbow in the cloud Because I just came out And it was right after this That I told my mom, can we please get skinny jeans? Could you buy me flannels? I literally had 3 pairs of jeans Black, grey, khaki I had 8 different flannels And I wore them over white shirts Thinking it looked good Let's just show you what I look like Yup, that was it Notice how I'm one guy in 10 girls That's clear sign of gay I thought I was the cutest boy in the world Literally baffled that no one wanted to date me Now I know why Oh my god, he tied the flannel next to his hips and pops his leg out This is a classic example of a gay guy Next to his girl's space friends That is us shopping at an Urban Outfitters Once again, fashion is so boring It's literally dark blue shirts and a red beanie And I thought I looked great I was like, this is my peak I'm peaking right now Oh, let me just insert this photo right now My shorts are light grey And they have little pirates on them Notice how we're in the same outfit in this other photo Which was taken a few months after I think I had 5 outfits I would only wear I also bought grey vans and thought Wow, so fashionable Grey vans, good GRAY VANS Alright, that was more than photos of Not my true self At the time, I didn't have a lot of Gay people to look up to I mean, Tyler Oakley Conor Franta, Joey Graceffa were the only ones And then I learned How to take care of myself Finally learned about skincare I have more products than probably you do at this point This is a photo when I moved here And I went through my own grey skill phase Look back at my old videos I said grey is my favorite color That lasted about 3 months This was my 10th grade dance And I actually thought I looked cute as hell I discovered fake glasses at the time Here's a picture of me with my first dyed hair And I don't care what you say I know it's bad Okay, don't try to praise me It looked terrible on camera too I don't know why I ever uploaded this As my profile picture I had an obsession Like unhealthy obsession with Melanie Martinez But at the time I was like I'm sad, I want the tear drop I actually think I look Way more like myself in 10th grade in this photo That was during the summer And I was like Take a photo of me walking in the wind on the beach But make sure I'm smiling in it Cause that's what gays do We do the same thing girls do We fake happiness in candid This is one of the gayest faces I've ever made This was my first profile picture I just looked back at it Not good That's me discovering the color yellow The leaves were green at the time by the way People said it looked like Harry Potter And honestly, I don't know what I did with my hair But it looked great back then That was before bleach ruined it Oh, here's one of the first self-portraits I took Yeah, I think a string-like crown is Like a little gay, right? Could pass as heterosexual, definitely Definitely could pass as heterosexual Who am I kidding? But yeah, that is when I got into photography This was Junior Prom I actually did not like that suit really Cause it was too big on me No one wants to look like a walking box We want to look like a triangle I want to look like two isosceles triangles Connected together, okay? That's called an hourglass, oh my god This is me discovering kombucha And editing way too much And then I discovered the beautiful combination Of yellow and blue It's still one of the gayest photos I took And you guys make so much fan art of this photo still That's me with my sister This shirt And if you notice, my hair went through a lot of different phases I don't know about you, but I get bored Of the way I dress easily So I go through different phases of I want to wear this type of clothing I want my hair up, down, bangs This way, that way Currently, I'm leashing So I get bored After a few months of the way I dress This was during my really colorful phase It's what I called color vomit fashion Oh, gay shirt First gay shirt Woo, everyone First gay shirt First gay hat Because that says pride on it Then I discovered makeup I discovered makeup again Dyeing my hair was silver-purple Dyeed it red a week later This is also me learning to appreciate wavy hair Wearing even more makeup That is a double cut crease, by the way And I looked New years did my own makeup Star freckles, by the way Fucking star freckles How did you not know I was gay? Getting accepted to NYU And this is when I changed from Wearing color every day to Trying out khakis And the color purple Because I only had one purple shirt at the time I have 10 nap, by the way And my friend calls it English Frederick Because I think Europeans dress so good It's so well, you illiterate Why do you even watch me? And I do So that's senior prom And I fucking look like Nagas main I get it But after that I discovered the man ponytail And you know what? I look good in it And this is the latest selfie I took of myself That I really enjoyed with my bangs again So, that is the evolution of Frederick There's definitely been some growth Since the first day I was on YouTube But I just wanted to show you how I transitioned from Hiding my sexuality to Being completely open about it I just want you guys to know that You should not be ashamed of being prideful Ever So if you're prideful and you want to come out Or you have come out Leave a comment down below too About your story Because I want to read them And I think a lot of people want to read them too Because They want to know That's all I have though If you enjoyed, give it a like Leave a comment about what I said Subscribe for more videos every Saturday slash Sunday And as always I love you guys And everything is less than three