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No more braces! - http://youtu.be/NSyWzVhK0Zk
My 2 year journey! - http://youtu.be/BZI_l91zAHs
MY NEW HEADSET: http://bit.ly/ZH8nCY
06/21/2012 - It has been a long time since I posted this. WOW, over 10 Thousand Views! Thanks guys and gals. I STILL (To this day) enjoy using the headset (IN THIS VIDEO, same one) and I enjoy it! If my daughter is sleeping, Wife is on the phone, or etc... I can mute the tv, put these on, and not disturb anyone! Plus you KNOW when people are around you! Especially with SitRep Pro! They sound like an Elephant walking into the room. Their footsteps are EXTREMELY loud and there is no denying that an enemy is coming! :)
About the end, I was depressed when I made this video. I had been for a very long time, check out the links below, and you'll see what I'm talking about. I'm much better now! :)
I got a new headset! Turtle Beach Ear Force X11 Amplified Stereo Headset with Chat!
I DARE YOU NOT TO HAVE Dead Silence on in Modern Warfare 3! Cause I get Sit Rep Pro EVERY TIME I prestige (on my 5th prestige as of Today, 02/15/2012) Because I will hear you coming with these headphones on! :D
I REALLY like them!
At the end, I talked about messing up peoples monitors because I HATE showing my face on camera. You'll notice that while I'm talking, I stare at the ground. I had been doing that for years! I would stand in front of a mirror and practice talking without opening my mouth. For about 11 years I stopped smiling, stopped laughing, stopped looking people in the eyes while talking to them. I wasn't fortunate to have parents that cared about me. My Mother KNEW how I felt about it and when I threatened suicide, she would say things like "DO IT. GET IT OVER WITH." I would be in TEARS and very depressed because of how bad my teeth were and how much I got picked on about it every day! I was anti social and didn't have ANY friends at all. I would always be by myself. In High School, I laughed and people would point at their mouth and go, "I wouldn't smile with a mouth like that". Some people would feel really bad, and some would laugh with them. I went home one day and pointed a steak knife at my stomach threatening to kill myself and my mother just said, "DO IT." I swear to God my biggest regret in life is NOT moving out of her house and in with my Dad when I was 13! That's a story in itself, WE ALL THOUGHT we didn't have a Dad! That's what we were told and forced to believe. My life just goes on and on... Check out the links below please, if you cared about ANY of what I just said, please check them out!
The 6th one is my latest progress so far. My WHOLE Life and personality has changed! I'm now confident enough to laugh, smile, and talk to people. I still have a long way to go, but I've come pretty far. I had an interview last year (before I got braces! I got them Jan 31st, 2012... THIS year, because I was FINALLY able to afford them as an adult) and I didn't get the job (last year). I was asked WHY I didn't look anyone in their eyes and why I kept talking down to the table instead... Yeah, I didn't get the job, and thing would probably be different today if I had had braces BEFORE that interview. My whole life has changed, and I am a much different person. I truly feel as if I've experienced some kind of a rebirth, and I wish I could see my Mothers reaction to me SMILING, LAUGHING, and TALKING to people and NOT being depressed and suicidal anymore. It's probably KILLING her inside that I'm actually enjoying life now, because she tried so hard to get me to end it all so many times... That's about it. Feel free to leave a comment or message me if you read any of this, and care! :)
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