 first time vlogging on this camera, phone camera. Let me turn this heater off y'all. I have you like on my skin. We're gonna go in the bathroom here and I'm gonna show y'all some stuff I've been doing to increase my self care. No, reset my self care and just get back to me. Get back to whatever I used to be before I felt like a shell of myself. So y'all everything's going okay a lot better than I was a couple of weeks ago. I mean my anxiety levels were high. We are in the midst of moving JB to a private school. I want her to hear it and get back with me. And you know it's been interesting. So the school that he's currently in y'all. It's a very new school. It's got to the point to where I've had a discussion with the principal because um but it is what it is. You know I feel so bad for these teachers and if you think about it these kids have not had a stable environment of you know education in three years. Excuse me I'm spitting in three years but that does not mean that you get a pass for showing your ass out in classroom. Because y'all look the last straw it's funny now because we're moving him the hell out. The last straw for me was when I went to go pick up JB a couple of days ago there was a, hold on y'all, okay, there was a child that had escaped onto the playground. There were no teachers around. This, I think he was like preschooler because they do preschool out here is um starts at the public schools preschooler four years old. He had escaped onto the playground. He has stripped down neck it was at the very top of the playground dancing around playing. So the parents some of us parents had to um let the teachers know like one parent she was like hey do y'all see this child? I was like oh my god. So yeah we're gonna go ahead and spend all this money we made from this house basically not all of it but it's gonna be pricey. I'm too embarrassed to even tell y'all how much it cost. I mean if you're familiar with private schools you know that it starts off at between eight to nine thousand it starts off it can go up to 15 thousand. Look at this purse girl. Look at this purse. This is a present to me while I was still in Phoenix. I don't even know if y'all saw this. Look at this. This is bad. I'm gonna put this over here. So this is what the um formal dining room is looking like. I know I got a lot of candles up here. I'm still working on what I want just to be coming together coming together. So we have recycle coming in over here. I have like a little setup going on over here. I think I'm gonna do this differently over here. Y'all have to ignore this trash but yeah this is what it looks like when we back up. So you come in here and let me show you. You see boom go go boom boom orange brown red yeah neutral tones like oh girl you got some chicken what's going on here. So yeah just getting this together getting it all together. All right so I gotta make a phone call after this to the school. Y'all over here on this side of my place I'm breaking out in almost like hives or something every now and then. Yeah so I've been keeping up with my skin regimen as you can tell. But I'm gonna link in the cards what I put what I use on my skin. Good molecules. I have a couple of face serum. One of my subscribers got me caught up on that and I've been hooked every since every since excuse me. Marsterize my face. Be careful what I eat make sure I'm drinking water. So I'm gonna also flat twist my hair y'all when I'm back here because my husband just told me that we're going out tomorrow. Who is this messaging me? Christine. So as I stated in my chit chat video a couple of weeks ago I have started back making me a priority and getting myself together. Now this morning I didn't eat that well. I need to drink some more water today. I definitely need to drink some water. I have a gallon of water in the car. I need to take that out and drink that. I'm trying to think about what I'm gonna have for dinner. Y'all get so busy and I get so wrapped up in doing tasks. Again like I said my life has been just very transactional. So dinner I started stretching every morning again. I get up five o'clock every morning. I know they're super early but that's me time. And I also start work that early sometimes. I get up I do my stretches. I pray. I meditate. I go through my to-do list. Forget what I have to do for the day for the week etc. I also get JB stuff ready for school. Okay. I make sure that I wash my face. What I need to do. I put on workout clothes even though I'm not gonna work out. I started back working out this week. Baby steps okay. But one of the first things I also started doing was getting my skin. Like I said get my skin back together with your skin. It's not just your face but your overall body. Exfoliate and moisturize that baby. It's just not warming up. But those of you who live out here especially in Texas you know it even you know this arctic storm affected everybody. So what I was doing until I got my oils in because typically I use for my skin I don't really use lotion. For 20 plus years I've been using oils and so I typically use sweet almond oil. But I didn't have that. So what I was using was this combination. So I would slather my body in lotion and then seal it in with this cocoa butter healing jelly. When I tell you this stuff smells divine. It smells so good and my skin was extremely soft. Also going in and using my exfoliating brush brush two to three times a week. Okay my feet I told y'all those feet were like girl big foot like I felt like I was walking around with no shoes for the past 50 years. Like get it together Vivian. So going in scrubbing my feet using the stone. Okay then I have this nicked 50 thing I got from amazon bomb.com all over my feet. And then I wear socks every day anyway because it's cold inside the house. Slapping my feet with not this but with petroleum jelly, Vaseline and put some socks on. My husband likes my feet soft too. Yes now I do need to get myself a manicure here soon. So yeah so let me show y'all this is so embarrassing but this is part of life. I mentioned it's been almost two months now that I had to have two teeth pulled in the back here. You can see that and I already have one tooth missing here. That's not cute. Okay that's just not cute at all. So I have partial dentures. Now there are like three different alternatives you can get for missing teeth. Partial dentures is what suits my pocket but at the moment. And also dental implants can be very dangerous if not done right but even if they are done correctly a dental implant. And a dental implant implant actually consists of three different parts and the thing that I was a little concerned about is as far as FDA complaints the most number one complaint comes from dental implants and breast implants actually. And so I didn't want to go down that path of having issues with a dental implant. So look if you don't want to see this this this types of stuff groceries you out skipping right now. So I'm going to show you what the dental implant looks like and I'm going to put it in. So since I'm missing actually I'm missing one tooth over here and two teeth over here. So this one though shows up the most because I'm not used to that. So this is what the dental implant looks like. Okay I got them and I'm going to be talking about look pretty freaking seamless. I mean I talk like I have a speech impediment. Now I cannot eat with these in they move around but this is for as y'all this is for taking pictures. See aesthetically I mean I'm pretty sure if I kept them in longer I could learn how to talk with the man but yeah but I have to be careful with them too because they can break so I probably should wear these every day. You know what I mean? I just don't want to be talking to me and they're like hey can you pass me the creamer? I'm like okay I'll give you the creamer. What the hell girl? The texture girl. Mr. Lightfall. I miss you. I miss your videos. Rhonda. Yeah Rhonda is another youtuber. Her YouTube name is Mr. Lightfall. She's from Louisiana so she my cousin. Um I like her and her crazy ass sister. Hey Nikki. I know that's not that's your nickname. It's so funny because that's my sister's um that's what we call my sister Nikki. Oh yeah I'm gonna do my makeup. I know my I know it looks like I have makeup on. I have to have just a little bit but I'm going to beat the hell out of my face. Our first time going out as a family is supposed to be very time to say family thank you boo. So we're going to the ranch at Las Colinas so yeah I need to do some more. So I'm gonna be using the Morphe palette about I don't know who. Um I need to do a little bit more popping with the shimmer. I'm gonna show you what I'm wearing and the weather's supposed to be different later on today so we shall see. Let me go in with some more. Maybe it's Maybelline. Yeah I wear basic cover girl. So funny the girls at the office in the front office at our apartment and we used to live in in Phoenix and they always said what do you use on your face? The key to a great facial appliance is good skin. You have to have good skin. You know what I mean because who was that that was wearing even though she's beautiful but sometimes when she would wear makeup it would look horrible because her skin was horrible. Kenya. You know Kenya from Real Housewives of Atlanta. She would have like pepperoni pizza. Might add a little bit of shimmer. Yes cheekbones on point. Look at that. That's it I'm done. Let's do these eyes girl. That's what we're really gonna focus on and let me get y'all doing this Friday. Are y'all ready for the what do you call it? Y'all. You guys um even though I am a southern girl by heart I don't do football. I really don't. I don't know anything about football. I hate sports overall. There's no sports that I like. I mean ice skating is cute. Um besides that I don't do sports. I don't do football which is blast for me if you're from Texas. Um well I'm telling you these folks have been getting on my nerves out here. Everywhere I go they have a little football section with jerseys and stuff because I mean sports is really big. JV if y'all hear something JV's room is literally on the other side of this wall so he's in there recording something child. He said he needs to record his old school collection. Y'all he has so many other posters coming in. When I tell y'all I have an old salt baby. He has a Michael Jackson poster coming in. A Good Burger poster. Y'all remember Good Burger? Good Burger poster coming in and something else. I don't know. He's so excited for that Good Burger poster though. He love Good Burger. I think I want to smoke that out a little bit more. It's not as smoky as I want it. I need to call Angel. Y'all want to talk about someone who has dropped that beautiful Angel to me uh Nez and the Officer YouTuber. Angel is absolutely stunning you guys. She is beautiful to me. You know I'm hungry. I probably need to eat a banana before we go because I don't want to get there and just eat a bunch of food and then get sick and be drinking. You know what I mean? I haven't eaten anything. This is what I'm talking about. I gotta take care of myself. I look way too... something's off. I'll fix it in a minute. I don't like hair on my face so I did a little mini pump-a-dora. I'll show the bag. Girl what is going on with that? Mind you my hair is about three weeks old. Yeah we're gonna put on these pants and I'll show you my whole outfit okay. So I think I'm gonna go with these green because it'll pop up the green that's in here but then I also have these. I think I'm gonna be a high of 78. Let me put the money. I need to buy a long mirror. I'm gonna wear these. It's Sunday. It's Super Bowl Sunday. I told y'all. I think I told y'all. I don't know anything about football. Matter of fact I had my co-worker Christine try to explain to me about you know football and she she asked me. What did you ask me girl? She asked me okay so are people and Dallas are their fans of the Houston team? I'm like wait a minute there's another team. There's another football team? Let me tell y'all something. Okay so I explained to her how I thought this thing works. The Super Bowl Super Bowl football thing worked. I thought that each state had their own representative. Kind of like the USA beauty pageant. I'm not shitting you. So I excuse my language I thought each state had their own team. I mean yeah I know there's other teams as far as like college football but I didn't know Houston had a football team like an NFL football team. I honestly didn't know that. All I know is the Dallas Cowboys. So she's like wait you really don't know anything about football. No Christine. I told y'all ass. I don't. I didn't even know look I actually went on to look up different players. I didn't know you had all those different type of players. I thought that I mean I know there's like a running bag, a kicker, a quarterback, a quarter whatever. I'm not trying to be stupid. I really don't know. But I thought that if you had a good kicker there also was supposed to be like do other stuff too. But there's like eight or nine different like there's eight. There's like a bunch of different playing. I'm not even going to talk about this. So anyway it's Super Bowl Sunday. I am going to cook some appetizers because we've been eating out a lot y'all. We're still trying to get settled in. Let me tell y'all I am done. So let me just tell you I'm going to cook. I'm going to cook some appetizers. I'm going to make chicken taquitos. I'm going to make Jamaican jerk chicken wings. I'm going to talk about that. Bean and corn dip and then guacamole and a coconut cake. That is it. Because it's just me, my husband and Jamie. Jamie don't eat any of that either. Yesterday we had the floors cleaned, the carpet cleaned because when I tell you my husband's allergies have still been horrible and we think it's a number of things. We probably should have the carpet cleaned before we moved into the house. We got that done yesterday. I just look. My mom is coming next weekend which I'm really excited for but I'm going to need one weekend when we ain't doing nothing because I am tired. We have literally been done done done doing something for like since May of last year and I am I'm getting burnt out y'all. So yeah we're gonna have to get to a stopping point and I'm gonna have to talk to him this morning and be like babe I am tired so don't plan anything. Don't do, I don't want to do shit. Like um so girl let me feel like this paperwork. On pit temperature girl I gotta buy the baby school's uniforms because this place um I could still use his bottoms, his jackets because he has there's a dress code at the school he goes to now but they can wear polo shirts. Here you have to get the school logo shirts and I think we I'm well I don't think I know we made the right decision to I know we are making the right decision rework that to move him to this school because when we went to go tour this school the um administrative was like do y'all live in Devonshire and we looked at my husband I looked at each other like yeah she's like she's like yeah we've had some people coming from that area wanting to tour the schools it's really hard to vlog on this camera and once I pay off this car and once I get my money situation up the park I'm definitely going to have to go ahead and get a new camera because I can't I can't be vlogging on my on my camera I can't record on here like I want to it's just not gonna work I can't zoom in you know what I mean I can't so let me stop complaining and I hope y'all doing okay okay