 hello hello hello oh there is a bit of lag brilliant how are we all doing today ah so a little bit of a difference with today's live stream as usual I'm trying to get started up again with the orgy time Q&A sessions I did one on Instagram like for about half an hour earlier so we're gonna do one today but we're gonna do it with a bit of a twist you know so we're gonna do the Q&A so you've got any questions that you want to ask about orders and this is the place to do it but I'm also gonna play some RuneScape because I think it'll be cool to do that and also there's something I need to do on RuneScape that I don't have much motivation to do so it's nice to have you guys with me to do do such a thing I give Mr. Austin Gagement Angela hello everyone hope you're doing well today nice to see you ah the lag I need to get a new computer hello Yona we have arrived and ate it we have arrived and ate it indeed oh my god sounds good awesome well I need to figure out what I think I think I want to do ring crafting today but I'm not too sure depends on how laggy it's gonna be so if you guys got any questions drop them down in the in the chat let me do a little bit of a chat message thing this is a Q&A session about to nap actually just saying hi again it's good to see you dude he's going to be a busy man with you with you streaming and stuff I hope that's going well for you right see letters do a little bit of a stream and you can see it properly that seems a bit better does that work it's a real black black now it's fine okay cool so I've got I've got some updates I guess on on the old RuneScape thingy probably not very interesting but I got a it's like this thing that you can get in RuneScape called a slayer helm and I've colored mine so now I've got a very swaggy looking slayer mask indeed but we're gonna do some ring crafting today a little bit of a Q&A session so if you got any questions please do not feel shy icebreaker very very good very apt name for sending the first question in any previous person you mentioned you're an ex-athlete what sport did you do I used to be a taekwondo athlete used to it's basically like boxing but with your legs you know pretty fun pretty good not not ideal for me really it's not really it's it's kind of like it is a combat sport but it's full contact but it's not like like it's a lot more geared for like point scoring you know I mean it's not really it's not really much it's not unlike Muay Thai or boxing where there's a lot of chaos and stuff hello s lovely to see you Christian says do you know anyone who has health problems and the struggle of odd HD how they get back on track I've always struggled to hold my life somewhat together it doesn't take much to throw it off yeah I mean it's a bit broad when it comes to health problems I mean I can talk specifically on autism I suppose but yeah it's hard it's hard for me to get to give advice in that sense because I don't know your individual circumstances you know I'd say that first first thing to first put a call if everything's kind of up in the air is to try and develop some kind of semblance of a routine and I just bounce my gear what did I do that that's always a good place to start I would say what would you mean Daniel hello for ghee lovely to see you obscure I says first time here your content has been so helpful to me as late diagnosed odd HD thank you Thomas no worries it's good to have you on here I'm glad that I've been somewhat helpful hello Thomas you okay I'd love to have some professionally but I love it for all the same for leisure hmm yeah I mean it's the reason why I stopped was because I experienced a pretty heavy amount of discrimination from like the GB team like I think they're a lot better with it now but they weren't when when I was when I was there sadly I think it you know maybe if I stuck with it and I kind of approached them more recently it would have maybe made a difference but you know it's kind of it kind of in the past now I mean I went to some competitions as well which was pretty like I place like I think first out of pretty much like all of the GB athletes I got the furthest in that competition it was the under 21 Europeans hello mums wiggly love to see you so hard to get back a truck by a fiber mallard my elder and auto immunocut get over upon things it's killing me I'm sorry to hear that Kristen sorry to hear that do you ever experience loud music and noise outside when you sleep not really usually I don't really I don't sleep with earplugs but I do quite frequently have my fan on pretty pretty much on full blast so that does a good job of like getting rid of the background noise I need to like sort myself out here what am I doing okay so I need air ruins I think yes what else do I need I need astral ruins cosmic and nature I think that's right I might be wrong comments I get when people who dislike what I have to say is autism it's used to be in a hole but is this true Thomas yeah I mean I don't think there's I think there's some things like some specific circumstances sometimes that you know I think it's important to you know because on the one hand you don't necessarily want to be infantilized for being autistic by the other hand there are some particular social things that we can generally find quite hard so it's understandable we're supposed to a certain extent you know what do you think that link is between sins and autism role-playing games in a sense but I think it's interesting topic either it's common with some artistic friends I think probably because we do like socializing it's just that like socializing in the real world with other people it's not the most predictable thing you know whereas if you play a game like sins I think you can pretty much get a quite clear picture of what exactly is going to happen and like you progress like relationships with other characters at a very consistent pace and you know exactly what to do I can see like how that could be attractive to autistic people I would be attractive to myself I would say you know just had a nice meal while games game birds and plum sauce and your pool noodles and crumb with prawn crackers homemade so fine well did you make it yourself for me so if so that's very impressive I have no culinary skills to speak of none at all I'm I'm very not good with that stuff so this is the issue that I have when it comes to doing so because I forget like exactly what I need to go do it I know is inevitably miss out certain items that I need to use well so I need errands okay I've got my errands got my binding necklaces I've got my pouches what else do I need you love sins too hmm how old were you when you diagnosed I was diagnosed when I was 10 so not too early not too late hello girl plays bass good to see you find social media in forums on minefield yeah me too well I didn't know you're you're okay renegade that's cool thank you currently I've been doing so much in a reflection that I'm actually sick of clinicalizing myself what do you mean mom's weekly get get peed off and people tell me to grow up I'm a mom but I still like going to gigs it's my passion yeah don't listen to them yeah come come come join me come do some guardians of the rift probably not the most exciting game mini game in the world to be honest but it's it's interesting it's a good way of getting green room crafting level up I suppose I'm nearly at 90 I'm nearly at 90 and then I'm gonna I need to get this this stupid pouch this stupid needle from this place it's irritating me to know to know and honestly you made it yourself that is awesome you have a mate helping me cook helping you cook it's cool this game so it brings me back to never winter nights I've never played that was it like okay let's go to a world that is for guardians of the riff because I am not going to do this on my own I'm going to Mootroff people perhaps maybe go to a UK world that seems like a good idea yeah let's do that thanks Thomas I just can't grow up and frankly I don't want to well I don't think like you necessarily have to hold yourself to the the standards of other people in that sense I think people can be a bit stupid when it comes to like setting boundaries and what people can do just because they don't see it as like socially normative in a sense do you know I mean I think I've just reached a place where I want to accept and be who I am if you want to somewhat I mean 100% yeah I mean look like people are gonna have opinions about anything that you do in life that's just kind of a nature of being human if you enjoy something and it brings you life it brings you joy in your life like man like it's you gotta keep that or else you just you just find life miserable nobody wants to have a miserable life going to play a retro horror board game atmosphere tonight hilarious anyone played it that is very cool have you got you doing it like in person or you doing it online is this Club Penguin not really it doesn't look like Club Penguin I don't think it does I mean the graphics are sort of like that you can update the graphics but the thing is how long I've got a 4% we'll be able to get in soon if I put the graphics up my stream is gonna it's gonna my OBS is gonna have a real issue of it plus I like playing it because it brings me nostalgia you know I mean it's Club Gandalf I mean I look like Gandalf don't I look I'm looking pretty swanky to be honest do you like my dragon pickaxe I mean the graphics on this game are just something to behold that you think in person oh I'd really like to do something like that in person I really wanted to play like Dungeons and Dragons with somebody with like a group of people because like if I'm pretty good when it comes to role-playing that sounds weird like I'm not I'm not like the best not like a top tier actor or anything but I can definitely like do a bit of acting especially when it comes to like making people laugh I'm just starting to understand the accommodations that accommodations are necessary necessary part of functioning for me people around me think it's a request so I'm stepping away from said people it's just some so my family yeah I mean it's it's hard isn't it and like not many people understand but I think over time if you really stick by it it might take a year might take couple of months it might take like multiple years for them to kind of get it in their heads but it's important to you but I think it's important to you know put yourself first in that sense because no one else is gonna do it for you you know it's the kind of the fundamentals of self-advocacy but I'm not gonna say necessarily that I do it like perfectly all the time because that would be a lie like I do struggle with it sometimes but you know not many people understand it and that's that's the issue like perhaps people would be a bit more understanding if they understood it more of course when we're talking about you shall not pass let's get us some nice little shards I'm the odd mom in the in the playground wearing the band tee and the bright clothes so what yeah I like that energy might just get the car fix whole the whole situation put me in a lot of strength yeah I remember you saying about that that week's been very upsetting I feel we can sort of sit by and chill a little bit you know I'm like I'm proper leaning into the gamer archetype of my monster energy them used to work in education am I so heavily war grown-up teachers clothes same for myself back to Doc Mines there that couldn't last just couldn't last yeah yeah well I mean sometimes I kind of get the impression that there are more like alternative people out there just from like being on social media but really actually in my area I hardly ever see anybody who dresses like me I stick out like a sore thumb to be honest it is not the best but it is all right I would like to dress a little bit more goffy to be honest but I'm not at the stage where I'm comfortable with wearing eyeliner there are now not then I've already had two energy energy today I need to yeah yeah I ever too that's my this is my last one for today is there is a stream looking laggy on your end just wanna wanna know so it's definitely looking like you on my end oh no I'm gonna miss the portal god damn it no oh dear oh dearie dearie me oh and I didn't even do it properly what's wrong with me I just gonna do a bit of mine I used to be a goff why are you not a goff anymore the game looks a little bit like even not too much yeah is it tolerable does it detract too much from my voice I suppose maybe same here I don't dress like people around me I think it's a pretty common thing for autistic people just to kind of not really care about like social normative things like that I quite like it if I were to try to try to roll into class with a slayer shirt and tell them they better tension to pay attention to me although I'm going to hell oh my god I should probably actually go craft some reasons to be honest all the spinning is making me dizzy okay I'll try not spin I'll try not spin it's a bit of a habit of mine should I need to stop just pops in as a games night with a little person keep being amazing Thomas also love your content you're putting out at the moment TC everyone oh thank you mums weekly much appreciate my brother says I look like a hippie I always worry how to outside but my dad used to dress differently apparently and very much like him yeah I mean my dad didn't used to be like coffee but I think my mom did at one point I just like it you know I don't think it really matches my personality to be honest I mean it does in a sense but like I definitely do like the kind of dark and coffee side of life but I don't think I'm I don't know even just over thinking it too much it's okay people always comment on the way I dress you know people have a habit of doing that I'm not the most socially competent person so I don't know how to respond hmm to be honest most people in my life like my friends and my family are pretty like that like I've never received any like negative comments from them I'm to be honest I don't really get many negative comments in general but I think it's more a result of my stature like I hear I hear a lot of autistic people speaking about like bad situations that they've been in and it doesn't it doesn't tend to happen to me a lot I think it's it's probably because I do go to the gym and I am tall and a man love banties bright colors jeans and a pair of skaters nice I did I got some dot Marlin dot Martins recently because I could sail on for the first time lifetime indeed Megan dressed pretty modestly compared to others around me I feel more comfortable covered plus I feel self-conscious I'm a little bit of a I wouldn't say I was gonna say exhibitionist but I'm definitely not I don't mind being a bit bit skimpy with the way I dress to be honest but you know I think it's mostly just because it's mostly because I'm used to it like I really like the input that tight clothes has I used to wear under Rama like those compression that compression stuff under my clothes at school because it really helps me I'm gonna miss it again I got it my only shoes are all docks nice I did go through the black lipstick nail polish phase when I was in my teens I didn't I didn't quite go that far not saying that's a bad thing by the way but I did used to wear a bit eyeliner but I stopped because it brought attention to me so I might I might do it again maybe it depends if I feel comfortable because people have a habit on online of making like stupid judgments like not not you guys you you guys are chill but you know people see those oh man wearing makeup geez the world is ending you know it just I'll have to try out cuz it just really depends on how much like it makes people look at me cuz I don't particularly like feeling self-conscious I know it's I know it's not probably the best way of going about life but I quite like feeling chill you know usually jeans and hoodie kind of guy yeah I don't wear jeans but I definitely do like my what sits not what sits I do like my joggers joggles and teas that's usually what I go with I'm gonna miss the portal again I'm so slow I need to light up my game would you guys be interested so I was thinking of a video idea but I don't necessarily like want to make it if it's gonna be not very helpful but I was thinking about an idea of possibly like it's already ended maybe making a video about like how to sort of date and things like that so I'd be happy to do to do that kind of thing but only a few guys would find it helpful I don't want to be like too preachy he comes to boy having short nails and black nail polish maybe I don't like having nail polish I haven't I haven't painted my nails before I don't I don't I don't like the look myself I do like the eyeliner nearly caught of circulation on my little turret Marilyn Manson kid had my PVC boots over my fish nets and that I got stuck it was purple oh no gonna pop in and support even if I don't say well much appreciated Megan it's nice to have you here skimpy sorry that maybe life not in a bad way I used to as well but not anymore because myself of no liras yeah I mean it's like I mean for a dude I probably I probably wear like some pretty tight fitting oh I mean I do wear some pretty tight fitting jeans and like t-shirts and stuff but I don't know I just I struggle with like loose clothing you know I don't particularly want to wear like compression gear all the time your fashion gets criticized wear t-shirts at home play chairs outside yeah I'm email address Craig Gothic sometimes just take the attention you get for it I was out in vampire got for Tyra and I got asked is it for the carnival I said no it's Valentine's Day well I wish I wish I had your your level of confidence with that honestly like I mean I can put on some eyeliner I don't know I like the look I just don't know like where I should do it like online I don't know dating is hard yes do it hmm video about video games of autism I did make a video about reenscape and autism I was trying to learn how to use Adobe Illustrator I think something like that and with that I actually like develops like a thumbnail for it probably the only like it's probably the thumbnail that I've put the most work into I think it's pretty cool I think autistic people are curious about dating and would like in putt in putt sure I can do that I mean there's there's like the thing is is that the difficulty that I would have is like obviously I am coming from a straight man as perspective so I don't know how much my advice would be wanted or helpful to people who are AFAB you know I don't know if that would be ideal or should I just do it for autistic men or should I just make it very general or should I like split it up into two or would I do it you'd like a video about dating okay I will try I will I'll try I'll set it up I'll put it in my list things to do we'll see I know you guys are pretty happy with like any content that I make but people who just kind of see my videos for the first time might be like I don't know I'm very much overthinking stuff at the moment I should just really do what I want to do I miss the portal again random do you like the movie and command hmm yeah it's alright I think it's good I mean I really like the Pokemon movies if we're talking about movies I absolutely adore those movies let the right one in the Swedish version as well one of my favorites really cool sorry I'm moving this I'm moving the screen again I need to stop doing that I was the only got off at school yeah me too there wasn't any other you dressed like me I really didn't need to have any more excuses for people to like single me out German probably not the best move but I did actually dye my hair black and red at one point and I got told off not told off for it very upsetting and annoying someone read out a poem about me in the English class she said I was a witch what I'm rubbish at the whole dating thing but there's a guy I'm seeing we schedule everything exactly majorly reduces stress we're both into planning that is good to hear it's good to just don't think everything just do it yeah even though I'm lgbt I found videos about straight dating helpful specifically focused on emotional intelligence and creating relationships that's good to hear that is good to hear hello catcher nice to see you split it off if you need to hmm I think I might give like general advice oh no I'm missing a portal again oh dear come on let me get the portal oh no god damn it oh no oh well not not playing this game at max capacity that max efficiency at the moment dating me tough in general nowadays of people in the spectrum it's tough tell if someone's genuine or not be able to pick on certain cues behaviors and mannerisms here hmm yeah I mean I could do one about general dates like general things to like improve your success maybe in in dating or I could talk about relationships so I've done I've done a few on relationships in my time but I haven't really talked about dating very much and I don't particularly like doing it because everyone's got like their own angle on things you know and like there's there's a lot of content out there which is pretty not the best in my opinion around dating did a painting there's a tiny laptop in there and you and the YouTube channel is on your tab you you created a painting with me in it or is it is it your thingy I'd love to see it you send me on it on your email if that's the case I'd love to see it catch you I'm not very good at art so it's interesting to me okay I'm not gonna miss this portal I'm gonna get this one good stuff Lars and the real girls a great movie for autistic men struggling with dating I rewatched it recently blew my mind looking at his sick characters wrote a whole thesis on it interesting Andala says I surprised my boyfriend with a nice card I wrote all my feelings on it and and a gift he was very happy with it I would be very happy with this one with things like that I think I'm written words can convey a lot kind of going out of fashion a little bit but I'm kind of a bit of an old-school romantic you know I like stuff like that what says um how far is he charged there's usually like an indicator I'm not too sure where it is which people would say I like you or something like that makes it so much easier some people do some people make it very clear and like those those tend to be the people that I like put my time into if people are kind of a bit on the fence or that they don't seem very enthusiastic I just tend not to to bother just more more hassle than it's worth usually yeah it's on Instagram gonna have to check it out to see people seem to be primed up it took for label this creeps it's harmful to the relationship process yeah and probably agree with you I think you know neurotypicals can can make a lot of thin slice judgments when it comes to us you know considering like our differences when it comes to eye contact that can often be something that people pick up on as a negative which is kind of sad but that's when you dating neurotypical individuals usually I don't know about you guys it's just something that kind of is in my head and I'm not too exactly sure if it's a reality or not so if you are a fab I would love to hear what you think and if you have experienced dating a fab autistic people let me know like you know we like direct communication of course like when someone is kind of upfront about stuff I don't know but in my experience whenever I've kind of found this sort of a romantic prospect who is autistic it tends not to go very well when I am upfront about stuff like it tends to kind of kill the attraction sometimes and like when I do that is it's not necessarily guaranteed that I'm gonna get like a direct response usually it's a very indirect response just something that I've noticed don't know if it's true or not to take a girl for a burger king try through at least take her inside has that happened to you before that seems like a pretty bad idea I mean to be honest I'm a sucker for like a simple simple date you know not really anything too fancy maybe like a coffee in a silver walk around the town kind of thing just not situations where you have to make like situations where you can you can do something but you don't necessarily have to make eye contact constantly especially when it's like neurotypical individuals like I know that I shouldn't because it stresses me out sometimes but I do sometimes feel a pressure to do that especially if they don't know that I'm autistic would you be willing to talk more about your parents more my parents from a time what autism wasn't really known about so I didn't get diagnosed until adulthood I actually have a minnaker I have a podcast where I talked to my mom I don't know if you've seen that might be a good one to check out if you want to hear more about the way that my parents sort of brought me up and you know actually a lot of the views that I have about autism and we're very much kind of instilled in me from particularly my mother don't start messaging them for two weeks and expect them to pick up from where they were you played old screwing skipper I play or screwing skip I do what's an 8th up sign female at birth now we have some it's just kind of it's kind of a way of like I don't know maybe not a third maybe female presenting is probably the better way I loved being direct and being spoken to directly yeah well I do as well that's the thing but I don't I don't know why it just kind of seems that in a lot of cases like that I just kind of it's just not very it's not responded to very well I'm not go romantic too but people seem to want to rush to the bedroom not like a type of girl such woman yeah I think the thing the thing is I think there's a lot of men nowadays I'm not necessarily that means that I'm not saying that that means that it's okay to have that type of mentality because it's not but I think like there's a lot of people who haven't had experiences like that well I think they did like a survey like in the past year and have like encounters of that nature I think it's pretty low in general so I can understand why one man would probably try to rush things in that sense I mean for me it's not really that much finish like a thing for me like I'm okay I don't mind I mean it's alright but I can take it or leave it you know it's not like the main thing and sometimes I don't want to I've been in situations which weren't particularly favorable I used to be a barista and the girl I was dating was like when I go hang out at the coffee shop and I gave that if I could kill you if my mind stare why did you do that I've been thought I'm unapproachable by people who've had crushes on me they never attempt to speak to me in general I think it's a common experience for those of us who aren't very talkative I think I'm a lot of people I don't know in my experiences because I'm not the most like I'm confident but I kind of have I don't know I find it difficult to tell if someone is like romantically interested in me and I don't necessarily like I have a very big like concern about coming across as like creepy or like a bit you know most of the time if I was to like approach someone it would be at the gym because that's pretty much the only time I really go out in public you know I don't want to be like inappropriate for the environment so I just cannot too but if if someone's like showing me like strong signs that they are interested in me I'd probably go for it but you know I think it's just about not being afraid to kind of put yourself out there and you know I'm not saying that I haven't so I definitely have approached people and talk to them that's for sure that's very beautiful Thomas I'm glad you had a good support growing up yeah I'm really I'm really thankful for my parents they are great very lucky to particularly at my mom I mean she started special needs teaching because of me she used to be a teacher but she started special needs teaching because of me she wanted to understand how to support me more so it kind of says all that you need to know about her she's a very wonderful empathic person super cool if your girl know you what do you mean I was once asked if I wanted to go back to theirs for a coffee and let's just say it was not a coffee it was more like a nudie fun time I think you've told me that before for G you're very proud about that situation separate yeah I remember you saying like you're surprised in a good way no I've had situations like that I know it was not surprised in a good way like not really I think it's mostly because like most of my friends are women so I'm kind of used to like interacting with women as friends I don't think a lot of them are used to it like you know I mean connecting on an intellectual philosophical level learning about someone's life and sense of humor is the most important yeah hundred percent I think it's oh my god I missed another portal what are you doing Thomas I do actually have a video coming out tomorrow on my birthday I didn't do it on purpose like you said it to go on my birthday but there is actually a video of me reviewing a behavioral thing that you're talking about so hopefully I don't get like striked by the gods I'm not the gods but they're sort of sharing my views but we shall see the documentary was okay to go live then hopefully my commentary is okay but I don't know we shall see it's fellow ASTs who have experienced hypersexuality I know some people who are like that I'm not I'm probably probably more of the opposite hypo I used to be when I was younger but not in adulthood I think it's probably it's probably to be honest it's probably related to antidepressants I would say those tend to have a bit of a thingy just it just it dudes can come off as very intense yeah some people not everybody well they people have got me cold but bubbly person it's quite confusing interesting that is a very strange characterization I wound up talking to a few girls from a graduating class on my Facebook years years and years ago they were like I used to have a crush on you and it was news to me I couldn't tell yeah I I relate to the experience I was but you were bullied online us I'm sorry to hear that people can be very like harsh online very very sort of socially dogmatic when it comes to like policing over-autistics making their own content it's not ideal you know I think we should have like obviously if someone's producing something which like you're not happy with and you want to talk about I think that's okay but I think people are just very quick to label things as like the worst thing ever too quickly and not just try and have like a meaningful kind of conversation about stuff I think that's just kind of you know something part-in-part due to being online you know but yeah it's tough sometimes there's been a few times with my online stuff where I've thought like screw it like you know I'm trying to like do some good like online in the world about a group that I care about and I get called all sorts of horrible names it's not the most encouraging thing in the world I mean it's to be honest it's a minority of people but you know the human brain is is very much geared to focus on the negatives you know it's kind of like a survival instinct than we have yes they were very hot so very proud of that congratulations for you Thomas you are you are in polite when you need in me you answered my emails since you don't answer it was a give-and-take relation what are you talking about X is a form of stimming I think so too to the same extent Danny says thank you Megan now I'm going to get a t-shirt that says hey baby want to go stim I am in an RN so no S phases anti-depressants do all of your senses it's why I dislike them when they drop you tea yes drive yeah registered nurse with a psychic neurology background haters gonna hate yeah I haven't seen any any messages that you sent me Marty I have pretty intense executive functioning difficulties so I struggle with communications I don't I mean it's pretty not nice of you to say to be honest would love to study the mind yeah me too I have I've considered going and studying psychology that's definitely something that I've considered thanks for your content it's really nice hearing about and relating to all his experiences really got Thomas I'm glad that it's been helpful to you who dares calls calls your names Thomas how dare you lush um it's someone that someone that's been on the podcast you know goodnight bye you off it's good to good to see you for fun studios yeah um someone I had on the podcast but they said that I have been ignoring messages but I haven't seen them I don't really know exactly how to reply to that just not very good with that stuff anyways the brain is my special interest me too me too I think it's really interesting everyone know Thomas is the autistic daddy I mean I want to say that it's I don't know how comfortable I am with that characterization but thank you interesting my PDA is by the home message not answered thing it's kind of conversations I have with me and my colleagues yeah well the thing the thing is like I'm actually waiting on getting support for my executive functioning so I really can't handle emails and messages like I need some some support with it so I've been trying to get that so that I can be a little bit more on it with like setting things up and stuff but you know not the best of it gotta be honest but I'm disabled in some in some respects everyone damn I already have a lexifier mirror to seem antidepressants won't help no you're very right about that they don't help they blunt your emotional awareness as well even more so it's not the most helpful thing but I kind of need them I know people have their own sort of opinions about SSR eyes and like I see the issues that can come with them like I understand that but also it's it's um it's pretty pretty important for me to stay fun functional like most the issues that I have in life are related to mental health they're not really autism related apart from kind of the communications and organization but it's a pretty it's a pretty kind of small aspect of life that can be difficult for me and usually that it's not too bad if my mental health is good like most of us actually like not bad at all it's pretty good to be honest but I struggle with emails and phone calls too yeah it's tough a PDA with my phone all the time people think I've died I'm glad that people are talking about PDA a bit more I've seen seen a lot of stuff around it the autistic daddy oh he's a juckle I've got some you know cuz you guys have been so like whenever I brought up stuff related to my voice people have asked me to do like meditation or ASMR related things I'm not gonna do any YouTube videos which are around it but I am going to be producing some reels which are like positive affirmations I don't know if I've done them very well I think I'll get better with them at in time but I am trying out maybe I'll be about two a week in a month or so executive functions can make answering messages difficult he should be kind and patient yeah I know I mean I can't I can't always like apologize if I if I struggle with things you know it's just it's just one of those things about being autistic you know some things are just gonna be a bit harder for me I think kind of people people don't really even even to be honest autistic people sometimes don't really see me as like having issues in life I think it's kind of you know cuz I can talk and I can put content out but I do have struggles like I'm not I'm not you know perfect in there in every part of my life you know I would never want to put that out either as as being a reality you know very much struggle my mentor from the daily mentor of struggles socks me it's life difficulties are going to depression yeah it's interesting as well because like when I say that depression causes me the most difficult but I'm talking about executive function the thing is is that the reason why I struggle like in those in those areas most of the time is because most of the time I am struggling with anxiety and depression and the way that my severe periods or the way that my mental health manifests quite often is in in an atypical way so some of my my functioning in certain areas tends to drop which tend to be executive functioning much sooner than other other areas if that makes sense I've done a good job of explaining that as the stars were not ideal for me I mean they definitely do they like have a bit of a paradoxical effects they they improve my depressive symptoms but they make my anxiety symptoms worse they ever use metazapine yeah I use metazapine that's for the anxiety and also to kind of reduce the anxiety-producing effects of the SSRI that I'm on it's not good though like it makes maintaining like a healthy weight pretty difficult pretty pretty difficult finally got an appointment for neurology to see why I'm having these threats which are not cool but if it's then do this scam you're having threats is that like related to like epilepsy if so I'm sorry to hear that I think you might have said that before game time indeed many I don't actually know how long I'm gonna be streaming for I'm not gonna do any sort of streams like reaction streams this week so it's my birthday tomorrow I'm trying to take a little bit of a chill pill and I am wanting to sort of what's the word I don't know I've got I've got some videos ready for next week so I think I'm all good this week so just be this one this week and then next week I'll be back to it back to the ground I love it when you call me Auti Popper throw your hands up in the air if you're a true Auti by for Glyce Tom's you've got you've got a good sense of humor you know yeah maybe I should maybe I do you guys have you guys do you guys remember the the video that I did as a reaction to Gerber Johnson should I start my videos off by doing a freestyle rap you're very disorganized and things yeah it can be hard it can be hard thinking about getting on an anti-angziolitic for my social anxiety wondering if anyone in the chat is a success being on them I've been on a couple the only ones that tend to work are Benz or daisies for me but the issue there is that you can't use them for long periods of time because they do have addictive potential but they do work I get them prescribed for panic attacks which helps a lot to be honest what was the other one I've tried I tried beta blockers they didn't really do much they just made my gym workouts just really sluggish and awful didn't particularly like those try and hydroxazine that just kind of made my brain funny and not really work properly didn't really get rid of much anxiety I think it's hydroxazine I can't remember there's another one as well like a long-standing used one I can't remember the name of it but my mom finds it quite helpful I didn't just finish watching the Aspie Lord video living with spectrum how to see people opinion show were paid and exploit didn't take advantage of because of vulnerable that's not good yeah any thoughts cannabis first pharmaceuticals probably not like the person to ask about that I mean I do understand like it because I did do by medical sciences but I don't feel like I'm the person to ask I think you should ask someone who's medical professional about stuff for advice when it comes to medical advice because I'm not a doctor I can't give medical advice time let's just used to be a big issue hmm you shouldn't be you should be validated for your struggles it's kind of discriminating for something that way yeah happy early birthday thank you your prices like me Thomas no I'm not I am an Aquarius birthdays on the 28th world if I don't catch you before then I hope you have a wonderful birthday catcher is your handle your social media handle the same as on YouTube I've left a bit too late they are not too sure about what they are about they just that's why they want to do a scan well I hope it goes okay for you Josh says thank you for your work I'm adult and diagnosed trying to figure out this whole thing out but your content's been really has really helped me quite a bit well I'm really really happy really happy about that good to hear is it like I don't I don't want to like ask it in a way that I'm like comparing but what is it specifically about my stuff which is helpful what am I doing I just go to a poll I don't even have any essence to use I'd like to know because I'm not really sure because I don't really have like the best like I don't know I'm not very good at like hyping myself up understanding oh we failed that's interesting I get it I think you're an Aquarius or I got a lot really get along with the water signs interesting I've put weights on but not sure if I'm is because I'm coming off meds I suppose it depends on what meds you're talking about do you take them every day or during panic attacks anxiety med question benzodiazepam is for short-term relief so for panic attacks or meltdowns if I can catch them in time they can sometimes sort of ease it they don't particularly stop it because by the time I notice that I need them you know obviously they don't they don't act they take about half an hour or an hour to act but they can smooth it out a little bit usually but for the metazapine I take it daily on the night to rinse get your go-to game I'm addicted to bacteria yeah 100% 100% yeah Megan says I would recommend doing your research 100% so some people can have like paradoxical reactions to stuff particularly to benzodiazepines actually some people have their anxiety increased from taking benzodiazepines some autistic people your handle I mean a Instagram catcher happy pre-dev birthday thank you thank you your voice is very relaxing to me I love having you in the background thank you I am glad I'm glad I used to actually be pretty self-conscious about my voice before I started doing this stuff and found that I people were saying that I have a nice voice so I've sort of I've um internalized it a bit more I have you guys to thank but um yeah I don't know I used to think it was a bit too high-pitched weirdly I have a lot of strange thoughts like that you're so open-minded for mature calm and reasonable thank you you have a good ability to explain the nuances of the autistic experience it may be the honesty and the videos are not super fast paced very grounded not judgmental if you gave me a chance oh thank you guys it's so sweet you guys I'm thinking of like sloth from the doonies now oh no I did it again oh god what am I doing why don't I have any essence what am I doing of my life I'm a bull snake you're the snake and the Taurus interesting so you look there's no that was the thing here they say agree with your comments on authenticity quite relatable come across as kind and stuff why I'm glad there are some people out there who see me as a very difficult and annoying human being for some reason the internet is a strange place sometimes generally my experiences have been good that's does very true what's happening here why isn't it let me craft I was my spell ended I'll be why I went to your communication loves you love how calming information you give us very helpful I suppose I'm just I'm just very wary of like I don't want to like I mean I do like creating content about autism but I don't particularly know if like my information is necessarily different to other people's and I'd like it to be different because I want to like add stuff you know you're validates my my experience help me broad my perspectives good how focused you can use realized situations so you think boys thank you guys thank you guys you're a very validating community your videos to help me by giving your or your or a guest perspective on things I was not aware of with this this discovering new things about myself I'm very much liking at the moment myself in terms of what is it creators like I'm autistic now what seems to be popping off like a whole bunch you know I find them that they're sort of input on particularly around like the social political world to be quite informative I would say I think there's a few other that I've seen who are similar in that sense with the type of content of the cover you know of intensity is really important to me sense of realness which makes it easy to listen to what you have to say I tried to be real I just know I'd spend a lot of time on YouTube myself I'm like I do appreciate that in there in a creator there's some people on YouTube who are like not not autistic creators autistic creators tend to be pretty cool but there are some people I've seen on YouTube who can be somewhat like I mean not necessarily preachy but they can just be a bit I don't know the term would be like I'm not specifically talking about it in the sense of NPD I mean it has sort of a personality trait like some people can be pretty kind of narcissistic in my experience like in the way that they sort of deliver content not really anyone from the autistic community as I've seen so far but definitely some people are there do you guys watch autism content like solely or do you watch like other stuff as well you make me feel seen in the world where I feel mostly alone I feel like I'm like like getting a bit behind on the chart I'm sorry if I have not like if I've missed your messages or anything I imagine that if my channel continues to grow it's just something that I'm like I could say I guess I wanna like like you guys though with me so I've only really been sort of creating content properly for like a few months maybe about four or five months maybe I don't know like proper proper I'm just you know I don't know how it will change live streaming to get when I get to a point where there's like a lot of messages that I can't keep up on that I don't like the feeling of like not acknowledging people's messages or like replying to them I try my best some people don't like a different viewer opinion so they like to control others so I found my social media I think just social media in general it doesn't really matter what topic you're talking about I think people can just be like I don't know this is kind of for some people it kind of removes their level of like humanity and decency like some some particular individuals and I can understand it because the world can be hard and it's hard to see stuff that you don't agree with and not like have an emotional response to it but yeah I don't know it's hard to like know as well it's like what proportion of people it could just be a very minor minor amount of people you know I always thought an audiobook narrator would be an amazing job I've done it again guys why am I going to a portal when I've got a full we've got a full inventory my social media is accessible of echo chambers yeah it's I think it it is to a certain extent I think also we do get exposed to views and people and events which we wouldn't necessarily be exposed to if we were just kind of consuming news from our local community or from our country or a state and sometimes that can be quite hard because we don't have a lot of relatability with people who are not sort of a part of our media kind of circles and I think that can also be a difficulty Meg is an icon mm-hmm enjoy the really good vibes in the chat definitely narcissistic as in delivering content I think no just like the mentality like it's hard it's hard to really put my finger on but some people just kind of give a little bit of an air of that I don't know maybe it's just me me interpreting that level of confidence I don't know so it tends to be pretty I feel like it tends to be pretty kind of like I'm not I'm not very made certain it's not the right word I'm I'm flexible with changing my mind about things whereas I feel like there's a lot of content creators out there who they really just want to hammer home what they think and they'll just argue it to the ends of the earth even though there's a possibility that they may be wrong about something you know but they want to keep this kind of air of some superiority it tends to be like bigger channels mind you do you know I mean what is them dark videos mostly funny kind of videos nice like the Andrew Huber podcast have you watched that video the video they did about autism I still haven't got around to reviewing that one it's on my list I'll have to like chop it down now and try and find the parts and think it for a long time about making videos on YouTube considering talking about neurodiversity while making artwork that'd be really cool I mean I honestly there isn't a lot of people that I've seen who create sort of regularly regular content who also live stream like I think if you really wanted to start that I'd highly sort of encourage trying to get into doing a bit of live streaming I think it's a good way of going about it you know I mean it's not for everybody mind you but I didn't think that I was a live streaming person but apparently it's it's it's good for me I feel happy doing it I'm not like super paranoid and unable to speak like a photo would be you watch many gaming science stuff religion autism videos like the I am right you are wrong moments yeah I think it's a there's just this is kind of this sense of like social not superiority but this sense of like they don't they don't necessarily want to change the mind or admit that they're wrong because that sort of makes them appear weak or something of that nature maybe something like that you know I can probably I can imagine I mean there's a there's a circumstance that came came to me recently where I made a post I think I talked about it before it kind of bothered me quite a bit the negative reactions that it got but I kind of thought about it quite a bit I basically said that I didn't view my experience of being autistic as being a disability but I suppose I didn't particularly have the like the awareness of how important the label was to individuals like in my mind disability is just in my character is in my mind at that time was disability is basically a characterization of things that you can't do but I do see that it is some a label and it's sort of somewhat of like a reclaimed thing and so people are a lot more happy with using the term sort of you know if I was just to make the same person it would be something on the lines of you know I don't view my autism as a disorder perhaps which I'm happy with doing if if that you know if people people don't like me making statements like that I cannot understand if it's a label that they hold quite close to the heart and it's something that they want to kind of destigmatize so I get that but the message is still the same it's just the wording I've used so I'm very willing to like change my mind about stuff conversation about co-occurring conditions have also been very helpful yeah there's time to be the biggest issues for us and in my experience neurodiverse universe in the world of everyday superheros also true crime yeah true oh it's gonna it's about two hours to my birthday oh we're hey gonna be 27 watch all of odd HD lupus history science human genome engineering animal general videos on YouTube YouTube can be like a really like potent source of information like I don't think I don't think people who don't use YouTube YouTube realize just like what a goldmine it is like if you can pull up with the ads or you can put it with paying like the YouTube premium thing like it's basically just an endless source of both entertainment information pretty much anything that you need or would want is on there I think the only difference is that you just got to have a bit more of a critical kind of mindset about like what the context of the information is given like who the person is is it medical information is it really all there is there some new ones to it are the different sides to it you know once once you kind of have that that approach to her and you're a bit more kind of critical and sort of in that sense which I think most people are to be honest I think it can be great I think it really is like a really great thing it has been for me mostly autism productivity science interesting obscura so psychology mental fashion permaculture fitness nice that's why you're so amazing when I started watching your content thank you I don't think there's anything wrong with like admitting that you or like changing your mind or admitting that you're wrong because I think once once you you stop having that mentality towards things it's it's kind of inviting I don't know some some levels of like halting your your like progression when your mentality in life you know I mean I never really want to get to that point there's always something more to learn you know getting a bit of a flow state with a screenscape the moment 27 years as a baby I feel like one I am on full disability I don't mind people saying that that they don't see awesome as disability and yeah I mean it really depends isn't that I think in some respects like people should have the ability to call themselves call themselves whatever they want and I've always been of that approach to things you know even if it doesn't fit in with my view like particularly talking about identity in person first language it doesn't necessarily mean that I should battle them in order to convince them you know or like call them names because they don't have particularly well because quite often sometimes they do have very like similar worldviews it's just like the type of language that they use it's just like simple things like that but I think some people can be very focused on the type of language being used I suppose it really depends on how much you think it has an impact you know I had people go back and forth trying to interrogate me and what I have to say just want their confirmation bias and show their superiority maybe maybe it's hot the thing is it's hard to tell oh my god you're my same age I remember being 27 vaguely it was a magical time dinosaurs roaming the earth men named Noah building boats to save the animals pulling up a chair while they built the pyramids such good memories yes yes I don't think I bear with it with our luck yeah I did I have a YouTube premium because I just use it so much it's just like it's I prefer having YouTube premium over Netflix to be honest it's um it's nice because I can just pull up a mini player I'll just like have the audio in the background it's super super easy just like you can do I can do other stuff on my phone is just still have YouTube playing it's great even on my phone I'm gonna miss this one death yes please draft the runes the runes my friend don't mean to do that 20 seven is the hardest year you think I remember I was 27 my pet T Rex and I used to go for a long walk I forgot what age I was for for a few years I don't pay much attention to it yeah I'm the same I only I only know because people have told me and sometimes like when I'm doing interviews or things of that nature like people will ask me how old I am and then I'll have to be like oh I think I think I'm 20 25 20 26 maybe I don't know okay we have done a somewhat run of this here's the fall asleep true crime trying true crime cases I fall asleep to SCP videos how do y'all from the great state of California the most most brutal country I'm here to save the day I've taken my mom's phone I'm very to six on I wanted us how long it would take that to get reinscape you guys are also cool wish we were all at school together that'd be a fun time it's paying for you to premium use Google one if I were to start a blog I'm better with written words where should I do that you guys have any advice if you were to start a blog you could make a website you could alternatively try Instagram could be a good place to do it you do have to be a bit more kind of stick to the world limit a little bit but you can use apps an app called canva in order to make them into carousel posts and so you could definitely do that it would it would perhaps take a little bit of time understanding like how Instagram works and how to set things up but that could work a lot of people do that and you could just do a website blog that's that's another thing that you can do but again wait you have to kind of if you wanting to see to get it seen by a lot of people and try and grow it and stuff you do need to understand my SEO and you know website creation and things of that nature feeling feeling uncanny turning 29 this year and now it's like I've got three years to go tell us those do you have any advice for ear piercing so that's okay to ask such as sensory issues thinking of getting one myself at some point so I kept seeing some really nice earrings on people or like this one I have one in person my advice on getting in my ear pierced I'm probably a good person to ask because it was extraordinarily painful for me I'm not saying it's gonna be extraordinary painful for you but it felt like I was being shot in the air to be honest it was not not a nice experience people telling me that it wasn't gonna be too bad it was gonna be okay and it wasn't it was awful so I hope I wish that I had done a little bit more research on like how to sort of mitigate some of the pain that I'm I experienced but I just didn't do a lot of that stuff because I thought it would be okay because it's my lobe but maybe maybe try looking into some kind of pain relief related things you have to be a bit on it when it comes to executive function as well because you've got to keep it like clean and healthy things of that nature but I mean I don't regret it I mean it's easy for me to say now because it's not kind of in the moment I suppose but I don't regret it I think it was a good good decision I do I do like it it's just something else to like accessorize with much is to kind of fill out my old special interest to make me excited to draw on right about even if it's not a special interest anymore interesting the brave web browser has built an ad blocker I love it interesting I had 13 piercings at one point yeah except being pierced over 20 times in total maybe ask Valentine sat in piercing and cartilage made me cry god it was painful yeah yeah this this this one was awful okay I'm wanting to make a skill show and video stuff but I know for me it's better to write when it first wants to bring an idea forwards and it's a good way of going about it I felt nothing during my Libre but I took it out what is the Libre you pierced your own ear using a pin and a potato you psycho path do you do that there's like people where you get the chest area pierced I can't imagine anything worse it just it just seems like a horrible idea it's just like craziness don't know how people do it you got your piss at 14 without asking or letting you know wow that's um not the best Libre is the middle bottom lip piercing are like like here like that but painting manuals before but earrings seems simpler for more pen accessory options yeah I'd think another piece of advice is to find some find some place where you feel comfortable like talk to them and say that you you you know you might need a bit more kind of sensitivity around it if that is something that you want you got an infection out here I used a 13g piercing leave I did all my piercings myself some more painful lovers but I have a unique relationship with pain so you know more Valentin no I got right are you ready for the rewards I gained about 10% of a level throughout all of this and 10% of the way on to my goal to 90 and I can do some solverines fingers crossed very apt fingers crossed for the abyssal needle oh come on give me the abyssal needle or a lantern either would be happy would make me happy game if you would if you would if you would eight more to go oh no it's not gonna happen no come on come on come on oh didn't happen it didn't happen oh dear I mean I've hit the drop rates for free of the dyes and the dyes are more rare than what I'm trying to get I got three of them I'm a fair bit irritated but I do get to wear this one key out that swanky outfit so I suppose you can't really complain about that some blood reins nice try having a bikini wax well what you want to do is place your ear a lobe against the flat surface of clean service they need to take an and all now take your strongest swing of the arm God happy birthday Thomas two hours early thank you real Chuck oh my god guys maybe let's not talk about that brown eyed girl hello like see you stretch your lobe interesting Thomas only how do you live within a neurotypical world well it is very dependent on the situation but I try to use I try to infiltrate or in maybe in facts not the right way I try to distribute my autismness into every corner of my life and advocate for the autistic way you know some people don't like it of course but some people do guys come on am I gonna have to like do some cleaning up with a chap and I have to get I have to do that I have several piercings piercings and tattoos the piercing pain charts online some some I cried even with non-increene stuck it in my tribe in the MS tries rather I'm a log off my dudes well it's good to see you good to see you but I tell them all my sensory fears and I find a lot of them vibe with when I get my body lots done neurotypical normies are awful but I forgive them I don't I don't think they're awful I have a lot of neurotypical people that I love daily I think some some people can be nasty of course but I don't think it's necessarily related to them being neurotypical I just think it's you know there's more of them says more possibilities I don't know Austin I really don't know I would appreciate if people stopped talking about such topics if I'm honest but you are yeah if it continues then they may get yeah yeah it's not not the best please right what am I gonna do now I go kill some abyssal demons slay some abyssal demons rather should we do it max efficiency I think we'll do it max efficiency I wanting to get it out of the way I need to get 90 slayer I do want to read the gods though that'd be nice don't want to be a bone crush in our class do I want 10 strength I do I want to go that one that is being careful whether be painful when the bone is close to the skin what why are people talking about this I don't understand please please please stop it's not it's not the the line of the line of talking that I'm wanting to go down necessarily right let us get some slayer get around I'm gonna look in pretty swanky I do say so myself I you will just just vibing like this the same with each other or if you there is the like an influx of people just coming to oh my god I think it might be time to end the stream peeps right I'm sorry Thomas no I don't worry about it catch you what's your your Instagram handle since S likes to be a maybe good to lose here I don't object your honor I appreciate your input but it's um yeah have a nice day art box for cutie let me check it out there you are wow it's very um don't almost almost psychedelic in a sense I would say let's call it stream died 20 to 15 I like it I like your art it's really cool which um which image were you talking about specifically yeah that's great looks awesome I really like your art style it's the new video well we figured it out let's not speak about that ever again I don't understand why you guys want to talk about it I like your nearest spicy keychains that's cool oh is it a necklace I'm just trying to I'm trying to find it so that I can so I can share on mine stuff do you want me to share it is that a cape is that a lava lamp nobody knows it's called the fire cape it's actually second best in slot cape for mele in the game it's pretty swanky don't know if that makes any sense mele being hitting things with sword to do this is the thing I hate about ringscape sometimes it's just the constant switching between things like I want to do something else it's gonna take me ages to figure out exactly what I need you know I mean hello what game you playing I'm playing ringscape autistic af I've been checking out some of your videos man I like them with the TVs area I'm having a look at it I'm liking your choice of music as well they're the white stripes very cool I'll save it I'll try and post it later if you can upload a picture I can also I'll probably I'll post that one oh no I think like sitting on my cock six for a while the tailbone rather oh there is a still photo okay cool love how that made you laugh I've been putting more of my art on Instagram very cool let's check out yours as well for you ringscape wow thanks dude yeah man um we'll be happy with me reacting to a couple of your videos at some point I would very much like to that be cool I think I might go kill them in the slayer tower that might be fun now I tell you what I'm not gonna go with prayer I'm just gonna absolutely demolish them with milli I might need a few prayer potions or an ather just really want to get these this these few slayer levels done that would make me very happy do you like playing games in general as a hobby and I do I actually at the moment I'm struggling because I'm kind of in a little bit of a productivity mode and when I am in these modes it's quite hard for me to kind of step back and do some stuff that I find interesting and sort of makes me relax and brings me joy so I'm actually sounds weird but I'm actually trying to make myself play more games because it does I do enjoy it it's just I'm not really in there the mode of like relaxing and sitting back and doing stuff why taking say whatever you like about my content to us the content is your content oh thanks man yeah I will definitely for sure maybe do one next week that'd be awesome I think I thought there was a video that I saw of yours I think it was like there the would you take like a pill to like get rid of autism you know I think that'd be interesting video to look at 100% alright let's go where let's actually get I'll get the slayer ring we'll go up to the slayer tower show you the slayer tower it's a pretty interesting place that's for sure I've only got a few more to do to be honest there is one video where you're acts which is about autistic bullying related but it's a long video what is it could you could use could you send me it please oh no I forgot about these guys leave me alone do you Minecraft Thomas I do like Minecraft I do like it I just get a little bit obsessed with the intricacies of trying to build stuff like I just get a bit it kind of I make it less fun for myself so just got obsessed with trying to like do everything completely correctly in my eyes so I spend loads of time trying to get the right style of block to use sounds very silly me saying yeah but it's the same as Skyrim it's like I'm trying to I try to do it at like max max efficiency I basically get my smithing and enchanting up to pretty much the highest it can go and why am I not damaging our game as high as it can go and I just kind of ruin the game for me in a sense I'm not doing as much damage as I thought I would be doing why is that the case that's a bit better person one why is autism spectrum person to I'm purple autistic hello oh hello lava I did not see you yeah it's a little controversial let's go for it yeah yeah well I think it's no controversial things I think it's good to talk about them you know now and again I don't I wouldn't want to like make everything about controversial things but I think it's good not to I think when we don't talk about things I think it becomes a lot more kind of a lot more sort of emotionally sparking the people if they don't see a lot of stuff around it if that makes sense I love Skyrim friend of mine from years but started collecting books about the game unless they should have seen the science it is a very cool game I do I am very partial to the Skyrim but we're doing some damage yeah oh juicy juicy you love Skyrim to catch up to see my crazy builds in terraria I made a hidden Cthulhu cult chamber in a huge church I belt that is awesome that is awesome that's why I gave up on gaming I don't have the patience yeah I mean I kind of do it to myself to be honest like I probably should just try and play the game normally but I just can't help myself it's probably why reenskate works for me I get obsessed about the settlement building and fall out for exactly it's the same same sort of thing I'd step away to get a cup of tea what did I miss you missed a fair bit you know some interesting conversation hi Thomas I was liking so I popped in without saying much no worries I haven't heard of banished before now should play a bit of music still a bit loud enough to turn it down a little bit I really like the music sounds great atmospheric I definitely know what you mean about the Minecraft situation my free use refuse to use or do anything that isn't what I had in mind I'll spend hours trying to get one type of block instead of enjoying it yes yes Antonio says have you have you been told that you have one of the most soothing voices ever thank you I think some people have made comments in that sense but I appreciate you saying that do it do we like the music or no wizard techno dance party time yeah it kind of isn't it did it did it did it did it did it did it did now you got to get up and dance Dan said maybe not I'm not I'm quite comfortable about a little jig you know oh no I'm out of prayer it says me right slight sourdome and God saw these check this out you ready skadoosh skadoosh that was awful this freaking girl yeah do you guys want to see the most popular music I was gonna say autism music I'm too I'm too geared to like make every piece of content about autism do you want to go in the most autism music see see shanty here we go this is everyone's favorites I know it's a shanty two isn't that beautiful beautiful just magnificent isn't that thank you very much Angela for the super chat is too much appreciated thank you I think it's great it is pretty cool and there's so much song like you see this menu at the side look how many songs there are I'm scrolling as fast as I can crazy so what I'm doing at the moments for anybody is interested in what I'm the reason why these guys are highlighted is because I don't know why to be honest I don't know why I'm highlighting them I don't really need to do that they look better when they're not highlighted so basically there is a skill in RuneScape called slayer which is basically you go to these mat these slayer masters and they tell you to basically destroy a certain type of monster for a certain certain amount of times and it gives you experience and in the skill and as you get higher up you can fight different monsters you wouldn't be able to if you didn't have it up pirate called progression yeah maybe let's not have it again I mean people like it but I don't know if you guys like it again try and find a good one just kind of like a bit of an inspirational song isn't that that one sounds like a pirate shanty yeah dungeon monster slaying life for me indeed yo ho and about love from is that is that is that the song I can't remember I think I'm I remember something of that nature being on the internet I think that's what you're referring to isn't that's my jam autism certified jams yeah it reminds me of Monkey Island if you played that there is actually there is actually an island in RuneScape which is inhabited by monkeys I think this is there's gonna be a song which is related to it there probably is are any ones that have named a monkey monkey sadness monkey madness let's go in monkey madness you love it you can just change the tone of the game just with the music yeah oh no what am I doing getting Jack Sparrow vibes this isn't one of the monkey musics the secret of Monkey Island I can I'll take you there after I'll show you what Shedfury lovely to see you how are you doing I'm doing well thank you it is my birthday very soon I'm gonna probably head off in about 30 minutes or so slighting you guys now thank you Lexie for joining the ulti legion much appreciated you'd be able to see all the unedited live streams if you like now over on the members section I don't know is there like a members section you guys have to go to or is it just kind of pop up you can check those ones out now if you want and there's also some videos in the works which are going to be released which you can also view now before they actually become public I'm just staring at a wall it's got a bit kind of dark let's go monkey business yeah I don't know how I feel about this one it's a bit weak to be honest monkey badness it's a bit ominous and that this one's pretty cool this is for that the hardest piece of content in Rainscape or one of the hardest pieces I think no it's not is that this is the city this is one of my favorites actually why let's spice it up with some Peter Gabriel takes me back to Rayman 2 I love Rayman do you guys play the Rayman free game the one where there's like you have that like chain attachment I remember that pretty vividly we only got four more of these these boys to send to heaven I don't know if they go to heaven I think they probably don't I mean the demons out there are half a long form content indeedy that's again on Thomas might come back later but if he's something no worries see you later be you know it says so I wish you a happy birthday to you Thomas now we have many many many many many Z's more indeed have a good old sleep tonight I think sounds like silent Hill ask yeah I get you I get you I think we need that prayer one more we are 90,000 away from reaching slay level 90 which will allow me to complete another achievement diary look out look how well I'm doing a little bit of congratulations I oh I do not have any teleports I guess I'll just just use one of these and I like Rayman Rayman Rayman on the DS here I remember when the DS came out I liked playing what is it Mario Mario game was good and there was like a Wario game which I really enjoyed probably more than the Mario one to be honest like the little mini game one you played a little mini game Wario one that's pretty cool you're far more patience than I have thank you I don't know if it's definitely a virtue and it's related to a video game but it's um it's summit so we see what Slayer task I need to do let's have a look now I've got these these karamja gloves from my achievement diary I can just go bloop right next to him beautiful aberrant specters that's not too bad that's not a bad one we'll take it we're gonna go with the same setup because I just want to power through these as much as I can those monsters look freaky yeah aberrant specters they're the Slayer tower as well aren't they I think so and let me get my combat potions got a stage you stop you know I mean get my shield and potions I think maybe that's too many pre-appositions too many pre-appositions I'm gonna teleport to my house so I can change my spell book why are you aware was dope yeah it was pretty good those monsters Wario is so it's a real cousin to Wario I find yeah it's it's weird isn't he's um the games are like there was one actually I think on the Nintendo Wii at one point which was basically like a remake of the DS version there was um there's a task that you had to do on the DS one of the minigame challenges where you had to basically blow on the microphone in order to like make the little man sort of stay in the air and I figured out a technique which wasn't blowing which is basically just going like that just into the microphone I used to like pretty much I used to annoy the living day lights up my dad doing that I think I did it when we were like on the way to like France or something for a holiday there was a funny kid yeah let's get max efficiency let's just tear through these it's tear through them but the ring of the gods it's so nice I might as I don't really need to I don't really need to do that do I can just be a bit more conservative with my slaying I'm just I just really want to like you know hello autistic page good to see you combat energy drinks yeah pretty much Thomas are you Welsh no I am that's it I'm British from the north I've been lovely hanging out by the cats are calling me got to go see soon thank you very much Mike do you have a Instagram perhaps I can follow you on so I can keep in touch because I don't necessarily know how like like what what's the best way to contacts like over youtubers I don't know maybe good to good stay in touch using Instagram's pretty good the path of peril that seems like a good one I do like the bit bit more of the like the dark kind of ones it's pretty fun you do what is your at hello Samuel welcome to the stream get to slaying these boys the penguin bards oh yeah they don't use melly am I doing you have Facebook I do have Facebook but it's more of another place that my Instagram pairs go to be honest yeah this is this is not not good let's go for a different song the quiz master that seems nice just waved at you oh there you are awesome stuff I will try and keep in contact might want to do some content to give it some point be awesome but take care dude let's have anyone you've got a dozen cats no worry at your ankles so how do you guys feel about this new style of orty time I quite like it I think usually perhaps I won't stream for it as long during these things but today is a bit different because it's my birthday tomorrow so I didn't want to chill and do something fun yeah I followed you on Facebook I use our box heaty Facebook maybe Instagram too I've got I've got you on Instagram I don't really use Facebook it's I can't really handle more than like two social media platforms what one is enough like honestly like most people say that misadvice I've seen out there for content creators say it says like just manage one until you get to a point where you've got like a team but I tried to do it all some a sausage love it definitely getting free of these boys 20 experience 20 K experience and I was expected to be a bit better than that can we get better better once am I better using the Osmontons fine I think I am it's at least a little bit more consistent you are asking to make content with I was I was talking to autistic AF they've got some cool videos out there if you want to go check them out they're kind of a new a new content creator but I've seen some of their videos they make some good stuff if you're looking for some some other people to follow do you make content on YouTube catch up man cannot click haven't made previous streams with us it's a nice chill stream buyers which is cool cool RuneScape is relaxing yeah things that do that's not a very nice sounding noise do you guys hear that noise it's a bit concerning oh dear I'm oh yeah I'm using protect from melee what am I doing that's why I'm losing health yeah Thomas type it out I haven't I've started to understand Instagram or accidentally private message some people can be very confusing yeah I mean I don't mind is I think Instagram is good but I prefer it over Twitter and Facebook it's pretty much where I well I mean I started on YouTube and then I moved to Instagram mostly I've been I've been producing content for quite a while to be honest it's just never really been something that I've been very consistent at doing the podcast has been been live for like my four years or something you know pretty long time reggae oh there's a big boy check it out it looks like some kind of ghostbusters creature yeah I think the fang would be better to be honest when I run out of prayer prayer I'm gonna you love reggae music Angela it's not my my favorite genre but I do like a little bit of reggae was it like reggae trance some something like that space reggae I can't remember the name for it reggae something I had a little bit of that there was someone I used to the radio station that I was a part of in my hometown harry it's a guy who makes some kind of reggae trance music or whatever is it's cool to try just pretend to be a pug and post AI generated pug images and gifts nice one of the reasons I got off the Facebook years ago is I learnt that they were using a platform so experimental yeah I think you gotta remember is I didn't bring a teleport again what are you doing Thomas I didn't press any videos yet but I have equipment I've been practicing with the setup not sure if I want to do top top down if you alone or with me small in the corner as well yeah I mean I just try and have fun with it you know try some different stuff you know perhaps look at some some youtubers that you like the style of content they make and try and me maybe not emulate but take inspiration from that I'd say that's a good way of going about it let's get the old fangy boy out I love him he's a beautiful look at him missed overpowered within the game at the moment I'm juicing him for all these worth no actually I'm gonna go max max DPS I'm anxious to start like scared I guess if I'm being purely perceived so food body just more for him still learning how to unmask yeah I think your suggestion to live stream might help me to get my fears yeah I mean there's a lot of people who do some you make really good progress with their channels by not and they don't have their face you know you don't necessarily have to do that I think that the reason why I do use my face is because I am trying to have a bit more of like a mainstream appeal so that people like know my face and can solve you know stuff like that but that's that's that's the only reason I think if I wasn't trying to do that then I probably go faceless too right guys it has been a pleasure but I'm going to sign off for the for the night and it has been a pleasure as usual lovely to have you here as awful music I hope you enjoyed today's live stream and yeah might might do a little bit of a post update on my birthday either on Instagram or on YouTube you have enjoyed it you can subscribe that would help or like the video the live stream that would be great and if you do like my stuff and you want to support me I have membership switch a lot of cool perks and there is the prices as low as I could make it so I hope yeah that would be great if you if you can alrighty see you later peeps take care