 Without Kirsten and I were having lunch with a friend in North Carolina and the friend I think she made BLT sandwiches or something And and we sat down to have lunch and milk and iced tea and BLT sandwiches and I've been with Kirsten several times when she's just gone into these absolute full-blown mystical experiences and in this case she had taken her her helpless hands her hand down to Pick up it was like sliced in half to pick up a little diagonal sliced BLT sandwich and Just when she started to lift it up barely off the plate She went into just an absolute full-blown light episode mystical experience I could see the the bread just slowed down and just froze And then her eyes were just it was an open-eyed Kind of like a zen open-eyed meditation But then it was she was into a full-blown mystical experience in her mind and her eyes just got real big and I watched her for like ten minutes just looking at this BLT sandwich like she'd never ever ever seen a BLT sandwich before like it was totally brand-new and Like it was so brand-new that she she didn't know what to do with it She she didn't have any memory of Like lifting that sandwich up and taking a bite out of it. That was all gone from her mind She just was like and so for For about ten minutes. She just the rise wide open We just watched her. She just was like looking at the sandwich looking at the sandwich Just looking at it looking at it for ten minutes and then finally after ten minutes She just slowly like slowly put it back down like she still didn't have a memory of Of what it would be like a past association With eating a sandwich. It was just one of those kind of mystical things and I had one of those two when we were in a coffee park down in Columbia where she just She had it. We were just starting to go It was like a coffee amusement park Juan Valdez is picture all over and it was all kinds of little cafes where you could drink coffee and beautiful gardens and not like a typical amusement park with rides and everything but Just kind of gardens and everything and she went into one of those mystical experiences early on in the morning so I just kind of had to hold her hand the whole day because She really had difficulty walking she would kind of if I didn't hold her hand She would just kind of wander off like a like an elf that Had been wound up and didn't have a direction So I had to hold her hand all day long everywhere We went just like a little girl, but she was just and she couldn't read she'd go into the Cafe and she'd just stare and look at the menu, but she couldn't read the menu It's a little scary to the ego because it it's like those kind of things are associated with this function Like this functionality like oh no, please. I don't want to let me please just be able to operate and live a normal life and and I've had people that have friends of mine that have been so concerned that they'll be like driving down the highway like 65 or 70 degree 70 miles per hour, and they'll be so concerned that they're gonna have like a Full-blown mystical experience while they're on the highway, you know, and they're playing a song You know Carrie might remember years ago when we were in Kentucky and we were coming up north on I-75 and Carrie was in the back seat and And Jeffrey was in the front seat and we started playing this song state of grace Which I can place the music from it's very ethereal and And it was very ethereal and Carrie was like in the back seat kind of in the middle And she could look right in the rear view mirror because the rear view mirror was you know from the driver's side straight back and she was watching Jeffrey's eyes and It looked like one of these movies where his eyes started to just zone out like something in the twilight zone Just zone zone and she was We're going like 65 70 miles an hour and in the state of grace was going and his eyes started like that And he was the driver of the car and then I just was sitting I was the passenger So I just watching the whole thing And I heard from the back seat Jeffrey Like not now Not now Not a good time On the highway But then I have a friend in in Colorado Lynn Corona and she was coming up. I think it's I-15 that comes up from from New Mexico up through Colorado and and One of those and it comes up and And goes through like Garden of the Gods right near Garden of the Gods, right? She was somewhere near Garden of the Gods and She went into one of these she was driving on the highway Interstate highway and she went into one of these full-blown mystical experiences where she completely lost awareness of everything in this world and I said well, how did that go and she said She came back into her awareness of the world about 20 miles to the north that she was heading for Denver and The car was perfectly driven and she didn't crash and She just completely lost awareness of absolutely everything, but but it was a great kind of symbol that all was completely taken care of that there was no Accident no destruction no weaving off the road or something which of course the ego Plays it out like the mystical experience is the big unknown and it's very afraid of those light episodes and mystical experiences it can come up with some all kinds of ideas, but But yeah in my experience Every time I've had mystical experiences and deep light episodes and the great rays. It's been really beautiful Everything has been perfectly Taken care of it was just more of a sense of being lifted up in awareness and just soaring To this glorious experience just such like a taste a glimmer of of what realities like you know The love and light that we truly are and So I enjoy Hearing people's experiences, but I I think the best thing reminder in your mind is It's just a sense of safety and security and allowance and letting go just letting yourself have an experience and Not being held back by this egoic thought or belief that somehow it could be damaging or Destructive, you know, it's not not that way at all. It's just easily giving yourself permission to just open up into those Mystical experiences and they're just beautiful