 Hey, how's it going? I'm gonna keep this real short and sweet just because it doesn't need to be dragged on at all As you can see from the title I am going to be taking a much much needed break I tweeted about it a little bit ago, and I also brought it up on a stream that I was doing the other day Where chat brought up that I haven't taken a proper break in a few years now the last time that I took a break Was in August of 2018 After my grandmother passed away And so I am kind of long overdue and over the past week or so I've realized how increasingly important it is for me to be taking this break and there's a lot of factors that go into it But overarching the whole thing is that frankly my mental health is really really bad right now It's the worst it's been in a really long time. I think it's a combination of the whole COVID situation You know, I haven't seen my family. I haven't seen my friends in a really long time. I've been stuck isolated I can't do anything obviously especially because I live in LA and it's so dangerous here right now You know, I think it's a I think it's me overworking myself I think it's me not taking a break after Eunice Onnes was finished And I I really just need to take some time for myself You know, I know that there's a lot of creators out there that can go from one project to the next without any any Breaks in with just pushing through and working their asses off and while I respect that a ton I am not one of those people and I need to focus on me I need to focus on my mental health and I need to take a break for a bit that being said I'm going to be taking the next month off I'm not sure exactly when I'm coming back yet I'm not giving myself an exact date, but I'm using a rough month Because I want to make sure that by the time I come back I Feel good again, and I feel ready again And I don't think that I'm gonna feel that way with just one or two weeks off So I'm gonna be taking a month off. I'm not gonna be posting much on social media If at all I'm gonna try and stay off social media as much as possible. Actually. I'm not gonna be making videos I'm not gonna be me. I'm not gonna be streaming on Twitch. There's gonna be nothing I'm just gonna be focusing on me and chilling for a second and and giving myself space and giving myself a break and I hope that you guys can understand that because Lately as I'm sure as a lot of you have noticed I haven't been my best And that's why I need to take time for me And I know that a lot of you guys rely on a lot of my content and You know check in with the channel and come to the streams and stuff, and I really really appreciate that But while I'm gone, you know, there's tons of other creators that make some insanely amazing stuff A lot of them being my friends And also there's tons of content on the channel That you can rewatch or maybe watch for the first time So I'll leave some of my favorite playlists down below of videos In series from the channel as well as a link to my cranky vods channel Which if you haven't seen that is just fully uncut reuploaded twitch streams of mine So you can watch them in their entirety plenty of content to look back at or maybe some new stuff in there that you haven't seen yet But anyway, I'm gonna end it here. Thank you guys for everything. Thank you for being so supportive and I will see you in a month