 Hello everyone. It is really good to be back. I'm not fully back. I think on Monday. I will probably resume With regularly scheduled programming put out one to two videos per day, but I just I just wanted to make a quick video Just telling you all thank you so much. Thank you to Christo avalice for filling in for me I was not necessarily in the right mental space. I think to talk. I still don't know if I am you know when you kind of just feel like Your head is in a fog and you know, you don't necessarily know if you're making sense That's kind of been me. Um, so thank you so much to Christo avalice for filling in for me I just kind of needed a day to You know take everything in and for those of you who don't know my father passed away on Tuesday and It's it's you know, it's a little bit shocking I've never my family has been really fortunate that we haven't dealt with death With that close of a family member like my grandpa passed away in 2005 my grandma passed away When I was a kid and I was close to her But never anyone this close to me and I've been really privileged to not have to deal with that until now So, you know, it wasn't like this was unexpected. My dad has been sick for a very long time So I had kind of already pre-greed if that makes sense like back in 2015 the doctors gave them six months to a year to live and He survived that they gave him another six months. He passed that so it's like there's this really strong sense of disbelief to me and That's why I don't like it, you know, I don't know what I'm trying to say. It's hard to It's hard to know if you're Processing everything or grieving correctly if that makes sense But you know, it kind of it hit me recently and I'm gonna be okay, you know, there's there's this there's a sense of relief That, you know, I my mom is doing okay. My family is doing okay. So now I can kind of focus on myself But with that being said I'm anxious to get back because you know I can't not pay attention to what's happening politically and the day that it happened I actually I took a look at the Super Tuesday results because this happened on Super Tuesday And I saw that we were getting Demolished and I almost had a panic attack. So I had to take my high blood pressure medicine I'm not kidding to stop crazy and then I realized, you know, what it might be a good idea to kind of just put out something Letting people know that I might have to stay away from politics for a little bit I think it's getting easier to kind of get back into it as I browse Twitter and whatnot and the news But you know, I wanted to prioritize mental health and you know given the election results and knowing how just Closely I was following this out. There was this worry that people would think that if I That like I was fully blackpilled or like killed myself or something if I didn't come back So I didn't want anyone to think, you know anything bad like that You know, just just dealing with everything It's funny. I I got off the phone with my mom just before I came on video and She was talking to the VA and he since my dad was in the military He's gonna be getting a certificate from Donald Trump, apparently my dad fucking hated Donald Trump Hated Donald Trump So that's kind of like, you know, it's just kind of funny My dad had every intention on voting for Bernie Sanders. He voted from in 2016 in the last conversation that I had with my dad I was saying we're gonna win Bernie's gonna win. I I feel that I believe it and You know, so that's just something that's interesting like Because I think it's relevant like my dad is kind of the person who created the political identity that I have You know, always hated the establishment always in outsider hated Republicans hated Democrats Hated anyone who demonized the poor and immigrants, you know We had conversations about how sad it was that immigrants were being demonized now. He is like There's really a part of me a Part of him that you hear from me every time I talk about politics because he he just influenced so much of my worldview and Built me up into the person that I am, you know, so it's um Yeah, it's just it's interesting, you know, and Yeah So just to kind of keep it short. I will be back soon. I want to be back soon I want to feel like things are normal and I want you all to know that everything's okay, you know, it's uh sometimes Should happens and should all happens at the same time, right? Everything happens at the same time I know people are also Horribly upset with the results on Super Tuesday. Don't worry. We're all dealing with this together This isn't something that you're dealing with alone This is something that we're all dealing with and I genuinely believe that, you know, this this election is not over And now if anything, I'm gonna fight harder for it. I'm gonna fight harder for it So that's it. I like I don't even know if I'm going here and at this point I this is the first day that I feel like I I'm fully rested. I got a full night's sleep So I'm a little bit like still out of it probably gained like 10 pounds in the past couple of days Just eating nothing but shit food and you know fast food So I'm gonna take a little bit of time off to kind of just chill But by Monday, I really feel like I'll be ready to come back and I have so much that I want to say It's just kind of difficult to collect my thoughts at the moment And if I talk about politics right now, I feel like, you know, it might be a little bit Hard to follow, you know, because I'm a little bit all over the place because so much has happened So it's hard to know where to begin I will follow this up with a video about Elizabeth Warren because she dropped out today But in terms of like just diving head-on back into it, I'm gonna wait a little bit I think that You know, you're in good hands with other political commentators and let me just say this Thank you so much to everyone that reached out I you know, I put the little tweet out letting everyone know what's happening and like I read every single response to that And you guys straight up had me in tears. So kind. I read the comments You guys are so fucking kind and it really made me feel special and I truly like I can't tell you how much it means to me Like I am a cynical mother fucker, but reading that made me feel like all right Maybe we're gonna be okay. Maybe people are Compassion and maybe people are you know, they do care about other people, you know, just it helped It really felt good. So thank you all So much, um, but yeah, I'll be back soon. Thank you all for understanding Don't fret. This election is not over. We are going to deal with this together and we're going to give the establishment help They're not getting rid of us no matter how hard they try We will be a thorn in their side Forever and we're gonna win. We will take over Maybe this isn't our time yet. Maybe it will be either way. We continue fighting. Thank you all so much