 It's been fun tonight, I mean you know we won in spite of me tonight pretty much and to battle back and bullpen did an amazing job keeping us in that game and we fought back every inning and had some just really good A-B's late in the game too and Gary came up with a huge hit and Jeffy closed it down just you know we you know I heard the guys saying we got a lot of game left kind of as I came out of the game and so we kind of never lost faith and I could sense that Aaron mentioned a lack of consistency with your fastball in particular why do you think you haven't been able to find consistency overall this season you know you know we're trying to figure that out I'm trying to figure that out and trying to put an end to it and try to be more consistent but tonight was just it was a tough one you know I don't I don't know that I have an answer for it they hit the bad pitches they hit the good pitches and you know I just got beat tonight so my plan is to get better and figure that out and you know we'll go from there do you feel like you're a little off or do you feel okay on the mound I feel okay I feel like kind of snowballing on me tonight I think you know anything else would be an excuse I think so it just it definitely wasn't my night okay is there a level of frustration that you haven't been able to kind of get on a roll yet absolutely I'm doing my best to kind of maintain and kind of trust that it's gonna be there like it has been I think that's that's all I can do how much does the mental aspect play into it in terms of preparation and trying to get back on the ship the right way yeah I mean that's the grind that's the day in and day out kind of grind the mental part you know I prepare physically I'm ready to go physically and mentally every game but you know it can get tough when you feel like you're not helping the team the way you know you can