 Hi, it's Bridget. Welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you up with hope. Today I wanted to do a video. I'm actually going to let you just kind of watch me process. I'm going to process. I went over the weekend and finally I saw the movie Bohemian Rhapsody and it was sort of a birthday present and I was able to go on a chilly Saturday and watch it. And now it's Monday when I'm recording this. So I saw it on Saturday about noon and I'm still processing it. So I'd like to talk about it with you a little bit. First of all, I want to say to anyone who's a mega fan of Freddie Mercury or the band Queen that I am not going to give like a full assessment or an evaluation of the credibility of the movie or the facts of the movie or anything like that. That's not what this is about. This is about Bridget processing from the perspective of what I know and how I've connected with Freddie in the afterlife and how now I've learned a little more about his life through the movie. And I recognize that the movie is not going to be this accurate. It's not a documentary. So I know it's not this like play by play of his life and such. So I know what the criticisms are. I know that there are some criticisms in the movie. So besides all that, me as a person processing and knowing Freddie in the afterlife as just this oh gosh not okay. Right away I can see him. He's right in front of me sitting on this little bench thing, this little Ottoman bench thing I have off to my side, the side here. He's like leaning in like listening to see what I'm going to say about him. Very sweet. He's a very sweet soul, kind and muse-like, like a muse very creative and colorful and expressive and honest. I think you're very honest. That's how I would describe you. And so in the movie, so let me talk to them about the movie. So in the movie theater when we were watching the movie, I got very emotional at the part and I know some of you are going to think this is so strange, but I got really emotional when I was watching the movie at the part where they did The We Will Rock You and they were showing it was a scene where the band was showing how they wanted to get the audience involved or what have you. And so the the song We Will Rock You where you know you stamp your feet and you clap your hands and everybody knows it's like an anthem like I knew that in high school. They played it all the time for everything and randomly the fans even now in my like my daughter's age in their high school my kids right now they do it they stamp their feet and clap their hands and they sing it they just sing it randomly sing it I mean it's crazy and I mean it's cool right it transcends it's like a legendary and so when that came I I just felt this incredible energy through the back of my heart and it like came like from the back of me like just this warmth from like under my shoulder blades and right through my center of my heart and just this like out the front like just like a canon of love like fireworks and just like spraying love over everyone and so that everyone was included and I cried like I really think goodness I had like napkins from the popcorn and I just cried and that's like like a random scene to cry I just cried and cried I just was like oh like and I said I feel you I feel the caring for the fans for the audience and it was so funny so that was the one big thing that I remember prior to that like early on in the movie when the very beginning when they they open up in the movie and they're showing live aid the performance of live aid and then the movie goes back through all the the scenes and then it ends with the live aid kind of thing you know and so they open up with the live aid and just getting ready to step on stage he's there and he's kind of jumping you know ready he gets up in the morning he goes gets ready and he's there and and they open the the curtain and there's like people everywhere and there's like a camera like right in his face and he's like right walking out on stage and I and I see it from like we see it they show us cinematically from his perspective and stepping out there and then it's just seeing all these people and this camera here and camera over here and there's you know all these wires and stuff and cameras down here and I'm just like it doesn't even face him like I'm standing there and I'm having this experience in the movie theater because that's what that's what they want you to experience right like you're him and I am seeing through his eyes as you did probably when you watch the movie and there was no there was no fear there was no stage fright there was no oh my god all these people are here there was just this yes of course like such a gift like yeah all right you know I'm one of you I'm with you and there wasn't this separation like he's on stage he's the queen and they're the the devoted followers it wasn't like that there was no separation there was just unity there was just unity and that's how he really felt like he really felt that way and then he says and I leaned over to tell my husband because I said he said because he was right so my husband was here on my right side then it was me and then Freddie of course was sitting next to me because I thought I didn't know if he would like come to the movie I didn't know what's gonna happen really and I was open I was like I don't I just wanted to go because I felt like I should have the experience before it gets out of the theaters you know I mean I needed to have that experience all of you have said how wonderful it is and I wanted to know him more so I thought hey I'm gonna go the movie and my husband really wanted to go to like really want it like he has been on me since like December to go and we just haven't been able to go and so my birthday weekend in February perfect so we did and so he was next to me so I knew he was there because I could feel all the warmth on my shoulder and I just kind of like didn't really say much and so after the movie started during that scene and open in this love and this just they were one he the band wasn't better than the people and the people weren't better than the band it was just the synchronicity and this just this the energy was just this beautiful it was like an infinity sign you know it was just this beautiful exchange this giving and receiving on both every single person there it was so awesome to feel how he felt when he performed on stage and so cool and so that I lean over to my husband and I said Freddie said I said Freddie says Bridget would have a heart attack like getting on stage and having all these people there like that like I like he said I would have heart attack and he's probably right he didn't say that he those weren't his exact words his exact words were something like Bridget would blank her pants you know like crap my pants she would crap her pants but he didn't say crap he's the different word a little more stronger and I don't like to use it on YouTube you know so uh yeah that's what he really said and I'm like he's right she would her pants yeah I would I would I would and so um that was just kind of funny but then that emotional experience with We Will Rock You and it's because it so I work as a psychic and a medium but I also work as a healing as a clear and a healer I work in energy as well and so if you've had session with me you know that and like I am the total package to be quite honest and I love it I love it like I know my worth just like Freddie did I know my worth he knew the worth of his band I know the words of my band all right so the point is is I can feel so when you you put your feet on the earth like that and you tap the earth you're connecting to earth energy you're connecting into all the life source all the shock to energy you're bringing up that energy that Kundalini from the earth that life source energy and you're bringing it right into your body and you're doing it twice and then you clap your hands and the hands are an extension of the heart chakra so you're bringing up energy from the earth from the root and bring it all the way up through your body and when you clap you're letting it out through your heart chakra so that's why I felt it like warm in the back of my shoulder blades coming through the the center of the heart and then like rockets firing and cannons beautiful colors of fireworks and just this beautiful golden this spray over everybody like oh my god it was so beautiful so beautiful so those were the cool things I thought you guys would appreciate hearing my perspective of the movie and my like sensory experiences that I had during it and you know I understand that the I understand that some fans and viewers especially would feel that some of the the storyline about Freddie's personal life his private life his shenanigans I'm going to say your shenanigans that's what he would say probably actually my shenanigans was glossed over a bit and I know that some people really wanted more of the raw like the real experience because a lot of like his his love life and his relationships and this need it almost seemed like he was constantly alone and he was so he was seeking connection or seeking love it seemed like and I have felt that when I connected with him this incredible desire to be connected to others and I wouldn't say I'm not even connected belonging like that's why I think for him in the band to feel like family was so important to him and they did and that was very truthful they he very much it was all of them you know he wasn't like this oh me me me it was very much all he really did and they all do have that really and that's honest I mean that's pure and I always feel when I've connected with him even though he's fun and and muse like and just such a joy I mean just so caring he's so loving he's just so free loving with his energy he just you know readily accepts other people and things and he a little bit cautious but he wants to love people he wants that's what I would say not really accepts I would say he wants to love people he really wants to love people and he wants to be loved and feel it and there's such a sadness about that isn't there I mean he feels like the inner child within him just it wasn't even inner child because you can't look at his upbringing or his family and say oh it was the family that's not at all what he projects or portrays even though they had a a different a rather strict structure around you know faith and spirituality and and and and such he and they were basically refugees from what I understand now from what many of you have told me and what I've seen in the movie and you know and and heard from other sources as well that I mean basically you know and so it wasn't it wasn't easy it was not an easy life or upbringing but I wouldn't say he didn't love himself I wouldn't say that either because that's not true that's not really accurate either but but I feel like I feel like I understand this and I'm just going to be bold and say that I feel like I understand that because of my experience and it's brought up a whole bunch of stuff for me to even for more healing for me around the relationship I had with my dad who died of AIDS who led a secret life and was married and yet having relationships with men as well and that wasn't known like at least us like the kids and my mom didn't know she said she didn't know and so understanding that there's this is there a part of me that's bad because this isn't like what my family wants for me or not feeling accepted within ourselves you know what I mean like it's almost like there's so much fear over how the people that we love the most will accept us I don't know how to explain this it's hard to articulate these things and especially because I myself haven't had this experience well that's not totally true so when when it comes to being who you are I sure as hell have had that experience trying to have enough guts and courage to stand up and say this is who I am I am a psychic I am a medium I know that's not the norm I know people will call me all sorts of crazy things and they do on YouTube too a lot of those things get caught though because I have a filter but all sorts of insane things people say about that and how horrible it is that I'm a psychic and a medium and things they still like now but it's different because now I'm like hey this is who I am and I love this this is beautiful and it's a gift and it's who I am I am in my authenticity I'm showing up I'm on YouTube for crying out loud this is who I am so I understand what it's like to have to kind of fight to be who you are and that's part of the reason why my first marriage broke up was because I'm like no this is who I am this is the way it is I'm not going to hide this or pretend like it's some circus act thing because it's not this is who I am and so I can relate to needing to fight to be who you are or even within yourself to accept it because I had a perfectly great life I mean I went to college I have a couple of college degrees actually I'm educated and I had a 10 year career that was quite successful and working my way up the career I mean I had I mean this isn't for the money clearly because I was making so much more than that and I had benefits and tuition reimbursement and great hours and vacation all sorts of stuff and so I had to make choices to align myself to be who I am to allow myself to just fully accept it not just even embrace it and live it but first you have to accept it and so I think for Freddie perhaps maybe that was a lifelong struggle and not even to accept that he was gay but to understand how that works for him how that fits when he loved Mary so much because he clearly loved Mary he loved her like like you love your wife like you love your high school sweetheart like you love your spouse like you love like he loved her like she was the one for him you know and yet he was attracted to men and so there's like this and it's it's interesting because it's like in the movie there's this line like he says to her I think I'm bisexual and she said no you're gay and yet I'm like well if this if this would have happened instead of in the late 80s or in the 80s early 80s mid 80s whatever 80s let's say early 80s okay so this wouldn't have happened in the early 80s if it would happen in 2012 or 15 how would this have been different because there's less of a need it seems like to define relationships and through intimacy or sexuality that it's different you know what I mean it's not there's not this you're this or you're that you know it's not like that anymore really I mean I mean I don't think it is so I just I don't it's not true that he didn't love himself because he clearly had so much love and capacity for love but he was so lonely like felt like people didn't really understand them because he didn't feel like he really belonged in either place he didn't belong in relationship with women he didn't belong in the relationship with men maybe it would be different if he could have gotten married because he really it feels like he wanted that commitment you know that family he wanted that like that was the thing that's the deal with the cats you guys is that and it's funny because I was telling them wow the cats totally an unconditional love thing and I don't want to be a lone thing and a divine feminine thing actually hello divine feminine Freddie Mercury you've got a lot of that vibrational energy that's pretty cool we should do a whole video just about that we should chat about that he says let's do it yes we could so am I reflecting like I'm processing how I am interpreting things how do you feel about all this he said it's not my feelings it's your feelings this whole point he says the whole point is for you to understand to learn more about whatever it is you need to learn more about for your life yeah he says Bridget you know it's about you your dad I'm like I know that was the hardest part for me in that one and I thought it would be more emotional when I watched the scene but it wasn't it was after that I think I've had two nights of like dreams about stuff about pieces of the movies the movie and I've woken up with songs in my head that I've never heard before which are queen songs by the way thank you very much mr. Freddie Mercury I'm like what is this song so I type up the line on my phone when I wake up because it's in my head and then it's a queen song thanks um he said it's medicine it's medicine yeah it is isn't it um that part of the movie at the end when they show you getting diagnosed and leaving and you know having to be like in kind of a disguise and that kind of thing and then seeing the young man that's there and with his lesion so he obviously had very very advanced stage of AIDS and you know they made him look really like he was you know very close to the end of his life recognizing you and you responded back to him with humanity you know and I'm sure that didn't actually happen like I mean I don't I don't believe any of that I mean I know a lot of the movie stuff was brought together to create an experience to take us on a journey and to reflect many aspects of who you were and what queen was and how how it affected other people like the the energy of the fans and this desire to belong and how how through this experience of the movie we get all of these emotions and understandings from it in all of these experiences but they're not you know this is exactly what happened that's not what the movie you guys that's not what a movie is you go to a documentary if you want that um what touched me about that part was thinking about how you and I know this about you from talking with you in our conversations where when you were diagnosed with AIDS you refused to just roll over and die from it you're like oh oh poor me oh I mean it's not like you went into this like horrible depression or anything like that it was like oh well okay I'm gonna live now I'm gonna live I'm gonna do whatever I can and I'm gonna live I'm gonna do what I can with the time that I have left like really this appreciation for life and that is so beautiful that is profound and that's exactly how he is you guys that's exactly how he felt that's exactly how he was that's exactly how he lived so beautiful Freddie I need to do more videos like this and we're gonna have to chat again because I don't want this to get too long people get bored of that kind of stuff so he says oh it's totally bored he's like oh I'm bored too he's like sitting there and like petting the cat he's playing the cat like all right let's have another talk should we yeah start it again all right this is Bridget at Above Life channel this has been my response my initial reactions to watching the movie Bohemian Rhapsody I was able to watch it over the weekend and I know many of you have been on me to tell me I need to see it so here's some of my initial responses my feelings about it and a few little tidbits about Freddie as he has joined me for it all right this isn't a traditional channeling video I know but I thought it was important to share it with you thank you so much for watching if you liked this video give it a thumbs up if you'd like to see more with Freddie Mercury please put it in the comments below let me know I'd appreciate that thank you so much for watching remember the purpose has been to inspire your spirit and to fill you up with hope because this right here and right now this is your life this is your life so live it go live it thanks for watching