 wanted to go back to the beginning of the session when you talked about I am being a manifestation of the ego and the closest you could get is to focus on I and I being the son of the mother. What if one rejects the mother? What do you have left to define yourself by and what do you have left to surrender to? Taking on an identity, a minimal identity, a slim identity which is let's say in your case Edward son of your mother. This identity is that which is required in order to make the step into the surrender experience. So why I say that the I am experience most of the time and especially in this pop spiritual culture that I see growing around and I have seen this of course with literally hundreds of people coming to the satsangs in places like Tiruvannamalai, Rishikesh but also in Europe who have trained in systems where they actually start to identify with source in the sense that I am source. When the experience of source is there, there is no I in it because source is just source. It is the very idea that you say I am is already an expression of ego. If Edward doesn't want to experience that slim identity as son of Rebecca, it can be grandson of what was your grandmother's name? Sophia. Okay, so it can be Edward grandson of Sophia or it doesn't even need to be that it can just be Edward but a slim identity is needed. What does he surrender to? He becomes aware of his center of the source or the truth or the soul. That very I am story is put aside and it's just Edward is in surrender to source. I, Edward, experience, feel the source. Just try it now. Try it. Just you can even close your eyes if you want. Just take a moment. Say this is Edward and Edward is experiencing that, the source, the truth within, the divine, the Anthar guru, the master of my being and I am just there feeling this presence and I am bending down just in surrender, just in bending down, bending down, bending there present and this Edward is an instrument of that. So an impulse will come when something has to be done, the impulse will come and I go with it. I just do what has to be done from that truth. I don't allow that ego lie to take over, to push through its desires and its insisting and yearnings and demandings and pushing. I just close in into this quiet, into the center, bend down and wait for the impulse and act from it and again I act from it and again I act from it and now and now and now. I don't have to be much more than Edward. I can just be Edward. That's fine. That's the experience. Gradually what happens, you will start to feel that there is actually something almost material there. That's like an it's a material impulse. It's the impulse of the soul. There's an impulse. It impulses the system into action but because we have lost the ability to listen to it because the ego has taken over, because society has socialized us into these big ego beings covered with ego lies. We have forgotten because of all that noise to listen to signal, to listen to the signal, the soul, its impulse. It's always impulsing in every moment and one has to simply tune in and relearn the obedience to that impulse and that is what this is about. So Edward is enough and after a while you know what will happen. After a while Edward will be able to embrace even the mother that he can't relate to anymore because he's so connected with the soul within. He's so in surrender to this master within that he feels connected to that same soul material in the other and that's how he starts to live. So the connections, the ability to embrace everyone is much stronger. It grows. I'm not saying that means you have to go and hug your mother and give her a kiss if you don't feel like. It's more an internal experience of quiet and peace with her that will grow by the moment, by the minute and even if the external does not you know make this huge big love declaration, the experience of deep love and connectedness with everyone, everyone even the ones that you're battling grows and this practice is about surrender and the self-realization process which is learning to deepen the surrender and the experience of source and becoming more and more the instrument of the impulse, the truth impulse. Thank you.