 He was spending his time with his mistress while his paralyzed wife sits against the wall, but the wife won in the end. She stayed in the ceiling, watched the spider, amazing creatures, live their lives with a web it would seem nothing, you do not have time to blink an eye as through the entire ceiling stretch to noticeable thread, and come across the same stupid flies on these tricks. Sometimes she felt sorry for these annoying creatures, however, everywhere such a life, there are victims and there are predators among people, there was a noise in the door lock, Nadia squinted in that direction, the sound of the door opening, cheerful conversations and laughter while developing, the woman again looked at the ceiling, the predator spider was waiting for its victim, and among people it was already clear for a long time, although she did not consider herself a victim, this. Recognition will not lead anywhere, it will not become easier for anyone, she has already experienced this period, endlessly felt sorry for herself and angry at others. Stas came into the room, followed by some lady, and the lady cannot be called, she was defiant painted clearly to pick up some man, in the hope of a happy future, so picked up some man Stas cannot be called in another way, 45-year-old Katal as Nadia called him about herself, and drink to devour satisfy their animal instincts, and this painted lady hope for something romantic probably in vain, although who else can fall for such, like not quite a girl about 30 years old, a stuck to her Stas. The couple chatted merrily, he gave me his jokes, which Nadia already knew by heart, and his girlfriend laughed and asked back until she saw Nadia, and the fun of the young woman abruptly fell asleep. She covered her mouth with her hand and opened her eyes wide, the young woman looked at Stas in surprise, he smiled and waved his hand, oh sorry, he said, forgot to warn, this is my relative, still shocked, the lady silently looked at the woman lying motionless on the bed, Nadia had not seen herself for a long time but imagined how she looked, thin, haggard as a fly from which all the juices were sucked, she can neither walk nor talk, we will not interfere continued Stas like a fly that A. Spider wrapped a web, thought Nadia, understands everything but can't do anything, meanwhile, Stas' friend recovered from the shock and an uncertain smile appeared on her face, but the man used his standard techniques, made a couple of jokes, and then for greater calmness of his companion added, she has everything better than we do not need to plow everything is ready made coffee in bed food according to the scheduled water procedures luxury hotel in short does not complain, the stranger laughed and they went to the kitchen with Stas, Nadia again began to observe the ceiling, it seemed that all the cracks were studied, sometimes in the eyes it became cloudy and it turned out that white ceiling spots appear, at first it was unusual, now I even like such visual hallucinations, she tried to keep herself in this state longer, but then her vision again saw what she should have seen, and the fun began in the kitchen, loud music that however did not interrupt the clink of dishes, on one ear, as if I turn off the interference in the form of music, I caught only the clatter of cutlery, she imagined that they could eat there, and her stomach wailed plaintively, today Stas hardly feeds her, in the morning he gave out a portion of porridge is not enough, it was almost a feat on his part, in the morning, although what kind of morning if he sleeps half a day, Nadia was smiling now from her next naivety, now it is clear why he cooked porridge instead of a sandwich to fill his belly and save on food, but his porridge was certainly more satisfying, I could smell the fried sausage, after a while the clink of dishes in the kitchen died down, the room was dark and stuffy from cigarette smoke, which spread throughout the apartment, soon the music was turned on louder, the couple went into the room, the companion of Stas was not at all embarrassed by the woman lying on the bed, Nadia became disgusted by this, how much you need not to appreciate yourself to come to some dork's home and indulge in pleasures in the presence of a disabled person, Stas picked up Nadia and sat her in a wheelchair, take a walk a couple of sisters, nay, change views, and then soon drill a hole in the ceiling with a look, his lady laughed nearby, the wall after perestroika wallpaper. Foreign, turning the stroller to the the wall was spoken by a man, the music is popular, he added, turning the wheelchair away with a gentlemanly gesture, he invited his tipsy companion to continue the evening in bed, then she had already had enough to drink and it seemed like she didn't care, she accepted the invitation of her partner. Nadia just grinned, her husband often dragged women home, there was no end to those who wanted to spend time with a cheerful and confident man in the bar, there were always women much younger than him who hoped to fit into the life of a bachelor for a long time, but Stas was not a bachelor, and Stardot was not going to have a long relationship, Nadia could not say anything and did not really want to spoil the mood with a naive little spirit, we dispel myths about this pathetic one who had been married to her for five years, will play in in the morning he will pronounce him, he arranged his life, he and Nadia did not really stand on ceremony when she was healthy, the woman still did not understand why he married her at all, although her apartment, it was more likely that this was the reason, but this was all the benefits ended, Nadia did not want to pull on her spouse, she did not give him her money, and so she bought almost everything herself, Stas had to go to work, but in general he is a rare lazy person. Probably the iPhone after all, his wife did not live up to his expectations, refused to provide worthily from, there were scandals for drinking, but Stas did not seem to find a better option, put up, sometimes brought chocolates, Nadia got tired of it all, insisted on a divorce, tried to kick her husband out of the house, but after scandals he became surprisingly affectionate and for some time in the family the world came, it was fun with him, when he did not cross the line, he began to openly. Humiliate me, then only Nadia understood what were the reasons for his defiant behavior. The man was unsure of himself and poured out his negativity on others, childhood traumas for which it is now fashionable to write off everything made bores out of him, treat injuries Nadia was tired, and her husband did not want to settle down comfortably in such a role, received a proper portion of attention from others and adjusted under the conditions, but knew who could spit on truth's forehead and who could visit, the woman considered herself a victim for a long time who fell under the. Emotional influence of her husband, but one day she had an accident. I felt on myself what it means to be a real victim, having no way out of the situation, if you can leave the aggressor of your husband by taking will into a fist, then paralyzed you will not go anywhere, at first friends helped, Stas pretended to be inconsolable in her husband, Nadia's friends helped with the operation, the first time supported her husband, and then everyone got tired, leave not such a fool as he pretended to, he quickly found out everything and issued his wife a pension, now. He lived in her apartment, received her pension, he heated pizza in the microwave, said purchased dumplings, went to bars where he was often treated by ladies, sometimes he came home and boasted of his successes. You women are fools he said to his wife, they put noodles on your ears, eat into a plaintive story about a dead dog, and you are almost ready to take on the maintenance of a man, Nadia has been bedridden for six months already, during this time she changed her mind a lot, she took off her status as a victim, ashamed of the fact that her husband cleans up after her was no longer there, such a punishment for him, time for Nadia was also the best player psychologist, sometimes she tried to move. Her fingers, nothing came out, although sometimes it seemed to her that if a small massage would just stretch a little or just human warmth, to feel that everything will be fine. Simple support would seem to be enough. Sometimes her friend came less and less often, Nadia hold on smiling, she said, everything will work out for you, but Nadia did not hear confidence in her voice, and her eyes were afraid to look at a sick woman, but for Nadia it was her eyes that were important, otherwise she didn't could convey nothing to others, now Nadia was looking at the wallpaper and tried not to hear take it on the bed. Suddenly the bell rang and knocks on the door, Stas swore, refused to respond for a while, then he went to the door, as soon as he opened a bunch of curses about loud music, Nadia smiled, indignant all men managed to express all claims in a harsh but censorship, who are you at all indignant Stas, I didn't drink at the same table with you, you'll poke your guests, the man pushed Stas and went into the apartment, I live downstairs and your night disco got me, what are you rubbing me with a lousy. Intellectual rooster Stas, what kind of neighbor are you downstairs old grandmother lives I think my music will not interfere with a half living corpse, it is deaf, listen, the men press Stas against the wall, if it is more convenient for you to contact me please, but I will not allow my mother to offend, he dragged Stas into room and threw it on the floor, then went to the kitchen and turned off the music, and when he returned he looked around on the bed, half naked women were sitting behind. A blanket and a disabled person was standing next to him. If Stas was lying on the floor and, like an offended puppy, squeezing his head, he watched the guest, what was going on here, the man asked, he turned the chair towards him and froze, Nadia after a while he asked in surprise. The woman's eyes ran over her face became agitated, she could not answer anything, but at that moment she was very sorry that she did not die in that accident, the creature, turning to Stas, hissed a man, and you, he looked at the woman under the veil, you respect yourself, miserable creatures, the men spat, he took the stroller and rolled it out of the apartment, since then Nadia's life has changed dramatically, she has a personal rehabilitator, a balanced diet that was selected by A. Nutritionist according to her analyzes, and most importantly, care, they met Rodione at school for almost four years they were friends and were childishly in love with each other, then the boys parents went abroad and soon took their son to them. Everything happened so quickly that the children did not have time to understand anything, Nadia kept these feelings in her heart for a long time, but then other boys institute work another life, leave friendship with Rodione in the past, just childish love, with whom it never happened, she reassured herself, everything was already forgotten, maybe if there were telephones then the internet would somehow keep in touch. When Rodione entered the university, his father died, and his mother, who was never used to living abroad, returned to Russia, Rodione settled in Spain, his mother often came to him to improve his health to bask in the sun, he himself went to Russia very rarely, and now his mother was ill and her health did not allow her to come to her son, and he himself flew to his mother and it turned out that his first love still lives on the floor above, the man himself was divorced, there were no children. And, seeing Nadia in such a deplorable state, he could not just leave her in that apartment, a gradually emaciated disabled person, Nadia turned into a beautiful woman, even if she is somewhat limited in her movements, nothing will be repairing you a little now dot then will go to Spain to bask in the sun, Rodione talked to her. Nadia just moved her lips, trying to pronounce something and often smiled, will fix everything in our souls, Rodione's mother was also supported by a woman, the sun warms her bones well, she experienced it herself, and Nadia gradually got back on her feet and learned to speak again, divorced her husband and would well, otherwise you settled on a disabled wife's money in her apartment and also arranged a brothel there, the three of them gathered to go to Spain, Rodione was not a millionaire. Easier, and now I'm sorting things out in the house, Rodione found the envelope, Nadia froze as if she saw a ghost that a man asked excitedly with you, I already forgot, Nadia, with trembling hands, took out small leaves from the envelope to paper and handed it to her beloved, this is what asked in surprise that, do not forget about Tesla, he read, over the years the accident I bought securities excitedly began Nadia, my husband drank it did not go well with him for a long time, I hit my REA. From him my salary, put it in an envelope, but sometimes he dragged money out of his wallet, I was afraid that he would find my envelope, I decided that it would be better to buy shares, maybe they would bring income, they will bring in any way better than they will get, Tesla shares hesitantly asked Rodione, Nadia nodded, how many, a lot, Nadia smiled and cried a lot Rodione now is a lot, the shares of this company have grown 10 times and they have a new life. A man could now devote all his time to his beloved women, they deserved at least a year of comfortable life and travel, only rest and no work, but this all works, Nadia thought, you need to start with yourself to remove yourself from all these roles, the victims are unhappy, because what life shows when you think that everything is bad with you, it slips problems abruptly, that you notice only you and is attracted, and in life there is always something, let it be small but good, if you pay. Attention to this that, like a snowball, it will grow overgrown with other pleasant, thank you all for your attention and see you again.