 I didn't communicate that much, but interestingly I developed this talent for music and I started to pick up the piano and I excelled really quickly with that. And now that I look back, I know I developed a little bit of autism at that time and you know how devastating that is and that stress and insurmountable stress just ate away from me from the inside and that turned into a disease and had a, became a digestive disorder all sort of colitis which was incurable. So I was suffering every day, I had blood loss, I had chronic fatigue, brain fog. I couldn't even focus on my day-to-day tasks because I was just so tired a week and most of the time I was just sleeping. And that went on for days, weeks, months and years.