 Yeah, we're not I'm not gonna be doing anything I'm talking to y'all I just want to come on and do a quick chit chat since I've been watching a lot of TV and Maybe I'll put on some lipstick while I'm talking y'all Yeah, I wanted my skin to look like Holly Barry Haley Berry when she was doing an interview with Oprah after Eric Benet cheated on her I was like And she was in her I think she was in her 30s when that happened when she was on that end She did that interview with Oprah. I Zoomed in on her skin because her skin looked like butter It was so smooth and often times when you are fairer skin is really hard to get that consistency smooth You she have you can see all the imperfections with lighter skin, right? Her skin Looked so beautiful there. Yeah, I'm trying to work at Lee So I've been trying to be as consistent with my regimen Cutting back on certain foods y'all really honestly truly What you eat and your lifestyle definitely shows up in your skin So been cutting back on eating out because we were eating out a lot when the Coronet thing hit we were eating out a lot And so now when I do eat our order in I try to do something like salad or something like that Anyway, y'all enough of that. Um, that's been going on Y'all look at my nails now that one looks a little right whatever but look at how great my nails look you guys Look look at how great my nails look you guys You know, I gotta do a little bit better on this one But overall and this is just using dip powder now This was a feel but baby it took me a good 30 minutes Just to get that gel off because I had that bright color gel on the The red color reddish pink it took me forever to file that off and typically when you go to the Nelson line They use the drill. I'm gonna have to buy me a drill. It took me 40 minutes just to get that Because I put gel on top of the color powder my sister told me not to but I had to because it was so cute And I did that so I did the same thing here But I went lighter so hopefully won't be as bad But yeah, I added a drill a nail drill to my Amazon cart Because I'm not gonna be doing that every two weeks, you know filing filing filing filing down I think I lost some length or something. I felt like I lost some length Maybe I went down a little bit too low when I was falling across, you know, but yeah, very cute I did get my clear acrylic and so I made I made me a couple of DIY Colors, I'm not sure how it's gonna turn out, but we'll see Um Amazon is getting my on my nerves Amazon change the format of that but they were like we sick of y'all ordering shit So we're gonna confuse you sick of y'all ordering so so we can confuse where to find your inbox Oh, I found it. You at the bottom. I found you. I found you Amazon so yeah, I Have I'll order like I said those supplements a couple of days ago and I rushed that so it came in yesterday then y'all ordered I ordered some Shapewear by made in form and I ordered two types. Let me try those on for y'all with my dress So I decided on we decided to go out to eat I'm still very nervous about going out to eat even though my husband was like look we get there early even the manager I spoke on this briefly in my vlog. Well, I'll speak on it in my vlog. I'm gonna load this up on my vlog. I Spoke to a manager at one of their restaurants We frequent out here and he told me all about what they're doing to encourage social distancing But he also said, you know, we're not doing too good right now. I'm like, what do you mean? He's like, we don't have that many people coming in so that would benefit us He basically basically was like if you get here early on time, you'll probably be the only people here I'm like even better most of their Client teller patrons or 60 and over whenever my husband I go there when we first started going there eight years ago We were laughing because we were always seeing youngest people there I mean always and still today when we go it's a sea of gray heads gray hair everywhere But because of that a lot of the people are not going out because they are considered high risk that population. Okay, so Speaking to the manager speaking to my husband. I said, okay, we'll do it We'll get a table at the far back. We'll take JB with us JB has been here before y'all JB I'll get to JB in a minute my poor baby Um, he's been there before he'll be good. So yeah, we'll do that. Um Girl JB swallow. I know I'm doing this out all of order you guys so people we talk about youtube TV when I'm watching the person life. We're doing this backwards Y'all my baby swallowed a Lego last night when I tell you first of all, I got mad. Yeah typical Not typical, but you know black mama get mad first when you do something and then you get you feel sad Then you sympathize with the baby, right? I'm like, what what do you mean swallow a Lego? Girl, I'm in the middle of watching claws and you swallowed a Lego. So I'm like, oh my god So I could immediately go on and see okay. What do you do try to call my husband? He was busy So I told him I said, oh, well you're gonna Girl, what's that noise? I said, oh, well, you're gonna have to pass it tear started flowing He started getting scared. He started crying. He cried. He must have cried for a good 10 minutes about that I said baby, you will be okay. Just show me what the Lego look like It's one of those really small Legos. It's like You see this makeup brush here. You see the tip the Lego bit the Lego is that small So it's like the size of an eraser head even smaller than an eraser So I said you'll pass it. You probably won't even feel it or whatever But I think he's kind of he's still scared poor baby. He's like, I'm anxious Well, he's you know, he's I have anxiety aggressive baby. You'll be okay You'll be fine if I need to give you some medicine if your stomach hurts. Let me know Um, so yeah, he'll be okay. I just have to monitor to make sure it's fine I said you better be glad it wasn't a big one. Hell, I always tell him to stop putting stuff in your mouth You know what he does with those Legos. He's biting them off Don't do that because they're all together. He if he can't take it apart. He'll bite it to He learned child. Um But y'all, yeah I'm normal of the place getting my skin together I am going to do a formal video video on the what is it the good molecules line But y'all I've been using all different types of stuff. I've been using ordinary I purchased these uh deep pore clencers by vior they were on sale for like 99 cents. Um I've been watching a young lady named golden rx. She's extremely knowledgeable when it comes to skin care And so Baby, she's she suggested that you wash your face for six for a minute straight I'm like a minute. Y'all know how long that is So one of the things I do I don't wash my face for 60 seconds, but I do Cleans for quite a bit of time. I mean I'm in here At least 30 seconds 30 seconds and I I cleanse with my hands. Okay. I make sure I wash my hands first I cleanse in my hands in a circular motion I use a bar cleanser. I mean, I'll get it all into detail, but my skin I'm trying to clear up the different spots, but I started I have two lines going across You see them you see that one now watch when I do this it disappears going across here I know y'all like we don't see shit, but I do Okay, so anyway That would be a separate video coming in I'm so itchy All right, y'all. Sorry about that He woke up this morning with a bunch of whips all over his body like mosquito bites and they were they're huge Because he's a small body There's about half a dozen of them by four or five and so I've been putting some ointment on it I gave him benadryl earlier this morning to help kind of with the itching But he's still complaining. So I'll put just put some ointment on it. So anyway, y'all Um, so that's what's going on with personal stuff personal life um Like I mentioned it. Well, I will be mentioning in our blog where we are officially done with school and JP's like for now and I know he's just seven years old. He's like, I'm okay to be homeschooling to high school I'm like, okay Well, we'll talk about that when it when the time comes but I officially let my manager know that I will be homeschooling and she's like he was just an older woman. Um Her youngest child is 21 and she said, you know, honestly, if we were going through what you guys are going through We're strong like children. She said I I would homeschool too. Um, she lives in Detroit, but they used to live here in the valley and y'all I She said that with her son that he was just uninterested in school She said they had problems with him some of the same things that we've been experiencing with JB as far as um, the school thinking that there's something wrong with him. He's slow, but we're not sure but and then JB doesn't come off as overly eager to learn And so it makes it seem like there's something wrong with your child. I'm really that's nothing And what they ended up doing was switching their child her her son to a different school that that Taught the same curriculum, but in a different way and I say girl, we don't have time for that We just gonna pull them out and go ahead and proceed. So, um, I'll be talking about a little bit more of this in my vlog But there are going to be some very interesting changes for the schools in general and y'all I am not going to be down for that which is one of Besides the issues we were having at JB school prior to the coronavirus It's going to be very interesting and how things are going to be and from what I understand It's up to the school district or the school to implement those changes. So anyway, enough of that you guys Yeah, let's talk about some of these youtube streets. I've been looking at a lot of different videos Um for what I want my style to look like if we do decide to go out to eat for my birthday y'all We were planning on going to california because I will be turning 40 this year Um, I was I was supposed to be in the middle of planning that Like this week we were going to go to the beach mission bay Had everything planned out going to sea world But hey, it is what it is. That's all been cancelled and we just decided to celebrate at home So I will be having like a completes to help me to feel better. So I'm like, you know, I have health I have wealth quote-unquote meaning like wealthiest for as healthy and sane Sometimes mentally stable um We are blessed to be we're financially blessed and so I am looking at what we have as opposed to what we don't have so when I can't go to california for my birthday Celebrate at home. Okay, so I did reach out to y'all a couple of weeks ago through the community The community tab excuse me to see how those of you who are at home How you're celebrating to and I got a couple of responses. Um, so yeah I'll be at home. So oh, I'm sorry So one of the ways I'm going to be, you know, trying to uplift my spirits and stuff is that I'm going to be doing like a whole birthday Uh videos contents on my channel. So there will be a birthday giveaway lifestyle with items from welfare I will be trying. Oh child I have stuff coming in right now and I'm gonna show you that's something that came in I will be attempting Too flat out my hair. I am so sick and tired of searching for A video for 4c and I pull it up. You clearly are not 4c Now the young lady or woman, uh, whoever are not mentioning 4c in the title But the results i'm getting back or 3c or 4a I need to see someone who has samuel l jackson's hair type. That's what I need So I probably was able to find four or five young women who Legit had four type hair or I'm looking for 4b 4c. That's what I'm really looking for. Let's just be real I'm just getting some advice and thick hair. Okay, so um Been looking at a lot of those videos So one young lady showed she had long hair and she had four type. Oh, she had a lot of hair One young lady showed herself using a detangling comb with this attachment Because what you want to do is you want to chase it use a chasing method. Okay Um, I'm just okay Got that I went ahead and purchased a new flat iron titanium. Okay titanium is better than ceramic I do have a ceramic in there, but I did see a video of nezzie naps and she Blew out her hair and she flying on her hair. She said it took her like six or eight hours She said she started doing her hair earlier that morning and it was like seven o'clock That's what I'm talking about Anyway, I see all that to say An attempt to flat iron my hair. I will more than likely wash Child I will wash and blow out my hair the day before because there's no way I'm I will be too tired to blow Yeah, this is serious I need a drink. I will more than likely blow out and wash my hair the day before And then the day of I will flat iron my hair. Um I will also probably have to do a a quick Blow out again because I'm pretty sure I'll get some because I'm doing it when it's hot Now my my only saving grace is being out here in the desert. It's very dry. Um, I will be using the Fantasia's heat serum Um, and I'm going to be buying the can-to heat protectant spray I wasn't sure if I wanted to buy that or the design design extensions Let me know y'all which which if you fly down your hair and blow out your hair What is your favorite heat protectant? Okay Miss or let That's not used actually. That's a lot. She uses a serum But she doesn't do a leave in she doesn't do anything and baby when she she's only fly down my hair once now She blows she's blown up my hair several times when when she blew up my hair that one time My hair was laid and she's one of those types that can fly down it and curl it all in once one pass done It was so bad. Y'all it was so pretty my husband could not keep his hands I had to take like three or four birth control pills that night are already about 20 minutes into this So yes youtube looking at straighten in hair videos. I'm also been looking at it. Y'all I've seen this stuff about doja cat I've never really was a fan of doja cat um, I feel like doja cat is one of those biracial women who Turns on turns turns on and turn off Her blackness when it is convenient for her she has since apologized for some of the stuff Let me do let me say this I did see like two or three of those videos that she made I didn't see anything racist about those particular videos both for when I understand there are several other videos I do think that the young lady has some serious self-esteem issues Because she's looking for validation from complete strangers Um, and when she can't find it and just being her normal self It becomes sexual because man, of course if you do something sexual You have their attention right there. So she was performing several sexual acts You know or emulating sexual acts on cam Before when I understand she's never met her father who was South African Um, she was raised by her mother who was Jewish um But yeah, I understand that she has since put out an apology. I feel like the apology was fake I saw some bits and pieces. I didn't see all of it. It felt forced girl. That was a pure that was all I smelted public relations all over the apology I don't think that she would be counseled this counsel culture girl, please I don't think she would be counseled because she has so many fans That are of different ethnicities races or whatever you want to call it And so people would cancel her for a minute and then they would be out mopping her song But her music later on I do find it very interesting that she all of a sudden went from like I mean, I get it. She's been in the ram for a while. It wasn't she unwounding out for a minute, but I don't know you guys feel about these celebrities and singers who go from Literally basement music to now their number one of the charts are in the top five. I just don't see that Working your way up model that we typically would see with 2,000 artists or or You know people from the 90s. So anyway, enough of that Does you can't that's all I see seeing a lot of that whatever, um Yeah, let's talk about tv because I know my baby's back there. Let's talk about tv girl I'm back to watching claws. I finished watching clause three Now I'm back to watching clause two because I didn't watch all of it now claws two is the one where she hooks up with um um The the the black guys he from siri seary Leon you guys or libya The black guy that played it back back girls the um tall african y'all. I don't think he's good looking He looks weird to me. You know, he's fine From the neck down. He's fine as hell. Yes, but he's not He's not attractive to me. Is that possible for you to be sexy and not attractive I think he's sexy, but I don't find him attractive at all So anyway back to watching season two with the crazy russians and they're not really russians. Is that amazon prime? you need to Amazon prime just flew about here. Anyway, y'all so anyway Back to watching that love net finish good girls. I know I said I wouldn't There was no scenes with rio and bet None, thank you girl for telling me it was on hulu because I got tired of pan pan for it There were no scenes no smothering sexy Thought scenes with beth and rio. Now. There was some chemistry still, but no real scenes. Okay So anyway done with that. I started to watch sweet magnolia on netflix. I like it y'all is good clean rated pg 13 show I'm surrounding three friends. I think they were Childhood friends in this small southern town They want to open up a spot and that's all I'm going to give you in case you want to watch it I'm on episode three and I like it. It's very sweet. Now. It's a little too sweet for me So I have to stop watching it and watch mine honey I had to stop watching it and watch mine hunter y'all my favorite genre besides Postalipsic into the world which I'm not watching right now because I can't handle it I like dark I like dark thriller Give me black spot. Give me dexter. Give me some comedy mixed in that. I could take that which is why I like I like killing eave So I did watch mine mine hunter gotta me Give me kissy You can sit up there go get your toys and come back in here. Okay. Go get you some toys I did watch mine hunter you guys and I know a lot of people like to compare a mine hunter to true detective There's no comparison none True detective text at all And I guess for me mine hunter was a little predictable I have a dark side and I already knew about a lot of these serial killers. I mean even before Like I would have to honestly say the first time they show The btk killer. I already knew who he was I just by the way he was looking when he I already knew because I'm a little crazy And so I I had that moment or I have moments where I would look up serial killers for a while Just research them and look at different documentaries or whatever to the point to when b2k came out the r&b group I was like, why did they choose a name that's very similar to a serial killer? So I couldn't really dig with it. I'm like, why do they have a name? Y'all know with a marion and I'm like, why do I have a name so similar to the man who I can't see it off So y'all I tried to watch hollywood on netflix not doing it too much sex I couldn't do it. I couldn't do it y'all. I just And it looks like it's good. So if you can hang with those type of scenes like every episode Go right ahead girl. How to get away with murder when I tell you I cried and bawled like a baby spoiler alert I watched the last three episodes Y'all why did they do that to frank? The finale that was seriously one of the best finales I have ever seen I still didn't like mckay left the end But I think about the finale that finale was was awesome. Amazing. I had to watch it like the ending part Because I was like, oh my god, what is frank doing frank? What are you? But his eyes his eyes were glazed over done and y'all I'm so sorry I for some reason I kept seeing that frank plays in the walking dead. That's not him That's not the actor that guy's like 52 the actor who plays frank is only 40 something. So anyway Yes, they killed off several people. Frank is one of them. I'm not gonna tell you everybody but Yeah I'll have to hold jb in a minute. He's all itchy scratchy. Um, I did add Blood water is it blood and water? I added blood and water to my list and the five to my list And I'm gonna watch those now y'all one thing I didn't talk about and I really not gonna get that much into because my son is right here by me, but I did hear about Unfortunately, um, what is going on with with me the popular youtuber natural hair youtuber natural 85 I was on facebook a couple of a couple of days ago and I saw some screenshots and and the uh, One of the hair groups that I'm in and I'm like Why y'all playing like why y'all? And so I did a little bit more research Child I cannot believe that I can't but I can't the audacity Now only thing I want to say is this from my understand she has been with or had been with Felipe since or known him Well, she officially with her since she was 15 years old That's a long time. I don't know how old she is now, but that's almost what 20 20 plus years. It's a long time um I don't know how I feel about very young people getting together and getting serious because I feel like you haven't had a time to live Figure out who you are as a woman or a man Um, doesn't mean you got to be fottish that that's not what I'm trying to say Now that he's not out of here We'll go into what allegedly happened and she did share this wasn't on twitter you guys when she shared these I don't know what they she had several posts. It's like 10 of them. So apparently they've been separated since 2019 Then went to therapy did what they're supposed to do as a couple Uh, and let me say this. I am all for marriage. I'm all for love I believe in rekindling even when you broke up even when you have divorced I respect the the covenants of a marriage. Is that a word? I respect that I you know But I will say this if you are unhappy if you are being abused if someone is draining you so sucking so You know you have every means to divorce and biblically sounding or if we want to go there This is one of those reasons why because apparently he cheated on her Girl and he cheated with her on her with one of her subscribers What I read that I was like what in the I wish my husband you know what do you know how hot fish oil can get you Okay, and all seriousness I'd like to add this bit of information you guys because apparently Felipe has came out on instagram live Which he has since removed the state that he'd never cheated on whitney now I'm not sure what his definition of cheating is However, whether it is emotional or physical cheating whitney felt like she was cheated on another thing that i'm kind of Kind of getting that or or a feeling i'm grasping for him Felipe is that he comes off as very toxic and narcissistic because it seems like he's been shifting the blame on whitney Um, but you guys at the end of the day again, this is all my opinion at the end of the day We have no idea what happened behind closed doors. We have no idea what happened in their marriage I just hope that they can get through this for the sake of their children And that whitney can find some peace at the end With a subscriber So he had been in several different subscribers Message box boxes, you know DMing these women her followers her subscribers or whatever because she has a lot of people who follow her Y'all she has a what a million subscribers on youtube So I have a feeling that this is probably Again, this is my opinion. This is not factual. Let's get that out. I'm not trying to be soon Let's get that out there. I have a feeling that this is probably not the first time And what I was trying to say earlier is that I really do think it's important for young people to Not necessarily find themselves But to be out in the world a little bit before you get serious in a relationship Because how many adults do we know grown-ass adults who have Experience still feel that marriages and all this. I think that's a little too young You know to be with someone since you were 15 and this is coming from someone who's moved I've been with my husband off and on since I was 20 20 or 21, but we broke up We didn't even get serious until these last 10 years Um girl and we went through a lot, but we weren't married I had the opportunity opportunity my my uh The person I was with before my husband proposed to me and I was at that time I was barely eight. I was like 17 18 even my young mind at that age. I was like, no I'm not going to get married at a teenager. Basically. No, I love you and I loved him I really did but I wasn't trying to get married. Um I know that Whitney has spoken on this several times, but I I think that she suffers from Self-esteem and I can only imagine what this did to her Uh, I believe she was she bullied in high school to you guys? Um It's just sad. It's a sad situation and like I said, I am all for marriage I'm all for love and rekindling that love but I feel like You know, if it if it's Something like this where it is a loss of trust and you have tried Go through your divorce and Just you know, try to be at peace with it She had wrote in one of these screenshots. I saw that they did try to seek count seek counseling But it's so hard to rebuild that trust you guys, especially if it's something that has happened more than once Again, no one has said it's half. I just have an inkling feeling that it has happened more than once Um, it's just really sad. I feel really bad for her children too. I don't watch her Vlogs even when they were very active. I didn't watch them as much as her hair videos. Um Girl, but a subscriber one of the posts it said is a subscriber who loved a subscriber who loved me Girl, how did you know she looked? I mean, I guess it's you know, someone who really loved her content, you know One of those tops is I don't know I wish my this is why again I've said this repeatedly and I know that Whitney and them they had their blogs Before people really started having their husbands on social media never on my channel Ever I think that if your channel, you know, whatever you want to do, baby But I think that if your channel is Hair related. I mean if you if you have a family You know Channel that's different But just to bring my husband on and to just do my husband does my makeup My husband rates my clothes What for I'm still fat. No, we're not doing that. Okay, not on not on this channel. We're not doing that Um, keep your husbands off the channel y'all keep your husbands out of your Keep your family a little bit separated from if you have a business like this This is why I absolutely admire what's the young lady's name prior uh, perla girl The names again for p. She's not she's Nigerian Child she showed up with a whole baby. Her baby was like Her baby was like eight months old She did some Beyonce. She just showed up with a whole baby. She was married and was like look at my outfit And oh, by the way, here's my baby and my family then she did it again with her second baby That's what I'm talking about talking about y'all. Keep it separate. Don't keep everything. Don't put everything out there in the open I mean, I I admire people who can who can do that. You stay focused. You don't have to worry about anybody But let's just be real if the man wants to cheat. He doesn't need to be on social media to cheat too I'm just saying, you know something very simple similar happened to Uh, what is her name mommy tang? She's a mukbanger and I told y'all once before she showed Soon as she showed her husband And she had mentioned several times because she did she did like a four part story time And she's an older woman. I think mommy tang not older But youtube age she is she's 42 43 She did a four part Storytime and she's really good at telling stories on how she met her husband And she admitted that he was a player He was a playboy back in the day, but she met him online in college and he chose her apparently right Well, when soon as she showed him and she she started easing up the almost there were says, how do I say it? Um Mystery to who who he was because she would sometimes she would show a shoulder She would just show a profile. So you never really saw him child as soon as she showed that man. He's fine Oh, yeah, he's fine as soon as she showed him I always had oh These young girls started getting in his DMs and that's what happened to them They are divorced. She finally announced that they've been divorced for a while For when I understand Whitney is not divorced. They are separated, but they are working on on the divorce Right now status really sad. I hate that that happened y'all. Um marriage is not easy My husband I make it work. Um Like I said, he gets on my nerves a lot and that's the thing too I think that a lot of younger people who get into a marriage It's a roller coaster. You have your right those you who've been married ten plus years, right? It's a roller coaster. It goes up and down up and down right now. We're okay I like him today, but tomorrow he may get on my damn nerves He may does something and just flip me off. It's difficult not everybody can do it but keep God first, you know pray over your spouse and I think all things is possible What I find funny though sometimes and because I told you why I mentioned that You know, I think that younger people should date not again. That doesn't mean going out and Uh making it clap for everybody. I mean you can make it clap but not go ahead and go through You don't have to have sex with everyone. I don't think that is that is very irresponsible I do believe in soul ties And y'all it has been science. We ain't gonna even go there, but it has been scientifically proven that Energy especially if you're not using protection There is some transferring of not just bodily fluids, but of energy when you have sex with someone Okay, this is how soul ties are developed. So I think it's Okay, baby. Hold on. It's very important that you don't go out and make it clap for everyone so that is it you guys I hate that I'm ending it on a somber note like that but Um praying for them. I really am and hoping that they can get through this. So, all right you guys take care