 So, when I went out, you know, like to come down, you know what I'm saying? We parked right on the street, you feel what I'm saying? I don't, I don't even know. You know what I'm saying? I'm not even, I don't even know. Cause I'm going to Mother Pond, the truck we came in, we was parked on the other end. I don't even know, it's got them six, six lane freeway right there. You don't even, you don't even know that? I don't even know it. I'm just, I'm just like, man fuck, man, man, walk him down out of the, pow! Yeah, we on Boss Talk TV. Shout out to Ihi, the reason you see me. Okay, let's go to the night, as we know you already, we know you had to have your leg cut off because of the accident. That night, at the Cliff Club, you had a show, right? Me and love. You and love, oh, matter of fact. And, and, okay, so tell, kind of tell me what happened. I, like they brought us some drinks and shit then, but I got some news that, like, some heartfelt news. Okay. You feel what I'm saying? This was before your performance and everything. Yeah, this is before I left. Okay. I got the car before I got to the club. Yeah. You feel what I'm saying? But while I'm at the club, I got the news again. So now I'm trying to, I'm trying to mentally, hold this news in without letting my anger on somebody else. Yeah, yeah. You feel what I'm saying? And, you know, sometimes people don't understand. First thing in their mind is like, oh man, just I'm gonna grab a little bit of scoundrel in there. Nigga, you don't know the fuck, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah, yeah. So when I went out, you know, like to come down, you know what I'm saying? We parked right on the street. You feel what I'm saying? I don't, I don't even know. You know what I'm saying? I'm not even, I don't even know cause I'm going to murder punitive. The truck we came in, we was parked on the other end. I don't even know it's got them six lane freeway right there. You don't even, you don't even know it. I don't even know it. I'm just, I'm just like, man fuck, man, man. Walk him by that, and then pow. And it happened just that fast. Yeah, but the car knocked me in the street. In the middle of the freeway. I get up. Pow! 56 70 mile ran over it. Wow, so let me answer this. Were you even on, were you on anything that just debunked that? Cause people are saying that you was on weed and you know that? But you were just, you just had a- You got, me and Sam, they may have been. They got a thing like down there like that. I'm a real nigga. I would say that I was. I went on shit. You feel what I'm saying? Yeah, but drinking, that's something we do. I had, aw, I had two drinks, but that one, you know what I'm saying? The news that I got would have made, the news I got would make, would make you like kitchen. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You know what I'm saying? It pretty much was some news that pretty much you just, it just free rated you so much that you pretty much say it was like, it was like, it was like, look, what you gonna do about it? Yeah. You can either go over and get, you know what I'm saying? Get like in prison. Yeah. For this news, or you can just whoosh out. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? And so, if I tried to do was try to whoosh out. Yeah, yeah. You know what I'm saying? And so my partner, JB, who was standing there with me, Sam, he was hurt. Yeah, yeah. He told me that. JB, JB, he never been around me if I have an episode. You know what I'm saying? So, so, about him never been around me on an episode. He just like this. You feel me? Yeah. Like Sam like, nah, nigga. Nah, nigga, grab that neck, hold his arm, nigga. Make sure he's straight, nigga. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. And my other partner over there, he on the phone. You feel me? I'm saying so. Cause he never been with me with the episode. Sam, the only one that know, you feel me, out of this group that's with us. So, but he's near. So he can get over there by the eye. Bam, I never got hit one. Yeah. Bam, I get hit again. You know what I'm saying? So you got hit by the two different people? Two different people. Okay. It was him and Ron. You feel what I'm saying? So the people, they didn't even stop. They didn't stop. Both of them. Both of them? Both of them. But the good thing is, the one that's straight in my leg, you feel me? Shout out to the detectives. All the detectives, I don't want to say, I don't want to say their name. But Detective J, she really put it in words for me. She found a gun, right? She did. And the Chinese, they bombed. I bet. So she went and found the old bomber. My DNA was all over the bomb. Wow. You know what I'm saying? Wow. You know, the thing is, man, like, I just, like you hear all the stories, people say different things and everything. But that's not Japan's? Of course. That's for the thing. I definitely was trying to understand how to move forward when people keep pulling back. To me, it's not. They don't bother me. You know what? There's a flower in all their clothes. That's real. I'm talking about a flower as worse as mine. You know, they got bigger flowers than me. If they say what they want to say, I ain't nothing about it for nothing. Yeah, you said the people who do it all this chat, I got, everybody got something. I tell people all the time, I say if people start seeing what everybody dealing with, oh, we'll have an even plan for you. Yeah. If stuff starts falling out, you know I start trying to hide mine right here right now. For real. You'll be trying to hide yours. Because everybody got something. But the thing is, everybody want to look at everybody else's to try to keep attention of what they got. And guess what? A lot of times the people that's talking, all you got to do is you look back at them and be like, have you accomplished what I accomplished? Oh, that's real. Do you got what I got? That's real. You feel what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? So, you know, that's something that make you, you go look in the mirror. You know, I don't think people really, I know, I didn't understand like that you still would have issues where you would get into angry positions and then flip out to where it would trigger you to go back to a spot where you don't even know what happened. But I understood, as soon as I learned that, I understood it because of the people I've been around. So I know everybody's affected different. But see the more, you know what I'm saying? It's like the calmer, the calmer mind vibe. See, this is what I found out. If you riding in a car, you on a three hour trip, all you listening to is boom, boom, shoot them up, bang, bang, motherfucker, fuck your niggas, I'm a kid, you got the whole trip. Your mind is really getting, if you hear me, you really like, yeah, yeah. I thought we'd meet some Franky Bamblin' Megan. I'm good. I'm very cool. Cause with them, be on the scene, we got a lot of us got PTSD too. For sure. No, that's something that that's what I related to. You know what I'm saying? You know, mental health issues from, you look at many people, we not lost in the music industry. That I done lost. I was just talking about that. I got post trap syndrome. That's what I call it. Post trap syndrome. PTSD. Yeah. For real, I got post trap syndrome, man. No, I get it. I had to wake up as a kid, my life. I'm like, am I gonna die today? Mm-hmm. Or am I gonna kill somebody today? Yeah, we on Boss Talk TV. Shout out to Ihi, the reason you see.