 Hi guys, so I want to do a quick I see you update for you all and by the way today is Halloween So happy Halloween for those of you who celebrate October 31st And can we just take a second to appreciate how long and shiny my hair looks right now? Okay? That's good That's all I needed just a second. So I want to do and I see you update for you guys I haven't done one in a couple of weeks When we left off I was like kind of on the fence as far as like I like it But I don't know if I really do and I want to tell you guys that I really really like the ice you now I am really starting to join myself I When I go to work I don't feel like as stressed and overwhelmed and I actually like it I'm starting to I don't say love love love it but I would say a hint of little love is in there and a whole lot of like is in there and I Kind of surprised myself when I started to kind of like turn the corner and like start to like really like it and be Into it and that doesn't mean that this is like my forever job or anything, but it just means that for now I really like it. So I have four shifts left until I'm on my own So you can expect an update video for how my first shift or two or three went once I'm on my own But I only have four orientations day days left. I have officially finished all my orientation paperwork I've checked off everything that I need to I've done all the tests and classes that I need to be off orientation and so Yeah, I I feel ready I feel like even though I don't know everything and I there's gonna be times where I'm overwhelmed and things that I don't know I Know that I where to find the answers I know who to ask who to call where to find things who to ask to find things and so that was really just you know The biggest thing about orientation is besides learning all the ICU stuff It's like what do I do when this happens and oh my gosh if this happens What do I do? Where do I go or who do I talk to you or where do I find this? Where do I find that and so now I'm feeling more confident I'm feeling a little bit more comfortable, and I'm excited. I'm excited to see where this journey takes me I'm starting to meet. I don't say meet. I've met a lot of people I'm starting to kind of make friends and not necessarily like hey, let's hang out after work But just like we kind of joke and like recognize each other know each other's names and you know Starting to kind of talk and just makes you feel a little bit more at ease when you have people that you recognize and are Comfortable around and so that is exciting. I'm excited about that. I'm excited to see where this takes me I hope you guys enjoyed this update and happy Halloween to you all Give this video a thumbs up and subscribe to my channel, and I'll see you guys next time. Bye