 Good morning guys. I am so tired. My face is so puffy. My roller doesn't come in until tomorrow I don't know how I lost my ice roller It just stays in my freezer. Like where did I put that thing, you know? Anyways today is another day of vlogmas I was up late last night wilding out because we filmed those collabs and then Colleen Hoover's new book came out So I was up until like 1231 which is pretty crazy for me But like the reason I don't say up is because even waking up at 8 a.m. Or I think 7 30 this morning was so Difficult, but I just can't rally anymore guys. It's the quarantine. That's done this to me Anyways, I'm going to my dad's to have coffee outside with him. I like it's so weird I don't know what happened, but I think I like hurt my ribs How would I have done that and like not known today is like an at-home sort of day. Um, oh my gosh guys Oh, it's a gas. It's not just like the worst thing. I don't know why I just hate going to the gas station so much Actually, maybe cuz like creepy guys are there But anyways Sydney who's like one of my greatest friends and you guys have seen her I'm pretty sure she was in last vlogmas, but at least you vlog just ago because she was in a lot of the vlogs and She's so freaking funny. It was like not my ministry jokes Anyways, I'm cooking for her so she's coming over also like look how cozy I am this morning all princess Polly Like so cozy I'm trying to upload my video. Do you want to jump in the pool? Just kidding actually, please don't fit. Hi He just like doesn't care about me once he goes to the yard. This is where you guys actually you're supposed to be They have like a separate dog yard Guys look at how big he is. He's literally a puppy. He's actually seven months old Can you believe that? My dad just brought me out coffee. I'm trying to upload vlogmas, but it's been really annoying This is my work setup for this morning. It feels so good Oh no, just out here working with the dogs Hi guys, um, I have been crying I liked my outfit today. So that's a plus Is definitely like the week before my cycle, but This is just like a really hard week anyways If you guys have followed along with my content for like The past two years you guys would know that two years ago. We lost my step brother. I'm not trying to make this like a really depressing clip, but it's just like I don't know. I feel like it's also like reality It was two years ago this week like a few days ago Also on top of that on way lighter Events happening. I feel like, you know, I've talked about pd Recently in vlogmas, but it's just been not great But like my stuff that I've been using because actually made it a little bit better But I have always found myself like The week before my cycle like all the sudden like really comparing myself and I don't feel like Comparison was something that I really really struggled with and I really honestly think it's more so accredited to like my emotions on pdd Um than anything I don't know. I just like ever since last night. I'm like, maybe like I'm boring or like my stuff isn't good enough or like no one likes Blah blah blah or like I don't have a future in this or like and like that's not thoughts that I normally have like just normal Kinsey has I don't really Super struggle with comparison or anything like that. I've always been pretty good at Just not comparing myself and like running my own race, but It's just the emotions that are brought with this that is like so horrible I wasn't even gonna film for the next two hours. I don't even know if I'll keep this in But it's just hard sometimes and I think especially in vlogmas when I like love christmas It's still my favorite time of the year even though, you know, it's harder now, but it just really sucks I don't know It's just at the same time the holidays can be really hard for people And like this time of year can like bring out loneliness and you know If you're grieving and things like that and then also just like comparing myself on top of that like I don't know. I'm like I'm 23. I don't really leave my house like None of this is like great. My stuff isn't doing great people don't like it like whatever it is So, um, I have a lot of work that I unfortunately have to do right now I have to send in my podcast stuff. So I'm gonna get myself together get this stuff done I have some coming over in an hour To replace my fans. So that is a good thing because we know how much I hate these fans I think he can do it. He's the guy who normally comes to work at my house and he told me he could do it last time But either way, there's also a few things in my bathroom that I'm just gonna get Swapped out and fix. I love you guys. Okay guys. I'm actually feeling a lot better now Today's video is sponsored by princess poly. So thank you guys so much. It's my absolute favorite store I'm gonna try on all the pieces for you guys I will have my discount code on the screen if you guys want to shop anything You guys will get 20 off this package came in last night and I immediately went through it And I am just so excited to literally live in everything that I got two pieces Like I said are from princess poly and I just think they are so cute. They're so cozy this little zip up Jacket, it's perfect for this everyday wear And then I also love these pants. I just needed like really cute ribbed gray fitted pants I've ordered a few online, but they are taking a long time to come in due to cobit So I love these they're really really affordable too. I find pants like this can get really pricey And these are really affordable and also just like so comfortable I also got this top, which I think will be really cute to wear it with jeans And maybe some boots a nice coat, you know, I love this look. It's so cozy very Cameron Diaz All right, so this jacket I love and what's really cool about this like zip up jacket, which I would actually style in a really cute way or even just throw on over My workout clothes, but it's like a little waffle knit. Is that what that's called? I think I don't know the texture of it is just so different than normal jackets that I see And it's just really cozy. I love again. It would even look really cute with denim But I feel like I'll just wear this in so many different ways All right, I got this top too, which is really a wild top for me But I just thought it was so cute I wouldn't like necessarily pair it with these pants, but I do really like the look of it And I think it's fine. I'll probably wear it more in the springtime But I think it's cute I had to get these pants because they're just like nice little beige pants, which I love But they have that little asymmetrical Like button situation here that I love so much and my favorite jeans that are also from francis poly It's a really affordable way to wear this trend There are some brands that sell these pants for like 400 dollars or you can go to francis poly All right guys So the first thing I have this top, which I got to layer under like a big croonet I actually completely copied the model's outfit idea off the website I think I totally forgot to check out with the black sweater But I'm sure I have one that I can make work Basically she was wearing this with some boots and then like an oversized sweater and it was really cute So I'm excited also these tops are just really really nice to have because you can wear them in every single season Then I have these jeans which Honestly, I probably would have sized down a size just because these are a little bit big on me But they're meant to have that like very slouchy Look I would pair them with some boots probably But they're really comfortable. It's like they still fit for sure, but they're just not Super fitted around the waist so it really depends on the fit you want If you want them to just be like super super baggy Stay true to size But if you want them to like fit around your waist a little bit better, maybe size down I got this just like classic little black dress just because you can really never have enough And even though I'm probably not gonna have anywhere to wear this to For a long time I had to get it because it was like ruched Around the stomach I don't know if you guys can tell but this is just always the most flattering This is one of those dresses that's perfect for the holidays. Um, I again I'm not gonna have anywhere to wear this to but I wanted to get it anyways just in case because I thought it was so Cute it's really soft. I think the color is just like absolutely perfect Like obviously you'd wear this with heels. So this is probably my favorite It's a little cozy like lounging working from home Tight upset you can mix and match these with everything but the sweater is incredible quality I just think this is so cute and it was a really good price too when I see these things I find them to be really expensive Then I got a pair of socks for sneakers and this cute little spa set that has some scrunchies a little head wrap And some berets to hold your hair back when you do your skincare. So that's a really really good gift Oh, yeah, and then I have this jacket, which is really really cute. I love how it's cropped again jeans and boots such an easy outfit But like literally so cute also very warm it's a much cuter version of The teddy coats that were in in the past few years like this one technically kind of is but she's a lot more stylish So I love this I just ordered some topstrop So good. I always get the tie coconut chicken bowl It is incredible. I got this off door-to-ash. So if you guys want to use my door-to-ash code You guys get money towards basically a free meal being delivered to your house All right. So on the agenda for today, we have The fans hopefully being replaced. I'm pretty sure he can do it like this right here It will be this new like more black modern set this bathroom Is just like the biggest mess. I don't even do anything with it. I have two more door knobs um to replace because They're not all new like that like I needed two more I didn't order enough the first time and then this is like a bathroom accessory set So again, it's the same sort of deal with just switching out the hardware in my bathroom Another thing I'm doing for some self-care is having some Booge pop which I normally would do like a wine glass, but I'm using this stela glass I love these they sent them to me and it was just so kind of them and I have some booge pop This is a move. It's a prebiotic, right? I think I have the founder of healthy it actually on my podcast. You guys should go listen to that But this is just one of my favorite treats I just love like drinks. I've always been that way I'm gonna turn on some youtube videos get cleaning. Hopefully my guy will be here very soon. He's so nice He's done so many other things on my house before All right guys, I have showered my video is finally uploading I feel I feel so much better. I made myself some iced coffee My house is being worked on. I think I need to start cooking in like two hours probably And I'm gonna put some vlogmas on for the time being showing you a little before my bathroom I really really don't like this bathroom. I'm so grateful for my house But it's just like really not my style and I don't think it's worth it to like redo it But I want like I really really want to so I'm just making small changes like this. I'm getting changed um This door knob I was supposed to get switched out when I got these new door knobs, but I didn't have enough so All right guys. Well, look at how much better it looks Okay, I'm gonna start cooking dinner But I'm gonna make my tortellini. Well, it's not mine. I got the recipe from a modern proper. I make it honestly like Two or three times a month probably but it's the tying and sausage tortellini kale soup and it is so good It is everyone's favorite thing that I make so I'm gonna make that now if you guys want the recipe I have an instagram rail up with it Okay guys it's hours later my new fan. This is seriously So exciting. I cannot even describe it and then you go to the bathroom So this is gonna have to be fixed here. It looks so much better Same thing gonna have to be fixed around but looks So much better. Look at my beautiful tree here Going upstairs All right guys. Oh, there's this Okay, so this is Dom's bathroom We've got some hardware going on here Then this is nothing crazy, but this has been replaced to match Hello Moving in here the fan guys. It looks so much better. Like are you kidding? Oh my gosh So much better. Wow And then you walk into my bathroom and I still don't love you have the hardware here I'm gonna get a new rug this here And this small improvement I need to get new towels This has become way too cluttered. Honestly my goth there. It's just that place that I really don't like I ordered new lighting for my entire house including this and I haven't come in So I have no idea when that's coming in and I need to replace these mirrors My mom is like so anti these mirrors, which I agree now So I just have to figure it out, but yeah new lights New situations. I really want to replace these because they're just not my vibe Here's what we have right now. I have to edit send a video in We just ate dinner Went on the rooftop. How do you night my day? Definitely is better now Hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog and I will see you guys tomorrow for an even better one And I will talk to you guys tomorrow. Okay. Bye