 and welcome back to our channel. So I'm home alone right now and I know you guys probably rushed and clicked this video super quick. As you read by today's title, yes, I'm going to be taking a pregnancy test. I am right now four days late, which honestly is not that late. Like typically you want to wait like two weeks to take a pregnancy test, but I want to take it because these last few days, I have been sick. You guys know like me and Bill both had a sickness that we got from Chicago and I have been very stressed out. Like I have probably been the most anxious I've ever been and I honestly think that's why my period is delayed, but to give myself a better peace of mind, I want to take a pregnancy test and say it does say positive. I want to be able to like do this privately and like surprise Bill if I was, but I'm just like me right now. I am like 99.9% sure I'm not pregnant. Me and Bill are very safe. Excuse me, I'm in the middle of a video. They're playing. Me and Bill are very safe and protective. Like I do not want to get pregnant before our wedding, but like I always say, if something was to happen, we would be blessed and thankful, but we are doing everything in our power to not get pregnant. That's why we've been using protection and taking that extra route. And honestly, we haven't really been like doing the thing. So just because I want to make sure I make to my wedding first without getting pregnant, just because you know, I bought my wedding dress already. I have everything booked and planned. I have so many things done. I don't want to accidentally get pregnant and I want to wait to obviously talk to me get married. So I have a good feeling I'm not, but at the same time I never know and I want to document it and have you guys come along this journey because you know, life happens and you never know what tomorrow might bring, what today might bring. You just don't know. I will say like these last few days have been really hard for me. I don't know what's been going on, but I'm going to the doctors to get my hormones checked because my acne has been absolutely terrible. It's like my first time wearing makeup in a long time because I was getting chemical peels and my face was really dry. I have been very depressed about my face. It's probably the worst my face has ever been. I know you guys can't see it right now, but I have a bunch of hormonal acne going on. I was really missing home to the point where I wanted to move home, which I love living where I live. Like I love it here. Like I love the sunshine. I love the warm weather. It's just been a really hard last two weeks. So I really do believe that my period is just delayed from that, but I'm gonna take a pregnancy test with you guys and we're gonna go document if I'm pregnant or not. And then you know, one day when I am pregnant, we can look back on it and you know, experience this journey, but I love you guys so much and I am feeling better today. I feel more alive. I mean, I have my makeup done and we're in a really cute dress. So today's a good day. And I have a feeling it's gonna say not pregnant because fingers crossed, I really don't wanna be pregnant right now. But like I said, if anything happens, it happens and I'll be thankful. So let's go take a test. Okay you guys, so I am in the bathroom now. I don't know if I mentioned this, but Bill is not home right now. He's actually at the bank. So I have a little bit of time. Also, if you want our clean towels right here, you're supposed to fold those. But luckily I still have a pregnancy test from like the past, cause like there's some months where I'll freak out and like I'll miss my period for a couple of days and I wanna take one, but like I just wanna take one and like ease my mind. And I know a lot of times pregnancy tests don't detect in less like two weeks, but I am four days late and I just wanna just have that like extra satisfaction that like I'm not in that my period will be coming. And if it does say not pregnant, don't worry, I'm gonna keep you guys in the loop on when I do get my period or if I don't, I just really think my hormones are all over the place and which is leading to me being late on my period. So let's go take this test. I actually have, this is a digital one. I really like clear blue. I feel like clear blue is pretty accurate. If you are pregnant or you were pregnant, comment down below and what your favorite pregnancy test brand is. Cause when we do start trying, which is probably gonna be like the next year or two, I wanna get like the best test for moments like this. So this is the clear blue digital one. So we're gonna take this one. I don't have a second one or I would, but we're gonna go pee on this stick and I'll be right back. All right you guys, so I just peed on it. It's got the little dots going on. Oh my God, this feels like, I'm like, this kind of just like feels like those like pregnancy videos where you're like waiting to see if you're pregnant or not. I don't know, these like, it's been so exciting for our future. Me and Bill definitely talked about like being pregnant, like in what we wanna do after we get married and I know we definitely wanna enjoy married life for like six months, but we also aren't going to be like protecting after we get married. I definitely wanna wait because we are planning to move into our like second home, which is kind of gonna hopefully be our like dream house forever home, not really like forever, but like we wanna raise our kids at. So I definitely wanna move first and like, you know, travel a little bit more and then, you know, obviously we'll take that next step and try to get pregnant, but I'm just really hoping I'm not pregnant and I don't know if that's a bad thing to say or not, but I am just not ready yet and I know you're never gonna be ready, but like I said, we have our wedding coming up and that's just like the only thing I'm focused on right now and I just wanna be married and, you know, I've been dreaming of being married my whole life. So that's why we have been doing everything in our power to be protected. Honestly, not really do it as often, which I know it's probably crazy cause, you know, whatever, but I'm being honest and open with you guys and I love you guys and I like to bring you guys a lot of my journeys, but okay, one more, it's got one more. I'm nervous. I just hope it says not. Oh my God, I'm so nervous right now. I'm literally freaking out. Oh my God, I'm getting nervous. I can't do this, I'm getting so nervous. Oh my God, my heart's racing right now. Like my heart is, oh God. Kind of sad to see this, but it's also relief. It says not pregnant. I don't know if you guys can see that. For some reason, it's really not focusing, but it says not pregnant. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. I feel so relieved right now. Now we just have to wait for Bill to come home so I can give an update. He has no idea I'm filming this or even had a thought in my head that I was pregnant. So now we just have to wait and tell Bill that I took a pregnancy test and it came back negative. I'm really happy though. Hopefully I do get my period. I know sometimes it's too early to detect, but I'm feeling more relieved. I feel peace of mind now and now I'm gonna like just like try not to stress and for that I get my period here in the next few days. I feel it calming. Like I will say I feel the symptoms. It just feels good that I'm not pregnant yet. Hi, baby. Hi. I'm filming. I'm filming. How you feeling? Did you get everything you need to get at a bank? What's up mama squad? So you're probably wondering why I'm filming right now. So you know that I've been like four days late on my period, right? I told you I was like two days late. I know but what'd you do? I took a pregnancy test with them because I was nervous and I wanted a peace of mind and I told them we haven't been trying, like we've been protective and we honestly haven't really been doing anything really. There I was like there's no freaking way. You took a test. I took a test. What did it say? Not pregnant. Oh, not pregnant. Let me see if you guys can see it. Oh my God. I was like what do you mean you took a test? But it says not pregnant. Oh, I'm glad that you, you know. I don't wanna be pregnant yet. I wanna wait till after our wedding and we have a lot of plans. Dude, my stomach just dropped. I know, I know. I just wanted to be honest with them because like, you know, these last few weeks have for me have been really stressful. You shouldn't start with the convo with like, hey, I'm not pregnant, but I did take a pregnancy test. Sorry, sorry. I wanted just to make sure I'm okay and I'm on hormones. Yeah. So if you like crap though? No, I feel great. I thought you felt sick yesterday. No, I feel good. Huh? I feel good, I feel better. I think that's honestly why my period's delayed because I'm sick, I'm stressed. Yeah, so. Felt sick because he didn't know. Yeah. I wanted to document it with them and show them. So I will keep you guys posted if I do get my period. And I'm also- You haven't gotten it still. No. I do have a doctor's appointment on Thursday to get my blood work done. So honestly, I might get feedback to why my period's delayed or what's going on because like I said, my hormone levels I think are just absolutely horrible. My face has been a fricking disaster. There's been a lot going on though, like low key behind the scenes, just like stress and stuff. Yeah. But nothing bad, just like, I feel like you've been like stressed in your head. Yeah, I have been stressed. You've been like also making yourself a lot. Yeah, so we will keep you guys updated. Thank you guys for letting me be vulnerable and talk to guys and I love you guys. And wish Philip better days because he's sicky, sicky over here. We have an engagement shoot on Wednesday, so you gotta get better. If you didn't know, I know. But I'm like better, I just have like a little client. If you didn't see our last video, I was super sick. We were both sick. So make sure you guys follow us on Instagram because this engagement shoot that we're going to, oh, this is gonna be so pretty. An engagement shoot before the wedding shoot. And this is with our wedding photographer. That's why this one is like big, big, big. This is like, I feel like we did one with your sister, but this one is really going to be like whoa, because this is with our actual wedding photographer. This is the photographer that's gonna be at our wedding in nine months. Oh my gosh, we're excited. Ah! All right you guys, I hope you enjoyed today's video. I love you guys so much. I love you too. And we'll see you in the next video. But until then, peace. Love you guys.