 All right, we are live with Natalie Satune. Hello. Hello. Thanks so much for coming on the show. Thank you. Thank you for having me. The founder, author, creator of installment. So excited. Thank you. We have some epic visuals to share with the audience as we, as we chat. Yeah. These are really good visuals. Thank you. Super looking forward to sharing these. Thank you. Wow. Nice. So let's start things off by exploring. How did your journey lead here? A curious girl. A curious girl that every answer she received. Was only a partial perspective about. Her true knowing talking about a very young girl, five years old, six years old. Maybe eight. She answered every perspective, every discipline, every encounter, just a partial. Answer. And I said, okay, well, I don't know why Facebook came, but. If there is no platform that can allow this young gentleman at the university in the dorms, then he created it. Right. So I'm going to chat and connect with peers, friends, colleagues. So something like this happened to me. I'm a curious girl. Both a girl and an old wise woman. And. I'm. I went through many, many teachings and. Understandings. I think one of the teachings and the teachers and the disciplines and perspectives gave me only. Disliked, disliked. So think about an elephant. These, these were amazing talking about the tasks. These were amazing talking about the ears. The eyes, the, the. Social structures of elephants, amazing. Perspectives, but nobody really. I think this is a true understanding of what an elephant is. And this is how in Solomon journey started. It started from sciences through psychology through clairvoyance. Energy work. Communication with extra terrestrial. And then just pure transmission. So there are many, many stops along the way. And basically what I am is just a vessel for this. For this 360 degree elephant. I'm just in a live. And it's not even like the theory or the mathematics or the physics or the psychology. Of what we will talk about it right now. It's never stable and it's never. This is how it is. This is the number one. This is number two. This is number three. Everything is alive and everything is becoming all the time. So the way we perceive reality and the way we interact with reality and the way we think about reality impacts reality informs it and creates with these new. New information. So all this is alive in me and. From the little girl to the. I would say wise woman always been with me and now it's it's really being a channel. For this. Magnificent absolutely magnificent. Becoming. Yeah. I feel as though that's what primarily gravitated us. Is the. Super curiosity about the nature of reality. And also noticing that the. Answers that we were getting were. Partial and that in order to come to a holistic answer, we would have to take it on ourselves. And that even though we are. In process of. Creating a map of the territory, which is impossible. We're getting as close as we can. The territory is perpetually becoming. And we're getting as close as we can and taking into account. Not only math, physics, science, but also spirituality mysticism. God, infinity, emptiness, void. And so the. Yeah, to really nail that is a lifelong work of excitement. And that definitely feels like why we're gravitated towards. And you know, not only that we are trying to articulate the landscape. The way the landscape arises. The way it arises, the mechanism, the process and the structure it arises is also changing. And what we want to decipher is how is it changing while we are deciphering it. Yeah, so there's no theory of everything out there. We're going to get the mass, energy, quantum particles. And then that's it. We nailed it. Yeah, we have it. We got it. This is what it is. This is how the universe works. Well, it doesn't do because the universe is alive. It's like you and I, it's an alive, excited, wounded, full of potentiality being. So as we are deciphering the landscape, and as we are deciphering, wow, look at this green metal, look at this mountain, look at this beautiful stream. The canyon as we are deciphering the landscape, it's actually morphing and changing in front of our eyes. So what I actually realize, and this really allowed me to become very humble is that it does take a village and it takes a village of reality explorers like you and I and all the people you bring on your show, independent, out there thinkers, not necessarily the kind of mainstream, you know, very psychologist. I mean, I actually want the one that are like, what is he talking about? These are the really interesting explorers. He takes a village to bring us together and say, hey, hey, tell me what you see, and what do you see, and what do you feel, and how does it tie it to this? And once we actually have a true collective effort to decipher, to decode reality this way, the same way we're doing, let's say with the human genome, the same way we're doing with quantum physics, with computational science, we actually have hundreds of thousands of researchers around the world and billions of dollars really directed toward these fields. Nobody is really directing energy or concerted effort or consciousness or budgets toward reality exploration. What is reality? Not necessarily what is physics. Physics is only one aspect. The psychology, perception, the non-dual is just an aspect. There's a whole field that nobody is really exploring together as a village. I feel like this is part of my calling in this lifetime. Yes, exactly. Potentially across multiple lifetimes. This is our blueprint, our calling. It's perfect. And to allocate civilizational resources to understanding who we are and why we're here is one of the best things that we can do because then as we realize that influences every single one of our actions into the field. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. So cool. So that's great. That's great context and background. Now, Natalie, let us know here. I would love to begin sharing some of the visualizations and have you begin explaining to us what they are and how they tie into this cosmology of reality and consciousness. But you already did a version of installment in 2016. Is that right? The first version? Yeah. 2018. Was that the first version? That was the first version. Right. It was the beginning. It was the beginning. Yes. Okay. And then so 2018 was version one. And now this, what we're, what we're about to share with you guys is version two, which is, it's almost fully complete. Yes. And to be published likely by the end of this year, by the end of 2021. Yes. Okay. Great. And it'll be published. It's like an upgrade of version one. Yes. Yeah. It's, it's a much deeper and broader and more expanded. So basically version one, it's interesting. Version one talks about my life journey. And it was just the beginning of installment transmission. Since then, I presented the model in different consciousness and reality conferences and different venues. And then I received many questions that were very potent. And they started this kind of ignited me to ask myself this question and start writing the answers to the questions. So installment two, which you're about to see actually will be published later this year. And most of the images, because I see things as images as mental image pictures, a lot of the information comes to me as pictures. I'm actually also a trained clairvoyant. So this channel is very open, you know, in this vessel. And this is something I'm sharing with the viewers and the listeners because each one of us actually have many capacities. And the more we use a specific capacity, this capacity becomes like an open channel to receive and process information this way. Okay. So it happens for me so that the most of the data or most of the information comes as, as visuals. So before we, we start with the actual images. I want to share that the word installment come from the word soul. And it's the ongoing process of being and becoming and expressing potentiality to actuality, potentiality to actuality. That's the installment process. Now, now even the word installment, it's not my word. It just came to me. Okay. There's no such word in English. And it's the ongoing becoming. Now there is, because we are thread, we are a thread. You are a thread. I'm a thread. Each one of our listeners. We are a thread in the soul of the world. So our own potentiality to actuality becoming of our own soul is actually literally weaving the soul of the world as we speak. And the soul of the world is infinite. Actually a lot of what we're going to be talking about today comes from the realms of infinity, though they're very particular. They're very particular in this, as they are expressed in this dimension. Okay. So I'm saying this because it's a reality cosmology. Insolvent is a reality cosmology of the becoming of the soul of the world. Now, why is it important? And who cares? And why is it, it's actually critical. Now I want to share that I use insolvent in my own life, in my own relationship, body, soul, development, and also in my clinic. So I have an insolvent clinic where I actually test, you know, I receive a transmission. I receive, okay, do this, do that. This is how it looks like. This is, this is the geometry. Then I go and I test it. I test it on my own life experiences. And then on my, on the people who are actually coming to see me. Now this is called an insolvent clinic or insolvent counseling. And basically I'm trying to see where can I actually apply this model and how can it actually impact a person's experience of its own reality, either sickness or mental, emotional imbalance and so forth. So actually insolvent is not just an idea. It really a very applicable model. And I actually see it as applicable to not only individuals, but relationships and nations and continents. Imagine America living its soul. Imagine Israel living its soul. Imagine Africa living its soul. Truly living and embodying the potentiality, turning it into actuality. Oh my God, this whole world will become an unbelievable experience. So this is like the context, the background context, that this is not just a theoretical model. It's actually a very, very relevant and potent perspective that can allow us to insol, insol people, insol nations, insol ourselves. And this insolvent process is actually the full expression of who we are right now. The full expression of who we are right now. Okay. So insolvent started with a field of potentialities. This is how the whole journey started. There's a field, let's call it the source, the primordial. It's the field where everything is just completely realized and in complete potentiality at the same time. It's the field of all that is. So that's where the whole, and the field actually still exists. So it's not like it started there and now we're far away from it. The primordial field exists. From the primordial field, when the first ripples starting to differentiate, just a ripple started to differentiate from that field, all of a sudden an actuality. So you have a potentiality, all of a sudden moves into actuality. That actuality started to turn so-called to the left, so-called to the right, so-called up and down to interact. These interactions between the actualities, the first, first tidal waves I would call them. They call them big bang. I'm not sure if there's a big bang, but there's definitely a first rippling effect or first movement in the field of potentiality. From that primordial, all of a sudden essences started to arise. And soon I'm going to show the essences and everything so it will be easier for people to make the connection. These essences are the great grandfather of creation. These are the first, very, very first, let's say, element that differentiated and stabilized. So I'm talking about light and darkness, love and consciousness, frequency, energy. So these are almost primordial essences that began back then. But you can treat them as any other being. So you have the primordial layer, so-called layer. You have the essential layer, and then comes the soulful layer. The soul is the unique combination of essences. So you, Atlas, you're a very unique combination and you need a unique gradation of essences that had a unique journey. That's the thing. So you're not only a composition of essences. You also had a very, very unique journey. So I turned right and I turned left. Our soul further differentiated from each other. So the soul is the accumulation of all the journeys that specifically you have traveled throughout all your journeys since your inception, since your differentiation. So I talk a lot in installment about differentiation and about essences in the soul. Your soul differentiates. Right now, your soul is expressed as a unique vessel. So you have your own vessel, this beautiful man that you are, beautiful eye color, beautiful lips, beautiful hair. So this unique expression of who Atlas is is your unique vessel in this specific reality. So there are multiple realities that you're currently existing in. Right now you and I are syncing up and talking in this reality. Now your vessel, I call it in, this is the vessel realm. So we have the primordial, the essential, the soul. Then we have the vessel, a soul in order to actually express or be seen or felt. She has to enter a vessel and this is the vessel that you're entering into. And now how is your vessel and your soul and everything evolving through particles of experiences, which is the fundamental breakthrough in this model that this whole universe is made of particles of experiences. These are the God particles. They're not the buzon and uzon and all the other subatomic particles that now we're building, you know, huge CERN lab. These are actually, I mean, we can of course find more and more information about the physical nature of reality, the particular vessel of the physicality of reality. But actually the world is made of particles of experience. This is very profound because once we understand that we're actually emanating all the time particles of experiences and we're actually interacting, our particles of experience are interacting, then this is how the whole soul of the world and the whole process keeps going through having experiences. And the reason realities are so critical for these experiences is realities are like little hubs. You know, you create your little own reality in your own little room, in your own little life. And this is like a little hub of development. And then you grow something very unique there through this unique containment of your own reality. And while you are having experiences, your vessel is evolving, your soul is evolving, the essences are evolving and the whole primordial is actually basking in this amazing pleasure of seeing actuality happening through you. Okay, so that's like the whole cosmology on one in kind of a few minutes. Whoa, love that. Yeah, it's so good. Okay, so I love how this kind of goes back also 2,500 years ago. One of my favorite learnings from when I was studying last year for the first visual book that I made, was that it was a hierarchical perception that it was a heraclitus and parmenides with becoming and being. And that, and I love how you merge that with the potentiality, which, which is what many of the mystics say the true nature of reality is, the true potentiality, emptiness dancing as endless, taking endless shape, main form. And, and then you have, then that's the actualization that's the actuality of the potentiality. And so I love your being becoming potentiality actuality. It's a really good foundational way for our for our audience to be able to formulate a greater metaphysical understanding. And then because there does seem to be very clearly, as you sort of pierce more and more into what is the infinite absolute reality that you notice that there is you are you are eternity that is watching the dances. You are eternity when participating in the dance. And so there is a there's a there's a there's a there's a comfortability with the acknowledgement of something that is absolutely immovable. That is also experiencing infinite movement and infinite dance and play. So, so that was really profound. And I loved also how you began to break it down on the level of just seeing what could it be that is so magical at the not only at what we're seeing as physics describes like a zero point energy or, or as many mystics have called the the most primordial level of emptiness. And then all of the crazy dance that happens. That is never that's always changing like you said also it's always dynamically changing which then which then creates what we see here as these shapes names forms. And, yeah, and I love the beginning of sharing with us those the essences, like you were like you were saying and I love how you also called this, this vehicle the vessel that then is what the particles of experience end up, you know, you are that infinite intelligence having the experience of your own unique, you know, take on what it all is. And then, and that's sort of how, as we, we've talked about before, as you migrate between realities and experiences that that we continue on this. That's why it really feels like a soul angle, if you will, where it feels like, Oh, well, maybe I feels like maybe I've done this before like where I come to realities and I find some signal and then I distill the signal and share that with with civilization. So, so yeah, so that's a great is a really great starting point for us and I feel like, do you feel like it's relevant now to share, because it's yeah okay cool so let's let's do that let's hold that up. Let's do this motion, let's do this. Yeah, let's do this. So I want to share that this, the all the materials here are eventually going to be published in the next few months. This year, and they're still draft so they're still maybe typos here and there and some, you know, things that are still expressing and still be coming. But in basically what we're seeing here is a cosmology, a cosmology is a way to view the cosmos the cosmos, inner and outer cosmos. Okay, now like any cosmology it has some elements in in this cosmology so we have here, if I'm going from top left, and I'm going kind of to the right. So, this cosmology, basically, I can see it I can see part of it maybe you can. Yes, so perfect. So, the vessel which is you and I are really important elements in this cosmology so you are considered a vessel. I'm considered a vessel. Everything that differentiates that is relatively stable is a vessel anything a thought a feeling a memory, a movie, everything is a vessel. Okay, and I'm going to talk about vessels later on so we have vessels. We have sxp's sxp is soul particles of experience. So particles of experience are these right now as you and I are speaking, even our listeners or viewers, we are all emanating particles of experience. So, your quality of your experience is actually emanating and radiating all the time 24 seven. These particles of experiences. Okay, and you the content of your sxp and the content of my sxp are always changing based on the quality of your experience. Now, because this is such a profound profound dynamic and a live model. These sxp's are changing infinitimally meaning at any given million millisecond they're changing all the time. Okay, because for example, when, okay, so you have sxp's that are that are emanating from every vessel. So even this cup. It's emanating right now sxp. It's emanating. What does it feel like to be a cup right now in this environment in this time in this day. It's emanating. It's not just like a clay, a bunch of clay from the earth that was taken and glazed and it's actually an alive organism. This thing is alive as well. Everything is emanating sxp's. Now, we have number three is the soul of the world. So I see the world the soul of the world like you said this kind of Lila dancing, being becoming fluid, magical, organic, organic and organic entity. Okay, which is the soul of the world. Now, we have realities. Let's see, I'm trying to see maybe I can view it. I'm trying to see if I can view it on my computer then. Okay, great. I can see it now. So now, each one of the vessels create a reality. So right now you and I, Atlas, we created a reality together. And the viewers who are with us are actually inside our reality and we are inside their reality. And we're just sharing the same auditorium. That's what we're doing. So we're creating realities all the time. And realities are actually the leading edge, the cutting edge technology of the soul of the world, of the becoming process of the expansion. How come everything is always expanding? Where is it going? And how is it so different from each other all the time? It's because of this technology of creating reality. So reality creation and reality experiencing is actually a technology that the soul of the world in the universe is using in order to evolve. Just a second. Okay, now we have the now. Would one of the ways to share that also be something like this. So the one infinite intelligence uses souls to experience the realities. The one infinite intelligence uses souls to experience the realities. The one infinite intelligence is a soul in it for itself. So when we talk that we are all one, because we are made of the primordial, we are made of the essential, we are made of souls. We are made of vessels. We are made of particles of experience. And this whole process is emanating almost like a fountain. It's emanating. It's arising. It's peaking. And then it dissolves into the primordial. We actually are enriching and expanding the primordial. And this one intelligence is actually made of the same substances that we are made of. Okay, we are made like, like this one intelligence. So soul is just one aspect of this one becoming intelligence and and creating an experiencing realities is a technology is a way of being and becoming. Okay, it's almost like an encapsulated field. Because if we, I mean, I was pondering about it, why do we need realities? Why do we need, why do we need to encapsulate realities and our experiences in a in a in kind of an enclosed. Because if you have an environment and everything in environment is constantly changing, there's no development. Okay, so what we're doing is we're actually creating an encapsulated kind of controlled environment so called control, like right now we have a corona reality. We have an earth reality. We have a country reality. Okay, so this, this reality, which is like a space, it's like a space that's allow us to experiment and to develop a unique language or unique capacity because see, let's say you want to learn English, but you keep learning all the languages all the time changing. How will you know the language you could learn but it will take you a long time. So let's say you want to learn a language to create a reality for learning English learning you learn the ABC that that and that's how you actually evolve. Okay, so reality is actually a technology for this. Let's call it one intelligence or one soul of the world to evolve and to continue expanding. Okay, so Yes. Yes. Great. Now, we have the now on number five now is this zero point this now right now you and I and all the listeners right now. This is the point that connects us to all the realms to infinity this now that right now. This is it. This is it. Now there's nothing we don't need to meditate on mountains or, or, you know, do all these rituals we, we just tune in it's about tuning in. You tune into the now and through the now. It's true we have a corona illusion but hey we're all living in this illusion. So somebody wrote here Andres, you're absolutely right and there's we have a corona illusion but guess what, if everybody creates the illusion and everybody enters the illusion. Then we're all together in this reality illusion. It's true. It's true. Okay, so okay, but I love it. I love I love these comments. I wish I could comment on them while still talking to you. So the now is this but but guess what, that's the thing illusions become realities, the more they're populated. Okay, if you have a reality, let's say you created an illusion you created a completely hallucinatory illusion. Illusion illusion is like what the hell it's it's the real about it is the monsters. There's no nice. There's no white horses. What are you talking about? Well, if you create an illusion and enough residents and enough visitors go inside this illusion, it becomes a very strong stable reality. This happened with corona. Okay, I'm going to move it aside. So from the now, we're moving to the essences. So we have 12 essences. These are the 12 essences that influence our own reality. And like I mentioned earlier, there's light and darkness. There is the feminine and the masculine aspect of the universe. There's love and energy consciousness frequencies. So all these are the essences exactly. Great. Let's go to number seven. So I mean, I can go each one of them. That's part of my webinar but but that's okay. So anyway, there's a language here. So what we're doing right now we're starting to establish the cosmology now I'm saying this part of what I teach is how a person can actually build and create their own cosmology because what the world right now needs is people like you atlas and people like all our viewers to start articulating their cosmologies. And articulating them in any way shape or form, because when you articulate a cosmology, you can share it among your peers. And when you can share you create a collective intelligence that is much stronger together. So what we're doing right now we're literally introducing the elements that build the insolvent cosmology and trust me if you sit down and you have all the knowledge that you got, you can actually put it in a cosmology. And then this cosmology becomes a living organism in it for itself. And then it informs my cosmology. It informs our friends cosmologies, and then together they fall. Now, understanding and evolving cosmologies will really help us decipher the code, the process and the structure of reality. Okay, so reality will not just reveal itself it needs a language it's need a vessel. Remember we started the whole presentation with a vessel that if something does not have a vessel, it cannot evolve. And if something doesn't create a reality, it does not evolve. So cosmology is one way of reality understanding itself. And when many cosmologists imagine imagine a million cosmologies coming together talking with each other will have a really better understanding of the elephant of this intelligence divine intelligence we're talking about. Okay, so we have the the essences that are the 12 essences that that emanated. After that what do we have here I'm going to just glance through them because there's so much there. So these are kind of the fundamental language is like the ABC of insolvent cosmology. So we have the. Yes, these are the five brands we talked about earlier primordial essential soulful vessel and particles of experience. And this is how it's continuously emanating. Okay, so these particles are continuously emanating. Right now this is what you're doing from your little chair in Amsterdam. This is what you're doing you're emanating particles of experiences. Okay, and this is how you're actually expanding the realities around you. So I'm going to just look here. There's entrainment. So the whole fabric of reality is entrained. This is why it's non local non temporal the whole fabric. The whole fabric is emerging. There's a torus shape to it. There's primary influences. There's the nested structure to reality. So the same way your body. Atlas if I'm going to fast too much tell me I'm going to slow down as you can see I'm I get excited. So if I need to slow down just let me know. Okay. Feeling feeling really good about the pace. Yeah. Okay, awesome. Awesome. So, so there is there are primary influences on our reality. The reality is nested. So if you look at your body for example, you say well I'm kind of a bag of bones with muscles with heart with organs. But then the more you go down down down it's all nested. So basically, there's the macro, then there's the, the tissues, then there are the organs, the cells, the cells has a micro. So basically, all of reality is is nested. And this happens at all levels, which is fascinating, because what happens with nested reality. They also apparently are supporting evolution of reality technology, because when things are nested. It's almost like included transcend. So you are able to actually include and transcend everything you have in your body and become more. So this is kind of that nature. And when realities develop this way versus develop in a different configuration. This is a much more efficient way to develop realities when they're nested. Okay. So realities are nested. Everything has a perspective. I'm going to 13. Everything has a perspective. So everything we're talking about. There's somebody who is saying, Okay, let me look what's going on here. There's a perspective perspective, not only seeing, but to truly having a lens on something. Okay. When your SXPs are rippling, they leave trails behind almost like effervescence, like think about it. A lady comes in or gentlemen comes in with a beautiful colon, natural organic colon with like a beautiful lemon. And when he leaves the room, when he leaves the room, there's like ripples that he leaves behind ripples of his, of his essence of his SXPs. Okay. A person who's sensitive enough. And I talk about the, the futuristic technologies that will be able to detect SXPs. We're very far from there, but it's possible. You actually are able to detect the ripples that every person that everything leaves behind. And this is actually how clairvoyant, Claircentian seers. That's what they see. They see all the ripples and the trails that vessels leave behind. Okay. So you have ripples, then you have SXP cosmic dust that's flowing through us. You have a reality landscape. This is, we were talking earlier about the landscape. Every reality leaves a landscape. That's amazing because see, let's say we had a Corona reality right now. A Corona illusion. Okay. And 20 years from now in 2040, the Corona would have left a reality landscape imprinting on our collective psyche on our physicality on our experiences. So there's always a landscape that's left because we are in the mention of time and space. That's part of the essences because time and space are elemental here. There's always a landscape and the landscape can be revisited. And this is how you can go far back and far forward because you can actually visit landscapes because things leave landscapes, realities leave landscapes behind. Okay. So the Corona reality, even though it will be like, oh, far gone. We're not thinking about it. Actually, there's a landscape that's already imprinted in the collective field, both the physical, emotional, trauma field, all the fields that we are alive in. Okay. So this is the landscape. We talked about cosmic dust. There's also a cosmic wave. There's a reality landscape fabric. So not only that there's a landscape, there's also a fabric. Every landscape has a fabric. And guess what? The fabric is changing. So Corona, for example, in 2040, when we go and revisit, let's say we have my unique eyes that can see the Corona reality, we can actually see the fabric and how it changes. Now the fabric itself will change based on our 20 years experiences that we're going to have. Okay. So every reality has a landscape and has a fabric. Every reality. Now I'm going to the next aspect of the installment, which is the sensorium. So what is so unique about a vessel is that every vessel is a unique development of sensorium, unique set of sensorium. So now, for example, when we develop an eye, let's say, like in this sensorium, an eye or an ear, our eyes enter a dimension of all eyes in all dimensions everywhere. So a frog eyes, with your eyes, with an ant eyes, all this is the sensorium level that that is created. Yeah, I'm in here. I'm laughing. So, no, it's okay. It's so good. It's so good. So, so Atlas, what happened, your ability to see the minute you develop a vessel, because see, you are a vessel, but you also are made of nested vessels. Okay. So your ability to see is actually a unique vessel that your both your personal and our collective humanity developed. But also all other species have developed ways of seeing also deep sea creatures they have developed way developed way of seeing this ability to see and to receive impulses is a realm is a whole is a whole realm that I call in sensorium. Sensorium is really critical because true sensorium we understand our perspective and our perception. Okay. But this is why bio mimicry works so well. Okay. Because they're looking at a lizard and they're like, how come she's upside down and she's still stuck to the to the ceiling. How can she do that? How what what's suck sucking, you know, mechanism that she has on on on her legs and feet on that allows her. So she develops she developed a mechanism. So now we can take that capacity which we don't have as humans, and we can develop a technology. Now I have a big deal, a big conversation about technology here, because I feel what's happening. If we're talking about technology, which we haven't really touched this topic at all. There's a huge issue that we are dumbing ourselves down we are dumbing ourselves down by developing and exporting all of our capacities to machines. Okay, now I'm not saying we cannot go back because there is an exponential development of technology, but there's a way in which technology and humanity can actually have a supportive evolutionary trajectory versus technology is going to consume humanity. We're actually going to become dumber and dumber and dumber. Unfortunately, we don't use our navigation system anymore. We use ways and GPS, because we're dumbing ourselves down. We don't know the connection between the sun in the direction anymore. We're just using the technology. And that's, that's a whole nother conversation that I talk about at the end of the book. Okay, so. So network, everything is networked. Everything goes through a life cycle. Everything goes through a life cycle. Nothing stays the same all the time because this is a part of the evolutionary trajectory. So everything goes through a life cycle arising, peaking, blossoming and then going to non existent and comes again. Everything is communicating. Like I mentioned, even the cup right now, you and I are communicating with each other. Now, what's interesting is realities also have a behavior realities are also being an organism and they tend to aggregate into realms and dimensions. Okay, so what's happening is actually reality. Let's say the Corona reality, for example, aggregate with the healthcare reality with science and research. So realities tend to aggregate with each other and tend to speak with each other. Realities are in train. They harmonize and they synchronize because this is this is a high return on investment in terms of compared to chaotic, unrelated, unentrain, unharmonized, unsynchronized behavior. And then realities have a gravitational pull. So guess what? And this is I'm going back to the Corona. The reason the Corona was such a big deal is because in 2020, compared to let's say 2000 or 1950s, we had a whole dimension which is called social media and media in general. And what happened with media, it's it's exacerbated this whole phenomena. And it created a whole field that's called the Corona field. And it started pulling people in. So realities have gravitational pull technology has gravitational pull science and technology. So basically, all realities that you create have a gravitational pull. The way you could view it, if you look, let's say, I don't know what's what's who's your favorite football. I don't know. I'm not, I'm not a sports fan. But if you go to a stadium and there's like, let's say 10,000 NFL, I don't know, think about the energy in that stadium. Right. And how much gravitational pull it has the more a reality has subscribers, the more that reality pulls energies and pull participants in. And this is what happened with the Corona. It would not have happened if we would not have developed our social media to this extent. I think it would have been much, much a different experience. Okay, so I'm going to pause here. There's so much to tell you. I mean, I mean, I mean, if you want to go, but there's so much I'm going to pause and I'm going to maybe let you or people ask questions. However you want to go with it. Wow. Yeah. Damn. That's so rich. Wow. Yeah, because I've noticed this about myself as well as that finding these patterns and then aiming to communicate them through visualizations seems to be one of the best ways to do it. And so while I'm looking at all of these different patterns that you've uncovered and are sharing that I feel so much pull resonance with them. And so, yeah, specifically. So let's see here. This. So first of all, I mean, first of all, by far, I think the one that we most overlook is this, which you talked about extensively. We're most looking the fact that we have the power to know. So you're, you know, you're not, you're not so much a person with the power to know as you are God or affinity or eternity or the mystery that has the power to know. And that's what share like we share the fact that we are that we are the ultimate we are the absolute with the power to know at in this endless infant creation exploration. And so, and then the way that that expresses itself is very, it's very fractally and very emergent. So this is probably like the second, yeah, profound one. So it's very fractally it's very emergent. So emergent emergent sensorium. I love it. Yes. I love it. I love it. You see, now look, look what's happening right now. We're just playing chatting. And your, your connection emergent sensorium is very powerful. This can be a whole week of discussion. And this is how cosmology is developed. Your self knowing intelligent keep expanding. And we need to find ways, we need to find ways for reality explorers to share. This is this part of why I'm gravitating to you Atlas, because your perspective, this perspective. Imagine us creating something with all this wisdom. Oh my God, it's so powerful. Yeah, we keep, we keep being. I keep getting these notifications from my other like really high level awakened. Natalie, your, by the way, this video went off just for a second. Hold on, hold on. I'm going to put it back. Here we go. Yes, yes, yes. Sorry, what did you say? No worries. I'm getting so many of these messages from my other high level awakened friends from all these different angles that are saying things like Oh, you and your powerful networks. So you guys are for sure going to start like mystery school or non dual school or synthesizing science and spirituality school, synthesizing mysticism and quantum physics, you know, and and so it's really exciting that like what you just described because it's totally feeling like it like this. It's like the soulman symbols legend, the, the, like the further distillation of this into like virtual reality pedagogy for five year olds. And yeah, yeah, stuff. There's a lot of beautiful things like this cooking and it's just it's feeling really good and we have, you know, very, I agree, like our gravitational pull together is totally for for this and yeah, this is so cool. This is really well done. I have a feeling like we should probably continue so that we actually get through a lot of the core should we should keep going probably. Right. Yeah, let's keep going. Let's keep going to why don't you put it on the whole screen. I don't know why I cannot see it. Can you see it on the whole. I see it. Oh yeah, I'm only seeing exactly yeah because I have to do this picture and picture for it. I see. Yeah, it's for it to show up bigger. Okay, which I can want to do you want me to keep it like do you want me to keep it. That's fine. That's fine. It's just a little harder for us to for the audience to see our faces while we see. Okay, why don't you go to slide number five. Oh, you want me to go to five. Okay. Yes, I mean there's so much to cover here. It can take us a long time. Yes, we could but cosmic architectural influencers. Yeah, cool. Cool. All right. So now five. Okay, here we go. Overview. Yes, this is the overview. So look. We talked about. So the way the way it is encoded in our DNA of time and space. There's a now in the center doesn't know then anything underneath it is almost like primordial potentiality before becoming it's a background. I mean, if you want to you can, you can place the image as you wish. So the whole cosmology is actually talking about in this moment, you have a forefront conscious, and you have a forefront unconscious. You have a background unconscious and a background conscious. And all this is keep flowing through. Now this big wave is the soul of the world. Now every vessel creates a reality and every vessel has a perspective. Okay, so this is basically what's happening right now as we speak. Now if the soul of the world is the totality of all vessels in all times and all spaces and dimensions that have ever differentiated. That's the soul of the world. That's this intelligent being that you were you were referring to. Okay. Oh, interesting. So. So it was feeling like I was about to sneeze. So on the left side of here. So this like soul of the world is this sort of one infinite intelligence, one infinite creator. And that. And then out of this total primordial potentiality, nothingness, we have a, we have an actualization of perspective, a vessel perspective reality, vessel perspective reality. And, and then that is, it's in a constant dynamic dance with itself with the other vessel perspective realities. Yes. Yeah. Okay. And then that's this one infinite intelligence, swimming dancing, waving with itself, interpenetrating itself. Exactly. Cool. I love that. That's great. This is a cool way to visualize it. Yes. Now, now not only that every vessel creates a reality. Every vessel has a perspective and every vessel is emanating particles of experience on going. Okay. So then that was interesting. So then the vessel has perspective reality and particles of experience. So not only is onto this, onto this emptiness, this like empty cognizance of mind nature is particles of experience dancing there, but also then how my like vessel perspective reality interacts with other vessel perspective reality. Then that creates particle of experience for there in their empty cognizance. Yeah. Yes. Exactly. It's the reason you're always emanating particles of experience is because this whole thing is always in movement and it's the whole thing is always in relationship all the time. It's having experiences. If everything would have been still and everything would have been completely silent and still and no movement. There's no there's no differentiated experience. There's no interaction. There's no relational. Everything is just is. Okay. But the moment now this whole soul of the world and all the vessels are always evolving and changing and relating to other vessels and the relationship is, is, is creating an experience inside you. Like your experience of this, this conversation is different than another person you talked with yesterday, because you have different vessel with a different perspective with a different reality. Okay. Yeah. So that's what creates the variety. And this is actually how the universe expands through particles of experiences. These are the real God particles. I want to get some more water and then you can move on or you can ask me questions. Yes, please. I want to, I want to shout out our lovely Andy Bitner. Thank you, brother. We love you, brother. Nice. What is I and check out the win, win, win. Earth also for supporting the decentralization and universalization and fractional ownership of regenerative technologies. We just had a great episode with him. Yeah, yeah, people are loving the episode. This is awesome. It's awesome. Okay, so. All right, let's continue. All right, so here I'm, you know, one of the ways that I was feeling into this that I thought would be really real share would be you know how you had as one of your symbols you had a communication you had a like neural communication being shown. Basically, particles of experience is kind of like the, the pollination of like cross pollination of, of all with itself. Yeah, great. That's great. Yeah, so yeah, that's great. So there's, there's little like, there's these like little air bubbles that are constantly kind of like moving and interpenetrating into our like psyche. Yeah, it's very cool. I love that. Looks really good. Yeah. Awesome. So, um, so you, so you say that soul of the world is analogous to one infinite creator. The one infinite creator includes all the five realms includes the field of potentiality includes the essences, the souls, the vessels, their experiences and think about it on an accumulated level on an accumulated level which since the beginning of time, all the differentiated vessels, all the differentiated waves, all the differentiated experiences and interactions and realities. All of these are the soul of the world. So whatever moved from potentiality to actuality, since the inception is this soul of the world is this. Now, the intelligent creator, I see it as the whole, the, the, the whole set of processes and emergent phenomena, not only the, the one that are actualized but like I said the potentiality as well. So the one, yeah, yeah. So, so the soul of the world is kind of like the river as it's flowing. The soul of the world is all the manifest manifested vessels ever since the inception of this, this journey. So there is an inception point. And since that beginning, all the vessels that arose and had experiences, the accumulated vessels. This is the soul of the world. Of course it's an intelligent creator. Now you could, you could, if you would go particularly, we could do an analogy between this cosmology and let's say Vedanta or let's say other, other perspective and see what is supreme being, what is this. And then we can actually map them to, to, to this. But from my perspective, from installment, the soul of the world is all the ever differentiated vessels, all the actualized vessels, even when they're long gone. Okay, cool, cool. There's still a part of the soul of the world. This is this is why I talk about a forefront and a background, a conscious and an unconscious. And what happened 20 million years ago is still reverberating in our reality landscape. Even though it's in the background of our unconscious, but it's still here. For example, pandemics, the reason they're so scary is because there's this in the fabric of humanity. There's this echoing, echoing landscape of past pandemics and how they wiped out half of the population. And this created a huge trauma activation for the collective that brought that experience over there to here, even though it's really nothing like what it was. Okay, so I'm saying this because the soul of the world is not only what is arising right now and that's what's the cosmic dust that's flowing through us right now. It's all that all the ever differentiated experiences, landscapes, realities and vessels. Awesome. Awesome. Yeah. So there's a there's a little bit of there's some simultaneity with there being like absolute tracelessness like you were indicating earlier, but also with what has been called like the Akashic records where there is the appearance of there also being like this vehicle this vessel itself is over a period of not only just billions of years of this creation design, but also as we hypothesize previous reality and creation designs have been using similar recursive mechanisms like the cell. So, yeah, yeah. Cool. Now. Now Natalie, where do we feel like going. So this is sick. Also, I can change this. What do you think is best next out of the. Let me let me see. Let me take a look for a moment. Take a look here. And then I'll see what significant information. Okay. Well, there's so much to say if you go to number seven, you know what, let's go. I'll guide you. Maybe kind of I will do some highlights. And then, you know, we can always get back to it. So go to number seven. You also have a you also have like a like a lineage here where you show it's a primordial potentiality to an essential differentiation soulful vessel, the soul experience. Reality. Realms and dimension and then the soul of world actuality wave. Yes. Right. Cool. Cool, cool. Yeah, I like this emanating soul experiences. Right. Yeah. That's cool. Really cool. It's really well done. Thank you. And. Alright, so seven. Yeah. Okay. So if we go to number seven. What happened with perspective perspective has to do with some somebody observing something observing or experiencing something else. And it has to do with the boundary of your sensorium. Okay. So a perspective basically has to do with the boundary of your of your sensorium. If you had really good night sight, then you can actually see things in the dark that most people cannot see. And you can actually see all the sxp's that are emanating from what you're observing. Okay, so this has to do with so perspective is linked to your sensorium and the sxp's that are that are arising and dissolving every moment. That's a perspective. Now I'm trying to see if I want to focus. Okay, let's let's go to number nine. Unless you have questions. Okay, let's see. This is quite well. Yeah, quite. I really love the questions. I hope we can go back to the questions later. Yeah, yeah, they're so good. I love it. Yeah, the best. It's a really good tennis is really good tennis between us. Yeah, I love it too. So nice. Yeah, I love the I love over here. It's just it's quite some like it's as a people have studied metaphysics this stuff starts making sense like it creates a perspective based on its sensorium. And so it's pretty, it's pretty cool from, you know, can access all scales from man cosmic like if you really if you really tune into it you can begin seeing what's happening on the very like on the nano level with a sensation that's sort of dancing. In that empty sense, but then you can also feel the entire sensation that is the universe itself. Right. Yeah, so this is great. And yeah, we'll we'll also be able to unpack this more over more shows as well. So this is, I think I think I don't want to overload, but I mean, you're doing you're doing so well. You're doing so well. I mean, listen, that that's a lot of information and maybe we can we can lighten it up. Maybe we can look at application. Maybe we can answer questions. I mean, we could continue. I mean, if you go to number to number nine. Yes, yes, let me just take a brief as I'm trying to at least scan as we go through. Okay, you do you do what is right for you. These and processes. Yep. And then this also relates to those beautiful symbols that you were sharing earlier. Yes. Very cool. Very cool. All right. So there's nesting. Background present past future potentialities and train mint aggregation to realms dimensions gravitational pull communication mirrors cycles arises peaks dissolves. Yeah, this is this is really good. We didn't get to play on on this too much yet, but we will likely soon. But okay. So this is because I have a feeling that yeah metamorphosis in that a rising peaking and dissolving is is one of the core symbols of the nature of reality for sure. Cool. So reality is the vessels total lived experience field. Nice. Nice. Recorded through its soul experience trails in all scales. Observe by a particular vessels perspective. Nice. So this, this, uh, this seems to be in a sense where the emptiness dancing. Yeah. Where the little, the little sensation is sensations arise arising and passing. But are they one of the one of the best questions is are they happening to a do or are they happening to an experience or are they happening, you know, or is it just experience? Is it just manifestation? Is it just interpenetration of all playing with itself? And so I really enjoy that question because it shifts us from having a locked in subject and like being the subject, the individuated subject that shifts us from that to being nowhere and everywhere simultaneously. And that I have a feeling is a is a core key is that shift from being sort of locked in awareness on this personal subjective to being nowhere and everywhere. The field itself and interpenetrating, but why did you want to pull up? Why'd you want to pull up nine? Because we're talking here about reality. How we create reality and how we experience reality. And when we understand that the reality is actually all the experiences we're having at all scales. Then we can we can navigate and play with it and modulate it. Because see, this is not like I mentioned earlier a theoretical model alone. This can be actually used. And when you can modulate your reality and you can shift the content of your reality, you can actually start to shift the personal and the relational and the collective reality, which I feel is part of the evolutionary impulse. Right now we're just going on a ride. And our participation in reality is is is very basic our participation and our steering of or the unfolding of. And there's a way that we can really become co creator with the infinite intelligence that you're describing. And in order to do that, we really have to understand the code and the language and the mechanism and the process for reality. Because if we don't do that, it's almost like we can drive a car, but we cannot actually build a car or create a better car. Okay. Somebody else created our cars. Somebody else created our cars, or in the in the giving it to us and we know where to get it from. But the I believe the the next evolutionary impulse collective evolutionary impulse is for us to truly understand the fundamental, not only of the nature of reality and of theory of everything, but how our experience and our reality comes into being and then start influencing it. Because otherwise we're just going on a ride. And most of the time there are cosmic adjustments to this human experiment on this planet. So there's a lot of cosmic intervention from many, many levels and realms. But there's a call here to mature to wake up to truly wake up and truly understand the fundamental principles, the fundamental processes, the fundamental structure. And through this to inform our next evolutionary unfolding, which right now we're just going on a ride and hoping it's going to be fine. So part of this seems like part of this really seems like the shift from the victim to the creator. It seems like the shift from just being just being in the vessel just I'm in the vessel to I'm literally the vibratory infinitude that is creative like with a stylus with my will with my awareness with my choice. And so, so that's that's really beautiful. All right, cool. Cool. So that's nine. How realities interact is 10. Yeah, do you want to do you want to look at where to go next. Yes, let me check a look. Okay. I'll make this picture and picture for people to see. Again, influence. I love the graphic for influence. It's so good. Nesting aggregation. Weaving. This one's so good. It's all about that inner penetration and influence and God, this one's so good. Okay. The actualization of primordial potential. Super positioning. I'm going to let you choose. Just go down and just feel. I will. If you're curious about anything. If you're curious about because I look we've been we've been sharing this for about an hour and a half. It's it's a lot. I feel like I love you so much. Thank you so much. You're such a sweetheart. I love you. I can't, I can't, I can't express enough. Just love for you. You're, you're so on point. Yeah, you're so on point. Nice. You're really and I love how you felt into the field a second ago and you're just like, well, why don't you keep looking and then you feel slowly and then share with me where you want to go next. It's such a perfect way to take us into the next step. I feel. All right. So let's see what comes up here. And we'll probably go for about 30 more minutes or so exploring. Interesting, a sentient organism field. Oh, gosh, I love that right there guys. Sentient organism field. You know, one of the ways that I've been sharing this and we'll see how this plays one of the ways that I've been sharing this with our audience also has been just a shift in the perspective. This will play really well with the sentient organism field, just shifting the perspective more to like a biogenesis or a cosmogenesis itself. So being that sentient organism field itself, the whole thing itself, dancing, playing, interpenetrating. Yeah, cool. Yes, I'm just like feeling it too. Because see, it's all about the perspective. So when you zoom out, you become this whole organism, you zoom in, you become the little and the little beetle, the little sand grain of sand. So you can play. This is how powerful we are. We can play with all of that. So it's nice to go on a ride. But what I'm saying is, I believe humanity is the future. I don't know, I'm optimistic at heart, but I'm a little bit concerned with where humanity is going. Okay. Transhuman movement and all this stuff that we're exporting all these magnificent, magnificent capacities, we're exporting all of it to machines, and then expecting them to tell us turn left, turn right, do this. So my concern is that this ability to zoom in, to zoom out, to become the soul of the world, to become the little grain of sand, to observe, to go all the way to the primordial, go all the way to the future. You can actually go 200 years into the future right now. And you can observe all the possibilities that are possible for humanity in 2220. Okay. We can do that. But because not enough people are playing with these capacities, it's like not enough people are refining their psychic capacities. Then we're just dumbing and numbing. We're dumbing and numbing this unbelievable vessel that we are. And now we are at a point in our evolution that we are self aware. And we have created a technology that externalize all of the data and information that humanity collectively is gathering. Okay, we have the internet and we have the social media and we have, so we have this kind of mirror that's telling us look at all this knowledge. Okay. And the question is, how do we take it back and how do we, it's not really taking the rain back, like the rain of the horse, because there's a huge cosmic flow that we're only a part of it. But we're also, because we are also the soul of the world, we have a huge power and a huge, huge potentiality. Okay, so my inquiry here is, where is humanity going? Where are we roving into? Who are we becoming truly as a species? And this Atlas is not only a theoretical model. It's a psychological model. It's a relational model. It's an intimate model. It has to include all these relational aspects between us in order to create something that's greater for humanity. Yeah, and everything that you're talking about is also really important because what we're currently architecting with artificial intelligence and robotics and biotech and neurotech and all of that is a direct mirror of our consciousness. So if you feel separation, if you feel ego, if you feel lack, if you feel unworthiness or unwholeness or seeking validation externally and all these types of things, you're going to build robots and AIs that mimic your level of consciousness. So the whole game is to up level the density of awareness, love, light, so that you're more saturated with spiritual knowledge or mass. And then as you'll more of the one infinite creator, then everything you do into the field is automatically going to be of the highest caliber expression. And then the field itself, all those architectures will then help serve the rest of society having increases. So are the architectures and awakening cyclically feedback into each other? So if even before potentially AI and robots and bioneurotech etc. would be fulfilling meeting the basic needs of people worldwide, they can happen simultaneously. It doesn't have to be one following the other, but that you can guarantee that by filling the basic needs of people worldwide that then they'll be able to pass more of their time kind of increasing their metacognition, becoming aware of awareness, aware of their thinking processes versus being primal and limbic and all that kind of stuff. And then naturally unfold a more harmonious AI robotics next 10, 20 years. But I'm glad that you said that you also wrote that into the end of the book as well. Because I am concerned. I am concerned. Like I mentioned, I feel there has to be a very thought through relationship with technology. Because with the level of intervention that we're we're inserting patches of updating our, you know, M, you know, all these vaccines and all this. I mean, we're entering into very, very highly sophisticated organisms, and we're inserting updates. We're thinking we're like a software and hardware and entering and injecting humanity with nano particles with devices. I see this as a great risk, great risk for this human experiment. And I'm concerned about it. Look, we cannot stop technology. Technology is not going to stop. It's already have its unleashed itself. What is the right relationship with humanity. Exactly. Perfect. Perfect. Perfect. So, great. Solved includes the totality of all actualized essences, souls, vessels, soul experiences and realities. Okay. Cool. Gosh, this reminds me so much of high level perception. It's awesome. So, so far. Realities realm. Nice. Okay. Cool. So, so is there almost a primordial potentiality level here, the 12 essences sort of, you know, do the 12 essences sort of give rise to the kind of the souls experience and the reality. We are made of these essences. The essences are the first archetypal initial waves that differentiated from the primordial. They are the first, first great, great, great grandparents of everything that arose. So we are made of the essences. So to answer your question, yes. Because we are made of. Yeah. Very cool. Very cool. So, so the 12 primordial essences that that the mixture. The mixture of them is what sort of goes from potentiality to actuality in the reality in the soul experience. Okay. So look, the moment something started to move from the primordial, the primordial is a field of potentiality with no actuality whatsoever. There's no actuality. There's no movement. There's nothing there. It's all potentiality. It's the infinite source, infinite field. The minute there was a movement, any kind of movement, boom, actuality, any movement in any direction, it's actuality. It happens. So the 12 essences were the first ones to move. Okay. Move, differentiate and exploring and interact. So that movement burst the souls. The soul know how to create their vessels and the vessels know how to have experiences and how to have realities. This knowing, of course, is an evolutionary knowing. It's not just your, it's, it happened and evolved throughout time and throughout the unfoldment of the cosmos. But the ability to create realities and the abilities to have experiences. Like I mentioned, this is the most advanced technology that we have right now. Of course it is. What happened? Of course it is. What happened? Yeah, can you hear me? Now I can hear you. Okay. Okay. Oh my gosh. Of course it is. Of course it is. Like, you see, this is the thing is that we're not thinking big enough. We're not, we're not imagining big enough because if we did, we would recognize that the coolest technology by far that exists is universe design. Yeah. Is to design universes and then to have in the designing vessels, soul vehicles for experience. Yes. You got it. It's unbelievable. It's unbelievable. It's so mind-blowing. It's, it is, it is like, it makes you feel like a child. with your innocence and play, but then it also means you feel like a grandmother or grandfather, like a stage with wisdom. At the same time, yeah. That's right. This is how we started. Remember, I told you about the little girl and the old wife. Exactly right. You got it. Yes, you got it. You got it. Yeah, you got it. I love it. I love you. That's so good. So good. Okay, cool. Let's keep a little of you. Let's keep going. Let's see what else comes up in the next like 20 minutes or so. Let's see. All right, cool. Okay, so these are the qualities and processes of soul experience. Ooh, flickers. Each particle, each SXP are the particles. Okay, yeah. So, so SXP is the soul experience particle. Yes, it's soul particles of experience. Exactly. Cool. This is awesome. Yeah, this is so good. And especially it's so fascinating because the more that we surround ourselves with like more awake or more enlightened beings that we recognize that they have these qualities that they they not only have these qualities, they emanate these qualities or like you say they they ripple these qualities where you can really feel you can feel the field around them being more peace, love, potentiality. You can feel their sensitivity to the flickering in and out is the highest. Yeah. Yeah. It's great. It's so good. Okay. Love that. Whoa. Okay. Interesting. So then the zero point center would be sort of this empty cognizance. Yeah. Okay, cool. Cool. And then the qualia is what appears and disappears in the empty cognizance. Can you repeat that last sentence? The quality. Sorry. The qualia. Yes. The qualia would be what appears and disappears in this empty cognizance. The qualia is the transient content of your experience in this moment. Perfect. And it appears and disappears. It flickers in and out. Exactly. Perfect. Perfect. Interesting. So the soul particles of experience carry information about what it's like for its vessel to be here now to exist, to experience its I am mess. Yeah. Such a good way to put it. So your, your unique, um, individuated, um, what it's like to be you now, um, your I am mess at the individuated level, because it's all nested so that you can then also explode that out to this universal great I am mess. Or at the very tiniest little part, particle of experience level as well. But your general individuated I am mess is, um, moment to moment being informed by the particles of experience soul particle experience. Yes. Exactly. Cool. That's great. That's great. So, so there's this like empty cognizant I am mess that then is what has the, the soul particle of experience of drinking water. Yes. Yes. That's water. Yep. That's great. So, so, so what we share is the empty cognizant individuated I am mess. And then it gets a unique particle soul particle of experience of your, you know, your unique, your phone when it gets its little modulation of, you know, Natalie's going to get a different message than Atlas will from a different friend. And so that's your unique little, um, and that's why Natalie's costume character looks a different way than Atlas than yours does. Yes. This is a great point you're making. Oh my God. This is really important. What you just said. Good. Because, because wow, this is big. This is so important. What you just said. So a set of experiences you will have repeated experiences or variants of repeated experiences you will have eventually will, will shape the becoming of the vessel. So let's say right now you're emanating, emanating, emanating Atlas is emanating Natalie's emanating repeated experiences emanating. Let's say you're just really, really happy that repeated happiness experience or contentment or peace or joy. Well, actually stabilizes and reform your vessel. This is why when you see a person that had a really hard year, you know, you're looking at them and it's like, wow, they lost so much weight, they lost their hair, they look so, their face is falling because all the experiences they've had and all the SXPs they radiated have impacted their vessel. They're all over all vessel. So this is really critical information that particles of experiences that they're not just momentary arising because a repeated stream of continuous flow of experiences will actually shape the vessel will literally shape the vessel will literally shape the lines on your face if they're going to be lifted or fallen or so this is how critical experiences are. Now your experiences are so important. That they're really shaping your vessel, your physical, emotional, psychological, relational collective vessel. For example, the corona. We're talking about it because it's it's a it's a illusionary phenomena that happened on this in this reality. The corona has impacted our collective significantly. Look how much impact it had. And we can list all the experiences. Now, so what the corona experience, because guess what, there's not only a personal experience, there's a collective experience. So the collective experience of the corona has shaped and created dense and created shapes and movement and landscape in the in humanity's collective field. So you don't have only a personal experience. You have a relational experience. You have a collective experience. Then you have humanity. Humanity as an organism has been shaped by the experiences of this last year. Okay. So experience is critical to everything we see around us. So if we know that experience is so fundamental to reality, then how do we design influence experiences in a way that is pro humanity, pro Earth, pro evolution. That's the question. And people like you and I and people like our audience and all the cosmologies, the reality explorers unite, unite to design. So that's the question. And people like you and I and people like our audience and all the cosmologies, the reality explorers unite, unite to say, Hey, what are we going to do with all this knowledge? Knowledge in it for itself is really nice. What interests me is how it can be used. This is why I started the conversation was saying, if I'm not going to test all these diagrams with real cases and see the real difference where it's actually happening, then it's, it's, it's a nice theoretical physics, but for me, what's, what's interesting is the evolutionary trajectory of humanity and the Earth. That's why you care very much. The clinic and the applicability and the immediacy of these practical tools to support evolution and awakening. Yeah, totally. Yes. Yes. Evolution and awakening now, not in 20 years. Now. Now. Today. Yep. It's time. Yeah, I know. I know. I know. This great. It's great. So in a sense, it's like a, it's almost like a coloring. If you would, it's like a coloring the, the soul particle of experience. It kind of colors shapes the soul itself as well in its process. So the, the, the empty cognizance or the boundless space or the itself, the actual, the actual emptiness itself. It's not like that gets colored, but the emanation of that, which is the soul, the, the fractal individuation across its lifetimes of exploration over time. That's why I can't do anything else but this and likely neither can Natalie anymore. We can't do anything else. We've, we've found exactly what is our unique blueprint calling and we remembered it and now there's nothing to do but this. And so yeah. So that's why now whatever our soul is getting colored or picking up with energetically in this, all of the SXPs in this creation, in this reality. Now we then go on, we go onward into the next, you know, when you look at the collective that you're going to incarnate onto next, you're going to carry with you all of this to the essence of this for you to then bring forth into all of the next little simulators. Yeah. Yeah. So it's good. Okay. We have 10, we have 10 more. I want to look at, I actually want to look at them as many of them as we can. So, okay. So remember we said that everything is relational. Everything relates to each other. Nothing is just in a vacuum. So this is showing you the relational dynamics between everything, between experiences, vessels, realities, cosmologies at all scales. And I have a question. Would you say that, would you say that the soul particle of experience, does each SXP, does each one have its own like signature or like shape or vibration or energy? Yes. Yes. Yes. So SXP and SXP can be both like coherent or harmonious, like peace, love, or it can be dissonant and disharmony. Yes. It can be anger and aggression and friction and extraction and manipulation. So then that carries a different signature to it. Exactly. Exactly. It happens at all levels, Atlas. It happens at your physical level, emotional level, collective level, city level. When you come to a city, like you know when I was traveling, you come to a new city, all of a sudden you feel the energy is so different than the previous town. Because all the particles of experience of that city, these particles of experience, they're unique to this city. And once you become sensitive to all these elements, it's incredible. It's incredible. You just are fully alive and fully connected to everything that moves and everything that is still around you. It's an exhilarating experience, truly. I love that. So you're fully alive and acted and still, which is really interesting. So then you're both in this stillness of movement, like nirvana. And yet at the same time, you're fully alive and awake in the field of play that's happening. Yes. That's right. I love that. Oh, that's so beautiful. Beautiful. Okay. So the vessel qualities and processes as well. Okay. Nice. Okay. Beautiful. I love it. A stable carrier of experiences. That's great. Cool. Okay. Unique stable arrangement of experiences. Nice. Yeah, I actually am starting to, I think I'm starting to also understand this down here a little bit better. So almost as though like only, you know, when, like sort of neuroscience as well, we've done those studies with when something that is in, in unconscious around whether you're going to order like tea or coffee or press the green or the blue button, then only the individuation becomes conscious or aware it only then shows up in the forefront. And then, and then boom, it goes, does that, that dissolves you the tea choice dissolves. And then there's another moment of that sort of unconscious of what is the next arising without. Yeah. Yeah, that's cool. Interesting. Cool. Yep. So much nesting. Okay. So this is the vessel sensorium information, thoughts and ideas, desires, heat, pleasure and pain, pressure, light, feeling, sound, taste, hearing, sight, touch, smell, scent and movement. Oh, that's great. Okay. So stimulus, the vessel registers it processes and forms pathways, develop sensory organs and individually and then sensory organ is optimized and then stimulus. Yep. Cool. Nice. This is great. I love the vessel sensorium. Humanity and technology. Nice. What is the day? Yeah, this is what you were saying. What is the right relationship between the alive sentient organism and the algorithmic machine? Yes. What is the right relationship between sentience and AI? Yeah. That's great. Cool. And basically, if there's not within every single one of these major organizations needs to have a person talking to the AI development team about this exact question. Right. It's perfect. Okay. Humanity and technology. I see. I see. Okay. The synergy. Yep. To be a super organist. God, this is such a good. Where the fuck did you get this fucking? This is what we're doing. Do you understand that this is what we're doing right now? This is what we're doing. We're going in with nano. It's like... And I don't know, for me, it's terrifying. I'm sorry. It's terrifying because the people and the organizations that are building it, they don't have this deep, long-term... Awakening. And Awakens, yeah. And Awakened. And Awakened. They don't have it. So they're just building something to fix something. Let me just fix this MRA. MNRA. I mean, let me just do that. I mean, what is the implication? So my concern is that how can we create these Awakened Earths and humanity that is growing at a faster rate or at least always ahead of the game compared to the technological capacities? And I don't know. This is a question that needs to be addressed. That's great. This has to do with time. This is still in development. These last few slides, it's the last part of the book. It's still being developed. But time is a big, big mystery as well. I love it. Yeah. I love the illusion mystery of it. I love it. Yeah. It's so cute. It's such a fun. It's like one of the cutest ones is the illusion mystery apparent actuality of time. Because you can't... You can call it an illusion and everything is eternal and infinite, but then you can also say that it's absolutely totally in the relative. The most important thing is impermanence. Impermanence is like the most important thing in creation. So it's the simultaneity of permanence and impermanence, which is so fascinating. And time is the essence of the impermanence, which is so cool. Beautiful. Beautiful. So cool. Got it. So cool. It's so cool. Okay. My gosh. So... Okay. Let's see if I can say this another way. Okay. So that which looks... When it's been totally fully recognized is a permanent. It's permanent. It's eternal. And then that which is one layer from that which looks like the total formlessness of the ability to comprehend. One layer, like you could say is like the first tastes of your character, right? The Atlas and Natalie character, the first layer in, that is absolutely impermanent. Right. Yeah. And so that's where the play happens right there. Exactly. Beautiful. Love it. So cool. Yeah. Yeah. Cool. And Natalie. Yes, we are already. We are already. It's so meant to be. It's so great. Okay. Let's keep playing here. We have three more to look at. So all of these are still in development, you were saying, in finalization. Yes. Cool. Time is so tricky. It's so tricky. Time was very, very tricky. It's still all drafts. Like what is time? What is time? What is time? It's, it's, it's very tricky. And how is it linked to this whole model? Yes. What, what is, what is the V? X, S, X, PT. What is this acronym? V. It's a vessel experience of time. The vessel experience. Cool. Got it. Got it. Because for, for example, your experience of time is different than somebody else. Okay. Oh, cool. Cool. I see. So what is your experience of time? How does a vessel experience time differently? And why is it different? Oh, that's cool. Yeah. Based on its level of realization, we could say. Yes. Yeah. Cool. The vessel experiences time differently based on realization, which. Which. Which in a big extent, um, the vessel experiencing time differently based on realization is also the, um, the vessel way to experience this creation is based on its level of realization. Correct. Wow. That's great. Great. Okay. So then there's that and then reality components. And then the vessel particle of experience qualia. Gosh, this is so cool. Oh my gosh. Wow. What a journey. Yeah. So I would like to share with everyone that the links in the bio to both Natalie's website. Um, so you can find Natalie say to need.com. Also the link to installment. It's an installment.info. Um, go and check those links out. Go and support her there. You can, um, also find, um, the first volume as well of installment and then this, uh, second version of installment get excited. It'll be coming out by the end of the year. And so support her and support, um, her, the continuation of her like independence and artistic expression, um, with being able to do this. And, um, also if the video brought you value, give it a like, help the algorithm out, subscribe to the channel. If you haven't yet also, um, share the video with other people that you feel like would find this synthesis and distillation. Very interesting. And also comment below with your thoughts on installment. We would love to hear your, your thoughts on this. Um, your, your resonances with it, um, as well, the, the patterns that were discussed that were synthesized and distilled, um, we would love, love, love to hear from you. And that is, that is all. Um, yeah. Natalie, thank you for joining the show. Thank you for having me here. Thank you for the beautiful curiosity and diligence and, uh, perfectionism. It's beautiful. Thank you. Yeah. You were such a fun guest and such a beautiful friendship for us. Yeah. I'm so excited. It's a beginning. It's a beginning of the new friendship. Thank you. Yes. Yeah. Amen. Okay. Cool. Let's, um, let's, uh, so I'm gonna, I'm going to, uh, end the stream and we'll just stay in the studio for a quick minute. Okay. Great. Thank you everyone. Thank you. I love. Thank you. Bye bye.