 You now, tuned into a man, man, man and man, man, man, man, man, man, man, man, man, man, man, man, man, man, man, million dollars worth of game. Now I had to throw that on him. I just got something to say. I think I seen the fly. You didn't catch. You're not dragged. You're not dragged. You're bad. You'll be a mess. See, you gettin' better. You gettin' better. That's all that Marcharch I tortured. I mean, you know something. You know something, because Earl told me that back in the day, but that's not a story. But I gotta say something to the audience. A lot of y'all is petty. So you know, I had a little situation when I had a phone call last week. I think y'all was in my business. And I said something that you fellas do that was inappropriate. A lot of people thought I was out of pocket. Let me say something to you. Don't judge me. What you talking about? Pinky, me telling Pinky I love her. Oh yeah, you told Pinky you love her, man. Wasn't nothing wrong with that. Let me explain. Let me explain. You said, I love you. Let me explain. All right, all right, all right. So let's mix it, let's do this. You know what I mean, dudes? Look on Instagram. Every day I got girlfriends that they never met on Instagram. Right. You know what I mean? I mean, people do that. They never met these chicks. You know what you saying? What? You know what I mean? Losers is out there? No, but it's what you saying? That's what you saying? There's a lot of fucking losers out there. I'm just saying, I'm just saying. There's a lot of LL, lonely losers. But hold, hold, hold. They never benefited off these women because they don't know them. I knew Pinky. I benefited off of Pinky. Pinky made my time sulfur. It wasn't just, I was Cherokee too. I had a couple, couple, you know, that I was doing my thing with. But it just came out of a place. I think I always wanted to say that, you know? And I said it and I feel good about it. And I don't want to take it back, but I think you trying to make it, you try to make it like I did some wrong. You know the porn star male niggas? No, I don't know none of them. Just checking. No, I'm just saying, why you have to say it. You ready to be like, no, no, Mr. Mike, Mr. Mike, or some shit like that? Oh, you see, you see, you know what I mean? I don't know the niggas name Mr. Mike. I don't know. But I'm just saying this. I'm saying like everybody out there judging me in front, like you had dudes on the street that had that love pinky. So I'm, you know, I get penalized for it because I said, I love you. You did, you said it deep, you too. I love you. Yeah, because I love you. I didn't say it like that. I said, I love you too. I said, I love you too. But it came from a place of sincerity. Who else you fell in love with in the pen? Cherokee, it was unbelievable. Cherokee joint was just like, we used to get these magazines called Black Video Illustrated, right? Black Video Illustrated is a magazine where as though they have all the scenes in there from the smut movies. Oh, they go down. They had all the scenes in there. So it was like you watching the porno. So you got them, them Jones was legendary. That was like, they was all that black video. And every time they bring some out, anybody, the true collectors, they know about it. They bring a new magazine out, but you go back and buy- It's true jerkoff collectors. You go back and buy an unbelievable collection. And he, that was a jail, it's a true jerkoff collector. They know any in jail with a bunch of books with sticky pages, they'll tell you. No, but that's where the, what's the name came from? Later on, straight stuntin' and all them, all the magazine, they had a joint called Sticky Pages. That came from jail. What? No, they had pages inside of the magazine where they had certain, like rap, it'd be certain girls. So that means sticky pages. Sticky pages came from jail, whereas though you might let me see one of your books. I'm like, oh, I'm on a date. And one day I might just, I spray all the paint and then now you're tryin' to wipe the joint down and then be sticky after that. Oh, they go one. Then you gave it back to another nigga? Now you gotta wipe it down. That's his protocol. You gotta break it down and pay for the book. There you go, right there. There you go. Get it, get it. Get it. You gotta get it. Get it. Get it, get it, get it. Right there, right there on the right. You gotta, no, you missed it, you missed it. There it is, there it is. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I'm a fuckin' legend. You son of a bitch. Earl woulda liked that. I don't know who he was. I wanna be the Earl. Earl woulda liked it. I woulda been at a park with no old, no new job, no reason of borting kids, throwing kicks. You come with us. That's how he talked, you know what I mean? Why? Because he was a martial artist. 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But a lot of times people never see the other side of the game. I have. I've seen the other side of the game. Okay, you shoot anybody in the neighborhood. You don't got no lawyer money. You go to jail. Your mom will try to raise them up baby and never hit nobody. Shut up, Keisha. Your son was a mass murderer. That's what it is. Shut up, Keisha. Your son was a fucking big chucky dog. No, no, no, no, no, no. Cause they always say that. Oh, I can't believe you locked up. Why all the police kicked my mom? Oh, all the police kicked your mom door down, Keisha. Because you wasn't worrying about this. You wasn't worrying about your son. You went out here, you got done up, you was running back and forth down Miami. You left your son with your, with your grand, with his mom, his grand mom, which is your mom. You didn't know who your son was. You, now you all tell him, they should have kicked my mom door, they come. You all in the dream in the neighborhood. My baby ain't never. Your son is a mass murderer. You didn't know. Now let me flip something. Why she didn't know? Cause she's an LP. What? A lounge princess. Okay, she was working out the lounges. Okay. Hooker. I mean, and most of the time, the dad is even, the dad is even in penitentiary. He out here getting high. All he out here reliving the second child who are in the way is not in his son life. So it goes both ways. We're not just blaming the mother for it. So you, I'm talking to the young boy. Come here. Come real close. Come real close, youngest. I'm on the block one day. Oh, here I don't want to say his name. He's still in prison doing life. He was an OG on the block. Mind his business. Hands about this big. One of them over here. All he do is live way to a day. He go to work. He worked in the mattress factory. The mattress factory in Dallas Penitentiary. That's where you make the most money. And that's the big CI. That's like CI correctional job. That's like different. So you might make $200 a month, right? He got a good job. So all he do is go to commissary all the time on time. Go to child, go work out, go to work in his cell. You said hands are big? Like this big. He wasn't playing at a single cell. And never was on dope? No, no. He was like. Hands just that big for no reason. He was about like six, two, six, two and a half, something like that. Mind his business. Always his clothes, always press. He ain't got to go to church, hey Sunday, he don't mess with nobody. So one day this young boy come on the block, right? He just came on the block, came upstate, doing some time, whatever. Nobody know what's going on, but I hear some whisperings with the OGs. Cause I always kick it with the OGs. You know what I mean? I ain't really, I ain't really deal with too many people. My age, whatever, I only deal with the old, the OGs. And when I say OGs, I mean offering game. I'm not saying just, you just a older dude that just did some loser stuff and with the prison. You somebody to read this book, you know what I mean? I mean, that's going to encourage you. Go over to the school building, man. Make sure you get your GED, man. You got to get out and do these programs so you get out of jail. Them type of OGs is offering game. So one of the old heads said, man, let's rate go down, man. So what's going on over here? Cause one thing I liked about the OGs, you know when stuff is ready to go down so you can take, you can retreat, take cover going to sell, you know what I mean? Figure something out, you know what I mean? So I'm like, damn, you know, they like, yeah. And they talking, I'm just sitting there. I ain't going to say I was met them because I'm a part of the conversation because these are my OGs. Like, yeah, man, you know, I'm in a ball in the block. Where it is, you killed his nephew. I'm like, whew. Okay. So now I know, I know where to stay away from him. Young ball come on the block. He all young, he don't know what's going on. He just all, just young. I mean, all right, ask the guard, can I get a conversation slip? You know, he probably got his mom looking out, give him a couple of hours. You know, they, my baby and everything. They going to look out for the, you know, spoil them for a little minute. I got an aunt, somebody that love him or whatever. I mean, so he worried about conversation. He's just walking around like he don't even know what he don't know what's going on. So one day. But he was just a demon out there. Oh, he was, he killed his nephew. He was nothing to do that. So one day it was only like, he was only in the block like three days about. I'm doing my rounds. Cause I used to always walk laps on the block. I was on J block. I'm on J blocking dollars. Anybody that was dead, you know, I'm doing around. So I'm walking the tear, walking to tell you to have my music on walking the tear. But this day I'm walking the tear and I was on, I never forget this day. Cause my homeboy had my earphones and I'm too one out of the cell. You go like, oh, then see if he in there or he not in the yard, get my earphones cause I have my walk, man. So I go down there, right? So I'm like, damn, he ain't in, he ain't in the yard. So I can't get my earphones. I'm like, I'll wait till you come back. So I'm doing my laps now. Man, so I see the young boy came out the day room. I guess he was playing cards or something. He ready to walk. He walked down the tear. As he's walking down the tear, I see the one, oh, he had leaning on, like leaning their door. So when the young boy go to walk down the tear, this was some straight, this was playing. The young boy go to walk down the tear, as he go to walk the old head, act like he walking in front of him, like he was stopping. You just seen a hand come out their cell from the old head. He gripped him. The grip of life. It was one of these things. I'm just showing you, I need you to feel it. You ain't the old head of nine young boy. All right, no, I just want you to be in. I want you to be in. Let me see. No, no, no. Let me see. No, I want you to be there. I want you to be present. I wasn't there. All right, but I'm just playing, listen. I'm explaining to you how I went. So he gripped. Freaky ass nigga. He grabbed me. Freaky ass old head. He grabbed me with the grip of life. You can see it. Cause he didn't know what was coming on it. And I'm coming back this way as they go to tear. We were drawing, I'm coming back this way and cells over here, he's sitting there and his facial, cause he walking, he walking this way. He gripped him, he snatched him in there. And all you can see as he was snatching him, you just see his other hand just grabbing his mouth. I'm talking about, it was like just, this is marriage to my grip and you like this. I'm talking about the fear. He gave him an ass assassination. No, no, no, no, no. The fear, listen, the fear, the fear. He was an ass assassin. The fear that was in his eyes. Cause now, now it was like, now it was like. There's your ass on him. No, no, no. Now, as I'm walking, I know what's going on cause I know the old head cells. So I'm like, what's that? It's the moment. Yeah. Cause when he grabbed me from the joint, like, grabbed me from here and you just see these other hand come around and grab his mouth. He couldn't even squeeze. He was like, it was like the fear. You knew, I've seen that in people's eyes before in the joint. Snatch him in there. He's seen it in your eyes. It's about, I'm probably like about like 30 steps away. So I'm walking. I'm like, man, all I heard, man. You can just hear the banging on like, like the bed frame like, boom, boom. You hearing all type of stuff. The, the cabinet could be at the cabinet move. You just hand it move. You're hearing the little move. So I walk and I got to play normal. I ain't gonna throw it off the beat. I got to, cause they know I walk the joint. So the police, right there in the bubble. They know my joint. I'm walking. So I ain't gonna throw it off. I walk back as I'm walking back. You looked in the cell. No, no, no. I ain't looking to sell. No, I was, no, you don't do that. Don't do that. No. I wasn't, no, I ain't need no good time. So listen, when, when, when I came back, all you heard, you heard, you heard moaning, right? It was like moaning, but it was a morning and crying. It was a mixture of like moaning, crying, wanting to scream. And listen, listen. This one I heard. This one I heard. Shut the, shut the fuck up, mother. That's all you heard. And he was, ah. So listen, I might've did like about five, six more laps. He was still in there. Just to peek in that motherfucking cell. No, no, no, no, no. He wouldn't have gone in there. No, no, no, I didn't know. No, no, listen, listen, listen, listen. So I'll do five more. So, oh, here was so strategic. He timed it about 15 minutes before the yard come in. So he worked in my boom, boom, boom. So now, as I'm walking back up the block, I'm coming down to walk back up. You hear the yard coming in. Yard in, I hear him screaming. I could, outside you hear the guards here. Yard coming in. So as the block started to come in, as I'm walking up over here door open, you just had a sheet right there. Man, he had the young boy here. That boy here was the size of a watermelon. His face was, I'm talking about, man, he was like, he was red, man. Calling red face after that, man. I'm talking about, he was this, he was hickeyed up so crazy that I ain't going to front. I don't know what else happened. You know what else happened? I'm not gonna, I can't. You said you heard moaning. Yeah, but it was probably from life. Like, I didn't know what else happened. So Pete. The nigga's getting beat the fuck, he ain't moaning. So Pete, when he come in, I mean, when he come out, everybody coming in from the yard, so they peeping, they be like, damn. But people minding their business. I'm peeping because I'm coming from this way and I'm seeing everybody look at him. Man, that young boy went to his cell, he must have grabbed someone out of his cell and went straight to the police desk. I'm talking about straight to the bubble. The bubble, they was like, oh, what's going on? They looked at that boy, lock it down. Lock it down. You know what I'm saying? To lock it down and all that stuff. I'm like, I'm like, this ain't, they calling a lockdown, lockdown, lockdown. I go to my cell, right? This is one of the moments. So they had the moment's office. I cried inside of myself and I said, I gotta get out of here. Why, the way they fuck with you? Man, I thought he, listen, from what I've seen, the way he walked out of that joint and what he looked like, I felt like I was assaulted from just being able to see that type of, I've never seen somebody face so cut up and hickeyed up in my life. All that boxing stuff you watch with that man, this dude would have been, this over here probably would have, listen, this dude's face was so cut up and hickeyed up all at the same time. It's different when you, when you cut and that thing open like this and it's sticking out right here in his bust open, it's different. Yeah. And I'm like, just think about that. You said he was in it for 15 minutes. It didn't take 15 minutes to do that. So imagine what his ass felt like. No, you just putting that on. I ain't gonna put that on OG. I'm putting it on OG. OG, OG. Oh, listen. You said, you said nigga was in it morning, man. Ain't no nigga morning getting his ass wet. I'm just saying the same. It was like, ah, ah, ah. Oh, he had his mouth shut up. Yeah, shut the fuck up. Why would we have to jump up and shut the fuck up? I'ma say this, I'ma say this. He went to their desk. They screaming, lock it down, lock it down. Cause you know, they gotta be on point as the garage. Freaky Friday. No, it wasn't Friday though. It was like a Wednesday. So I mean, Freaky Wednesdays too. Wario Wednesdays. I like that. That's nice. So listen, so now next thing you know, they lock us down. So you know, when you, when you, if you, it depends on how you sell, you can look through the crack. I'm upstairs at the top tier. So I'm like this, you know, you put your man, it was a thousand white shirts. It's just like in the streets, when the white shirts come to Capitol 10, they came down there deep. Cause they like, because he was a young boy, even though he's a, of age of 18, but he still was like, probably was like 1920. So they gotta be worried about make sure it's life and whatever's going on. They trying to figure out, was going to try to do investigation. Cause always it was a pro. He wrapped him up to make sure it wasn't no, no blood trail to find, cause they be on all that type. So they looking around, trying to see what happened. You know what I mean? I never seen that young boy again in my life. They, they got him up out of it. They PC'd him and you never seen him again. But it was a couple nights. I cried about that shit. And the reason I did was because I'd never seen nobody over there. How nigga his ass would be, you cried. You didn't even know the other. No, I'm telling my internally, cause I was scared to death. Like cause you gotta stand. You in the joint, I'm like, damn, if this dude grip me what I'm gonna do. I'm just being realistic. He has a. No, I wasn't going to do that. Yes, you were. You just said what I'm gonna do. You just said you can defend yourself. No, no, no. That's what you just said. No, no, no. Nigga, you just said, if he grabbed me, what I'm gonna do? No, I'm just saying, I'm just saying, I'm thinking about, oh no, I know what I'm going to do. Like a white woman at a scapegoat. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Soon as I see that it's getting closer to that, I already know what I'm doing. I'm tapping out. You giving the ass up? No. See, go! See, go! See, go! Uh-oh, he gonna do that. That's life for death, baby. He's gonna grab your mouth like he does. No, he not here, grab my mouth. Shut the fuck up. I'll bite his hand. I'm not. See, go! No, he. He ain't getting me, man. I ain't going out like Willy Lump Lump, mm-mm. I ain't going out like that young boy. He ain't taking what's mine. This don't belong to you. This not yours. Oh, freaky boy, what it took you a year to see this, man? Fuck it, you talking about. See, I don't think, oh, it was a freaky boy. He mind this, I never seen him doing that. He just working, working, chill. But I don't know what cause, what he got, that was different. You killed his nephew. So all I'm saying is to say this. I ain't saying what I'm saying, you think I'm saying, but if you think I'm saying them, that's what I'm saying is, it's the other side of the game, young boy with the gun. But what happened when you run into the cousin, that you don't even know this is cousin, that not even connected to the family no more cause they been doing so much time, but he know you killed this little cousin, you know, that he ain't seen since he was three, since he been in the penitentiary and he put that knife up in you. We your day ones at, everybody's riding. See, when you put that mask on and you decide to go out here, whatever come your way, come your way when you hit the joint. Ain't no guns in the joint. We keep forgetting that. And then you hear about all these dudes taking PC, dudes getting stabbed, ain't no guns in the joint. All that tough set, you tear rise the neighborhood, you do all this stuff. And then my thing is like this, don't tear rise the neighborhood. And then go, you know, wanna go and, yo, could you post this on internet? Yeah, man, I ain't doing, I'm getting treated wrong. Go this, no, bro, what you crying for? You was a rider, you was a, why are you worrying about how the police treating you wrong? Right. Why are you worrying about you tear rise the neighborhood, you shot guns on the street with the kids. Now you just do your bit, baby. Do that bit. Do the bit. Do that bit. Right. And if you ain't got, you ain't built for the bit, fall back. Right. Stop doing, stop doing all this riding in God and all you, I'm riding, I'm gliding, I'm just standing through them smoke. You're smoking a pack. Yeah, they gonna smoke you in there. This cousin, this cousin gonna smoke you. Slap you all in the prison yard. Slap you, kick you all in your, kick you all in your butt in the prison yard. You, stop all on you and all that. Don't let that weed kiss your mother. That weed hit you all night. That's a different joint. Lord. That's a different joint. Don't let that weed kiss your mother. Mellon. That's gonna kiss your melon, man. But no, but no. Don't let it jump about your shit like toes out of toes. The reality is, is when you pick that gun up the day, I just want you, you ain't gotta, they'll talk about it later. Or somebody family man be telling me about it or somebody, somebody be telling about it. Somebody cousin or somebody because when you pick the gun up the day, go ask you to have you, do what you gotta do man. I ain't telling you, do you. You're riding. You convince yourself that you wanna be a killer and whatever you went through is that much that you gotta kill somebody out here. Something wait for you. Somebody wait for you. Trust me. If somebody is a bunch of penitentiary, you're gonna land a one with they homies. Mm-hmm. And it's gonna be on. Mm-hmm. So you know, just prepare yourself for that, man. Prepare yourself to be the same nigga in jail that you was on the streets. Yeah, you got, no, you ain't gonna be that cause you ain't got the gun. Yeah, but you can still be some vicious niggas that don't mean you ain't gonna still have the same heart. You might have the same heart, but it's different when you don't know what's coming. Yeah, but what I'm saying is most niggas ain't the same niggas in jail that they is on the streets. Oh no. No, but it's different when- 90% of the niggas that's who they is on the streets, they not that nigga in jail. They go right to jail. Very rarely do you see a nigga who, we, you say, no, that nigga wild on, that nigga was wild as shit in jail. No, no, then it's a flip-flop too. Then it's a flip-side. Because I done been in jail with some dudes that was monsters in guerrillas. I'm talking about they was monsters and they come home and get smoked. Yeah. They put their hands and feet on balls and they be big. Uh, uh, what? What you saying? Yeah. Yeah. To ones you damn, you know Big Mike came home? Yeah, they killed him last week. What? Yeah. What happened? You remember he smacked the ball? Yeah. In, in, in 95. Mm-hmm. We was in the yard. Oh, the light skinned ball, the quiet. Yeah. But a lot of old niggas come home. A lot of old niggas when they come home from jail, they get smoked within the first six months because they still on that old, they still on that, that they was on 13 years ago and they realized that the young boys out there now, they don't know what work you put in. They don't give a about the work you put in. They don't give a about who you used to be. They like, I'm the new you as you talk about. Yeah. You just did 14 years in jail. My when you went to jail was six. I'm 20 now. We don't give about that old head and the old head that these young. And then the block. It's so hard to say goodbye. 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Everybody busting it up unlimited data, unlimited texts plus a Walmart plus membership. And I'm saying this one more time. You get free delivery, no order minimum. You get members price on fuel. Like, come on, we'll be talking about man straight talk. So make sure y'all go to straight talk wireless is available at walmart and walmart.com. Let's go. I'm gonna always say, if you doing the same as you was doing 10 years ago, you's an idiot, man. Yeah, but sometimes it'd be like, if you in the street, you doing the same as you was doing. These dudes be lost and they still be living in yesterday, they be living, try. You. Hey, Jay Large, man. It's me and Gilly, man. I got you on the show, man. I gotta ask you a question, man. What's that? Now, Jay Large, my old celly, man. Jay Large is a penitentiary warrior. He's a legend. Jay Large was a bitch up there, man. He told me. Hey, hey, hey, Jay. Hey, let me ask you something. You, you, what year was you in the penitentiary? Greatest for it. What year did you first come in? 89, baby. You going 89? All right. And how old was you? 19. How tall was you at that time, Jay? Six foot something? Oh, man, I was just getting to six feet, man. I grew up in that joint. I was like five, 11. What's the craziest thing a old head said to you in the joint? Oh, man, crazy thing. What we found, man. There's a lot of, you know, we said, they've come through, man. What we, what we worried, man. I said, yeah, you're some young girls out there. They must be beautiful. I said, um, yeah, y'all left one out there. She, she beautiful. He's thinking, you're young as bad as a motherfucker. Oh. I was like, yo, what the fuck is they into in this joint? He just trying to put the price on the money. Yo, did you ever feel as though that your innocence was going to be removed from you? I don't know. Hey, there ain't no lie to you. Coming through that day was the days of, the days of the motherfuckers. I was, I was on ice eight days. I was in this. You had to keep your mother's guard up. Keep your mouth out of this situation. Hey, listen, did you ever, did you ever look at this OASL by mistake? Everybody did that shit, but you got to keep your head full. Did you get caught doing it? You pick up in there OASL, you lose something up in there, y'all fuck. Nah, I ain't losing nothing that motherfucker, yeah. You can be up in one of these bumps, if you want, you don't be looking for this motherfucker. I'm like, God damn, these have all kind of shit to be. They'll tell you about the joy when you seen somebody come through that killed somebody family and they caught them. Oh my goodness, man. Listen here, I come through, this is what I'm saying. I come through on them JPM days, man. And they was, they was stripping young boys. You know, they had a little clue in exchange on the block and they just ran the jail back then, you know what I mean? So they was looking for tattoos and them stupid ass Jones man, and when the boys came through, them JPMs and get down to lay down boys and the motherfuckers that killed his family, daughters, sons, or the last motherfucker that was sending them to somebody of money on them. The motherfuckers went straight off the tier, man. Straight off the motherfucking tier. I thought the boy, well, you know, I don't wanna throw no names around on the board. You know what I mean? Well, I thought the boy was gonna die one time, but he lived up living. He bounced off the radio, but he lived. You know what I'm talking about. Yeah, you say no more. But I'm- He lived and shit. But J- He didn't die down Holmesburg, but he lived. But J, this, this is what I wanna know before you get out of here. Who was the n***a that ripped low jump off? Oh man, you know, the boy that was inside the jumpsuit with him. Yeah, yeah. Oh man, that was the, it was the boy that was in the hammer. That was the boy that was doing the boxing jump with you, man. Yo, you lying on me, Joe J. I ain't, who, who are you talking about, J? The boy that was shooting a jab and everything. So yeah, yeah, let me show you that young buck, come on. Come on, you real sharp. Come on the block with that shit. Everybody watch him. Yeah, he come up to my house with everybody. J, you lying on that, you know what I'm saying? They're letting for this in storage. I'm gonna throw that towel up, man. They wait till you got good and tired, man. Fuckin' your ass up. Who ain't the dog? Who ain't the dog? Who ain't the dog? He lied to J. J, you lying on me, J. They ain't never happened. Hey, man, hey, I love you, man. I said, man, we had to get up there and get everybody to get you up out of there, man. He lied to me. He ain't never had me to sell horses. Yo, you can't do it. Yo, they ain't never. Listen, I was a chef this whole year. He had to sell horses out of court, man. He had to sell horses like I'm kind, huh? Hey, man, we had to come here and we had to get over here to all kind of come and sell, kind of, man. You're a young boy out of there, man. He was your man in my business, man. He said, uh, you got to sell out of court for a kiss on the neck and scream in the ass, man. Get him a phone out of there. He lied on me. I walk down to jail with him. I said, at least he ain't fucking mad. What? You lying, J, J lying on me. J, you lying, man. Yo. The number one rule in jail, what is he? Don't get fucked and don't give up no head. Hey, J, you lying. Well, hold on, J. Hold on, so the freaky old head settled out of court for a kiss on the neck and what? It just squeezed on the ass, man. He done grabbed the side of my man's ass. Like 70, 60 burns. He lying. He lying. He lying, J. That wasn't me. That was what he lying on me, man. Hey, hey, listen, all right. What about raising the yard? Hold up, hold up. Hey, but he gripped the side of the little ass. He lying. Yeah, he just, he more than 10, too. He got on his neck. He lying on me, man. Hey, listen, you out of pocket, cuz. What about raising the yard, man? You had to act to make them shoes, nigga. What happened? That nigga, that nigga was coming with that piece. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. That's different. That's different. That's different. Yeah, boy was coming towards me. Your toes about there. I thought he was coming towards me. He was coming to where I got about it in there. You know what I mean? When we was about his work, I said, man, you were late on, you saw that man on the block. He was like, hey, listen, man, we might have gotten off on the wrong foot, man. Whatever went down, man, we just watched that. Because that's different from other things. That's different for us. Yeah. Hey, listen, listen, listen. That was Wildo's favorite live one more about the beef with the next thing for us. We had the, we had the, so me and Jay and the joint, this one, we got the cell phones in there. We got this shit rocking, right? They wonder why Jay never coming out the cell. This is quiet, the church mouse. So we got, listen, listen, we got the cell phones. We rocking. I'm talking about, we got, we supplying everybody. We got the cell phones. We got the food. We got all the, we got all, we got the fresh strengths coming in. I'm making it, we making the burritos. We making the dirty rice. We making all the, we just, I'm talking about Kings. These motherfuckers come out of nowhere. We laid up. Soon as soon as me and Jay, I get my single sale now. So now I move out of the cell with Jay. So one day we, we just chilling. These motherfuckers came out of nowhere and blisters like the task force in the 80s. Right? They come in there, hey, I'm talking about they blister the whole job. Jay, what I do? What the fuck did I do, Jay? Um, nigga, you, that one day, nigga, you used to tell, you wild the fuck out. Cause I was like, I said, man, you was like, yo, yo, you got me what you got me for. And all this shit is mine and all that. Cause everybody ready to go home. I had about like 18 months left. He was all about the rule. Yeah. He was like, man, what no rap. He said, yo, all this shit is mine. I said, I said everything's mine. It's like 10, 15 forms. Because I'm like, they, they, they snapped because it was like, I had to draw the attention to me. So I'm cussing the security captain up, man. And bring it, man. Look out here, man. Y'all running late now. That's mine. Real shit was wild and you was like, fuck that, we're ready to wear it. I thought you were, I said, the loss is more than a month. Yeah. I was tripping. He thought of it because I was just trying to, I was trying to deflect it off of them. Like, like they ain't worth it. They, they, everybody quiet. I'm like, they like, yeah, that's him. Just watch me hand my mother in pocket. Yeah. Everybody ready to go get parole. Listen, listen. Hey, Gail. Yeah. I'm Muslim all day long. The come through like the who ripped the ceiling out. They pulled all that contraband and looked at the phones in their hand. I was like, Jesus Christ. It's that for love. Hey, brother, I'm just telling you, brother. He ready to go home. J-way go home. Listen, J-way. This shit, I been stealing it for a long time. I just finished doing it eight years. Listen, J-way. I was the first big kid cross-bonded. I was straight back in the town. The street Baptist on the most. Listen, J-way to go home. So I say, listen, most of everybody ready to go home. So I'm snapping, man, y'all, they all mine. What happened is, they, so, so when it all come down, I'm the only one that get a street charge. They charge me on a street tip. Gave me, went and took me out of the district, rebooked me, yeah, you getting a street charge, big guy, yeah, you think, but I'm like, it don't even matter. They gonna still make it out. I still got time to do. So they throw me, they throw me in the dungeon. They throw me in the hole for six months, death row, back in the death row. I'm in there for six months. They kicked me out of the jail, sent me up to the Hillbilly jail. I go up to the jail. This then third, they thought I killed the president the way they was acting in this joint. They was tripping. I was in there for eight months. Remember they kicked me? Cause you, you tried to take the, you know, you was like, well, I'ma take the joint. Everybody could go and skate out. I was like, you know, so I rode with it. They were, I got in there and Mary was like, you lying motherf***er, 90 days. I was like, God damn. Yeah, man, cause Mary, cause Mary now was like, cause what was the boy named? The little short boy that everybody was scared of the security captain. What was his name? Radle. No, it wasn't Radle. It was the other boy. A little, you, I forget his name, but they were scared. He was in there when I come in. I said, man, run. He said, yeah. You know, you ready? No, I forget his name. You know the boy we gonna think of his name with the little missing finger. He say, yeah, you know you ready to get on a car in there. I said, man, send me where you gonna send me, man, run it. That's be me. And I said, I ain't going in those hands no more. Yeah, I'm looking at you like, we don't need to dig ourself in those deeps. I'm like, shut up, Jay. They worried about me. They go lay down, man. They put us on the, they didn't give us, remember they take us to the hole? They didn't take us to the hole. They took us to the fucking road. Yeah. Remember the hole was crowded. They was like, take him to CCU. I'm like, what the fuck is that? Death row. They like capital case unit. I said, oh my God. We up there with the death row boys. So we going to the dog case, but whatever the case, whatever the case be, man. Listen, man, when you came out of jail, man, from the 89, you ain't come out with all of yourself, man. He took something from you, man. I know they did, Jay. No, I never did, man. The yellow tall, man, they took something from you. No, man, just because you got squeezed up a little bit and everything, you know, I was always a quick little running motherfucker, man. You know what I mean? I stayed out the fucking way. But if you had to say something to the young boys today, right, about all the time you did, the family members you lost doing jail, you know, we laughing joke about it because we had to laugh to get through it. But if you had to say something to these young boys out here that's running around, rock and sock them, you know what I mean, thundercat shit. What would you tell them to just tell them like, little man, you know, why it ain't worth it? If you knew it, well, really, if you knew what we knew and what we went through, you'd listen to your uncle, you'd listen to your mom, you'd listen to all them people that was trying to tell you the right thing. Because once the man get a hold of you, it's funny how you gonna do every damn thing that your people told you to do once the white man told you to do it. Yep. You know what I mean? So stay away from that. But if you want to learn on your own, I mean, like you said, like while the low said, I could give you all the advice in the world, but if you want to play this game, they ain't never got to lack a room for you in the place. They gonna make money off of you. Because I'm gonna tell you something and Jay, and Jacob vouch for this, all this stuff and I'm gonna be real and I gotta be real and you can laugh and joke, whatever. When they tell you to work, you gonna work. When they tell you to spread them cheeks, you gonna spread your ass and your strip search. You gotta get butt naked. I'm gonna get naked and have more of a look of all of your ass and anything just to sit there and talk to your mom. My mom used to wonder why I was so uptight for the first 20 minutes. I just got naked for another fucking man. He got to teach me to do shit, the chicks don't even teach me to do it. And then- Oh, you came right home to the rimmers. Get the fuck out of here. The chicks love you with your legs back. You remember the one boy that worked in the greatest board dress room? He'll be talking to you, running his hands raw through your drawers, making sure you ain't got in the lining. He be like, yeah, go ahead. And then he'll tell you, he be like, come on, let's do it. He talk to you like that the whole time he talking. You see the game last night? Aw, man, them Eagles are summing up. She ain't clapping. Like, that's how he talk to you. He put no gloves on. He touch everybody's drawers. He don't even put the gloves on. He's a weirdo, man. Yeah. He come through there. He love to do it. You know, nuts and butts. You think that can turn around. Nuts and butts. Let me see this. Ain't nobody ever wanted to look at my ass twice, man. You got to call the sergeant it is, man. I'm not bending over. You bent over again because you made it to that business. Damn, let me see that again. You bent over. Hold on, hold on. What you mean, nigga, you said, damn, let me see that again. It's a guard, man. I'm telling you, it's a guard. This is getting on the street. They go home to his family these days. So wait, you said you was thick? You said left foot, right foot, bent over, crack him. You know, that's usually it. He's gonna wait him in the hole. Do that again. I'm like, hold, get the sergeant in from the back. Yeah, you did it again. You ain't casting your business. You did it again, Jay. Why the water security at the end, talking to you at the BBL, man, the prison BBL. What's the boy used to be that does Lacey? He had to call Lacey in there, man. That's Lacey, man. Ain't nobody ever wanted to look at my ass twice. Hey, Jay. Why they said the guards had a conversation talking to you at the prison BBL, man. No, why was the motherfucking lifeguard in the shower? Yo, come on, you hold Jay, stop putting it out there. I'm glad you. I've worked in the shower. I worked in the shower. No, I clean the shower. I clean the, no. Dude, just my camera. No, I clean the shower. They don't do that. I just cleaned the shower. I cleaned the shower, Jay. This nigga was a lifeguard in the prison shower. You just heard a fucking- The shower's gotta get clean, cuz. Tell me. Hey, my boy's gonna be in the shower, man. Does anyone say that chicken he brought back from the kitchen next to his sack, you saying that sack chicken? No, I said I had the guards bringing the chicken back for me in the creek. Yo, he's a little like a chicken under your sack and then you're lying man. I had this no listen. He lying I had the chick listen. I had a quake that you're selling AJ How the stuff chicken buys peace and they get into the block and sell it So you had a six-piece It gave me a hot ass sandwich in the most Yo, this ain't right man. Yo, J is J You know, I had my stuff on the train. They're chicken on us. And you eat it when you got to contracts But from the beginning they get when you was oh my god, man Jill's selling dick and luggage man. You was bringing you was bringing that sack chicken back, man. You ate it didn't you didn't You ain't that you put some barbecue Wait, wait explain this man explain this you just told Waldo we ate a lot of shit We ain't want to eat that motherfucker explain That fucking food was some human but what I'm saying is J You mean to tell me that Waldo was chef up a chicken sandwich for you Toss it in his mother fucking briefs by his hold on man by his nuts Hey, wait, hold on get to the sale with nuggets out on you when you come up Hey, man, you call it what you want. You might smuggle it in next to my nuts Or even smuggle it in next to his nuts. No, that was right there I Worked on the kitchen. He didn't work So, let me ask you a question. So Waldo had digging nuggets too Hey, man, I'm sure he snuck something back next to everybody's Now for me, I didn't eat I'm pescatarian. I didn't eat chicken. So wasn't me. So what you had fish? Yeah Hey, man Commentary or down into I fry my fish down in the kitchen Mm-hmm. Yo, he'll need a J. He'll know about a J. He'll know about the taller frigid reader. Yeah, I do I did that at the county I'm talking about the county. You disconnected the urat. No, stop telling me county. You snitched on gene He's all about man. Y'all this is something that you don't want to eat man. I don't want to eat He didn't make it all the way up top. He tapped out man Yeah, he snitched on his wife First of all, first of all, jay Jay jay, you just admitted you just admitted on the biggest podcast in the world That you ain't chicken. We're gonna slap these balls on top of that joint. You was like I had to do what I had to do But I will say this so I can say this so a wipe his ass with a doughnut and you like It was a chocolate doughnut man You ain't never been So he's saying he ate the doughnut. Oh my god, jay. Hey jay, listen you you said you're freaking freaking warrior Let's clarify something jay. You said we ate a lot. Don't say we you ate a lot of things. What's the most thing you did there? You ate that shit. You we don't know where P. Miller was getting that dirty rice from Oh Hold on. He was digging out of the cell. Hold on. He done rice was good. He was making out of the cell Man, I went in to get my bowl with that What You was like that P. Miller shit of the shit. He was eating shit on this shit. He had to hook up That thing was a real right Them young boys, they don't know what the Every time I had to put my hands up in one of themselves I was scared to death when losing draw. How many times you got some ass in there to a situation in them joints, man I don't see my keep not come on for the smallest motherfucker reason And if you get knocked out them old here just peeling the net off the floor they lost All right, but jay how many times you got some ass in there? Huh We heard you give it a game out and all that but get a get a young is the raw the raw innocent truth. How many times you got some ass in there, man? Hey, listen, hey jay this motherfucker Jay jay said Jason he was scared Oh, don't throw money. I ain't do nothing. Oh, wow. I got some ass in there. Hey look, man. How many times you got some ass in there Man, I told you Wait, wait, so while it was selling sandwiches the name jay low They look bad was hustling, man. Hey, but hold up. Hold up. Hold up. Hold up. Hold up. Jay Jay jay jay let the record reflect let the record reflect hold up I ain't gonna put his name out there But the old head poppy boy that had all the cigarettes he had, you know, he had the package He used to be buying them sandwiches. He paid for these sandwiches. Hey, man, but you know, they money's been Yeah, like jumps no, I'm not I'm not saying nothing. No, I'm just I'm just saying you But you try to make it like it was some other stuff like I was going on the date for the same I had to put it off there. He's going on a big bout of sandwich No, no, no, no, no. I was going on the street, man. If you try to sell something, man Look money is green money is green But he didn't go in the cut and sell it to him. You tell the bull come on out here and the ready He did ready to wear by you see no, but but but but one time one time I will say this jay. I did see you Uh, I did see listen. Listen word is in the joint. Oh Word in the joint that you was uh passing off love letters to jay low The name was I said jay low. Oh my god I said I got a man in this bitch named jay low Yeah, he said it like it wasn't nothing. I said you where you doing, you know, we oh, yeah Nick to jay low sell. I like Hey, hey, hey, hey, how long was while on ricky manide sellies? What? Ricky manize Thank you. Thank you. He laughed on me. He lied on me, man. You know god damn well who i'm talking about He lied on me, man Speaking to ricky We can put a name out there. I'm on the ricky jackson Fighting this mother In mom the jail and he was getting you better not say two words. He knocked you out jackson to knock you clean How you doing mr. Ricky? Don't want to do that. He used to call me mr. Ricky. He's got to keep Yeah, you get limitation all respect to the world Yeah, he was on the boxing team. You had to set a hands on him I'll set a hands on him He said hands. I'll set a hands on him I said hands. I ain't seen nothing. Yo, what would have happened to gill in the joint? Nothing Oh, man, the point the punches you throw man. I'm niggas Eat that shit up like rain. Ain't nobody talking. Hey there because you got because they didn't take the ass They try a little I'm not saying you would have you you probably would have went down smoking With that One thing I found out when I got up to I was tall I was skinny It felt like the end of the motherfucking world I was in the kitchen eating every motherfucking thing on the venue after that Uh, who why you punching way pile to the kitchen from the kitchen to the way pile Why you punch you? I keep fucking Word on the streets. He punched you because he's seen you talking to another Yeah You over there talking to him for You crazy as shit, you was over there cheating on a Someone upside your shit How many times AJ how many times you had domestic violence in the joint? No, how many times they drop something on your bed, jay Oh, man the one time man when we first come in that's when you learn your lesson, man Motherfucking come through. Yo, my old here sent this in my home. He was like, no, no You know the bull. Oh, he gave it to Joe Man, I don't eat nutty bars to this fucking day. Did you eat that nutty bar though? You ate it We was in there eating them Oh, it came through here. It's like I'm short of it to sell this man was like, uh Get that he was like, yeah, yeah, I got that my whole head. He's sharing this shit with me boy showed up at the door What he said? Well, you like what where my mom get it? He like, uh, I thought my whole head gave me these I give it back to you Tuesday That they slam the door. He's like, you ain't eat my shit Tuesday I'm like, oh shit. What the fuck this about? I'm only 19 He can't catch us both. I'm getting close to the door. I slide down to try to grab me rip my uniform He got his uniform To this day, I walked down the supermarket away from over the market with my wife I see nothing Yo, did you listen do you ever tell your wife what happened to you in s.l. That day? He's gonna make it up. He doesn't have to me because I stay away from shit Man, you just tell her you rip your uniform You ever told your wife you ever told your wife why you talking all that gangster street shit and rip your uniform in jail Yeah, listen, did you tell her that I don't play with dimes and nothing that you We asked you did you ever tell your wife? your uniform No, I see no, but I'm saying I'm saying I'm saying he snatched You said he ripped your uniform when he grabbed you No, did you ever tell you did you ever tell your wife that happened? Sweet All right, man, we appreciate you calling in man, we appreciate you tapping in j Much love j. All right, brother Yeah, while I just did a whole month of segment of stories from the cell Let me get me and ours. We're for going broke right for we get out of here. So You know, I get a call from one of my youngins, you know, we going through something with his woman And you know, he break down that you know He packed up he moved he went to a different city You know, he did all these things to satisfy her And he he called me like it's just not sitting right with me, yonk That I'm putting my all my moth and dreams and my ambitions and my goals on hold to move down with here with her and you know be with my child and and support her dreams You know and He was asking me what should he do and I you know, I told him I would never put my mother dreams and goals on hold for no body You know what I'm saying because all you're going to do is you're going to look up and you're going to be 40 years old 35 years old mad that you ain't chase Your opportunities and you said back and watched another month and supported another month chasing the opportunities When you got real goals and you got real dreams and real ambition to be something out here So, uh, you know I'm not telling you to leave. I'm telling you that I would have left You know what I mean? Yeah, it probably would have been some of the hardest that I would have had to do But at the end of the day You you setting yourself up You somewhere babysitting man You somewhere being my mrs. Doubtfire, man She trying to trap you in the house how you watch the kids while she go to work She could troll everything man. That ain't even no man type of So go ahead out there man and chase your dreams, man And you if you got to support your your kid from not being in the household and from a distance because Because you want to be something in life Then that's what you got to do because I truly believe that when you get with a woman There's only two things a woman gonna do for you. Even she gonna elevate you or she gonna deflate you Like a mom entire Even you she gonna be there that help you elevate and whatever you doing Whatever you doing. So if you a basketball player, she like no, babe, get up. You got to be the work Come on. You got to get the practice going. Why do you ain't practice this week? You slipping babe. Come on Oh, no, you can't eat that you got to eat this. Okay. She gonna make sure I don't get if she's setting a A Cook up for you a chef up for you if she doing it herself. She gonna make sure you elevate She not gonna be making sure Oh, you got a game tonight And we about to argue over some dumb it because you ain't post me on instagram on the way to the game So I'll fuck your whole mood up. You go out there only had six points and all this No So for me, I just believe When you get with a woman, even she gonna help you elevate or she gonna help you deflate And I told my young in in this case the fact that she asking you not to even be nothing with your life Think about that I'm asking you to be a couch warrior. No sit at home. Watch the kids. I gotta what my business is doing good So I'm gonna take care what? That you asking me not to be a man Because you're talking about So at the end of the day, you know I respected the younger for reaching out. I respected them for wanting the game and I respected them for leaving Because he rolled the fuck out Because at the end of the day, man You can't sit back and rely on nobody else because a bitch a trap you up a trap you up Hey, you're sitting in the house believing y'all gonna be here forever and then seven eight years go by Now I'm up. I want somebody new and you behind the eight ball you busting and disgusted dead pop Feeling like you can't live without them for now Now you going through all types of deep depression and all types of all because you set yourself to fuck up So I'm glad my younger listen and I'm glad he took that game and I'm glad he got away And I told him if something is meant for you to truly come back brother So if if she is truly meant for you then she'll understand that Uh, you think that your life is worth more than sitting on the mother couch and babysitting And if she understand that she respect that and she truly love you she'll come back to you if she don't then she wasn't meant for you So shout out to my younger who took that game and rolled the fuck out But uh, this is another episode of me and I was worth a game and make sure y'all like comment and subscribe Subscribe subscribe show us that love. We got something new coming too. We got something new coming Mm-hmm December, we're going to have ghillie and wallows knockout party. Mm-hmm. It's coming You know, we wanted to get in the fight game, but we get into the fight game in a different way man You're going to have somebody out there listen. You want to knock out you want to call out you want to rumble them Listen, it's going down. It's going to be in Delaware. It's going to be big man And it's part of start stopping the violence. We paying y'all to rumble Put the gloves on man make some money man. We could settle these differences the right way You know what i'm saying y'all y'all out here shoot mother for nothing We could settle all these differences the right way and you can get paid and shake hands at the end like men And we giving out checks So, uh, make sure y'all get ready for ghillie and wallows, uh knockout party, baby knockout party Yeah, me it's going down. It's going to be in Wilmington Delaware Yes, it's going to be crazy. It's going to be crazy man Make sure y'all check out uh ventures every Wednesday at 7 30 Check out the ventures is going down man. Make sure you check out ghillie on sports, man We never know you never know what team is mines that week, you know popping up No, no, listen, can I break my teams down before we leave? Yes, my first team My top two teams they undefeated is Eagles my team san francisco my team Uh, canada city cheese my team buffalo my team and miami is my teams right now The more my teams so y'all know so anybody winning championship. I've done it It's crazy. I picked the top five teams in the league, but uh, that's what losers do And it's just like that