 I still get nervous before my fights like absolutely because you're like anything can happen. You know you've put in the work and you've done what you need to do but once that the door closes on the cage it's like it's you and it's her across the cage. I have served in the military for 17 years and I'm also a professional MMA fighter. My fighting name is She-Hulk. I actually got it from my coat at a bad temper and I would get angry like really easy and then like I'm super white so my veins pop how to like my arms in my head sometimes so that's where that nickname came from. I actually got into it I was helping teach a combative level two course back at Fort Hood and some of the guys in there were actually fighters who run who ran the fight house and they just randomly asked me if I wanted to spar one of their supply sergeant. They saw something in me and they asked me you know if I ever thought about fighting and I was like sure why not let's try it and that's honestly how I started training and I've been hooked ever since. My first amateur fight I was very nervous. I didn't win. I got beat pretty bad after the the first round like I couldn't go back in there for the second round but like I was still all smiles I said in my mom's pictures my face was all bruised but uh I fell in love with it. Yeah I did good now pumped up. I wasn't scared or nervous about it I mean being being in the army and I guess being in different treatment you know you get kind of like it's all those types of things so I was like like gosh darn it like hit her back like get her you know. I think my family now that they know I can go in there and actually like I'm good at it they get really excited. The feeling when you win and they hold your hand up uh I don't think anything compares to it it's so emotional. The only time I actually cried after I won a fight was I was coming off a hip surgery and I was finally able to like I got cleared from the doctor I've been like seven months so I was super excited. It's really exciting because you're like everything that I trained for all the work that I put in I got it I got the win. It's gonna be like you know when my daughter grows up it's Becky's age but I know Becky was brand new age that there is you know nothing even remotely close to what we do in things like that. I had a mom come up to me and she was like oh my daughter wants to to take a picture with you because you know they're the female fighters on this car. It's pretty awesome to be like a role model for you know younger generations. It's it's an amazing experience even your opponent's I tell people for my fights like you're my enemy like opponent before a fight you're my enemy but after that we can be best friends.