 that's kind of bright right it's fixed eyebrows it's a weird day here in Zinni Valley California I got some residue oh well who cares I'm sure you guys aren't gonna all show up looking like can you hear that helicopter Jen I'm so glad you're the first person to pop in I just got my mail I haven't had a chance to pop in this DVD the CD yet because Oliver and his buddy are out doing homework but I just got it today thank you my friend thank you so much hi Roberta on green kicking butt hi Patty hi Barbara hi Susan hi Charlene Susan I'm happy to see you hi Charlene hi Rebecca getting healthier hi kids oh it's awesome I mean because every music that I can get is more music for me I haven't Barbara no one has stepped up now the invoice says the phone number I got the area code from but I don't know if it's the phone now it says from the sender which is in the Pennsylvania area what's with this eyebrow so I've been trying hi Katie I've been trying to be a sleuth I've been trying to figure it out but so far I haven't gotten anywhere it's so nice you know you see a picture of something you think oh that's cool that's me I would totally dig that and then when it arrives and it's hi Carol from Paso Robles from see me Valley good to meet you um it's a really great quality and like I said in my post can you okay I'm gonna be quiet for a minute you guys tell me if you can hear that helicopter can you guys hear that helicopter huh Patty yeah thought you had me did you well you know what cake so you know how okay well let me go back to my mug and I won't look at your comments for just a minute and then I'll scroll back or else I'll be like all over the place the handle is perfect for it need a no hands it's awesome no lips need I need a nose hand no hands no hands either no lips needed that's my big house name that's the name they gave me when I had to go to upstate pen so yeah it's an awesome beautiful humongous mug but it's a beautiful ceramic ivory and I'm almost afraid to pour coffee in it but you bet your sweet bitches I'm I mean I mean to say bridges that's why most people don't go live you bet your sweet bridges from laughing I didn't mean to say that you guys so no pearl clutching it's not like you haven't heard the word before it's not like it was an accident so let me say hi to everybody for those of you who didn't catch on Suki loves it her real name is Jen she burnt a CD of some of her favorite music and sent it to me now that we have I keep I keep freaking all of her out because instead of calling instead of calling the Bose a Bose or DVD player I call it the music machine old Nana and old Gramps has a music machine now he's shaking his head having like man they don't call it a music machine see okay so the reason we have a helicopter going overhead and it was at that end of the valley when I started when I started doing my thing to come in here you know how during the summer when they I might have to turn this off excuse me can you take your nice helicopter to the other end of Sydney Valley please I'm trying to conduct a live here you know how during the summer you guys when my electricity goes off because of the fires well I guess that's the electric company surveying the wires and the poles and everything so that next year they have okay I'm sorry you guys I'm sorry I'm just clearly not he was not this close to me when I started so if it's too annoying I know be hi sweetie hi Luigi it was a big deal after the holidays he threw me for like let's see let's see what we're going back to let me go back and see all right if it didn't if it gets too loud you guys let me know on your end I'm like it's one of those things like the train that I'm totally used to we can hang up and then I can come back when it's not so annoying my first way in Angie says 2020 down two pounds and a good job cheers everybody have a drink of water this is brandy because I know her water consumption helped hi darling hi lady a big deal it's absolutely a big deal after the holidays but it's a big deal anytime friend embrace it and just be so proud of yourself you know these holidays I said on cats video today okay now there's a big huge black bird it's like the outdoors does not want me to do a lot of events like next thing I know sister Bertrand is gonna come flying by my window this way and then the wicked witch in the west is gonna fly by my window that way the whole outdoors is freaking me out a little bit right now so I said on cats video this morning that this this year the holidays seem to really throw a loop for everybody way more than last year and it's my observation because I don't know it's it was just kind of thank you I love it too and I love it because it hides my gargantuan arms at least for you guys I swear the older I get the bigger my arms it's like I go to sleep and I wake up and it's like are they bigger today okay oh Tracy made it to lifetime today okay last time it was Connie today's Tracy's day everybody whoo here's for Tracy on lifetime that's hi cat for you Tracy inspirational oh Carol man we lose our power cuz it's so you know see me means Wendy and it's so windy out here and then with the fires they turn all the electricity off so that the wind when it knocks over the poles doesn't start more fires I think in about a minute somebody's gonna scale down my wall and peek in the window along with sister Bertrand like it went to the west oh my gosh Patty says my granddaughter four years old stands by me while she talks to me in place you know what I've read that Patty I think I think Oliver used to do that too I remember him grabbing various parts of my body didn't necessarily have to be there I guess that's what makes his grandma's right no Kathy it's not windy now but I guess they're surveying the lines while it's not windy so that they can get their poop in a group before the winds do hit after our last talk when I okay that can't just be annoying the crap out of you guys we I can always come back hi Estelle Pat Tracy I just can't congratulate you enough why is Roberta sorry why are you sorry hi Sherry I thought the two little boys in the dining room were annoying Oliver is so I don't know if it's because he's an only child but he's so competitive it's like he's got to be the boss you know and good thing is little buddies just like this totally mellow copacetic dude who has a totally copacetic mother and they're like okay life is good oh or else I'm telling you Oliver would have no friends I figured Roberta I figured okay it sounds like they're flying away so there's never any trouble hearing me it's a combination of the two that could be a little annoying nobody has ever had any trouble hearing me so how was it besides Tracy who's killing it okay first it was Connie then it was Tracy you guys this is so great it's so inspirational it's so motivational for the rest of us how was everybody else's week today's Thursday does something hang out my nose don't you hate it when you're live and you think something's hanging on your nose and you think everybody can see your mustache so I project I don't have a big mouth I just project I breathe and I talk from my diaphragm from years and years of singing it just comes out and then I married the quietest Tracy Tracy Tracy I'm just so excited for you and I'm excited so let me know Abby's large family adventure and he and I joined WW today with thank are you Abby I hope if I get anybody's names wrong please correct me because I'm a stickler for names need to lose the rest of my baby weight right on thank you so much seriously thank you so much it helps me stay that way you guys I can avoid the monthly talk with mr. Johnson about the finances and do I really need to go to a meeting every week he doesn't get it and that's that's not right I just threw okay just threw him under the bus and it was totally incorrect please erase all of that from your mind we're gonna go right so Abby thank you so much because sometimes finances are tough around here and my meetings come up oh darling did something I'll go back and it is an issue and it's very helpful for me and thank you so much it's sincerely it's keeping me in the game I can't thank you enough keep me updated as to how it goes and how are you going to meetings we were here look Angie projects alright Carol alright way in Sunday you know I think Friday Saturday and Sunday are the best days to weigh in because they keep you on track Darlene went for my yearly doctor's appointment he said I'm at a healthy BMI yes so hormone refill for another year yay for me and my hubby yeah oh darling you and I need to have a chit-chat pat a whack on the old phone speaking of that I can't thank you enough all of you guys who have done it I seriously can't thank you enough Oliver is like growing and eating us out of house and home and it's really sticking it to us budget-wise as far as our marketing eat so much Sherry's been on program honestly tracking and gain two pounds and frustrated okay we're frustrated for and with you so is the guy driving helicopter I'm not laughing at you it's the most frustrating thing in the world but I promise you stay on course do what you've been doing it'll show up next week it is the most frustrating thing and I just wish I could shake somebody for you I'd shake me but then my neck would go all over place it's the worst you know and that's I was talking about that on my Instagram today because I have had a stellar week since my way in last Friday see I'm afraid I'm gonna jinx myself here too my way in last Friday I have not had one drop of alcohol nor have I looked hello at a drop of alcohol for me that's big you guys if you're new here I enjoy my alcohol and that's why I'm fat hi my name's Anita I enjoy long walks on the beach I'm a tourist and I like my alcohol um yes yes Barbara and that's why I'm thanking her thanks cat um I have drank 5,000 tons of water I have walked at least five miles if not more every single day and I have used three weeklies one two one day and one on another day so I can't wait to weigh in tomorrow I'm so excited but what if I'm jinxing myself by talking about it but I'm human I'm excited I do not for those of you who are new here again welcome welcome I hope you stick around give me a like hit the thumbs up um I don't own a home scale I don't weigh in at home I only weigh in every week at my meeting and I'm excited because by all accounts okay by all accounts sherry you should have had a loss especially not a game today right by all accounts and I totally agree which I held accounts I should have like a an 11 pound loss tomorrow if not 12 but if I have a 2 pound loss that's gonna be awesome but the the possibilities anything can happen our bodies just do the wonkiest things and I had to learn that the hard way it took me took me a couple years on Weight Watchers to figure that out that sometimes there's just and I feel for you I do I do and everybody else here does too I can speak for them on that subject see look at Luigi she we've all been there and it is super discouraging but don't let it get to you instead of letting it get to you think of all the great choices that you've made think about how good you feel think about how good you feel when you make those choices and just continue to make them my friend please and then next week next week it is frustrating I'm trying to put a positive spin on things those boys darling my husband wishes I could get a yearly something earlier I'll tell you that now I'm talking really low online okay that's awesome you online is good there's so many folks here online everybody here who's online let Sherry know so that she needs to reach out to her Abby knows so that if she needs to reach out to anybody she knows who to go to there you go Suze online oh that's what we're here for Sherry hi Tony Patty's been there Lou's been there we've all been there I'm sure Kathy's been there even though she's busy in her classroom and can't say anything see Rebecca says I say my body needs a week or two to catch up with what I'm actually doing bingo ding ding ding ding ding that Rebecca that's what I'm worried about on my tomorrow because that's that's my worry that's my worry look at all these I online pals you have Abby it's fabulous no rhyme no reason I'm just catching up and listening to the boys make sure they're not like doing things out there they shouldn't be doing hi Maria so nice to see you guys look at Susan's online Tony's online Tony you're almost at 70 pounds Carol's online this chat is her meaning that's awesome oh Kathy you're home yay you guys Kathy Spencer is a personal friend of mine who I met online we are Disneyland buddies we are very very close friends and we're also close watcher friends so that's so nice isn't it oh I've made so many wonderful friends hi Sabrina I hope so I hope so so bad but I'm gonna have to mentally prepare myself hello Miss Joyce welcome I know you're not a way watcher but we sure love having you here with us Luigi says I was online only I gotta stop calling you that I'm sorry I was if anybody's going rude me that her name is Lou my name starts with a G Amy calls her Lou G I always am sitting in the back of Amy's lives trying to whack them all when she gets a troll along with Mary and Michelle and she calls her Lou G and once today it sounded like she said Luigi and that stuck and I need to stop doing that people hate when I give them today was your first meeting in person Kathy what do you mean here thank you Sabrina and also you guys oh it's okay so if anybody here saw my last video and I'm like yeah my pal Sabrina's back she's doing videos again but I can't remember the name of her channel this is her she's posting right here it's Sabrina's WW success and struggles but she's gonna have more success than struggles but she'll have struggles like Sherry had and we're all have we're all we're all have struggles how many of you are teachers I saw it Kathy I saw it and so Kathy's talking about a picture that she sent me today her and I and two other friends are sitting in the stationery tea cup outside of the tea cups and she and I were quite a big larger than we are now huh cats it was nice and eye-opening I feel like I need to say this and I don't know why you know when you're watching TV and there's a psychic or something I don't know why I need to say this but I'm gonna say it I don't talk about food a lot here and I need you guys to tell me if that's something you need to talk about because I need to talk about things that you need to talk about that interest you or vice versa and since food is not my be all and all and since I mean food every night Steve says what do you want for dinner and I'm like oh we gotta do that again tonight so I don't talk a lot about food or anything you guys need me to let me know if we're okay the way I run the show let me know because it's our show it's all of us Abby have a good time at the basketball game and and welcome you know if you're here then hopefully you're on the page regularly too thanks for checking in and thanks for using my link honest for my heart hike have a great night I need to know how large Abby's family is hi Kerry Kerry straight a muscle in her lower back oh no steroids I'm refusing to gain weight from it because Nina said I can do it all Kerry I love you girl I'm glad that you remembered that but don't put too much pressure on yourself I'm just stubborn like that did they give you a med pack where it lasts more than one day like five pills two in the morning one in the just be careful with the prednisone don't kill anybody in your house okay when I take prednisone I become a tad aggressive and Kerry I am sorry it's so painful oh my gosh so painful I've been having back pain lately look who's here hi Liz you're not really here okay but how's the pact going I'm still chocolate free okay everybody Liz at 23 points a day right there the beautiful blonde with the glasses who she's always kind of cock I I love watching your videos because she sits in her bathroom and she's like just you're such a northern California girl I love you so much and guess what I have not had a single drop I just told all these guys I have not had a drop of alcohol I have not looked at a drop of alcohol but better yet I haven't wanted a drop of alcohol because I feel like a million bucks and I'm so proud of you too it was a great pact if anybody want five kids holy smokes Abby I tip my hat off to you friend you're not really here since we're in California that means she's probably still at work she is a working stiff and good job friend good job both of us good job right and she's always you know it's it's worse for her because she's always got temptation in front of her you know like when you watch the movies and they have those big huge meetings with the 8 foot long tables and 25 chairs hi Jimmy hi Jimmy and they always throw tons of seas candy in the middle of the table and they all scoop it right in front of her I don't have that going on with the alcohol I'm lucky Sue says she's been sober since 479 I'm currently five days of no diet pop at all just water Sue Sue I am giving you a high five a cheers because for two reasons obviously the reasons for the sober that's fabulous in 79 I think there might have been two days where where I was sober and the diet pop my dad is well he's alive he has Alzheimer's if you're wondering why I'm stammering militant AA and when he quit drinking he had never stopped putting a diet coke in his hand it's like if they were to mortalize him in Madame Tussaud's you'd have a diet coke in his hand and I know how hard that is so congratulations that's I'm humbled by that I love when you you know in my video where I talked about alcohol and I said you know nobody has to say anything I'm so humbled and so touched I'm honored by the people who are speaking up so that I don't feel so all alone it's like you know everybody's clutching their pearls alcohol not that I ever claimed to be a lady but I am how could alcohol be a problem it is and I'm not the only woman and I'm not the only lady suits I'm happy thank you for posting that Sabrina is like totally in there for me and Liz thanks we're so glad you're back oh she had both of those things this week Liz Sabrina is taking our leftovers thank you Sherry and you know what look at these hands they actually are working I drop a lot of stuff but there's so much better hi Suzanne you guys are all here oh my gosh it always makes me so happy hi Michelle okay so hi Laura here for just a great isn't it great okay I'm just gonna interrupt this program just for a second Sue says thank you I don't mind talking about my abuse it is something that needs to be talked about more often so that's what I've been trying to say not only about alcohol because I abuse it but it's like my what I'd like to bring up more is mental health and when I bring up mental health people they get uncomfortable you know and it's like if I tell you that I have a broken arm if I tell you that my liver is out of whack everybody wants to jump in and say oh we're sorry how can we help you tell them that the old you know sometimes you have issues it makes people uncomfortable so I appreciate you bringing up something that people get uncomfortable with so much you guys are hi Dawn Dawn I need to tell you something I dropped your key chain on my toe yesterday and it just about broke it Carol I'm so glad Michelle my hands are feeling so much better Barbara all families deal with it they just don't want you know they don't want to talk about it thankfully we're getting better there when we have you know we lost Carrie Fisher who's a huge advocate for mental health there's a couple other good hi Kim there's a couple other celebrities out there right now who are helping greatly no dawn it was a good thing because it made me think of you and wonder how you're doing and mental health and alcohol often go hand in hand right and so people say to me they say you know they give me like the stink I own I try to say I'm not fat for meeting I'm fat from drinking yeah right is she pulling and hand to God it's the truth food is not an issue for me that's why I never talk about food Lou needs a better meeting she doesn't like her meetings I know Dom but I just meant you know it was lovely to think of you and look at your key chain because Steve has it in a place where I often can't access it oh so oh I was okay so I just gonna take a second I can't look at your guys's comments for a minute thank you for being here right now there's 46 of you here right now so many of you are in the conversation which makes me so excited and so happy I have a troll out there I have two trolls who yesterday decided to talk smack about me on somebody else's video who is just as lovely as I am she went on her video and told her how horrible she was along with me and somebody else and I let that one person in this whole big community of wonderful lovely beautiful men and women who are here to encourage each other and help each other and have our online meetings and talk about the things that we need to talk about and I'm so sorry that I let one horrible person upset my day when I have all you beautiful swells isn't it isn't it amazing isn't it great and I'm gonna remember that next time she shows up it's just one it's two ladies they go hand-in-hand and next time I let them get to me I'm gonna think about all of you new guys know I remember all your names I remember everybody who shows up Darlene that's the bummer is she I blocked her from my page so she went to somebody else oh the lightsabers are out so that's all I'm gonna say about that I just want to thank you guys for just being so great and I'm gonna give myself a tongue lashing after this for even letting her get to me when I have so many all the good she'd outweigh one stupid bad right so okay so enough about that oh Barbara I'm sorry petty whackers are the best soup Barbara I'm sorry you know oh my gosh you know we're gonna have to talk later behind the scenes behind the curtain nobody should have to deal with that crap Suzanne says that her counselor your counselor was surprised you didn't drink or do drugs when you say counselor do you mean WW counselor or like a regular counselor you don't drink or do drugs how have you gotten through life sorry pressed enter too soon mental health is a big issue for many of us I'm happy I found balance finally and I'm happy for you I'm happy for you balance is awesome isn't it still says trolls have been working overtime well instead of working over time on YouTube maybe they should get out and walk or drink some water or meal plan they have too much time on their heads but enough about them we're not gonna give them any more energy my point was I just wanted to thank you guys for just being you guys and coming here and talking and about what we need to talk about there's a couple people I've been thinking about lately who are the original I'm sorry I can hear Oliver and his friend dropping things couple thing people I've been thinking about from the original 35 who have dropped off YouTube and I've had them on my mind and one of them was ill and I'm hoping she's okay I need to but I do think about you guys that's what I'm trying to say I know who everybody is and what everybody's doing Oliver I'm I'm live right now so I first of all I want you guys to keep your lightsabers away from kitty and close your bedroom door and do it in there no kitty's in here but she can hear it close my bedroom door please so you can go in the living room because she's not out there come here come here just come say hi real quick with your mask no put it on over here just say hello take the dark side out to the living room what is what does Connor have something to play with okay go on shut my door please and don't hit any my stuff hi Jerry oh Suzanne it's like night and day and you know what for those of you who have left comments saying this I want to address this to you I've had a couple folks say you know Nina we couldn't watch you when you weren't feeling good I just couldn't watch you and you know what I don't blame you and thank you for sticking it out with me because I am so much better I'm so much better and I'm so grateful every morning I wake up and I'm like okay I'm awake inventory time toes are working like they're working eyes are working time to look at the hands boom they're still good and it just it just makes all the difference in the world just like any other pain right hi Laura hey Laura something big happened with Laura today too Laura what what did I remember going congratulations Laura what did you have that I congratulated you on today okay so Darlene loves coffee we're gonna bring all this stuff up Darlene loves coffee there it is it's out in the open I need suggestions on how to like water you know from what I understand coffee is is okay that's what it was she hit her 40 pounds wow you guys are just rocking this this is so fabulous oh my gosh I'm just reading this and isn't it nice to have each other to have these friends online to say awesome and congratulations I think it's so great so Laura we need to tell you about what were we talking about earlier that we were whose day was it to spend with Laura was it Carol can't go back but you guys are all just oh my gosh this is so great because we all work so hard don't we I mean we all work hard we all sit watch our families eat and just have success is so rewarding it's so rewarding oh I hope tomorrow's a good one what I have to do is I have to have all of his clothes laid out I have to put him in bed at five o'clock so I can get him up at three o'clock so he'll be ready to go to school at seven o'clock I'm kidding so there's no hiccups because I swear Monday through Thursday that little boy he does well he gets up each is a breakfast Thursdays are a little iffy they're like just get your shoes on I'll pay $100 if you just put your freaking shoes on and Fridays then always comes to a crash so I'm gonna be prepared by Michelle by Michelle thanks for hanging out so good to see you okay Laura Wonderland is the next we see you Wonderland Laura's coming after you right fabulous it's just also great I'm so happy for all of you oh Michelle thank you thank you so much I thank you Michelle same with the boys Anita I don't understand it exactly it's Friday get out of bed go to school be done with school enjoy the weekend and he knows it's my meeting day to that kid knows smart points to my foods he knows everything about my sue needs to exercise more she doesn't like getting her honey cold just do a little bit don't don't stress over to walk around your living room a few times where do you live sue you know what is when I worked at Lowe's we used to have this group of women who would come in and walk the inside and go around and around I understand that I don't have a big enough house either I get that and even if I did have a big enough house to be honest with you I don't know that I could walk around in my house I mean that seemed kind of redundant bye Tony thanks for popping in it's always so good to see you Indiana I hope to see you soon friend Indiana do you have snow there Barbara goes to the community center they have a track oh how nice I didn't walk today because that crazy red-headed nurse put it in my head oh look at Carol's walking in her house right now Carol you go girl but I you Carol you probably have a bigger house than we do so did you try a Leslie Senso and walk aerobics Sherry's right you know I don't know how you know I understand though I want to say that we have so many options I had a tread meal once I walked on it twice and I told Steve we're selling it this just isn't my game it just it has to it has to ignite some kind of joy or some kind of something and you may be not joy but you know so to keep you go and that's why I go to the park because it's beautiful get the fresh air it's all about the fresh air for me and getting away from the people I live with Leslie San son my friend Cindy and I used to do before she moved Sabrina's in Indiana is it snow is there snow there Sabrina Sue is there snow there but no not yet but it's very cold and windy Leslie said so and you know what is the dreadmill I love it it's okay Carrie don't push yourself and don't feel bad because that's what we all mean when we say life happens don't get down on yourself don't come on you guys help me out with Carrie here you already are in pain so don't let anything else bring you down my friend please it's okay the steps will be there when you can take them when you're feeling good again I know I suffer from here's something that you may not all know Kathy knows this before I lost my weight you guys I had to do Disneyland in a scooter many times I can't believe I just said that I've said it once before I did injure my back at work that is a fact Jack the weight did not help and Disneyland I there was a few times even tonight I stayed at a hotel I'd take a scooter to impact hotel I did I'd take the scooter in the park I am not putting down the scooter people need the scooters but I was so dense in thinking that it was just my back pain and that my weight had nothing to do with it Steve and I were even going to purchase a scooter for my Disneyland trips and then I lost the weight and I didn't need a scooter anymore I know how the pain is and yeah don't don't don't sweat it you've got this things happen Carrie you'll get back to it in no time it's either sit at my bottom while I watch or walk so Carol that's a good attitude Sabrina see oddball I love see and so Luigi loves the treadmill and I love I love all the differences because that just validates other people like okay I don't like it but I like that but I like that so maybe I'm not the oddball Lori says NH we have snow on the ground and it's cold and blustery you have sure freezing here in Philly you were in a scooter today all those years ago when we met was I in a scooter that day that that picture was oh I was because because I remember I thought I was following Patty and Susan in the scooter and then we met up with you something like that but I remember Patty walking in front of me Kim and look at you now you guys if you're not familiar with Kim Bedgood story go over to Instagram and check her out because her story is amazing she's lately been posting before and after pictures so inspirational so motivational so I can do this you can do this we can all do that I understand Carrie you're going to Disney World oh awesome room for one more hi Laura good luck tomorrow let us know how you do okay I weigh in tomorrow too here's to us how what kind of what kind of good luck thing can we put out there does anybody have a what's it called I can't think of it all right Darlene thank you think is so good to you hi says hi girl Friday she says hi there watch rather listen as I'm normally at work your lives but often well thank you so much for popping in I appreciate that I always tell people you can listen while you're driving you can listen while you clean your toilets you can clean your sinks just don't vacuum because that wouldn't worry about very well I'm glad you popped in to say hello I like walking outside and doing group classes we met I remember at French market it's all coming back to me that was in 2015 right my gosh was that five years ago hi Kim Kim I'm so glad you're here oh my gosh okay so I've been doing my after Christmas cleaning which I hate next year we're not decorating we're not gonna decorate no okay and I was vacuuming the hall and I looked up at my Mickey and I straighten them out and like I haven't seen her lately where is she I'm so glad you popped in thank you Carol thank you Cheryl so I'm glad you popped in I'm glad to know that thank you for showing up gosh Carrie wouldn't that be a dream hi Elizabeth that would be a dream I've never been Elizabeth is here she's I am happy getting 4k to 5k steps six days a week awesome having it non-scale victories is what keeps me focused she's currently fighting depression man it's exhausting love you need a Elizabeth Susie we're talking about a little bit of this a little bit of that if you have anything you want to throw in the mix you're free to do so Elizabeth how can we help as a depressant I have to say that I know that a lot of times no help is good help but just knowing that there's people out there that care and understand more than anything I understand I'm sorry to hear that you're fighting it and it is exhausting and I'm gonna be thinking about you and if there's anything I can do please reach out okay you know where to find me and I'm so sorry I'm usually super depressed at this time of year and I escaped it this year and I'm so thankful for that so I'm sorry and all the other depressants here are sorry too it's the worst can you remind me where you live all right what happened with almost something I'm so sorry to hear that oh no Susie I mean it though it's like it's so hard when you're depressed and people are around you and they want to help and they're standing by your bed and you're curled up in the fetal position crying about nothing and they're like they're like honey what can I do what can I do and you're like nothing you know it's just I remember my dad once said if you can't think of one single thing that like if I said to you right now Nita you can go or do anything you want what would you do and if you can't think of anything it's a sure sign of depression so depression is the is evil Kim I'm so sorry are you on the mend my friend I hope she's been in bed tore my stomach in three places I have never even I have to be honest I've never heard of such a thing maybe the spring will help Elizabeth I hope I'm not gonna stop thinking about you are you on the upswing came I hope hi Tracy I had all my glasses on it and I thought the clump of Steve's flannel was kitty over there Mrs. Magoo maybe I should wear him and not be so vain huh it is a bitch Lou we're all here for you Elizabeth hi Tracy it's good to see you we're talking about anything and everything anybody wants to talk about I said earlier that I don't often talk about food because I'm not a big foodie I'm not in fact I'm not a foodie at all but now that that sorry kitty now that the hands are back in business I'm gonna be doing some cook with me's which are always fun I love doing them and I've had a lot of you guys say that you like watching them I have a couple of recipes pulled up and ready to go I have one stuffed chicken recipe by the skinniest dish I think and then I have an egg recipe by a hungry girl and so I think I might do that tomorrow after my weigh-in video I hope I have a good oh my gosh you guys so it's so awesome nobody has said thank you Tracy it's they're just fun you know it's just it's a fun time and Susie I'm so excited we might get snow here in Vancouver Washington next week I hope so we were gonna get any you know when my boy ever gets any snow it's like he just inundates Facebook with it and then after he has had a couple of whiskies and is sitting on the deck in the snow he really inundates the Facebook thank you Carrie oh thanks you guys okay so I'll definitely do that I just there's only a couple things I mean one is super simple excuse me nose itch and it's kind of interesting it'll give me something to do see the whole thing I think I started to talk about people saying that they couldn't watch when I wasn't feeling well but you're still here and I just want to thank you guys for for sticking it out and still being here because I kept during that whole period which it was a long period I know and for me it was like oh I can't do it but it's the only thing I have to do you know what I mean it's like when you have a hobby and it's like if I don't do my videos then I'm not gonna do I'm not gonna have anything to do and that's just gonna bring me down more and more so for those of you guys who stuck with me and didn't subscribe I can't thank you enough because it feels good to be back to myself it feels so so good no itching no pain I'm doing better but waiting on the surgeon you're in the hospital honey I hope so Sherry I hope so Barbara I got one months ago and I still have never used it somebody talked about theirs today I don't remember who or maybe I just saw a picture I don't know and I thought I have never used my little teeny tiny waffle maker that's how important food is to me thank you Tracy that's super kind and we do all have them but nobody wants to watch somebody on YouTube I mean if we're honest right I mean we want to see things that lift us up and and I still tried to be motivating because I was still on Angie thank you for popping in and you have a wonderful night to oh that's right Elizabeth I remember now she's in North Carolina I get to walk in several national forces I'm also a believer in sharing my tribals good for you oh my gosh I I'm like totally giving you a hug in my heart right now I'm because that is like so beautiful and I'm so sorry about your friend I remember now that you shared that with me and I'm sorry that I blanked out there for a minute I hope you'll keep walking in your forests talk to the trees I talked to anything that's around me but you know that I know you know that I'm not gonna be redundant Laurie had way in today very slight game point four but yeah that huge loss last week last week you're like oh I'm so nervous about way and then you kicked a major booty lady you're killing it it's awesome it's not kindness it's understanding totally understand and I only hope that next time it hits me because it will that I'll have somebody around me that understands it's just Laurie that is awesome and yeah we are here for each other isn't it great my gosh Kim that's so horrible I'm so sorry that's great since December point eight and you're sitting here tell me how you've been slacking himself oh I haven't really been in my program I've been slacking look at you liar liar pans off fire and you were able to even have a beer and carried off and maybe a wee bit jealous what's wrong kitty are we boring you oh my gosh I've been talking for a long time I know I'm just teasing it cuz I can look Johnny he is here from the NHL congrats on your weight loss thank you from all of us who have weight loss Johnny thank you so kindly not easy but it's fun and you know what when I say in my videos that I look at it as a hobby it is a hobby it's my hobby and I'm lucky that I have a husband and a grandson who lets me going on and on and on and on about it last night Casey and Jessica made dinner they said we're coming out do you want us to make dinner and I'm like yes a case is a really really good cook in case you don't know Casey is Oliver's dad welcome to you Johnny welcome welcome okay Sue have a great night thank you for popping in so he made these great pork chops and he made they made some rice and some green beans just so you know if you invite me over for dinner and I say I'm coming don't you dare make any green beans because I'm not touching them I don't care if the Queen herself is sitting next to me and the Pope is on the other side I will not touch a green bean so I had only got had seven smart points left and Casey's like and he's fully aware of my whole program everybody who lives with me knows mom's thing is WW wait watchers and he kept pushing mom just have a poor job just have a poor job and I said Casey and I'm gonna change the story so not to as it would be like if you kept saying to an alcoholic just have this I just made this wine out of grapes myself I just squeezed all these grapes have this wine as case that's same thing you're doing to me and you know better man you know better you know I said you just have to let me know he didn't plan the meal the menu till he started making it I said next time you have to let me know in the morning then I can pre-track pre-track pre-track pre-track track track track and and I can partake but I can't I don't have the points for it now I've had a stellar week if I eat that pork chop and something goes wrong on the scale on Friday you will never hear the end of it so I sat with my family I had a wrap with boar's head and laughing cow and I was still part of the family unit but I could wine is good for some folks Johnny it is what did Barbara say I made fresh green beans tonight Barbara I might eat fresh ones with you but don't tell anybody it's a secret so Johnny what's your game tell us what's going on are you a wait-watcher are you watching your weight are you here to talk about wine or just here to hang out with the girls what gives you migraines Tracy wine oh probably because that's what he said wine gives me headaches too so I you know I'll eat your green beans how about we both have some asparagus and call it a day asparagus somewhere along the lines I don't know what happened but I enjoy a Brussels sprout not even sure how that happens I love asparagus though we had asparagus tonight before last and it's so good and it's so easy and I always forget how easy it is it's good Lori it's good stuff Maynard and then I have my better net squash in the freezer from Costco you guys if you didn't see my Costco video and you go to Costco please make sure that you see it because I've so Costco has so many good things right now if you are a premier protein drinker it's on sale for $19.99 carry you think asparagus takes like green beans the only thing close to green beans that I'll eat is the string bean chicken at Panda Express oh you did Barbara see I'm well now that my hands are better maybe I'll try to do it but see I just don't like to Tracy you won't be sorry I don't I'm afraid to hold a knife to cut that bad boy Steve was looking at one at Trader Joe's last time I was there and I said get it and you can help me cook it up but you'll like it so maybe we will how far is the closest one to you Sabrina and Lori oh my gosh Tracy those cauliflower bites I can't even tell you guys how good they are they have cheese in the center the outside is is chopped up some flour seeds dipped in pizza sauce or like that one day I had him an Alfredo sauce so so delicious an hour you're welcome Suze you know what I think since they're on sale I'm gonna get some caramel and I'm gonna make some butterscotch pudding I'm gonna do a video on how I make pudding out of my premier coating for all the newbies see let's go back Johnny says he's lowering his salt intake by 99.9% very good my blood pressure is more normal that's very that's awesome Johnny good for you that's awesome very good oh now I want cauliflower bites I wonder how many points I have left for today but I always have a smoothie the night before way and it's just kind of a ritual a tea and a smoothie girl Friday you you betcha okay so she switched girl Friday switched to the green plan last week after doing freestyle for months the very little success in law 7.2 the first week are you kidding me write the heck on that's our third huge success success story just in this life congratulations I stand by the green program I have friends like a little Liz over there 23 points a day and Angela at smack vision who have slayed the program on freestyle absolutely slayed it Angela's at 85 pounds Liz is over a hundred pounds I have nothing bad to say about the blue program freestyle except that it's not for me I love the green program that's amazing good for you Renee I saw I the Cleo bars on Instagram seem to be picking up some steam don't they I wish I got something out of it besides a thanks Nita I love them and my family loves them and the probiotics are so good for Steve's stomach we love them let's see highly and premier protein and coffee is getting through the afternoon slow yeah it's popular it's popular 7 point I know Sabrina right oh you are Renee people are catching on I think they're catching on to the cauliflower bites to even though I have to be honest I haven't watched a lot of YouTube lately because I found myself and I talked about this in the past but see I watch I've just limited myself to the people I watched when I started watching YouTube before I was a youtuber which was who did I watch the twins of course I watch the twins reruns when I go walk watching walking walking walking walking I'm going walking walking in LA but I had to cut back because I was just was watching too many so I watch the twins I watch Sandy because Steve comes home and says are we gonna watch Sandy and I say why yes yes we are I watch Amy when I can catch her she's been doing a lot of lives lately at Davina of course I watch but I talked to her during the day so sometimes I miss her videos because we discuss things in person and I just had to really pull back because I was comparing myself to people who do things differently than me feeling less than and it was affecting my game and that's part of my whole read Juvenile Jays that too alright let me go back and read I'm sorry it's not all about me Elizabeth the Clio bars so far we've only been able to find them in Walmart they're in the yogurt section they're usually at the end but they are in the yogurt section they're so delicious friend you've got to grab someone try them your husband to boy you guys are having all the luck Tracy's on purple out no matter what program guys you have to weigh and measure everything Renee's at 94 this is our fourth look at you 94 oh my gosh cheers hmm you guys if we just cheer each other we'll have all of our water intake you guys yeah no matter what program just weigh and measure just be safe oh my gosh and what today was your first one Sabrina the vanilla's are the best that I what I do is I have like about five vanilla's a week and then I'll have a peanut butter I'll take the eight points like on my Friday on my way in day when I have some weeklies just for a little thing but I want to order the coconut because coconuts my jam and they do make coconut honey I tasted the honey delicious I think maybe tomorrow's payday I think I might order them online oh they're so good but Kim I think the reason people stall on blue is because you're still eating the same stuff you're you guys the intake isn't going down the calorie count isn't going down Lori's loving purple she's maintaining and loving it it's it's so good to have the Clio bars were sold out it you know what Sherry they're sold out they sell out fast these days they do okay cat the surgeon said if I lose 50 pounds he will do the surgery but we are getting second opinion oh honey that's a lot of pressure on you so Lori when you have it just I try to tell everybody to be prepared it still has that tang I always point back here because I relate the tang to the back of my tongue of Greek yogurt but it's also it just tastes like cream cheese with it and the chocolate is so I'm like drilling on myself that's exactly what I was doing oh with the Clio bars Sabrina who's still in themselves short all right I'm behind here those boys got quite and I'm getting nervous oh you guys I wish I could send them to you hello melody oh your third okay Elizabeth love you we're all here for you so know that okay that's all I'm gonna say enjoy your enjoy your meal gotcha Sabrina thank you Carrie I like it too I got it from a company that's like Lula row but not Lula row a friend of mine my friend Susan gave me link to a gals thing and then it was like one of those things where it was going through my newsfeed and I deleted it and I can't find it again hi Jessica um you know the whole water thing everybody promotes it but I just kind of took it and ran with it as my thing because it just I really saw a difference when I did drink my water as opposed to when I didn't so she does but it's I'm not like this because because of her Renee is yelling over here you are so right that is why I'm maintaining I need to lose 10 more pounds you're so funny you're eating the same calories so you got to bring it down and go in there but you know that Lou says Jessica my leader does not promote drinking water it's so important she doesn't hello Leanne we got to wrap it up soon anyways because I've just been yakking and I got two 10-year-old boys out there who got very quiet I got to make sure one didn't tie up the other you know what I'm saying thank you Renee you know for your original 35 when you say stuff like this after three years it just when I go to bed at night and I think about you know and I have issues and I'm thinking am I doing and it makes a difference it sure makes a difference Harry oh Sabrina you were doing the same thing but see I don't do it we'll have to talk about it and I have to put an end to it because everybody has their thing right and my thing is my thing and I don't know YouTube's a funny weird odd place I don't like seeing people duped I don't like seeing people who are new to the program doing things because they I like to call it the weird of Oz effect you know just because this is something I need to talk about on my next video especially for the people who don't know me people watch people on YouTube again the Wizard of Oz effect and they think just because somebody like me is sitting on here talking and I know you guys don't but like we should listen to everything she's saying because she's on the YouTube as the kids like to say I am just you you are just me only I have a big mouth and I can't shut up so I turn on my computer and I talk into it and make friends that doesn't make us any different so sometimes when new folks join WW and they view a YouTuber that may be less than genuine it bums me out and it pisses me off because WW is a great program and when they get dealt from a deck of cars that isn't necessarily the right cards so I had to just step away and you know hope that people would would know okay which Kim is leaving goodbye Kim I missed you but I want to make sure I know Barbara I'm getting a little nervous which Kim did we miss you guys which Kim did I miss bed good or our hi Jennifer okay Kim bed good love you lady we'll see you soon again you guys go over to Instagram and see her stories it's so inspired inspiring a little that Carrie says I don't like to watch a bunch of exact same people I like different ideas and approaches as do I care I do too Tracy it need I love you and I glad I found the community I don't want to get to a point that I can pair myself to everyone else don't do it Tracy don't do it because all it does is bum me out steal your joy and affect you and you're wonderful in this why can't I talk your wonderfulness we all have our own wonderfulness and I'm not going to say that word anymore you are just you and you do come across that way as I hope I do too I know Sabrina um Renee she doesn't have a channel but she has an Instagram page and it's just under her name Kim bed good and she poaches I think I need some coffee um she posts before and after pictures and let me just tell you she has worked a hell of a program she uh she has done a fantastic job by sues I'm going to go to I need to check up on these boys they're way too quiet you know what they're probably just playing a video game but I don't want you guys to get burned out on me you guys are wonderful uh she's done a wonderful job we've all done a wonderful job but some people have just like she just keeps on trucking baby you know and you need they need the accolades that they deserve you know the people who have who have be and mark be tell mark not to get discouraged I don't want him to get discouraged he's got this we're all behind him we love him he's so sweet he's the nicest man you guys are the greatest couple and I love watching you guys and you don't get tangled up in the muckety muck of anything and he's got this tell him need to said not that it matters that need to said but let him know that he has a lot of people out here rooting for him man totally rooting for him all right you guys thank you Laurie fingers crossed I can't cross my fingers have you guys ever noticed that I have to do it like that Jennifer go get your water I like it too Sabrina I'm always envious of people that have another youtuber to bounce off of it's fun even though Mark's quiet like Steve so thank you Barbara okay I'm gonna go check on these little boys even though I'm kind of afraid of what I might find thank you for your guys's company thanks you guys thank you so much for making my day and I'll see you tomorrow my weigh-in is at eight I'll try to post beyond here at about 10 thank you good night everybody have a great night I love you too Renee see you later