 Good morning, my little sasquatches, sasquatches. My little sweet peas, my little peaches. I'm deliriously tired, clearly. I was supposed to film, I'm thinking very slowly right now, so bear with me. I was supposed to go over with AHF to their OTC, which is out of the closet, it's a thrift store and we're gonna do our little thing today, but Avery told me that she had a lot of stuff pop up from other people putting workload on her, so we're gonna push that till tomorrow. So the only thing I really have going is my barber appointment at 11. Two daily vlogs ago, I talked about Eugene and having stick my old barber shop and how he was there when I needed a new barber and now he's awesome. And right now I'm just gonna go do some cardio really quick and head over and get my haircut. Which as you can see is a hot mess right now. Yeah, it's a hot mess. So we're gonna tame the beast. This is awkward. I'm here in the little gym in the apartment building. Yesterday my coach said he wants me to up my cardio, so I'm gonna be doing 55 minutes today and then actually if I can come back later tonight since I don't have anything going on, I'll probably do a second round either here or when I do my actual workout at crunch. I usually do my workout in the morning, but I don't have time since I'm going to the barber after this, so I'll just do a little cardio to start. I was just responding to a Snapchat message from Gabriel Lewis. Just wrote me a really sweet message supporting me in my competition prep. I guess he's coached some people, some fitness models into prepping for competition before so he knows like how exhausting and draining overwhelming it can be. And I was just saying that I've had such an amazing outpouring of support and love from so many of you guys that like it really has become my fuel in a lot of ways for when I'm feeling tired or hungry and I just wanna cheat or I'm like so sore that I'm just miserable. I'm really, you guys pop into my head now every time and it really is helping fuel me a lot towards staying on track and consistent and pushing even harder than I would if it was just for me. I feel like this time around competing has, because I've shared it with everybody, it has become something bigger than it ever was for me in the past before. You know, it was a big deal to me but I was really just doing it for me because I wanted to, which is still true this time but I also feel now like I'm also doing it for you guys, I'm accountable to you guys. You know, I wanna make you guys proud. Just the amount of support. I even have some people who watch my video and like I have some extra cash I could help you out. I can throw out your way to help you with competition fees and stuff like that. And like it's just really nice and I don't wanna take anybody's money. I just wanna be able to do this and do it well. So I'm trying to figure it out and I know I will. It's just the gesture alone and the sentiments means a lot to me. So thank you guys. I really do appreciate it. I feel like getting emotional in morning cardio. So typically on any day when I go to the gym, usually I'm at crunch. As a lot of you know, I take my post workout selfie and then as soon as I get on the treadmill like that's my time to like do a bunch of socials. So I'll post my selfie and then I'll work on my daily motivation for the post and then I'll just go through probably some DMs and then usually for the majority of the cardio I turn on Gary Vaynerchuk's latest video and I just sit there and watch that and get super motivated and inspired by his videos. That's my treadmill routine. So now I'm on five minute cool down and then I'll be done. All right, so I'm just parked. It's like two minutes to 11. That's when my appointment is and I'm gonna go in and some fiber down. So that's all camera shy now. Camera loves me. I can't help you. You never know what you can do until you try it best. Yeah. All these other ones. Affirm it, visualize it, believe it and it will actualize itself in bed. But what the fortune is, you add in bed and give them in? Perfect. Because your hair lays this way right here. All right, yeah, I'll shorten the time limit but I just have to make sure I add that and it'll give me a little more time. Okay. I got you a ticket, come with me. Oh, stop. Yeah, you down or what? Slow down. All right, good. I just figured if you could for you this whole at a time. I'm excited. Send that to yourself or I don't know if there's any information. So I just, I made a hundred bucks for two tickets. They're the same tickets that you would get for a hundred dollars a piece. So I mean, I wasn't even excited, you know what I mean. I don't know. Maybe you can make a little vlog about that. Yeah. Because it means all the way to go. You're gonna record it this whole time? Yeah. Oh lord. You got an iPhone. You know Mario Kart is now available. Yes, I haven't got it yet. You already got it? It's free. Really? Gary, you literally just put this on. I know, that's why I knew about it. Yeah, he's like, I knew about it too. He's like, good job, Nintendo. Oh shit. White faces. He's so mean. I was so much like he wanted me to do this. Get a lamp and you can tell me. Yeah. What friends are? Mek team. Mek team. You're very spread. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. Mek team. FC than. Mek team.Jason. Mek team. MSRC. There it is, it's all white faces. OK. Give me another guy for me. Oh, man. Oh bitter, no. Oh bitter, yes it's okay. OK, thank you. Oh bitter. Right, you mean. Your stickers, dude! You are awesome. You are impressive. I'll keep all the stickers on you guys. Like pencil just. They just like, put that back on yourself. So I just got here to the restaurant where I actually used to work. It's closed down now, at least down here there's events going on upstairs. So I asked my GM if I could shoot some stuff here for a new show that my buddy Carl, I've mentioned him several times before, we've done a vlog together. He created a show called Plus Life and it's going to be based online on social media and it's around having discussions around HIV and also love sex relationships dating, navigating life as someone who is HIV positive or technically other STIs and really cool things like that. So just a really cool and socially conscious show obviously has a lot to do with what I talk about when I'm interested in. So they asked, one of his producers actually reached out to me a few nights ago and asked me if I could create a little video of like a cocktail of the week that you might see on different shows. They want to do that concept so I'm coming up with a cocktail right now. I'm going to shoot it, try to make it look pretty and then get it ready for them by tomorrow. So that's what I'm going to be working on. Okay so it is 12.30 am and I just finished editing the video that I needed to edit for Carl's new show Plus Life. I sent a clip of it to the producer earlier and he liked it a lot so that's a good sign. It's done, done, done, done, done, done. And I just finished editing my vlog for September 24th so that is now uploading to YouTube. It says it's going to take a couple of hours to upload so I'm definitely not staying up for that. So I'm going to hit the hay and then wake up early and hopefully be able to post that right away. I'm obviously now I'm like three days behind on my daily vlogs so I'm going to have to figure out a way that I can edit these and get them done in a faster way which probably means like less editing of them, actually less cutting and adding music and effects and all that. I'm just going to have to like lump this shit together and put it out which is really hard for me to do because I want it to be good. I want you guys to be interested in it and not bored. But given my time crunch, I don't really have an option, I'm just going to post shit. Alright, good night.