 Plot Talks Radio. tuned into N5D Radio, the next dimension in radio, where we bring you the hottest, in-depth, spiritual, metaphysical, esoteric conversations and news. Get ready for spirit, body, and mind to expand in three, two, one, one, one. And welcome to Quantum Healing with Candace. I'm your host, Candace Craw Goldman. Program was created to assist humans in this rapidly changing world, and its foundation is based upon the late, great Dolores Cannon's work. So thank you, Dolores. We're continuing to be here with us. And also thanks to Greg Prescott and Michelle Walling at N5D.com for making this show possible. With humanity's new understanding and acceptance of the quantum world and the role that consciousness plays in shaping both our individual and our collective reality, we have plenty of subject material. I am a full-time practitioner of Dolores's hypnosis method. And I've had the honor and privilege of working with and alongside of her for several years. You can find out more about my practice at NewEarthJourney.com. And before we get started tonight, for those of you who are looking for a practitioner of Dolores's method, you may find these wonderful people at DoloresCannonQHT.com. That's DoloresCannonQHT.com. Also, if you would like to participate live on the show tonight, please call this number in the US. 646-716-8890. That's 646-716-8890. Tonight is November 20, 2015. And the topic of the show is forgiveness. You know, it seems like there is a lot to forgive in the world today. There's a lot of violence being perpetrated on others, both in groups and on individuals. We have enemies, and perhaps they volunteered to teach us how to forgive. If we learn how to forgive and let go, perhaps anger would not have a chance to manifest into cancer in our bodies. And we learn forgiveness and understanding sometimes when it comes, when we don't take things so personally, but look from a higher perspective, a greater perspective about the things that happen in our life. And possibly one of the largest lessons humans need to learn and found that they've needed to learn is to love and have compassion and to forgive themselves. So tonight we're going to talk a little bit about forgiveness. Until we have some callers come in, I guess it's going to be my turn to talk about a story of forgiveness. So here's a session. Here's a session I did actually quite a number of years ago, about four years ago, and I thought I would share it with you. It's a QHHT session. This is the Quantum Healing Hypnosis Method that Dolores taught to practitioners around the world how to heal many, many things, both the mind, the spirit, and the body. And in this particular session that I'd like to share with you this evening, I had a woman come see me and I'll call her Mary. And she was in a troubled marriage. She felt unsupported. And both the husband and the wife had betrayed each other in a variety of ways. They had decided to open their hearts and lay these betrayals on the table and forgive each other and to try to have their marriage work, but it just didn't seem to be working. And that was one of the reasons that Mary came to see me for a session. And in Mary's mind, although they had both been a party to betrayal, she really felt that her husband was the prime perpetrator, shall we say, in the marriage. And she kind of felt that he had done more betraying than she had. And she understood that they both had to forgive each other. Intellectually, Mary understood that her husband had to forgive himself. But after speaking with her, we found out that she kind of equated her husband's self-forgiveness as something that just sort of minimized the actions that were done, quote, unquote, to her. And Mary's higher self said, you know, Mary has a very, very strong mind. She believes that she's forgiven her husband and she has done so only with her mind and not her heart. Her heart has an infinite capacity for love and forgiveness, infinite. She has only just recently begun to open her heart. She has a long way to go. Forgiveness cannot come from the mind, but only from the heart. She chose this path once again to have a very strong mind. And when she's fully able to realize that she need not allow the mind to control her reality and that the truer power of self comes from the heart, that the infinite love that is available from her heart can come forth and she'll be able to forgive and feel love so strong it will be glorious. Her higher self went on to say, once her heart opened, all of her physical issues would subside. But the higher self also said they would not at that time heal all of her symptoms as she had not yet done the work herself to realize and embrace. They said they had given her subtle clues even earlier that week. They gave her a cough. And then again, after she had another loud and emotional outburst with her husband over the betrayals, just a couple of days before the session, they allowed the cough to turn into a flu to fully descend upon her to really get her attention. They said this was an opportunity for her to release, for forgiveness again, and for time to spend with her self healing. I asked for the higher self to assist her heart in expanding and healing right then. And the higher self complied, but only in a partial way as it stood firm that they would not do this work for Mary. This was the most fascinating session and the most difficult part for me was trying to get the higher self to give suggestions on how exactly Mary was to continue this expansion and focus on her heart, suggesting visualization, meditation, specific prayer, and all were met with a statement that these were mostly mind-centered activities. The higher self kept repeating the focus should be on the heart. The higher self also made it clear that fear was also centered in the mind and was not to be focused upon. Not only the emotional fear Mary carried about possible future betrayal from her spouse, but also about worldly fear. The higher self said that to focus on personal fear or fearful conspiracy theories and earthly matters was largely a mental construct and could be easily diminished by concentrating on love and living from the heart. And the higher self said they had no doubt that by the end of Mary's life, she will have understood the wisdom and power of the heart and that the recent earth changes and revelations in her marriage had begun the changes up to her whether she wanted to walk the path sooner rather than later. So that is my contribution to this evening story about forgiveness. And of course we will be using that term all throughout the night and I'm sure in association with the heart. And what I'd like to do now is take a caller and I believe we have my friend and colleague, Mary Truett on the line. Mary, are you there? Yeah, I'm right here Candice. Hi, how are you? Hi, Mary, I'm doing just fine. Thank you so much for calling in. Oh, absolutely. I just don't want anybody to confuse me with the Mary you were just talking about. Your story. Yes, forgive me. I was thinking that and you were calling in and I know our friend Marilyn was calling in and I thought, gee, I should change that name but in my notes, she was Mary and it was gonna take too much time for me to make her Sally, so forgive me. Not at all, we've not traded sessions yet but maybe someday. Not yet, I'd love to, yeah, that would be great. That would be great. Yeah, I love this topic because it seems that everything about moving past trauma has to, is about forgiveness, whether it's forgiveness of self or forgiveness of others, it's just the work we have to do to move on from sticky situations, whether they're traumatic or challenging or whatever, it's all about forgiveness. It really is, it really is and I don't know about you but I have found that it tends to be much harder to forgive yourself than even it is to forgive others. You know, it's just, it's funny as we were talking about this, I had this memory of myself when I was about 14, I had a very complicated father who really did cause me a tremendous amount of trauma in my life and I never, never, never could forgive him or move past it at all and I was visiting him, he lived in Mexico, he moved down there after, you know, kind of some series of sort of unfortunate events up here and I went down to visit him even though, you know, it was very complicated and hard and I never really felt I could love him or be close to him because of some of the pain he'd caused me and one day he was criticizing somebody's daughter for being kind of cruel to the father and I said, well, she had every right not to be kind to him, he was so cruel to her as a child and my father said, well, maybe that's true and then I looked at him and I said, do you have any idea how cruel you were to me when I was a child? He said, no. And he said like what? And I said a few things to him and he looked at me just completely astonished and said, I had no idea. I have no memory of any of that and it was the strangest thing at that moment. I felt this almost like a streak of lightning go through the top of my head all the way down through my body and the anger and the resentment and everything was just gone. It wasn't even a matter of wanting to forgive or thinking I should forgive or, you know, at that age, I don't even think I realized I was holding on to anger or whatever, I just knew I was hurt. But it was gone and I could never access it again after that. After that, all I felt for him was kindness and sympathy. That's an amazing story. Mary, I wonder was it because of his, you must have looked at and felt his reaction as being a completely honest one, like he didn't know, he didn't have any idea. You know, I think that is what it, I think that, I sort of just always thought it was a kind of a miracle. I'm not really sure why it happened, you know, but ever since then, forgiveness has been easier for me than I think it was before that. Now that I'm saying that, I think I'm kind of lying. I actually, forgiveness isn't always easy, especially forgiveness for myself. But, you know, it was a miracle and I know now that it's possible to forgive somebody in an instant. And so that's why in these sessions, when I say to people, let's forgive or let's move past this, I know that it's possible. And it gives me hope for the most terrible things that, you know, people do need to forgive, that it is possible to move on. There's a kind of a grace that can come to us. Do you find, Mary, I know that I've thought about this issue quite a bit. Of course, in our work, we have to. It's, you know, it's at the heart, of course, of the matter and the pun is very much intended there. Isn't it that humans are afraid to forgive sometimes because they feel if they forgive, they are agreeing to or accepting whatever action or event took place as if they condone it, as if they wish or allow it to happen again. Isn't that part of the confusion? That's some of the thoughts I've had. Yes, I think that's absolutely right. Some people equate saying, you know, that's okay. I forgive you with saying it's okay that you did that. But that's really, you know, sort of tip for tap thinking. You know, that's really as if everything is an even exchange that what you did, I have an equal reaction for that, you know, and that's not always the way pain works. Once you can hurt somebody and not even know it, you can deliberately try to hurt somebody and they aren't hurt at all. So it's not necessarily an even exchange when there's pain involved. And so, you know, my sense is that forgiving somebody has to be really just almost like a ray of light or something. You have to just do it as a, you have to not know what the outcome is because I think other people's pain is impenetrable. I don't think we know the effect of our words. We don't know, they don't know the effect of their words. So, you know, I think that that way of thinking is not as intelligent as it could be because this is something we do for ourselves, not for them in many ways. Exactly. Like the old Buddhist, I mean, people say Buddha said this. I have no idea if he really said it, but that whole idea that hanging on to anger is like drinking poison and expecting somebody else to die. Yes, it goes right along with holding on to worry, you know, praying for things that you don't want to happen, but it seems to be such a human thing that we do this. Do you think that it's learned? Do you think that it's a part of a belief system? I think it might be a little bit, I think people are in love with their anger. You know, I think people, I'm angry about this and I'm angry about that. And I'm, you know, I think a lot of what I've witnessed in the last couple of weeks was people talking about the terrible events of Paris, you know, people are in love with their own opinions about what happened. I'm angry at the Muslims, or I'm angry at gun control, or I'm angry at, you know, or the things that have been happening on campus, every campuses with, you know, I don't know if you've been reading about what happened at Yale and Missouri and hate language and all that stuff. I think people are in love with their own opinions and the angrier they are, the more they kind of get off on it. And I'm not sure that anger ever really fuels anything positive. And- That's a really interesting point. I wonder if the anger is just filling some sort of need for passion in a person's life, you know? I mean, yeah. Well, I noticed that whenever there's a terrible event that's going on, whether I noticed this first when I think it was during the Gulf War, that people were, you know, grabbing a glass of wine and sitting down and watching the Gulf War on TV and sort of dining out on it. And, you know, I'm really upset about the Gulf War. I'm gonna watch it on TV. And people were almost competitive about, because I think that was one of the first wars where we really did have access to it all the time. And people began to be competitive about who was more upset about the war and who's more upset about the tragedies. And so, you know, that's by way of saying, I can't forgive this. This is how deeply I feel this, that I can't forgive what's happening. And I think it's a way to feel. I don't know, maybe people don't wanna feel love. Maybe they think that's silly or hallmarky or something, but people would much rather, I think many people would rather feel anger and, you know, not forgiving others than to feel just love. Maybe it's more accessible. Yeah, it's kind of a rush, I guess. You know, when you give into that anger, be a little bit of a rush. You know, you make me think a little bit about a profound revelation I had in my life about forgiveness. And that is, I mean, 1989, my brother was killed very suddenly on a beautiful April morning by a young man who lost control of his vehicle and crossed three lanes of traffic and ran him over. Wow. And it was, of course, yeah. It was horrifying and it was such a surprise and it was so awful. And the events played out, as you might imagine, in a very dramatic way, you know, in the next several days after that. But it was pivotal in my life as there was this very strange kind of layers to my experience of everything that was going on. I was experiencing this as a sibling. I was experiencing it as the daughter of my parents who were having to deal with this. I was involved in all manner of the final details and the cleaning out of his apartment and dealing. Actually, I remember my father coming to me and asking me if it would be okay if this young man would come to my brother Randy's funeral service. I remember being so completely stunned at the request and subsequently we found out that this young man had pockets full of speeding tickets and it was a terror, a menace, you know, had one of those hot rod cars and was racing, street racing all the time and he lost control of his vehicle when he killed my brother. And it was a strange sort of thing that happened in my family. There was a lot that changed even that day and with that question, the dynamics of the family changed in a really big way. And I remember thinking that there should be a part of me that should accept that or should agree to that, that he possibly should come to the funeral service. There was this part of me that kind of understood that, that was a gesture that might be important to him, might be important to his family, might be important to all of us at some point, but I also knew that the shock was too new, it was too raw. And I was able to think about all of the people who loved and admired my brother so much and to have the person who ended his life right there in the midst of it. It just didn't seem right and I also didn't want to know what he looked like. And so I remember saying, basically, no thank you. I don't think this is the place for the celebration of my brother's life. This is not the place for you to attend. And I didn't mean that as a slight or a hurt, but it just didn't seem like that was gonna be healthy for me, for my family, for others. But it was very soon after that that I was struck with the absolute knowing that I could not contain anger towards this young man for ending Randy's life. And I had after death communication with Randy and I understood, so I didn't hold any anger towards him because I knew it was gonna be detrimental to me. And what's really interesting, Mary, as I watched my parents, neither one of them, at first my dad was quite angry with this man. He was just a boy at the time, he was just 19. Of course, he's a man now. And in the end, you know who my dad ended up being angry at and staying angry for a really long time was for the detective who was on the scene. Not the man at all because, yeah, the detective on the scene did a lot of shoulder shrugging and sort of said that, because my brother was riding a motorcycle, actually a motorcycle that he was just moving from one place to another while his fiance was following him no less. So she got to witness the whole thing. And he kind of minimized it and told the young man at the scene that it probably was gonna be okay because those motorcycle riders could be really reckless. And of course, the detective not knowing that basically this young man had nine reckless driving tickets in his own back pocket. It was really interesting. It took my dad much, much longer to forgive the detective than he did to forgive the actual person who ended my brother's life. Wow, that's amazing. Yeah, I think, and do you feel as if you've now forgiven this young man? Oh yeah, and I did very early on. Very, very early on. As a matter of fact, it took me years to be able to say this out loud. I'm not sure I even said it out loud very often in here. I'll say it on the air. But at some point in the middle of all of this, I made a, you know this because we talk art all the time, but I was in art school and I actually created a sculpture, a carved wooden box. I used sticks and twigs from our childhood home, the garden to lay his ashes and put flowers in there. And at some point, I remember thinking how utterly beautiful and filled with love and how huge my heart was in the midst of all of this. Like I had this giant beautiful love feeling and it was very strange for my mental capacity, my intellect to view this. I'm like, are you kidding me? You're finding beauty in the fact that you're never gonna see your only sibling ever again. I mean, it was a very strange thing going on in my mind, but it truly was the thing that like broke my heart. It broke my heart open. And I understand the value of that and where it's taken me since then. So it was quite a trial by fire kind of thing. I wasn't angry with him. I wonder about him a lot actually, this young man. I wonder how his life has turned out. I don't know. And are you curious? Oh, very curious. Actually, not more than six, eight months ago, I think I tried Googling his name again, but it's a very common name and I found nothing. I didn't pursue it very, very far. Might be a question to ask an SD someday if you're really curious. Have you explored that why your brother was killed at that time, why that happened? Yeah, and part of it was he was done. He was also very awake. I mean, he had already saw the repeating numbers and figured out the game stuff and was talking to me about that kind of stuff back in 1988 and 1989. I had no idea what he was talking about, none. Because I was young and complete. So he was very, he was very wide awake. Here's an interesting thing for you. So on my way out to the mailbox, couple, I think it was a couple of years ago, on my way out to the mailbox, and I'm just thinking about my brother, thinking about my brother so much on the way out to the mailbox where we get our local newspaper delivered because we're out in the country, so we get it via mail. And I open up, it's like a 12-page newspaper and I'm on my way walking back to the house and I'm looking at the headline. And I read and that detective actually had, he was up for sheriff of the county that I was living in. And I looked at, I about fell down on the way because I remembered his name very, very well. And I just, it was very interesting, the turmoil that that took me into because my dad was still carrying around some pain of that, you know, his description of the accident scene and kind of how uncaring this detective was. He was doing a lot more back patting to the driver of the car than my father whose son was laying in the gutter. You know, with a sheet over his head. Yeah. Well, enough of that, Mary. How about you tell us your forgiveness story? Yes, please do. I had such a wonderful experience with forgiveness the other day with a client. So I don't know if you, would you like me to tell you the story? Absolutely. Okay, so a woman came to me, she was from Europe and she was, I think around 50 years old and she had had perfectly fine life, you know, just few ups and downs like anybody. And about five years ago, she moved into an apartment, a house that was her dream house. She fixed it all up exactly the way she liked it and she and her son moved into the house and on the day she moved in, she was the happiest, she said I was the happiest I'd ever been and I finally had everything I really dreamed of. And on that day, she began to experience huge pains all over her body. She couldn't, she began to get choked up and not be able to breathe in her throat. She began to experience back pain, head pain, neck pain, aches and pains just everywhere. And you know, one of those things where she went to every different kind of doctor there was intestinal, you know, gastro doctor, neurologist, blah, blah, blah, everybody to the point where she decided finally that the house must be making her sick. And so she rented the house out to somebody else, moved into a condominium. Then that condominium began to make her sick and she just couldn't find, she could not find a place to call homes it felt comfortable. And the odd thing was when she would leave and go back to Europe during the summers, she felt better and yet she couldn't leave, she couldn't leave America and so she wasn't able to go move back there. Anyway, she, and then by the time she came to see me she really couldn't even think straight anymore. She's just in so much pain all the time. She actually sent her one child. She's no longer married, but she sent her one child to Europe to live with her family because she said I simply can't take care of him. I'm sick all the time and I spend all my time going to doctors and going to work and that's it. And she'd really tried everything. And people told her she had fibromyalgia. They told her she must have chronic fatigue. They told her maybe it's in your head. So she's tried everything. So she came really desperately just help me, help me. How can you help me? And of course, as you know when people come to us in so much pain it really is hard. And we don't know, you know, maybe they are. She kept saying, do I have an entity attached to me? We don't know the answers to this. So we start to work with them. So we got her to her first life where she was walking in a desert and she quickly passed through that life. She didn't really want to explore it. She explained it later when we were talking to her subconscious but she was actually a merchant who had walked, he'd been robbed in the desert and was moving along to the next town and completely didn't care. He said, I'll just make my fortune over again. But in the second lifetime, she was a healer in some kind of medieval lifetime, I think. She was sitting at a huge desk surrounded by all kinds of bottles and glasses and using a feather pen. And she was the kind of client who did not enter the bodies of the lives that she was witnessing. So you and I know what that means. So sometimes when you're doing a pathway of progression the person will say, oh, I'm a man or oh, I'm a woman, oh, I'm a fish, oh, I'm a tree, oh, I'm a whatever. She would just see the people that she was. So she kept seeing this guy sitting at the table and I said, well, can you talk to him then? If you're not him, can you speak with him and ask him questions? So she began to ask him questions, what do you do? And he said, I'm a healer, I make potions. So I asked her to ask him if he could make her a potion to make her feel better. And it was sort of funny. She said, he's very irritated with me. He doesn't know what I'm doing here. He wants me to go away. But he grudgingly agreed and he made her a potion that was a small glass of red liquid and then he got a cream and began to rub it on her back. And she said, he's rubbing me very roughly. I don't know why he has to be so rough. And he wants me to leave. So he gave her the potion and rubbed the cream on her back and she left. So then we went to the last life which was this was the important life. And in this life, she saw a young man standing next to an airplane. And she said, he's 29 years old. She knew right away how old he was. And she knew his name, which was Otto, O-T-T-O. And she said he's a pilot. And she said, it looks like some kind of war plane. And she said, I think he must be a Nazi. So I said, well, let's ask him. What war are you in? What war are you fighting? And she said, he laughed at me and said, what war? I don't know, I'm not in a war, what war? So we realized, I don't know if she realized it, but I realized it was before the World War II had begun. It was, he was a pilot before the war. And so we went up in his plane with him, very exciting, lots of buttons. She loved going with him and they flew over Europe. And he was delivering some things, some cargo to somewhere she didn't know where until we got there. And when we got there, he landed the plane. And he was greeted by a huge group of soldiers. And she said, oh, they're so skinny, they're so skinny. Which is one of those great details that I love getting in these regressions because it's so, I don't know, it's just very affirming to me. And she said, oh, the men are just so skinny and we're bringing them blankets and food. So there were some kind of meal packages they were bringing and these soldiers were doing some kind of military exercise. She thought maybe in Belgium, or I think it was Belgium, she thought. So then we get back in the plane, we move forward to the next important day, which is what we do in quantum healing. We ask the person to move to the next important day when something important is happening or something significant. So we went to that day and then he was 35 years old and he was getting a medal pinned on him and he had completely changed. He'd gone from being this cheerful, happy young man who delivered blankets and meals to being very, very upset. He was a bomber pilot. And he was getting a medal for having killed a huge number of people and destroyed a lot of targets and things. And he didn't even wanna look at who was pinning it on him. He said he knew he was at some kind of German general and he didn't want any part of it and he wanted to leave. So then we moved to the next important day and he was back at home, the war was over I guess and he was at his farm living with a wife and two children but very, very, very distant from his wife and children. He liked to spend all his time in a sort of a barn making a wooden, something wooden and she thought it was an ore for a boat but she said that makes no sense, there's no water. And then I asked her if she thought it could be a propeller. Maybe he was making a propeller and she said that's not possible. There are no wooden propellers. And I said, well yes, there were from the olden days they had wooden airplane propellers. She said, oh maybe that's what he's making. I don't know, but he's very sad and he works on this propeller and then sadly the next scene, his daughter was getting married much too young. He was very worried about it and kept drinking because he didn't like it that she was getting married. He thought she was too young to make that decision. I'll skip over some of that and then the next scene very, very sad. He was sitting outside at the farm and his wife had just died. Her leg had been cut off in an accident on the farm and so he was sitting there with her dying in his arms and then he saw himself two weeks later sitting at the kitchen table drinking and trying to drown his sorrows and then he decides he's gonna leave Germany. He can't stand being there anymore. He can't stand all the, now it became clear that he was just suffering from all the pain that he'd inflicted on others and that he couldn't forgive himself. He couldn't stand it, that he had just dropped all these bombs from these planes and killed all these people. And now his wife was dead, his daughter had also died at that point and he was just very upset. So he moves to America and starts all over again and I figured this must be in the late 40s, early 50s and he can't find a job anywhere. He lives in a horrible room all by himself with sort of a nightstand and a coffee plate or something and he finally finds a job at a church where he builds staircases and pews inside the church and I guess it was a kind of speaking of forgiveness for himself at the church. And then we skipped ahead to, I hope this isn't too much detail. No, this is wonderful. That's why people listen to this show is to hear these details are amazing. Yeah, so then we moved ahead to his dying bed. It was his last day of his life. He was lying in his bed, white haired and he's crying and talking to the priest. And so I said, okay, we know what he's upset about and what he wants forgiveness for. He's upset for all the people that he killed. And what I began to, you know, slowly put together over the course of the session was that my client was feeling all of the pain that not only Otto felt, but that he had taken on of the people he had killed. That he had, through his horror and sadness at having killed so many people, attempted somehow to take on the pain that he had caused to take it from them. Do you see what I mean? Yeah, as some sort of penance. Some kind of penance, yeah, that he couldn't move on with his life and that she, because he was never forgiven for this and never forgave himself, that it carried on into this lifetime, which would have been the consecutive next lifetime. So what we figured out finally was that on the day that she was the happiest she'd ever been in her life, that vibration activated because she wasn't allowed to be that happy. Oh my gosh. You see what I'm saying? So that vibration activated on the day when she finally said, hip hip hooray, I'm so happy. And something inside her said, no, you're not allowed to be this happy. Remember what you did, remember all that. And so it sort of came back to haunt her. And so I thought if I can get him, since we know time doesn't exist, right? So if we can heal him on his bed, then that will ripple across into this lifetime and heal her now. So we got, so I said to him, so I said to her, now talk to Otto and tell him that he needs to confess to the priest what he did and that he's sad about it and he can't forgive himself. And we had him tell the priest how upset he was, tell the priest that he couldn't forgive himself. And we asked the priest to forgive him and the priest said, okay, I forgive him. Then we had Otto try to forgive himself, which he didn't want to do. So I said, all right, let's let him leave his body and go to the other side. We'll see who greets him. And the moment when he crossed over to the other side, I think it's one of the most amazing, beautiful moments I've had in doing this work. A huge crowd of white faceless sort of ghost figures walked towards him and embraced him. And they were all the people that he had killed. And he was just, you know, obviously so moved. And she said, I can see them. Look how beautiful they are. And you know, they were forgiving her. They were embracing Otto as he died and crossing over. And so he realized, I said, hey, now you can see there is no death. They survived their own death and they forgive you. And you don't need this pain anymore. You don't need to take this on anymore. So I think that was a pretty forgiveness story. That is a great forgiveness story. Oh, this works across time, you know. I call my little website healing across time and I do it because, you know, when you heal in one lifetime, you heal in all of them. Right. That's just so amazing. What an excellent, excellent story. Very, very beautiful. How did he react after the session? What was that like for him after the fact? Oh, for her? You mean for the client? Oh, yeah. Yeah, sorry. I'm not thinking I'm calling him a hymn. Yeah, I know. Because he was a hymn there. Well, she was quite disoriented and she, you know, she said she'd lived in so much fear and so much pain for so long. One of the things that's hard for people when they have or challenging, I should say, when they have a healing is that they come out of it and say, well, what if it's coming right back? What if, you know, what if this didn't work? What if it's not real? What if it's, you know, so she began to have doubts right away. And I just said, you know, of course, what I always say, which is you have to not go back, don't go back, you know, just keep moving forward and allow the healing, this healing that you reached for that you now have, you don't need to go back to that set point. You know, it's like when people, people lose a certain amount of weight and then as soon as they've lost it, they gain it back again. You know, I said to her, you're healed. Let it go, just keep listening to the tape. And so I just always say, you know, Dolores told us, listen to the tape, listen to the tape and then you'll keep receiving the healing. And this was only about a week ago. So I have not heard back yet from her. But I will probably be writing her sometime in the next week or two to ask her how she's doing. Wonderful, just truly excellent. And, you know, there's just so many people who probably can really relate to that. If not in their current life, of course, in their past lives and with the fact that humans have been at battle and war with each other in large groups and in small countries and villages against each other for, you know, throughout time, just imagine how that must, it must affect so many people on our planet and many people who have, you know, really don't even have any idea that they're dealing with. Of course, all the aches and pains and all the, you know, I mean, Dolores, I'll never forget, I think it was in my first training with Dolores where we talked about scars and birthmarks, not scars, but birthmarks. And odd marks people have on their body. And, you know, she said if you see somebody with a mark on their back, a mole or something, sometimes it's because they had an arrow there or a bullet and that after the sessions, you know, if they are healed from that, if they experience the trauma and let it go and are healed from that trauma, then the scar will disappear, the mark will disappear. You know, we've got a great colleague, Laurie Paulina, and he's got an amazing story about a scar. He's in the middle of writing a book about it. I hope to have him on a show in January, just some incredible stories about him as a Civil War soldier and some of the things that are going on in his life right now that are so connected with what happened in that life. And it has to do with the scar, but I won't give away the punchline there because it's just astonishing. I mean, my jaw's on the ground right now. I've just even thinking about that story. We just don't have any idea the depth and the layers of all of the different things that happen with consciousness through all the different timelines, realities, lives, you know, all of that. So, well, thank you, Mary, so much for taking the time out to spend a little time with me again this evening and telling us some great stories. And why don't you remind people how they can find you? You're in Maryland. Yes, I practice in Annapolis, Maryland, which is about 40 minutes outside of Washington, D.C., and about 30 minutes away from Baltimore. And my website is www.healingacross.org. CrossTime.com. And I'd love to hear from anybody who's looking for a session. It's the work that I love to do. So, anytime, and I have a Facebook page, which is also called Healing Across Time. Okay, hey, Mary, before you go, why don't you share with our listeners that really cool, wonderful tidbit that you just, that you shared via text and Facebook. The one liner about the crop circle, it's just too cool. Oh, my God, I love that. It's so cool. That session that I have not recovered from that session yet, that was two days ago. And I had a client who was, first of all, a fish. It was so brilliant, the things that she said about being a fish. And she talked about humans not, we are not supposed to eat meat and fish, but that it's okay for us to eat plants. They came here for that. And she said the most brilliant things about it. But at one point, after she was a fish, her guardian spirit came through and her guardian spirit said in a very, very authoritative voice, my name is Athena and I come from the constellation of Boots. And I said, oh, and I thought she was an Arcturian and she said Boots is in the Arcturian constellation. I said, okay, sorry. And she told me all kinds of incredible things. And I got the most amazing affirmation. I know this is a little bit longer than you asked for me to tell, but I had had, she said, oh my God, these chakras are a disaster in this client, this woman, her person that she was here to take care of. And she said, they're all cracked and in ruins and I need to heal them and spin them. She said, I'm gonna, and I said, well, tell me what you're doing. And she said, I'm healing them. And then I'm gonna blow on them and spin them around so that all the chakras get moving again. And I said, oh, well, thank you so much for doing that. And then I said, cause I always do this. I mean, it's kind of probably a bad habit I have. But I said, as long as you're gonna spin her chakras, can you give mine a little spin too? And she laughed and she said, of course, she said, of course, so she began to do that. And then she began to laugh. And I said, what's so funny? And she said, oh, you have a purple crown on your head covered with diamonds. And I said, I do. And she said, yes, it's very funny. It's very pretty. It's a purple crown with diamonds. But what freaked me out was that about a month ago, I had a session with Anna Merkaba, who is a healer who I think lives somewhere in Europe. And at the end of the session, she wrote me about a 30-page message about what she'd done. She said, I have placed a purple crown on your head with diamonds. Wow. And so for me, that was such an affirmation in so many dimensions. I thought it's an affirmation of Anna Merkaba's work, an affirmation of Athena from Boots. I mean, it's just incredible. And an affirmation of QHHD. I mean, it was so incredible. But the question that you asked me was the little thing that I put on my Facebook page, which was I asked her about crop circles. And she said, crop circles are like galactic apps. She said, you know how you have apps on your phone? And I said, yes. And she said, crop circles are galactic apps. Download them and play with them. It was great. Yeah, I loved it. It just loved it. Galactic apps. Yeah. I loved it so much in the way that, I mean, I got it in such a wonderful, of course, electronic way. You know, I got it on a little text, which was just like a little, like meep, a little thing came across the internet for me. And I was so tickled by it, it was wonderful. Well, Mary, I look forward to chatting with you again on the show. You always have such wonderful stories. Thank you again. Oh, thank you, Candice. I love your show. I love you, Mary. You have fun this evening with your family. Love you, thanks, Candice. Thanks for calling us. I'll keep listening. Okay, bye-bye. Thanks, bye. Wonderful, Mary, true it. And I'm gonna waste no time at all to begin to speak to my next guest because I've actually known this person online for a number of years. And I have never spoken with him on the telephone or in any other way in real life. Isn't that true, Mr. Dewitt? Hi, Candice, so good to hear your voice. Hi, okay, I'm gonna try it now. So I'm gonna, I'm going to try to say your name in the best way that I can. So Mr. Dewitt's name is Yaronne. Oh my God, that is so good. Yeah, that is like way better than expected. Like my name gets butchered here so much. It's a Dutch name, it sounds very exotic, but it's really quite common, you know, in the Netherlands where I'm from. And perfect pronunciation, you know. I talked to you a little bit about how the duty are and you're doing it perfectly. And like I said, it's that little, that little bit of European in me. I'm not quite in the same country, but oh my gosh, I cannot tell you. I know we're kind of in public right now, but I am so happy to hear your voice. You've always brought such a smile to my face. You have such a large heart. Yaronne lives in Los Angeles and I have not ever got to spend time with you in real life that I hope to someday. I know that it's so wonderful to hear your voice and also hear Mary's voice because I was just realizing, listening to the stories that, you know, our profession can be sort of a solitary existence, you know, where we just, you know, we see our clients and then of course we exchange online. But, you know, we're in our little, in our own little bubble and we don't get to interact a whole lot unless we're traveling and there's the, you know, the reunion once a year. But apart from that, there's not a whole lot of, you know, face or voice to voice. So this is wonderful. I just had such a good time listening to Mary's account of the session, that one of her sessions she used talked about and it was also nice to hear her voice and to match it to the post that I've read from her online and, you know, I know where she lives and all that stuff. Really good. So, there's not a whole lot of time left to see in the hour, right? You're only five minutes. Oh, that's okay. You know, we could, you could actually, if you wanted to, we could talk for two more hours. So no rush. And as a matter of fact, you know, I should say this out loud, but our wonderful friend Marilyn Dyke from Vancouver, she tried for 40 minutes to call in and she said she's on the phone holding and yet her phone number is not showing up on board and I'm actually going to just read her blog post when you're finished and that'll be our show. So please take your time and chat with me. So no rush. And so the story, you know, the story I know that I asked that I was hoping that you would tell would be the client from, the client from hell story, right? Yeah, yeah. It's a client that I'll go ahead. No, I was just gonna say, if you would just tell our listeners about it, it was an amazing session that you had and you wanted to hear about it. Sure. So I went into using forgiveness quite a bit during the sessions and I've come to understand forgiveness is quite a pivotal thing or action in the sessions for people to heal from stuff and I've also experienced it in my own life. And often when we talk about forgiveness, a lot of people are associated with forgiving someone else for doing something to them. Throughout the years and working with people and also the training I've received at the University of Santa Monica, I did a master's in spiritual psychology to shape my sort of my model of the universe and how I look at forgiveness and how I use it during sessions as often. I look for the judgments that we hold against ourselves because I think that is really where we fracture and fragment our own life. Let me judge, let me pass judgment to ourselves and make our life smaller. So this particular client that came to me with a lot of physical issues, we took her through a bunch of lifetimes. We leapfrogged through them as if we don't know how to go. So we met her as a beautiful young woman that was part of a family that made spells and potions for people to harm others. So she was practicing what is called black magic and she had just been thought, passed down through the family. This is something that they did to pay the bills. So she's doing something to make ends meet. She didn't have any ethical conflict about it. She didn't bump up against her own sense of morality or what she felt was right and wrong. It was just something that she did to pay the bills. So in that lifetime, she was killed by an angry crowd of people because she'd been the cause of so much harm that was done to the community. So they came and got her and they burned her. So in these sessions, we take people from them. We have them look at the lifetime and figure out what the lifetime was. What did they start the life with to learn, to explore about themselves? And as she was reviewing that lifetime, she reported that her lifetime was supposed to be used to learn how to use her powers wisely. And obviously she didn't quite learn it in that lifetime. And she ended up feeling great be more not to shame and not to guilt for all the harm that she had caused in that lifetime. So we moved the client through these stages in the sort of in-between life state and after the review, we see where they go. Maybe they meet some loved ones or guardian angels. As I was trying to do this, she described that she could not move. She entered into stress and she said she was in hell. She was being punished for everything that she had done. And she described this place as a very muddy, dark place with lots of contracted, dark energy. And it was like she was chained down with lots of chains that were coming from everywhere. Seating too fast, by the way. I was trying to see the seat a little fast. You're doing fine. Okay. All right. So, you know, it was an uncomfortable place and I didn't want it to hang out there too long because I don't want it to be uncomfortable. And so, I'm sorry, my computer's speaking. Try again in a little bit. You're connected, just fine. I don't know what she's talking about. She is so polite, yeah. So I'm starting her off, sorry about that. So I didn't want it to be uncomfortable for too long. You know, just look at the scene and then move her out of it. But she said she couldn't go anywhere. She could not leave, she was in hell and that's where she was stuck. So this is, you know, a little bit of a tense area to be with the clients when they cannot move and they're uncomfortable. You know, I care for the welfare of my clients. So I reached them a bag of tricks and, you know, asked her to call on her guardian angel. But she said that there was too many dark energies and didn't allow for any connection with any light. And that she just heard vile laughter when she was checking into this. So I was trying to figure out what to do. You know, it's kind of a tense moment. And then I talked to her about how as people we might be doing things that harm others but it doesn't necessarily make us a bad person at our core. You know, I believe, and I'm sure you've experienced this through your work as well, that, you know, we're all spiritual beings that are having a human experience, meaning we're all part of the divine, we're all part of God, if you know, however you want to call that. So when I was talking to her about that, I separated who she was as a person with the actions that she had done to harm these people. So we entangled the misbelief that actions are somehow descriptive of the value and goodness of who you are as a person. And in that lifetime, you know, she's already stated that she had no feelings about what she was doing in that lifetime. She was quite unconscious about it. She said it was just something that she did to pay the bill. So she didn't really know any better. So what I was doing, I was trying to move right into a place where she could have compassion with herself to see that she was doing the best that she knew how to do. You know, she was living a difficult life. She was trying to pay the bills, and this was all that she knew. It was the best that she knew what to do with the circumstances that she was dealt. So during the pre-talk, before we went into the session, we had already explored that we choose our own lives. And even if we are in a lifetime where we might be causing harm, that the other players that are part of this lifetime might have signed up for that as well to get the experience that they need on their path as well. So that gave her sort of more of a bird's-eye view of the whole situation, and it dislodged that harsh judgment that she was passing onto herself a little bit. And she was able to find compassion for herself in that lifetime. And then we were able to work on her forgiving herself. So she was judging herself so harshly for all the harm that she has caused, which of course many of us would do because we feel terrible for the harm that we've caused. So we worked on her being able to forgive herself. First, she said that she wanna go out to forgive her. So in the next lecture, she was asking for something bigger outside of her, but I reminded her that as people, as spiritual beings, we are part of the divine, we're part of all that is that she had the power within herself to do this for herself so that she could let herself off the hook and that would be enough. So I worked with her to say these phrases to forgive herself for judging herself for being bad and unworthy and evil and all those things. And also for buying into the misbelief that she needed to be punished for the things that she had done. So we kept reaffirming that and going over these self-forgivenesses. And she started believing it and absorbing it. And then we worked on her connecting with the truth of who she is, which is what we all are. We are alive, we are loved, we are compassion, we are kindness, we are joy, we are life, we are magnificent. So we just stated these over and over and over again. And this finally sort of sealed the deal and she saw the chains disappear and the light came in and all that darkness fall away called in the subconscious. And it confirmed that all the issues that she's been plagued with in her current lifetime were stemmed from this tremendous sense of guilt and condemnation that she'd been carrying and that the hell of a self-imposed. Which is always good to hear in this world where there's still a lot of religious beliefs out there where there's this theme I'm wondering about, if you do such and such and such that you're not gonna go to heaven, but you're gonna go to hell. And in this session, it was very stated that it was all self-imposed because she believed that she was gonna go to hell, that she was gonna get stuck there because she was judging herself and she believed that she needed to be punished. And then when she kind of mapped that situation up for herself, she was able to let go of it. She forgave herself and it fell away. She was freed of it all. So yeah, I thought that was a really good illustration of how judging herself keeps you in a tight spot and if you can find the compassion for ourselves and forgive ourselves, we can be whole again. It's such an amazing thing to think that for most of us across the planet, we are raised as children with some sort of imposed belief system from others upon us that at some point, some greater big giant power, usually male and older sitting in some sort of chair is going to pass judgment on us. And in this work, what we find is there couldn't be anything further from the truth. We never, I mean, you tell me if you've ever had a session, I've never had where there's, a lot of people come in with that fear. God doesn't love me, Jesus doesn't love me, I'm not worthy, all of that. And it's always not the case. It's just not, any pain, any judgment, any health that you are experiencing is exactly what you said, self-imposed. Exactly, because as soon as it seems like we move out of this lifetime and we raise and vibration in consciousness and we are with our loved ones, our guardian angels, ascended masters, there is no duality as such where there is right and wrong. It's all part of this big game that we're playing on Earth where we learn to get to know ourselves better to expand in loving through these sometimes very challenging situations. It's sort of like how coal gets turned into a diamond through pressure, that sort of process. I mean, this is how I see it when we're in our earthly life. We have this challenging experience and they teach us something about ourselves. You know, it can often be very hard to accept when we're going through very difficult situations. I have one teacher that would always say, there are no victims, only volunteers. That can be a very harsh thing to hear when you've had terrible life experiences or when you're in the midst of something. How can this be happening to me? Why me? Why is it so terrible? Lots of pain and stuff. But as soon as we sort of look at our lives from a bird's eye, like from the perspective of the soul, we move past that experience and later on we learn, we find out what the experience is all about. It was there to make it more who we already are, to grow in loving. And it's interesting, isn't it, that there's pain and suffering that the human goes through seems sometimes to be so lengthy and so debilitating and so life-consuming. But when you get the perspective from those who are not within this time, space-time construct, from the other side, it's a little bit of shoulder shrugging. It's a little bit of, well, it's not for that long. In terms of eternity, what are you worried about? Just suck it up, get me out of this. You wanted this. I talk with my own clients about, I think I've said this on shows before, but I find myself talking about the idea of, and I don't watch TV hardly at all anymore, but I say to them, I say, imagine if I'm going somewhere in Hollywood, you might relate to this considering where you live, but imagine I go to some Hollywood producer or whatever, and I'm gonna have, I'm gonna tell them a show. Here's my idea for a show, it's called The Happy Family, and there's a mother and a father and say three kids or whatever, and they're all very happy, and every day we see them at the breakfast table, and every day the sun is shining, and every day we get to hear stories about the new promotion for dad and the new, you know, bridge club win for mom, and that, you know, the sunny boy is the fit ball captain and the girl is the beauty queen and the little kid won the spelling bee, and then it's great, everybody loves each other and the show is over, and then next week, you know, the dad gets a promotion again, and then the mother does this and it's the sunny day, I said, you know how long that show would last? That show would last. I think we'll be snoring, maybe next, yeah. If all is clean. We don't want it, and if you as a human being don't want to kind of watch that in others, it tells you something about what you're made of and why you're here, you're here to experience. What's that quote about, you didn't come here to be perfect, you came here to have a messy life? You know, I don't have that. I don't have that quote memorized, but I should. You know, you came here to experience the roller coaster of it. This is, you know, it's kind of why you came here. And then again, you know, there's other people who I've had a couple of clients who have come to have a session and they came kind of for entertainment purposes. They had really very stable, normal, uneventful lives where they really were kind of basically bored and this one gal came to me. She came, her daughter gave her like a gift certificate or something to have a session. So she came to learn her past life and she ended up just going to the Akashic Records and it was a great session in my perspective. She, you know, searched and searched and searched for the most important thing that she needed to learn in the Akashic Records and it was kind of like this game of, you know, hide and seek or treasure or whatever. And she finally, you know, opens this book and she finally gets to the page and she looks at the page and she can't see it and then she can see it. She only sees one word and then she says, all I see is the word now. And I'm laughing. I mean, I am laughing in my chair about that she is, you know, because I'm understanding what her SC, what her higher self is showing her is she's supposed to focus on the now, you know? And when I asked about it, you know, when I asked about it, I'm like, you know, why'd you show her this session? Well, cause she thinks she doesn't have an exciting life. She's had horrible lives where she was miserable and lots of pain, lots of conflict. We gave her this life. She experienced this life. It's kind of like a rest. It's kind of like a vacation life. Vacation life, right, right, right. She's just supposed to enjoy it. She doesn't have to worry. She doesn't have to work. She doesn't have any health problems. She doesn't have to do anything, but she thinks she's bored. She's bored. So she came to have a past life regression to kind of have excitement. Right, and her SC shows her just this book that says the word now in it, which of course we know the SC says, you know, it takes you the most appropriate time in place. So when she sat up and I'm just grinning ear to ear from your perspective and from mine, we could see this was absolutely brilliant and an absolutely successful session. And she was looking at me after I count her out. And she says to me, the very first thing she says is, I didn't have a past life. I mean, it was like, you know, like, I didn't get what I came for. Right. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. Oh, it is so funny. You know, she left. She wasn't like the happiest person leaving. You know, and I'm hopeful as I'm hopeful for all my clients that at some point they realized that they absolutely got exactly what they needed. It's in that section. And that's what Dolores always taught us. You know, you will get exactly what you need no matter what it is. Yeah, yeah. That's really beautiful. I love your parallel with the TV show. That was really funny because I think everybody can relate to them. They're like, yeah, there wouldn't be much to it. You know, like a show like that where it's just like everything is pastel-colored and it's just, you know, just the same and the same and the same. That's funny. Yeah. It's kind of like, yeah. Go ahead. Go ahead. No, no, please. Oh, yeah, what you said about, you know, the suffering and the pain and then, you know, you talk to the ones, you know, the other side and they kind of, you know, the shrugging, you know. And then sometimes I find myself like really sort of, you know, working for my client and making them understand like what it's like to be in this human experience and it's really, you know, it can be really, really difficult and to please, you know, apply some healing, you know, come in and do, you know, make sure that the person is comfortable in this life. So they can expedite. They can do their life purpose. Or again, okay, yeah, sure. You know, we'll take it away. Yeah, but yeah, sometimes not a whole lot of sort of experiential understanding of what we go through here sometimes. Right, right. It's a grand adventure, isn't it? It is a grand adventure and I'd love hearing these session stories and, you know, the very unique different ways of, you know, how people receive the healing. That was really beautiful where you described the Akashic Records book with the now on it. So funny. Yeah, yeah. Well, we're definitely gonna have an Akashic Records show at some point because that's the topic all in itself. Hey, why don't you tell our listeners, you're gonna be coming up in December with a special show all on your own. You wanna give our listeners a little sneak peek about what that show is gonna be about? Of course, because I'm so excited about it. So, I'm, I hail from a Northern European country, the Netherlands, and we're kind of skeptical as a culture, we're very rational. And so, oftentimes, you know, I find myself doing this work, I'm thinking, this is all really true, this is really happening. You know, I really, in its lifetime, I learned to experience it. So that's part of why I'm doing this work. You know, I'm getting this sort of experience spirit and these different realms of existence through other people, but, you know, I feel like this is really true. It sounds so fantastic. So, I, you know, I come into the lucky day, I've had a couple of clients that have fast-life personas that have Wikipedia pages. Like, we would have the session and then they would go home and like enter all the information. They might even gotten their name and like the birth date of birth. And they call me back all excited like, oh my God, you know, I just pulled up my own fast-life persona, this is totally how it was. And, you know, there they can read their whole life story, like they just thought about during the session. So one of these is a client who came to me because she was raised in church, had no frame of reference for any fast-life or reincarnation, and she has a little kid, like three years at the time, and he started telling her about how he used to be a tall German baseball player, and she thought the kid is not using his words correctly, you know, how can he really use to be? He probably tells me he wants to be. So, she listened to her for a bit, and then she started realizing this kid knew an awful lot about, you know, a very specific person, because he was telling her about his friend Babe and his mom, that she used to be his mom in another lifetime. So, she started freaking out, and finally, you know, she found me and she wanted to go past life, and we found out she was his mom in that past lifetime, and the little kid was Lou Gehrig, the baseball legend. I'm already going into a lot of detail about her, but yeah, I'll save it for the, for December 11th. Yeah, but it was just fascinating. Yeah, I'll tell you more about it when we get to the other, the other, radio, yeah. Super, well, thank you so, so much for joining me this evening and telling your amazing story. And, you know, if it didn't come across, I'll say it again, all hell is self-imposed. You know, we can kind of make that statement, you know, based upon what we're learning from, you know, thousands and thousands and thousands of clients and people who, you know, other practitioners who share these sessions for years now, we get together and we share our stories and it just keeps affirming and reaffirming all of the things that our wonderful, late, great, beautiful teacher Dolores Cannon taught us about that. And so, your story was so poignant, and I wanna thank you once again for joining me this evening and waiting on the phone to share that. Why don't you tell people how they can get a hold of you in Los Angeles? And you do a lot of group regression workshops, don't you? Yeah, I do. I really love this work. I love doing the groups, especially because in Los Angeles, I don't know about other places, but there are a lot of younger generation, the third wave of volunteers that seem to be attracted to this kind of work. So, it seems to be a platform for these people to come in and, you know, share life stories even after we do our group regression. So, I do those once a month, the first five of the month in Los Angeles. And then, of course, I do private sessions and I'm in central Los Angeles, even a little close to Pasadena and Glendale, but I do alcohol as well. My website is Source Energy Therapy. It's hyphenated, so Source Energy Therapy. Okay, all right. And you can find me on the floor of the threats page. Yep, you sure can. So, you have a good rest of your evening. Thank you so much for joining me. It's so great to talk to you finally after all these years. I know. Keep for having me. It was great to hear your voice and I'm so happy that you're doing this show. So important. Thank you. Thank you. We'll talk baseball next time. All right. Have a good night. Good night. Oh, wonderful, wonderful dear man that I've known for many years. So Dolores blessed me with allowing me to create the support forum and I've made friends around the planet and Jerome was one of them. His heart is so big. I can feel it all the way across this country. A really truly beautiful man if you have any chance at all to go to one of his group sessions or to see him there in the Los Angeles area. We've got lots of great people in California. Two or three really excellent practitioners in Los Angeles. So one of the things that really upset me about this evening is I could not get my friend Marilyn online. I don't know what was going on. She called in. She tried three times from her end. It appeared as if she was holding and I could never see her phone number and she really wanted to tell this story. So while we were chatting back and forth she actually just the little article via email. And so our dear friend Marilyn Dyke from Vancouver was going to tell us the story but now I'm just going to read it for her because it's a really terrific one. So this is forgiveness in the between lifetime state and its power to heal. Forgiving is in my opinion one of the most important things we can do for ourselves while we are in body. True forgiveness wipes the slate clean and signifies we have truly finished the task. And we don't even have to do it face to face for it to be effective. I've seen people have profound experiences when they have forgiven during QHHT. As Dolores said, motions can't be faked while the person is in hypnosis and it's for this reason I feel that forgiving during a session is so powerful. So the first session that Marilyn wanted to talk about here a female client who had experienced very challenging family relationships all their lives. And these follow a theme of belittling her our lack of respect, support, and even validity from their closest family members in this life. Those who we would naturally think would be on our team to support us have not been there for her. So this particular client was an accomplished professional who worked with individuals to improve their lives. And she actually would call this person a healer. She had a total of three sessions with her working on other issues as well. And she found that she received more benefit from one session that she has in years of traditional therapy. So during the interview, Marilyn explained how we plan our lives and ask those close to us and our sole cluster to place certain parts in the incarnation to help us learn. And I explained that those who accept the role of villain in our life are often our closest friends who love us the most on the other side. Marilyn is speaking here. I believe these souls agree to play these roles for us not because they sincerely want to help us grow. I believe these souls agree to play for us because they sincerely want to help us grow. I would imagine it would actually be very difficult for them. I mean, think about this for a moment. Think about a person in your life now who you love and trust unconditionally. It may be a parent, a child, a partner, a friend and imagine them to hurt them physically, mentally, or emotionally. How do you feel about this? Is this a part you would jump at the chance to play? I wouldn't, but in the spirit state, another soul will volunteer to play this villainous role because they love us and they want to help us learn to evolve and ultimately, it is hope that we will forgive. So after Marilyn explained all of this to her client, she's shot back with, oh, Marilyn, that just doesn't help at all. During her first session, there weren't any opportunities to forgive, but in the second session, she was overjoyed. I went after exploring a past life, she found herself at the point where she was pre-planning the life she's living now. Marilyn hadn't asked her to go there, but the SC automatically took her there and this confirmed for me that it was something she needed to understand. So this particular client is in the spirit state and identified all her close relatives in this life as being her closest soul group members in this pre-planning stage. And Marilyn can feel the excitement and joy she was experiencing just connecting with them again in this form and after the roles had been cast and everything was set. I asked the client, what are you feeling? What is the overriding emotion as you look at each being in this group? Said overcome with tears. And in that moment, Marilyn knew that she got it and she was on her way to forgiveness and lasting healing. And after her sessions, she began a new life that she's now happy and self-assured and busier than ever in her career and social settings. Her family members are still there but no longer have the emotional impact they once had over her with some of the rally. And with some of them, the relationship has improved. And she tells another client, a very sweet gentle soul in his mid-70s wanted to find out what the purpose of his stepfather was in his life. Although decades removed this man could still feel the hatred directed towards him as a child, I will never forget this question. She says, I want to know why my stepfather hated me so much. I've never hated anyone the way he hated me. So Marilyn then explained to him how we see the roles fill in place in our life much more clearly in this in-between lifetime state. And forgiveness is so much easier when we can step back and see it from that perspective. So she asked, would you like to forgive your stepfather today? And he said, oh no, I couldn't possibly do that. I just wanted some understanding of the situation. So for this man, forgiving a stepfather was completely out of the question. So Marilyn writes as a practitioner, you can never know exactly how a session's gonna go so it's important for the client and the practitioner not to have expectations but she couldn't help but hope that he would encounter an opportunity to forgive and put the relationship with the stepfather to rest once and for all. So it's like what Havett, after he explored a past life, he found himself in that magical in-between lifetime state. And when you watch a client's face, while they're greeting long lost loved ones, it just lights up the room. And the client was overjoyed at seeing so many close relatives, the happiness just radiated. And after he greeted grandparents, parents, and many others, I asked him if anyone else is there, he took in a huge breath. Surprised at seeing his stepfather coming towards him beaming with love and he said, you know what, he's so proud of me and he loves me so much. Oh, how could I not see that? This man was expressing through tears how he understood that this very dear friend was his most loving supporter, helping him to learn. And when Marilyn asked if he could forgive his stepfather now, he replied, you know what, there's nothing to forgive. He did exactly what I needed. You can imagine the relief the client felt after forgiving and letting go of all of that heavy emotional weight. It's such an honor to be able to help someone reach this deep level of understanding and forgiveness in session. So that was the amazing session of Marilyn Dyke who she really wanted to tell us that story herself and just could not get through on the technology. So maybe next time. And actually, I would have asked Marilyn too. Marilyn's gonna be on an upcoming show in December with a good friend of hers and another QHHT practitioner who is a astrologer and we are going to talk about Dolores Cannon's astrology chart. How cool of a show will that be? So let me see, we had a caller holding a little while ago but I think they either dropped off or checked their calling status or their questioning status though. So what I'd like to do now as we kind of wind down the show is a couple of things. The first thing I'd like to do is I'd like to read a Dolores Cannon blog. Dolores Cannon blog on forgiveness. Dolores taught us this very simple method of forgiveness but she also spoke about this with others in lectures and book readings and et cetera. And so here is her public blog on forgiveness. Dolores writes, people at my lectures are always asking me what to do. What do they have to do in order to ascend to the next dimension and move to the new earth? They, in quotes, have said there are two key things to let go of for the transformation to take place. One of the two things to release is fear. Fear is an illusion yet it is the strongest emotion that a human can feel. It must be released or it will hold you back from transformation. Think for yourself, do not give your power away to anyone. Make up your own mind and discover your own truth. Do not let fear cloud your judgment so that you cannot think for yourself. Transformation from this dimension to the next requires that you be free of fear. And the second thing you must let go of to experience evolution and transformation is karma. And we know that that is ending in our life now. We are accumulating or we accumulate karma by living many, many lifetimes on earth often with the same people repeating the same mistakes. This explains the term, the wheel of karma. We all have bad things happen in our lives as part of what life is about. And I found that we agree to experience these things and events in order to learn from them. And if you've learned from a thing from a difficult experience, that was the reason it happened. Transformation is a process of releasing fear and karma and it's not always easy. During my lectures, I give people an exercise they can use to release karma and assist their transformation. You do not need to confront the person you have karma with to speak to them face to face. They may not be available. They may have left this world already. Before this incarnation, you made a plan for what you hoped to achieve in this life and agreed to the contracts with many souls to play parts to oppose you on this earthly stage. Transformation can be brought by releasing any negative karmic attachments. So here, Dolores's procedure. Picture the person you have difficult karma with in your mind standing in front of you, say to them, we tried, we really tried. It's not working and I'm tearing up the contract. I forgive you, I release you, I let you go. Go your way with love and I will go mine. None of this is easy, but it is essential to grow and realize the beauty of transformation. And that is the Dolores Canon forgiveness process. And I'm gonna take another peek here over at the callers and see if anybody wants to ask a question or tell a story and I don't see anyone with their hand up. So what I'd like to do now is just one more thing. I'd like to read a meditation, a beautiful meditation by one of our community members, one of the people in the original Dolores Canon QHHT support form community. Her name's Linda Frohlich and she is from Michigan and she wrote this beautiful forgiveness meditation process. And so maybe some of you out there have somebody that you have conflict with or somebody that you have a bad experience with. Maybe you'd like to think about this meditation helping you, this is from Linda. For those of you who've had a hard time meditating because you cannot steal your conscious mind, this is perfect because it allows conscious involvement in the beginning and over time. And more silence can be achieved and expanded as the mind becomes still. It is in the stillness where we commune with the divine in the higher self, so we begin to merge with it. Linda says, I developed this meditation over the last year. It is designed to deepen our connection with our higher self, with each other, all of humanity and all of life everywhere. The mantra gives direction to the mind and that's the beauty of meditation. It's a wonderful tool for our spiritual growth and expansion. It does not have to be difficult, cumbersome or even take a lot of time. It should be an enjoyable experience where the benefits are not only felt during the meditation but also more importantly throughout the entire day. Simple and sweet is best. You do not have to sit cross-legged or in a lotus position, just find in a comfortable place, feet on the floor, fine and neck straight, arms sitting gently at the lap or at the sides. You may lie to candle or incense or use crystals, anything at all if you wish, but it's not necessary. The atmosphere you feel most comfortable and helpful to you. So if you'd like, please join me now to do this. So with eyes open, take a deep breath in through the nostrils to the count of five and then hold for the count of five and then exhale for the count of five, pushing all the breath out through the mouth. Repeat this breathing three to five times. In for five, hold for five and exhale for five. Feel any tension leaving your body through each out breath, center yourself and breathe regularly and close your mouth and your eyes and smile. Bring in the attitude of gratitude and count your blessings. Start by being thankful for the new day, for the new opportunity, for growth and expanding and understanding and being positive and service to life, whatever and whatever it may be for you. Thank your body for all it does every day. Your body's your partner, you need to thank it. This is also a good time to reinforce healing. Think of your higher self, your teachers, your guides, people in your life situations. However long or short the list, you need to be thankful for whatever it is every day. We remind ourselves when we reinforce how blessed we are every day. Next has an exercise that may be done only once a week or every day if needed during a difficult time for forgiveness and here you go. To all of those who have heard or harmed in any way, consciously or unconsciously, intentionally or unintentionally in this life and all others, I'm sincerely sorry, please forgive me. To all of those who've heard or harmed me in any way, consciously or unconsciously, intentionally or unintentionally, I forgive you. Therefore I forgive myself for all my mistakes, my imperfections and my weakness. I choose to live free of the negative programming, the judgment and the fear-based reality and live according to that which I really am. To divine, experiencing a human embodiment. Let me bring forth that love and light and the bliss to share with all. And so here is a mantra that Linda also teaches us. You can repeat this 20 to 25 times and smile when you say it. Here is the mantra. Namaste, Prima, Seva, Anand. What does that mean? Well, Namaste, you've heard that before. I recognize and honor the divine source in you that is also in me. When we're both in this awareness, there's no space between us and we are one. Prima is the divine unconditional love. Seva is service, in this case, divine service. And Andand is the bliss. Should be expanded to feel the vibration in the throat. There you go. Bliss is the expression or emotion of being immersed in divine love. So this mantra means the divine and ultimate realization. We are all one, living as unique individual souls. And when we dedicate our lives to loving service, raising our vibration and frequency to that level, to the uplifting and enlightening of our lives, then we will merge our intention with the higher self. And as a result, we will experience our natural state, find love and its expression, which is bliss. There's nothing in our earthly experience that can compare to the state of mind and being. This is within us all. So why use the Hindi language? Well, the whole concept can be incorporated into just a few words. The language is beautiful and melodic, which aids the meditative state. So if you're gonna try this mantra, try to be quiet for about 10 minutes before. Nothing to think, feel, or do. Just be still and silent, just be. And then do the meditation with the mantra in 20 minutes or longer if time is waited. Or if more time is wanted, excuse me. And at the end of the silence before opening eyes, take a second, set the intention to carry this feeling forward throughout the day. It's really a beautiful one. And if you find yourself in moments of anger, irritation, just repeat the mantra silently to yourself for a few times to redirect your thoughts. And while falling asleep, it also can carry into the sleep state. So remember, this beautiful mantra is namaste, prima, seva, anand. And that's from the beautiful Linda Frohlich in Michigan. And so I'll check one more time to see if there's anyone who has their hand up and they do not. So I think that's it for the show tonight. I wanna thank you all who've tuned in, who've called in, who've bothered to listen tonight or in the future in our archives. Thank you so much for joining us. The world could really use forgiveness. Those in our lives could use forgiveness. But most importantly, please remember to forgive yourself. If you can forgive yourself, you'll find it easier to figure about others. So thank you so much again. And I'd like to remind you again, those of you who are looking for a practitioner's Dolores's Method, you can find them at DoloresCannonQHT.com, that's Dolores Cannon. And the letters Q-H-H-T, all in a line dot com. And you can find out more about my own practice of Q-H-H-T at NewEarthJourney.com. So please join us again next Friday where we'll have another amazing show lined up for you. Good night, thank you so much. God bless.