 So nihilistic thoughts pro or against I'm not sure I find myself constantly oscillating between wanting to help people and like honestly trying to take them to The same journey that I went but on the same note what I learned taking this journey was that It's pointless. You know, you could reach any sort of Destination financial Spiritual whatever it may be you're not gonna be any happier or Any more fulfilled by the destination the only thing that actually makes you happy is Just the feeling of pushing through and going forward forward and just not really stopping so on this note What I feel is very important here to to point out is that I Don't really know what to talk about. I don't really know how to communicate this to you that I can make a million different videos about a million different topics but it's really about the the decision of I've had enough I Don't want to Live this way anymore This has to change. I'm not gonna Nothing else matters anymore besides me getting The change in my life a positive change hopefully This is the only mindset that Actually moving me forward and You know, I'm a motivation junkie. I like that shit, you know, I love watching I loved at least in the past watching motivational videos and You know reading articles reading books and just looking for that pearl of information That's just gonna make me feel so inspired and so motivated to take action, but It never works. It just it never fucking works What did work for me was pain Was suffering was not being able to take any more of what I had and That led me to take very drastic decisions and change the entire way. I've lived and Sacrifice shit and move shit around That's really the only thing that truly truly truly led to change in my life and massive change Basically every single goal I've had today until this day I've accomplished so goals are actually lowering in their frequency Because there's not much pain anymore there and it's more coming from a place of giving and just abundance So again, this video is very circular I'm not gonna help you no coach or teacher or Video or book or article is gonna change single iota of who you are Nothing's gonna change you. The only thing that actually changes you is the decision Fuck this shit. I've had enough and just dropping everything starting over and taking massive risk and You know just going for that thing in your gut They're just telling you, you know, this is it as dumb as it sounds and I can't even tell you that it's nicer on the other side It's really not, you know, you can have as much money as you want or be as successful as you want You know relationships, whatever it may be, you're not gonna be happier from that so The pain decision to stop everything and jump forward Even that is circular because you're not you're just going to do that and You're just gonna get disgusted with the next situation and you're gonna do that again and again and continuously build and expand so So I recommend you start looking at life more as this continuous stream of ups and downs and Trust that life is gonna take you to where you need to go Take these opportunities when they present themselves, but don't stress when you don't see them because As long as you are aware of Wanting to become better even if you're just landing on landed on this video. This is a sign That you're destined for greatness that there's something inside of you That really really wants to change especially if you listened all the way for this video so Again, if you have any questions feel free to ask me I'd love to help you perhaps sort of your head a bit on this journey and either kick start your way to becoming successful or help you find two of the things you've been doing because most people Kind of go like a car on first gear rather than like full throttle ahead And it's really the most basic differences. So again, if you have any questions feel free to ask So for your subscribe comment like dislike whatever just do something Don't be a spectator. Okay Talk to you soon