 You know, it's a brotherhood, it's a sisterhood, however you want to put it. Then I was sexually assaulted at Fort Knox and it was not that way anymore. I always thought military sexual trauma was a physical thing. But when you experience a trauma, then you start blaming yourself. Good things happen to good people, well bad things happen to bad people. So you start having this warped perception on things. It was very isolating, so much that I don't think I really talked about it for several years.