 Talk about self-forgiveness. Yeah, self-forgiveness. A lot of times when, as Francis was saying, when there's anything that's kept inside or unconscious gets projected out, oftentimes it gets projected onto the person that you think you are. And so there's a sense of self-hatred, self-condemnation, being overly critical with the self that you believe you have been. And so, in one sense, self-forgiveness is really loosening from identification with the self that you have believed you are. I've had examples in my life where I would work with somebody and one time this friend contacted me and he said, can you help me out? He said, I've got this really vicious love triangle going on. This vicious triangle. There's all kinds of jealousy and envy and possession and all kinds of things going on like this. And he described it and everything. And he said, can you really help me with this? I was living in my little peace house and since night at the time I said, why don't you bring the triangle down to me and I'll see what I can do. And he said, I don't think the triangle is going to want to come. I said, this is a vicious love triangle. I don't think they're going to want to come. So I said, well, I'm going to be going on some travels. I'll be coming up to your town. So I will come up and join with you in the triangle. It was him and two women. It was very vicious. So I stopped off and of course brought my movie watch, This Guy to Enlightenment, but I got my back in those days before everything's going digital. We had DVDs. My case of DVDs. So I thought, well, let's see. What shall we watch? Maybe like Fatal Attraction. I think it's some movies we could all sit down and watch together. But no, we ended up watching Vanilla Sky. If you've ever seen this Tom Cruise movie and it's a love triangle. It's a twisted triangle with Tom Cruise and I think Penelope Cruise and Cameron Diaz. So anyway, I sit down in the living room at the triangle to watch Vanilla Sky. And I only got halfway through the movie because one of the women, she would never say an unkind word. She would never speak an unkind word. But her defense mechanism was there was still guilt, a lot of guilt in the mind. And her ego method of choice was projecting not on to other people and yelling and screaming and everything. It was on to the body. So we get halfway through Vanilla Sky and this woman is literally paralyzed. Half of her body has literally gone numb. She's watching the movie with me and the rest of the triangle and she's like, so we had to stop the movie. I had to go out and do a one-on-one session with her. Healing session. She was literally half of her body was completely numb. Then the other one was just raging and screaming and shouting. She was much more into the projecting on to others. But the self-forgiveness is really starting to see the self-concept that was made in hatred and let it come to awareness so that you can release it to the Holy Spirit. And in this case, that was the purpose underneath watching the movie together was to let the emotions, whatever they are, jealousy, envy, anger, whatever, let them rise up and start to get in touch with what identifications are going on that's generating all these very egoic emotions and let them go. So eventually we were able to restart the movie and continue on. And what's how the triangle started was they were talking about having an open relationship and how open-minded they all were, open-minded, open relationship. And then it's like talking about walking into the egoist trap like, okay, and then they got into it deeper and deeper and it got more and more vicious. And what it came down to was time. They even had agreements about, okay, open sex and all these different things, but then it was coming down to how much quality time are you spending with this one versus that one? It still always comes down to time. Linear time is what the ego made up to deny eternity and beneath all the issues around possessiveness and sexuality it was the self-concept rooted in time that has to get exposed in order to have that self-forgiveness. So one of the movies in Movie Watcher's Guide to Enlightenment is called Dark City. And that's a spectacular, it's kind of like a Course in Miracles movie that's made in Australia. Pretty intense and pretty dark until in the end the upside-down world gets turned right side up to the light and everything heals in the blazing light. It's very beautiful and graphic how it's kept dark by being turned away from the light and then everything's turned to the light and everything heals. So it's, yeah, it's beautiful. If you're open to it, you know, you start to realize that the forgiveness is always available but it just requires you accessing the darkness and then allowing it to be raised up. So that word allowance we talked about last night at dinner is so key to the whole process. But it works. It really works.