 think that I'm lucky because I do know what my life purpose is but I heard it I think it stresses people out to because a lot of people are like I don't know what I'm gonna do with my rest of my life I don't know what my life purpose is I don't know the reason why I'm here and when people I think I'm lucky because I know what I want to do until the day I die but most people I think they get stressed out because they don't know what they want to do until the day they die and so I heard explain one time where it says there's there's jackhammers and there's hummingbirds I'm a jackhammer jackhammer they figure out they want and they just go at it as long as they possibly can and they just put every ounce of energy into it most people though are hummingbirds and a hummingbird will go to a flower and they'll stay there look at all the nectar that it can out of it and then move on to next flower and we'll get all of that can out of it and it'll go on to next flower and so some people can have an overarching most people feel like I have to have this job I have to have this thing that I'm doing that's that's the purpose for that's my life you can have an overarching goal or purpose for your life but don't have to do the exact same thing forever and so some people can spend you know you don't have to worry about your what you're gonna be doing until you're 80 years old just worry about you can be doing for the next six months or two years or three years and say okay this is my purpose for the next two or three years I'm not sure how this this overarching theme of my life this overarching purpose is gonna work out but if I just if I know that this is what's bringing me purpose and this is making me happy for the next year two years three years you might get to the end of those three years and go I got everything that I wanted to just like a hummingbird would and you just move on to the next one and it's like Steve Jobs says you can never connect the dots looking forward you can only look backwards after you get to a certain spot and say oh now I understand why I had to go to all of those different flowers and it was to get me to where I am right now