 If you wanted to turn around and talk to the younger you who just got that deal, who was in New York about to sign and you know that person about to come to you with the perks, whatever, what would you tell that kid? Because there's a lot of kids out there who's about to go in the same situation. Oh, I love this question only because I thought about that, like, I wish it was somebody, but if it was me, like, talking to me, I feel like I just tell myself, like, I'll show them. I'll go to YouTube and show them the withdrawals, like, I'll show them people talking about the withdrawals. I'll show them, like, this stuff, like, it's pros and cons to this, only, like, you're going to be feeling like this for this, but you're going to be feeling like that for that, so I'm saying. Yeah, we on Boss Talk 101, 101. Yeah, we gonna talk. I noticed whenever I asked you about why did you choose to get baptized, you started to tell us, but you swerved and went to something else but you didn't finish. But no, is it because, like you were saying, all the things that you were going through and you said the preacher was, seemed like he was talking to you, talking to your spirit. Oh yeah, that's what I said. I said, it was like my partners had started done and then I had wanted, I was like praying for this moment, like, to get off perks and just be back to my regular self before the deal. So you were just moved to go up there and do it? Yeah, oh yeah. Was you ashamed when you got up there? You didn't think about it. No, no, it's just like, I didn't even fit, I didn't even know I went up there. I just was up there and I was like, damn, like, cause where I was sitting there, I was like, damn, they're in the middle of the church and it's so big, like the preacher thing up there. And I was like with my sister there and my girl and like my family and shit. And then I had just got up. It just, something got me up. I don't even know, I don't, I told them that I was like, bro, I didn't even fit cause I don't never get up. I don't never be like, all right, I'm finna go up there. For what? So I'm saying like, I don't wanna, I was too much me. So do you believe in the spirit? Because everything that you telling me is sounding like the spirit just moved you. Yeah, I believe in it only because like, it's certain stuff that don't happen that I don't feel like it wouldn't happen like that if it wasn't no higher power like, you see what I'm saying? So I just feel like that. But. So getting baptized and giving your life, what has changed for you? What changed? Can you know people always say when you decide to give your life up to Christ, you know, you're supposed to have a different mindset on going forward. Yeah, I'm gonna say something though. I know you're going back to that. Yeah, I'm gonna go in on y'all cause y'all that's crazy. I don't know, I don't know if nothing changed. I'm gonna tell you something. Most people when people go through a change or transformation, if they go through something, a lot of times people be wanting to see a change right away. But over time, over time people change. It don't be something to where, it don't be something to where basically you just, you know, you just, this person all of a sudden they just change the name to never the same again. It happens like that sometime, but sometime it don't. And so at the end of the day, as you go through your transformation, as you grow, I'm here for you. That's the way it's supposed to be. Yeah. It's just like, I'm grinding to get to that point. You see what I'm saying? Like I'm grinding to where I can just get everybody out of the city and everybody be comfortable to do what they want to do. You know, like my family and the people that stay down with me, like, even when, even with the era that I just was selfish and was on pills, you know what I'm saying? Like even the people that still was rocking with me and believed in me, I felt like I need, I owe them. You know what I'm saying? Because it's a lot of rappers out here that are star rapping, like get somewhere, even though you don't owe nobody nothing, like you doing it for you or whatever your purpose is. I just feel like it's a lot of rappers out here that are started and then get selfish and then get on drugs and then they turn to nobody. You see what I'm saying? So I'm still young, I'm 23. So I'm saying I can get like 25, 26 and still be and then try to make a comeback and now it's gonna be ugly for me. So if you wanted to turn around and talk to the younger you who just got that deal, who was in New York about to sign and you know that person about to come to you with the perks, whatever. What would you tell that kid? Because there's a lot of kids out there who's about to go in the same situation. Oh, I love this question only because I thought about that, like, I wish it was somebody, but if it was me, like talking to me, I feel like I'll just tell, like, I just tell myself, like, I saw him. I go to YouTube and show him the withdrawals. Like, I saw him people talking about the withdrawals. I saw him like, like this stuff, like it's pros and cons to this only, like you gonna be feeling like this for this but you gonna be feeling like that for that. So I'm saying, and I saw him like, okay, boom, just step back and look around. You in New York, you hear you, Rye Wave right here, Rye Wave ain't nobody right now. So I'm saying you in a label with Rye Wave, y'all. Everybody is nobody, nobody is nobody. Little TJ ain't nobody, there's nobody right now. Everybody just around. It just like, they chose a path and I chose a path. So I'm saying, so it was just like, I just tell myself, like, I just feel like I had to show him, like, where everything gonna be. So I'm saying, like, I just feel like I had to show him and I tell myself a lot, I tell myself to talk to my little brother name. So I'm saying that I feel like they wouldn't have never been in jail. Like, we just trying to be where my daddy name was, but I don't feel like, so I'm saying. It's not the right path. It's not the right path, but I'm like, my daddy name used to tell, we used to get in trouble for wanting to game bang and saying blood only because my daddy was trying to find another way out, but we didn't understand it. So you know what I'm saying? Like, we didn't understand it. So, you know, like as a kid, when you tell somebody something, don't do something and make you want to do it more. So I'm saying, like, just when you not around. So I'm saying, so it just like, when they weren't around, it just like we felt deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper. I would have just told myself like, the money. So you know what I'm saying? Like that's, I ain't gonna lie. And that wasn't a big thing for me either. Like I ain't gonna, like a lot of rappers probably get up there and be like, I was trying to get some money. Like I was in my situation, but I felt like, I felt like that's how it was because I was in a sense of baby. So I'm saying, so the situation that it was, it was just fun to me. So I'm saying, like when I got around suburb people, it wasn't the same vibe as in the hood and struggling and having stuff and going to people house and waking up and just having stuff trembling. It wasn't the same vibe as being, having nothing in the hood. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one, one on one. Yeah, we gon' talk.