 Don't let me drown It's Saturday being complete cunts with me because of my YouTube channel Like, oh you just took my laptop I don't know, there's been like crap with this as well That's not fair, you can't treat someone like crap just because they make YouTube videos That's not fair, like, you can't do that So, you know, today I tried to put my phone in the bathroom I'm going to get out of the shower now, but it's a story The story just kind of looks like what happened today I don't know if you could hear me or if I tried to tell myself You can literally see it on the camera, I can't hide it I, there's nothing I can do to hide it I'm sorry if it triggered you I really can't hide it though Um, it's pretty hard to explain what happened this morning Because I thought I'd mention of it I kept dissociating, I kept my flashbacks And then I would have had a load of twerk and stacking I was originally having my house built with you today Um, before judgment, the choosing to do social media was like a hobby Julia, whatever you want to call it, this is how I get my paycheck And I just get too much stress, I don't quite know why Because I was dreaming yesterday, things got pretty out of hand And I didn't know how to deal with it I was already having a little game because I'd been looking for photos I have a new friend and things got really wrong And I don't do that, as you usually do But it's not hard, and apparently yesterday I was supposed to have it Just CPA things, like discharge it And I was feeling really bad yesterday So I didn't end up talking about it And I don't know what happened I just wanted to say that you are wrong Thank you And these I guess today just wasn't a good day