 hey strangers i have been only wearing workout clothes whether i just worked out or i'm about to work out or not even thinking about working out that day so today i really want to wear something that's not that this is something cute don't really have anywhere to go it's thursday today and i haven't had any self-tape requests so i need to desperately self submit and i also need to update acting clips on my actors access and casting networks and frontier just work whatever casting websites i haven't updated also i'm working on memorizing and because i've realized something very very obvious which is for my auditions being off book helps me so much and of course it can be different for everybody but i need to be so good at memorizing that i can spend 10% of the time i have on memorizing and then the other 90 filming and making that audition really good because right now i spend a big chunk of time memorizing like it's almost like second thought oh now i have to film it because i take maybe 20 minutes to record my self-tape where i take like two hours to memorize um i mean depending on the script but so i want to get really good at that i'm already regretting wanting to get into real clothes because i just want to be comfortable do i feel crazy but the same time i want to wear this i like want to wear different jeans something else i wore this shirt without the bottom i just didn't seem right it was like too much what am i doing what is this what is this so i ended up wearing that outfit yesterday like the entire day up until dinner and then i decided to get more comfy that outfit was a lot more comfortable than i thought it was gonna be but i just bought new workout gear so um i want to wear this tonight and it has a good pocket so i still want to look cute should i wear these or should i wear these i already own these but i wanted another pair uh oh i got the wrong ones these are so short i thought these were the longer ones how did i end up in like an outfit that i always wear okay whatever it's not it's not gonna happen today maybe i'll change again later but we have a voiceover audition today my agent sent me a voiceover audition request last night so since i'm already in the closet i might as well film it or record my audition and send it over it's not due till monday but i don't have much to do today i don't have my office job today i'm just working on acting stuff have a book to read so come on i should also go get coffee because i just want to get out of the apartment haven't really been going anywhere lately so maybe i'll take my book that i'm reading to a park and read it and then work on my memorizing also at the park to get out of this house the voiceover audition's pretty short so um i need i need to use this do you mind if i just turn off the camera really quick so i can record my audition is that okay as i was sending my voiceover audition i got another audition request from my agency for nancy haze in san francisco and it is a commercial audition where i just have to answer some questions do my slate and then tell them about a hobby that i have and i haven't been skating in a while so what i'm thinking i'm gonna go skate by a while i just mean because i was not here for christmas times wait or maybe not because it's for a mom role and i don't know that like roller skating is so mom-ish it might make me feel too young i don't think i'm gonna do that because it would make me feel too young what should i do i almost never do this but i just emailed my agent my on-camera agent to see what she thought i told her do you think it would read too young if i shared that i roller skate as my hobby or i can talk about my mini plans that i paint because i have some you can hardly see them right there this is one of my hobbies especially for people who i know are plant people in my lives that i love i like to paint them little house plants and um i often give these away for birthdays and christmas i could also talk about this my other idea since i have time and they just sent this out i saw the email uh like maybe five minutes after they send it out my other thought is i can film both talking about both hobbies and then my agent can decide which one they want to send i don't know if that's something that they like to do but i mean it's options right they can send both if they want to or they can just choose the one that they like best after i'm done with this audition i'm gonna treat myself to some coffee because one i deserve it and two i feel like if i get trapped into my computer and start editing and just really get like into it i'm not gonna leave the house today and it's friday it's friday i need to i need to get out of the house i need to treat myself to some coffee decaf let's grab some props for this audition a commercial audition for what seems like a outdoorsy sporty company so that's the reason why i am wearing this and i can keep this on i need to set up my full body shot and my slate i'm gonna go ahead and do my full body shot first because last time i did this i was having a problem doing it so look at the instructions again in these instructions so you guys know if you shoot vertically we won't submit your video so shoot horizontally when you're filming an audition okay so here's my idea i'm gonna talk about my hobby of painting these little plants i have some real plants right here so i can say i like to turn you know my house plants into paintings or my friends house plants into paintings i think i'm gonna intro my skating here i'll be like as for my hobby and then i'll do it outside i just think it's fun right they're watching a bunch of auditions might as well one of them be really fun outside not just with the backdrop so that's what we're gonna do i need to i need to get it together i keep thinking about my anniversary with my with my boyfriend and um i keep getting so emotional because i'm so happy but i don't this is a happy commercial i can't be crying i mean happy crying is good but i don't i don't know that that's what they're looking for jesus christ come on let's get a take i've had like 10 takes probably okay i'm gonna wait for it to upload and then we can go get coffee they sent me this audition request at 12 56 p.m and it is 203 p.m took me an hour high five i don't think i updated you on what my agent said my agent said that sharing the roller skating one was fine but i could choose whatever i wanted to share so i did both time to get coffee and go read at a park then the book i'm reading is i am not your perfect mexican daughter by erica ele sanchez and this book is hilarious it has me cracking up um so it's it's like a pretty sad story but it's written really funny and right now i feel like i'm going to tell you guys some of these quotes because like throughout me reading this which hopefully i'll finish it soon i'm only on the third chapter and the mom has asked the daughter to help her make the flower tortillas and the the daughter's like i don't know how to make these can you help me like teach me how to do these and she's like you'll figure it out it's common sense it's common sense to know when the tortillas the flower tortillas are done i read an entire chapter enjoying the and that quote was so funny to me that knowing when a tortilla is ready is common sense because that's such a mexican mom thing to say and then in that same chapter there was a line about um what kind of woman are you going to be if you can't even make a tortilla that was good i'm glad i came outside and coffee and did some reading i got another email for another voice over audition so i'm going to record that right now but it's friday night i should be doing something fun maybe i'll come up with something fun to do tonight who knows but i i need to relax for a little bit thank you so much for watching my vlogs like you probably don't even know me in real life and if you do you're probably related to me but thank you if you're 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