 Stop referring to yourself as a sinner. If you've been redeemed, you're not a sinner anymore. You are held accountable for your mistakes, but that's not who you are. You mustn't identify with that part of you anymore. Yes, when we were not saved before Christ, of course we must admit that I'm a sinner. I need you to save me. But then after he transforms you, you become the righteous of God in Christ. And you're no longer a sinner, you've become a saint by the resurrection power of the blood of Jesus. That's what the work of the Holy Spirit does in you, transforms your identity. You're a new creation. You may sometimes allow that old identity, who you aren't anymore, to have some influence, but that's not you. You're fighting against who you used to be, not who you are now. We must come to the place where we recognize who we are and him.