 It's Zanea's birthday party today and apart from my mate Carly, no one's here yet Do you know what? Everyone's not here in two minutes I'm starting the party because I can't I just cannot sit by watch the time go by I just can't do it. They're not here. I'm gonna eat all sandwiches all the cake all the everything and it's gonna be over We've been here an hour already. There's only an hour before the party's over and the venue needs to close up Hello, nice to see you all I'm so glad Darren's mum Eileen and his little brother Kane have come and Darren's brother Declan has brought his girlfriend Chloe and Their daughter Alara. I thought nobody was ever even gonna turn up at this rate Mum was met a cum and Jay was met a cum Obviously, I didn't think you were coming either But I'm just glad that at least one of my family have turned up It's great that lots of people are here, but Darren is the only one I really want to see Plus he's promised to bring Danea's birthday cake Trying to take a selfie picture It's being short and sweet, but everyone's had fun and me and Darren haven't argued which for me is the best bit The part went really well today. It's just nice for me I knew to be in this sort of environment and still be around Danea You know even though me and you aren't together. I obviously have a lot of respect for you What's up, I've had a lot of feelings for you as well But at the moment time things have happened and I'm just trying to get over it. That's all it is We're here talking. We're not arguing. We're not fighting and who knows for the future I don't know the future. I can't say what's gonna happen. So don't get upset I don't think that because I don't know if you I do I've got a lot of feelings for you I've lost my best friend. Do you know when things go on in my life? Sometimes I just want to pick up the phone and have a conversation with you Don't hug Don't know. Come on Don't cry. It's just sad the way things have turned out over a misunderstanding Make up to our mess, don't know See you smiling See you smiling. That's what you should be doing. Get upset if you need someone to talk to I'm just saying I'm there for you We look nice as well Today has gone really well. I'm so happy Zanea had such a good time Maybe I haven't lost my best friend after all